Doctor Jiang is very gentle

Jiang Lai's illness fluctuated from good to bad. Shen Yuhan thought she would be better after taking antipyretics, but the fever did not subside until the next day, and the high temperature remained at 38 degrees.

Shen Yuhan was worried about Jiang Lai. She knew that Jiang Lai had no other relatives or friends in City A, so she planned to spend another day with Jiang Lai in the hospital.

Remembering that I still have an appointment with Fu Qizhi today, I had to call Fu Qizhi.

"Hey, what's the matter? Do you want me to go there earlier?"

Fu Qizhi seemed to be in a good mood, gently rubbing Qiqi's belly with his hands.

Shen Yuhan heard the meowing of the cat on the other end of the phone, and warned: "Fu Qizhi, stay away from Qiqi, don't feed it cat food."

"I see, no hello."

Shen Yuhan thought that she was going to miss the appointment, so it was a bit difficult to say, but she still lowered her voice: "Don't come today, my sister is still ill, I can't leave."

Fu Qizhi's good mood suddenly disappeared without a trace, and he let out a cold oh.

Shen Yuhan asked tentatively: "Another day?"

Fu Qizhi: "No, I'm busy."

After finishing speaking, I hung up the phone and threw the phone aside, feeling so jealous that my teeth ached.

Shen Yuhan heard the busy tone on the phone, frowned and thought: What's wrong?Jealous?

After thinking about it, she called back the number, but Fu Qizhi was determined not to answer.Shen Yuhan was too lazy to take care of the vinegar jar that Fu Qizhi knocked over, and walked to Jianglai's ward.

It happened that the new intern Su Yumei was also in the ward.Shen Yuhan and Su Yumei are not that close, mainly because they are usually busy, Su Yumei often rushes home after work, and the two of them seldom meet each other.

Moreover, Su Yumei is taller and colder than Jiang Lai, and she always looks unapproachable. In addition, she has a very superior appearance and figure. Looking at her face, she can tell that she has been pampered since she was a child, and she is a proper flower of Gaoling.

This flower of Gaoling has a good relationship with Jiang Lai somehow, Shen Yuhan often sees Su Yumei and Jiang Lai chatting on the balcony.

Su Yumei knew about Jiang Lai's illness, and brought her own porridge from home, which was very considerate.

At the door of the ward, Shen Yuhan saw Su Yumei carefully helping Jianglai get up to drink porridge. The whole process was very skillful, as if it was a common meal.

Why do you feel something is wrong?Shen Yuhan never asked about the reason for Jiang Lai and Cen Miu's sudden breakup, and never thought that the problem would come from Jiang Lai. After all, she had known Jiang Lai for a year or two, and knew Jiang Lai's personality.

But the scene in front of her made Shen Yuhan a little suspicious. After all, Su Yumei in her eyes was not such a caring and warm person, but she treated Jiang Lai very differently.

Su Yumei saw that Jiang Lai had finished his porridge, and packed up the lunch box to wash it.

Shen Yuhan came in while she was gone, hesitated for a while and asked: "Sister, does Su Yumei like you?"

Jiang Lai couldn't help coughing a few times: "Huh?"

Shen Yuhan: "She is so kind to you and always chats with you, but she doesn't seem like such a talkative person."

Jiang Lai understood that Shen Yuhan had misunderstood, and laughed: "No, Su Yumei is very nice to people."

Shen Yuhan: "Really?"

Jiang Lai: "It's true, she's just shy easily." He remembered something, "Oh yes, she often chats with me recently because her girlfriend is angry and doesn't answer her phone, she came to ask me what to do But I can't help it, Cen Miao doesn't answer my phone either."

Shen Yuhan asked in surprise: "She has a girlfriend?"

To actually ask Jiang Lai for advice on how to fall in love, that is really a master who is not very good at falling in love.

Jiang Lai nodded: "Yes, I heard from her that we have been together since high school, for many years."

"So that's how it is..."

Shen Yuhan felt relieved, her idol would not do anything to be sorry for others.

At this time, Su Yumei opened the door and came in after washing the dishes and chopsticks. Looking at the two, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised. If you don't observe carefully, you can't tell that she is smiling.Shen Yuhan was shaken again, this person is really aloof.

Jiang Lai asked Su Yumei: "Are you reconciled?"

Su Yumei shook her head, and said helplessly, "If I knew it, I shouldn't have forgotten to eat."...and even forgot several meals.

