Doctor Jiang is very gentle

Cen Miao's life in the monastery was not secure. Whenever the bell rang in the morning, she woke up from her dream, her back was often soaked in sweat.

A few days later, the abbot gave Cen Miao a red amulet, which she carried with her, and her luck became better, at least not as bad as before.Cen Mi couldn't help being amazed, thinking that it would be great if he could get one for Jiang Lai in the future.

The backyard of Suian Temple was opened up as a guest room for lay disciples to stay temporarily.Now that Cen Miu has received the certificate of conversion, he can be regarded as one of the disciples of the lay school. He has to go to the Buddhist hall to study scriptures with the young monks in the temple.

Opposite Cen Miao's room lived a man in his thirties and forties. He often set up a chess game in the middle of the yard by himself and played chess with himself for a long time.Cen Miao was so bored that he panicked one day, so he said to the man, "I'll play a game with you."

The man readily accepted, and he fought eight games with Cen Miao, only winning one, and was tricked out by Cen Miao with a lot of information.The man's name is Wu You, 38 years old. He used to be a director of a foreign company. He resigned for some reason and lived in a small temple.

Wu You was a little unwilling to lose: "You look good, you have a lot of tricks, who taught you this way of playing chess?"

Cen Mi raised his eyebrows: "I figured it out by myself."

Wu You: "Tsk..." He changed the subject, "Is there something hidden in your heart? How come you live in a Buddhist temple at such a young age?"

Cen Miu thought: This is starting to contradict my words, so he laughed and said, "It means that I have the fate of Buddha."

Wu You smiled, and sighed again: "Buddha fate, Buddha fate, hey, if my wife and children can survive, I don't want this Buddha fate."

Cen Miao was dumbfounded, but he also felt normal, most people who live in Buddhist temples are looking for peace.

Wu You pointed to the bandage on Cen Miao's hand: "Did you make it yourself? It's better to live than to die. Don't do such a thing in the future."

Seeing his misunderstanding, Cen Mi shook his head: "You may not believe it, although I cut it myself, but I didn't want to die."

She thought about it, and felt that it was no big deal to talk to strangers, "I have someone I like, and we are together. But I was sick, and I stabbed myself with a knife in an unconscious state, and woke up because it was too painful. I thought it would be good to wake up in this way, but I also realized that when I am unconscious, I can even hurt myself, and it is not impossible to hurt the person I like. So I just follow the person I like People broke up and came here."

Wu You: "It seems that I have to stay away from you in the future, what if you cut me down?"

Cen Miao glanced at him: "Scared?"

Wu You smiled: "Otherwise, I think this life is too long, it would be better to end it sooner." He pointed to the bell tower in the distance, "But I really like to hear the bell, so it's okay to die later."

Life and death are the only serious things, and when it comes to Wu You's mouth, it's casual.Cen Miao couldn't say why, she didn't like Wu You's sad outlook on life very much, but she also agreed with it a little bit.She used to care too much and refused to let go of anything.

Cold comes and summer goes, two years have passed.

Wu You, who had been Cen Miao's neighbor for two years, suddenly said that he wanted to leave. Cen Miao lost a chess friend, and imitated Wu You at the beginning, playing chess with himself, listening to the bell sooner or later.

In the past two years, Cen Miao seldom left Sui'an Temple, but he also heard a lot of big and small things outside.

For example, the president of the Jiangnan Chamber of Commerce died of a serious illness, and the person who carried his photo at the funeral was his rumored illegitimate daughter Jiang Lai.When the media and the public were speculating about the distribution of the huge inheritance, Jiang Lai announced on behalf of his father that the Yiming Charity Fund would be established in the future. This news undoubtedly shocked the business community.The reporters wanted to ask more questions, but because Jiang Lai was too low-key, they never succeeded.Over time, many people's impression of Jiang Lai was nothing but mystery, and the presence of the charity fund gradually surpassed that of Jiang Lai himself.

For example, a psychological counselor surnamed Qin was rejected because of his thesis, and he made a move on his 80-year-old mentor, and was arrested and imprisoned amidst the scolding on the Internet.This matter even stayed at the end of the hot search for half a day before being covered by more news.But Cen Miao noticed it, and she felt ironic, but she didn't know what to say.

There is another small incident, which can be traced back to more than two years ago. Even Cen Miao almost forgot about it. He only remembered it when he heard people visiting the temple occasionally.The new director Fang Fang's work "Dead Water" was officially released, and it aroused a wave of enthusiasm. It won numerous awards in China and won several gold medals.Cen Miao and Fang Fang had met for a few times. The script of this movie was recommended to her by Cen Miao more than two years ago, and the script was written by Wei Mingyu's nephew Jiang Nian.

Cen Miao sat on the futon, staring blankly at the Buddhist scriptures he had copied for the third time, a little absent-minded.She put the book back on the shelf, took out the pad, and clicked on the contact information of the psychiatrist she had been familiar with for two years. In the video, the face of a 50-year-old female doctor appeared.

"Xiao Cen, I haven't contacted you for a long time. How are you doing this time?"

Cen Miao: "I haven't had a nightmare for a month, and I have enough sleep every day, but I feel that I have become a lot slower and my reaction is very poor."

