Has my wife lost her horse today?

Xie Xuan stood under the building, raised his head and looked at the sky.

Half of the sky was already pitch black, and the dark clouds hung thickly and lowly, as if they could be touched by raising one's hand, and one could even faintly see the flashes of lightning hidden in the dark clouds.

"Love is the only thing in this world that won't be laughed at."

Wenji said so.

——"Nothing will always be waiting for you, if you want it, you must grab it."

A voice suddenly sounded in Xie Xuan's mind.

The always silent and introverted woman lowered her head, her eyes were filled with steam, and the corner of her mouth tried to pull out a smile, but the hand holding the letter trembled uncontrollably.

The woman was silent for a long time, her voice was hoarse and still crying.

"Thank you," she said, "...I regret it very much."

Wind blows.

The trees on the side of the street swayed, and the leaves intertwined with dense and crisp collision sounds.

There was a faint smell of impending rain in the air.

The sun is struggling to illuminate the edge of the dark clouds, and black and white present a wonderful and dreamy transition like an oil painting.The water vapor engulfed by the dark clouds was so wet and heavy that even the air seemed to be frozen.

And the sunlight hangs down from the edge of the dark cloud, like a waterfall, and gently sprinkles towards the half of the city that has not been covered by the dark cloud.

The waterfall slanted past little by little, illuminating the place shrouded in dark clouds.The heavy rain splits up the sunlight little by little, turning it into thin halos.

... Xie Xuan is not the first time to see such a scene.

But such a scene seemed to remind her of something, causing her thoughts to sink into that summer seven or eight years ago.

At that time, the so-called [-]st, [-]nd, and [-]rd teams of the Special Operations Department were just small teams.

At that time, Xie Xuan was just a small fourth-order supernatural being.

At that time, the Special Operations Division was mainly staffed by elements with supernatural powers, and in Xie Xuan's second team, there was a wind system supernatural person, code-named 04.

The Special Operations Department was established not long ago, and although the superhumans had developed for two or three years, there were actually not many superhumans willing to stand up.

Therefore, the supernatural beings at that time did not keep their information confidential, and everyone got along like friends. At most, in order to avoid revealing their own information when they were on missions, they gave themselves a nickname and a code.

Among these supernatural beings, those who voluntarily join like Xie Xuan are very few, and most of them come from various institutions of the country, and military and police institutions are the most important exporting places of supernatural beings.

And 04 is a supernatural person who was born in an anti-narcotics policeman.

04 has a calm and introverted personality, does not like to talk, and has always had a very low sense of existence.Xie Xuan wouldn't even have paid much attention to her if she hadn't stood out by virtue of her strength during a team fighting training.

Xie Xuan accidentally discovered that this person, who is considered tall among women, has short hair and is not easy to mess with, would take out his wallet from time to time, look at a photo in the interlayer and look silly laugh.

Very old fashioned habit.

Nowadays, with the popularization of intelligent information technology, few people use wallets, and few people put photos of their sweethearts into the transparent interlayer of wallets.

Later, Xie Xuan heard the story of 04 and her sweetheart intermittently from other people's mouths.

The sweetheart is a high school classmate of 04. It is a young love that cannot be announced.

04 is since then, found out that he is gay.

She likes to look at the little girl in the white shirt, sitting by the window, with the breeze blowing the hair on her forehead, and her eyes are carefully looking at the homework spread out in front of her.

At that time, her grades in 04 were very bad. She was a bad girl who had achieved nothing in her studies but was very good at fighting.

She has a size advantage, the girls in the school are not stronger than her, and the boys are not

The viciousness with which she fought made the bad girl in awe.

04 is very inflated. In such a grade, everything the teacher says will only have the opposite intensifying effect, and the expressions of fear, admiration or flattery of peers can easily make people forget how weak they really are.

After she fell in love with that girl, she unabashedly blocked her in an alley and confessed freely.

The result was of course rejected.

But 04 did not give up.

The most unbearable thing for a girl on campus is when someone stalks her, clumsily and cautiously, holding a bright red heart in front of her face.

04 Chased her without any concealment, and soon spread among classmates.

And the letter that the sweetheart took from her for the first time took her several days of work to make out bit by bit, and sealed it with sealing wax and eternal life flowers.

That was the 04th love letter written by 13.

But this time, the sweetheart let go for the first time.

04 was so happy that she was almost dizzy, so she hugged her sweetheart who was half a head shorter than her tightly, and wanted to kiss the other's lips, but finally hesitated, and only landed on the corner of the lips and cheeks.

She didn't expect that such a picture would be taken by someone with a mobile phone with not very good pixels, and then printed out and posted on the school's notice board.

The grades of the sweetheart have always been very good, and a bad girl like her can't catch up.And in that small town where homosexuals are avoided like snakes and scorpions, such things are enough to poke people's spines.

She couldn't even explain that it was just a joke between friends.