Shen Yuhan gloated and laughed out loud, unable to tell that Su Yumei was still a strict wife.

Su Yumei said embarrassingly: "I'm just kidding... I'm still worrying about how to apologize to my girlfriend, and she ignores me. Dr. Shen, what can you do?"

Shen Yuhan, who also couldn't get through to Fu Qizhi's phone, twitched the corners of her lips: "I also want to know if there is any way..."

In a ward, three people with similar worries looked at each other, and finally they all sighed at the same time.

Shen Yuhan couldn't help thinking: probably the feng shui of the first courtyard is not very good.

"Nurse, may I ask if Dr. Su Yumei is here?"

There was a voice of inquiry from the corridor, even Shen Yuhan could tell that Su Yumei's eyes lit up, like the rain had passed.Shen Yuhan didn't expect that Su Yumei was unexpectedly innocent, and when the person she liked came, there was joy that couldn't be hidden in her eyes.

The doorknob was turned open, and a thin girl stood at the door. The girl was about the same age as Su Yumei, with a pale face, long black hair, and deep-set eyes, but her eyes were very beautiful, like a pair of black glass.

A very beautiful girl, with a hint of stubbornness in her temperament.

Su Yumei grinned, and smiled at the girl at the door: "Wei Xi."

The girl she called Wei Xi had her hands behind her back, with a bit of helplessness and pride on her face, as if she couldn't do anything about Su Yumei.

"It's snowing heavily, I'll bring you clothes."

------

The illness came like a mountain, but fortunately, Jiang Lai's fever subsided at night.Jiang Lai slept for a long time, her body was limp, and she was listless when she spoke. Seeing Shen Yuhan running up and down for two days, she said guiltily: "Sister Shen, I'm much better. I plan to go home and rest. You should also go early Let's go back."

Shen Yuhan: "I'll drive you back."

"Just help me get a taxi."

"Anyway, my house and your place are also on the way, no trouble."

"Then thank you for your hard work, junior."

Jiang Lai thanked Shen Yuhan with a smile, and Shen Yuhan felt a little distressed when she saw that her eyes were full of melancholy but she still forced a smile.When she first came to the first hospital, she was a medical student with little clinical experience. Jiang Lai was only two years older than her.

Shen Yuhan is easy to get emotional, and she has been angry and cried by patients for countless times, but Jiang Lai has always been indifferent, almost never angry or influenced by patients, he can be called the most Buddhist doctor in this hospital.Jiang Lai took good care of Shen Yuhan who just came to the first hospital, and taught him everything academically, that's why Shen Yuhan regarded Jiang Lai as his idol.

Dr. Jiang, the most Buddhist in her heart, is now quite depressed.His eyes were swollen, probably from crying.

Shen Yuhan sighed helplessly, she had also been hurt, so she naturally knew that if Jiang Lai was such a determined person, if they broke up, this period of time might not be easy.

"Sister, although I have no position to persuade you, and I don't know what happened between you and Mr. Cen. But everyone has to look forward, right?" Shen Yuhan looked at Jiang Lai in the rearview mirror while driving.She managed to get acquainted with Jiang Lai, but she didn't know if it could be regarded as a relationship that could discuss personal feelings. She was worried that saying these things would offend Jiang Lai.

Jiang Lai hummed and murmured: "Yes, look forward."

It seems that many people have learned to look forward in the process of growing up, and Jiang Lai felt that she should have learned it long ago.

It's long overdue.

When Jiang Lai returned home, as usual, there were two books on the sofa, and the projector hadn't had time to turn off.Cen Miao's drinking cup was placed on the tea table, and it was a couple's cup with Jiang Lai's.

Cen Miao loves beauty, and the clothes she bought filled several large closets, and the toilets were full of cosmetics, but she didn’t take any of them when she left. Jiang Lai was worried that it would be inconvenient for her to live without these things, but felt that she The idea is ridiculous. You can buy things in life with a little money. If people want to leave, why should they care about these things.

The atmosphere of Cen Miao's life remained everywhere in the room.

Jiang Lai was struggling. When people face pain, they tend to avoid it more or less. If you don’t want to face it, you have to force yourself to face it. Jiang Lai also understands this truth.

It took her some time to pack up all the things that belonged to Cen Miao and put them in several suitcases.Maybe Cen Miao will come back to pick up the luggage?She had a small hope.