"After taking medicine for a long time, it is normal to become a little dull. It has been a long time since I have had a dream, which means that you have improved a lot."

"Am I okay?" Cen Miao asked anxiously, "I want to find someone."

The doctor wrote a few notes in the notebook: "It's not sure yet, but it depends on your condition. If you are free, I will make an appointment with you to meet and see your situation before making a decision."

Cen Miao was a little disappointed: "Well, good, good..."

The doctor bent his eyes and comforted: "Don't worry, it's just to be on the safe side, and it won't delay you for too long."

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There is a legend among the interns of A Medical University that there are two beautiful female doctors in the surgical department of a hospital, one is super fierce and the other is super gentle. It would be bad luck for the intern to meet the former.

But the interns who actually entered the No. [-] hospital said, what is it to meet the former?If you get scolded at most, then the senior is a knife-mouthed bean curd heart. If you encounter the latter, you will really be in purgatory mode. You are gentle and true, but the requirements are extremely strict, and you are so tired that you doubt life.

During off-duty hours, the super-aggressive doctor insisted on dragging the super-gentle doctor to the movies.

"Senior sister, just accompany me to see it, the reputation is very good."

Jiang Lai kept her hands in the pockets of her white coat, and she didn't dare to agree. She always felt that she had been a light bulb between Shen Yuhan and someone for several years, the kind of a few kilowatts.

Shen Yuhan patted his chest and assured: "Don't worry, it's just the two of us, no one else."

Jiang Lai: "...don't worry more, okay?"

"Sister~"

Jiang Lai was helpless, it happened that she had always wanted to watch this movie, so she had to agree: "Okay, I'll buy the tickets, don't rob me."

"No problem, let's sit in the middle seat."

The movie theater is full of people, which shows how popular the movie is.Jiang Lai remembered that he had read the script in advance in the small town, and Cen Miao said that investing in this script would definitely not lose money. In fact, she was right. The small cost of 3000 to [-] million yuan was not long after it was released, and the box office passed. Billion, and there is a continuing upward trend.

At the end of the performance, there was a line of handwritten words on the big black screen: "Dedicated to the moon."

Many people are guessing who this "moon" is. Some say it is the author's first love, some say it is a dream, and some say it is the moon in the mirror.These guesses are often accompanied by sound analysis, and they all make sense.

Walking out of the cinema, Shen Yuhan asked, "Sister, what do you mean by this moon?"

Jiang Lai: "He is a very good person."

There is a good saying that when a work is shot or written, the work does not belong to the original author, but to the audience, and the audience can understand it however they want.Jiang Lai actually knew who the "Moon" Jiang Nian was talking about, but he also agreed with the analysis on the Internet, there is no right or wrong.

"How do you know you're a good person?"

Jiang Lai said honestly: "Because I know the screenwriter, if I remember well, Cen Miao recommended the script to the director."

Shen Yuhan hadn't heard the name Cen Miao for a long time, she frowned immediately, and couldn't help worrying: "Senior sister, has Cen Miao contacted you in the past two years? You don't think about her anymore, do you?"

Jiang Lai shook his head: "I can't find her."

Shen Yuhan snorted: "I think I'll call the police for you. A normal person who has been missing for more than two years can issue such a certificate."

Jiang Lai gave Shen Yuhan a cold look, and Shen Yuhan shuddered: "I was wrong, senior." He didn't dare to speak any more.

Those who are not familiar with him will not notice that although Jiang Lai is still gentle and gentle on the outside, his heart has changed too much.She has become less talkative, and her personality has become a lot stronger, otherwise she wouldn't have caused the interns under her to complain endlessly.Shen Yuhan has a bad temper and often scolds those stupid students, but in fact it is just scolding. Knowing that the students' level is limited and they will not make too many demands, Jiang Lai is different. Shen Yuhan sometimes advises her not to be so strict. Harsh, Jiang Lai said indifferently: "In the future, people who want to be doctors will kill people if they are not educated and incompetent."

Shen Yuhan understood that since Cen Miao disappeared, Jiang Lai had suffered some shock and changed his temper.In fact, it is a different way of self-abuse. I used to be too gentle, and I didn't even have the courage to grab the opponent strongly, so it was easy to miss.

When he was with Cen Miu, Jiang Lai was reserved and passive and needed the other party to take the initiative.It seems that Cen Miao has paid a lot for this relationship, but Cen Miao has also taken the initiative. As long as Cen Miao chooses to give up, he will naturally be given up.

"Hey……"

Shen Yuhan is a senior who really loves her.

"Why are you sighing?" Jiang Lai saw a figure flashing past the corner of the movie theater, and she did not recognize the wrong person... She patted Shen Yu Han on the shoulder, "I think you are in trouble."

Shen Yuhan: "Ah? What's the trouble?"

Jiang Lai raised his chin towards the corner: "It's not too late to chase after him, your jealous jar."

Shen Yuhan frowned, and while categorically denying it, she quickened her pace towards that end: "I told you it's not from my family... I'm in trouble, I'm always jealous."

Jiang Lai was used to seeing Shen Yuhan's inconsistency in the past two years, and he was almost tired of it. When he found that the two parties were still enjoying it without knowing it, he was a little envious, just a little.