Because before that, her behavior has been widely advertised to the surroundings, and she is pursuing a girl.

And how could the two girls of that age have been pointed at by many people.

The sweetheart's grades plummeted, and she had several emotional breakdowns. Finally, when 04 didn't know, she moved all her books and left the school.

04 I found those who made the incident public, and fought desperately, the corner of her mouth was cut and bleeding, but when she returned to school, she only saw an empty desk, and other people with unknown meanings. "Transfer" notice.

04 lost her sweetheart.

Her grades were not good, and she finally joined the army. After retiring from the army, she became an anti-narcotics policeman.

And the bad girl who was flying wantonly at the beginning died, and was replaced by a policeman who was taciturn but good at skills.

Probably because of God's pity, she finally met her sweetheart again.

The sweetheart has not changed much, she is still the same as before, wearing a crisp white shirt, with pure and innocent eyes, like a deer with soft eyes.

The only difference is that she no longer dares to go up to meet her.

04 said that it was the first time she realized what her most feared thing was.

So she only dared to secretly stand downstairs in the apartment where she lived every night after get off work, and take a look at the lit window.

It was the last bit of courage she had left.

Later, at a critical moment, she became a wind-element supernatural being, and she dared to stay far behind her, letting a light blue sycamore leaf be blown down by a gust of wind, and just happened to fall into her arms.

In their former campus, there was a path full of sycamore trees, which was the favorite place for young couples who fell in love early, and it was also the focus area of ​​the dean.

Someone checked Baidu and said that the sycamore tree is a monoecious plant, living together and dying together, which is a symbol of steadfast love.So many young lovers secretly buried one after another wish for everlasting under the plane tree.

That was the only time 04 went out of line.

The sweetheart picked up the light blue sycamore leaf, looked around in a daze, but found nothing.

04 smiled bitterly.

She seemed to be a different person, and she still looked like the bad girl back then.

And everything after that came too hastily.

With the rise of the anti-supernatural powers alliance, countless newly awakened supernatural powers rely on their own abilities to act recklessly, and even call it "upholding justice that cannot be upheld by the law".

During that period of time, even the members of the Special Operations Department felt anxious, for fear that their relatives would be implicated by them and attacked by these lunatics.

04 is not worried.

She would have grown up like that at the beginning, and that indifferent and harsh family was the culprit. After the so-called "homosexual scandal" spread, the family severed ties with her early.

The only thing she was worried about was her sweetheart.

But she did not reunite with her sweetheart after all, and the other party probably couldn't find out.

But 04 didn't expect that the last one to attack was not the Anti-Abyss Alliance, but the drug dealers she had killed, hunted down and wiped out in those years.

A weak girl, for the drug dealers who have long put life and death aside and are full of revenge, what she wants to do can't be easier.

"It's worth dying to have a taste of such a beautiful girl."

When the other party was imprisoned, he even said so with a smile.

It was the first time that 04 failed to abide by the regulations of the Special Operations Department, and used an invisible wind blade to grind these people into meat bit by bit.

When the elderly couple came to claim the body, they nearly passed out from crying.They didn't recognize 04, but took away the house key with their daughter.

The house was quickly resold, and the things inside were cleared out and piled up outside the corridor unattended.

04 found with sharp eyes that a corner of paper was slightly exposed in an exquisite and beautiful paper box.

She couldn't restrain her curiosity.

04 reached out to pick up the paper box, and carefully opened the lid.

It was a carton full of letters.

On the seal of each letter, there is a sealing seal with a small bouquet of eternal flowers.

The pattern 04 printed with wax paint is very familiar, it is a small, rustic-looking heart.

There were thirteen yellowed letters at the bottom of the carton.

04 opened the envelope with trembling hands. Inside was a love letter that had been taped little by little. The ink had oxidized and faded, and only the part sealed by the tape was still brand new.

And those unopened letters, one after another, tell silent stories with only one belated listener.

"Thank you, Captain...I regret it very much."

04 confided to her captain for the first time.

If she hadn't waited.

If she didn't hesitate.

If she hadn't been timid at that time, but hugged her tightly and protected her with everything she had, instead of just daring to look at the light from a distance downstairs, then everything would have ended differently.

A drop of rain fell on Xie Xuan's shoulder, waking her up from her memories.

04 did not end well.

With endless regret, she died in a mission.

No one knows whether she did it accidentally or on purpose.

And the weather on that day was as heavy as it is now, and the dark clouds in the sky were so thick that it seemed to be dark.

Only the sun suddenly appeared, slanting down along the edge of the dark clouds, forming a magnificent waterfall of light.

Xie Xuan suddenly clenched his fist tightly, and his slightly long nails pierced into the flesh of his palm, causing some pain.

Wen Ji said, "If you want to say 'love' to others, then don't hesitate."

Xie Xuan raised his eyes, his heart silently expressed his firmness.

She thought, in this life, she must try her best to grab someone's hand.

Not letting go until death.