But there is a voice in your head saying, you missed her twice, there is no third chance.

She looked at those boxes, they were all symbols of Cen Miao's presence.A piece of my heart was hollowed out, and the enthusiasm and vitality of life were also taken away. I only felt that my chest was not filled enough, and it was difficult to even breathe.

The sound of sobbing sounded in the quiet room, weeping very restrainedly, Jiang Lai bit his sleeve tightly and swallowed the crying into his throat, leaving only a low whimper.

------

Shen Yuhan came to the room casually, kicked a few times casually, and kicked off the shoes on his feet.I was so exhausted from working all day that I didn't even have the mood to look at my shoes that were kicked upside down.

Before she could turn on the light, someone grabbed her waist from behind.Shen Yuhan was so startled that she almost screamed, the person behind her covered her mouth: "Don't scream too loudly at night, it's life-threatening."

Shen Yuhan opened Fu Qizhi's fingers one by one: "How did you come in..." Halfway through the speech, he remembered that he had given her a spare key, so he changed his words, "There is no need to wait so late, I really didn't null."

Fu Qizhi walked up to her, stared at her and said, "I've been waiting for you for a day, and you just have this attitude..."

Shen Yuhan couldn't stand her pretending: "What kind of attitude can I have? You still play with your temper during the day... Tsk, I've never seen such an unreasonable attitude before."

"Before and now are different."

Shen Yuhan nodded approvingly: "Yes, it's different, and you know it's different."

Everything has changed, things are not, people are not.If Shen Yuhan and Fu Qizhi hadn't just been classmates for a year and a half back then, they would be people of two worlds and two styles.

The current entanglement is just the light of that year and a half.

Sometimes hate and love are interlinked, without love, hate will not last.Shen Yuhan hated Fu Qizhi for many years, this kind of hatred even affected her life, hating someone for too long also made her lose the ability to love others.She is sure that she can't fall in love with others, and it can even be regarded as sexual. Cold.

This is the reason why Shen Yuhan was reluctant to accept Fu Qizhi wholeheartedly.Her feelings are incomplete, and this incompleteness makes her incapable of love. She seems to be pinned, and can only be with the person who caused this incompleteness with her own hands, because she can only have feelings and desires for this person.

She always thinks why, so that she grows rebellious, and her behavior runs counter to what she thinks in her heart.Duplicity is just a performance, and behind the duplicity is her struggle against the failure of rebuilding the incomplete world.

If she couldn't even refuse to get back together, how could she be worthy of the self who stepped out of the haze step by step, and how could she be worthy of the self who persisted in surviving from self-denial.

Fu Qizhi held Shen Yuhan's hand stiffly. From her point of view, Shen Yuhan's eyes had stars and the sea, but she didn't have the look she wanted to see.

Another failed attempt.

Fu Qizhi felt as if he was standing on the edge of a cliff, with a peak symbolizing all happiness in the world at one end and an endless abyss at the other.Relying on her longing for the nothingness peak, she fell into the abyss again and again, sometimes jumping for joy and sometimes despairing.

Fu Qizhi hates being emotional.

But I still couldn't help but ask emotionally: "What's wrong with being my girlfriend?"

Shen Yuhan yawned, her back ached, her eyes were so tired that she couldn't open her eyes: "I'm good enough now."

Fu Qizhi took off the sweater, leaving only a black silk underwear inside.She grabbed Shen Yuhan's hand, and guided that pair of hands, which had been washed with disinfectant to peel off their skin, to touch her chest.

"Agreement on today's appointment, I haven't agreed to cancel it yet."

Shen Yuhan simply withdrew her hand: "Hey, it's okay, I'm really tired. I'm going to bed early tomorrow. What earth-shattering confession do you have? Let's talk about it tomorrow..."

"Shen Yuhan!"

Shen Yuhan was startled by her hoarse shout: "Aren't you afraid of disturbing the people?" After finishing speaking, seeing that Fu Qizhi seemed to be serious, her eyes turned red, so she could only sigh, "You still miss me?" How about it? I only like you, I only want to fall in love with you, but I don't want to fall in love. If you are a cannon friend, you will be a cannon friend. Are you always thinking about turning into a qualified cannon friend?"

Fu Qizhi took a deep breath: "Then what about your obligation to be a friend?"

Shen Yuhan: "Are you dissatisfied with your desire? Find someone else, I'm so tired."

"Actually, I'm tired too..." Fu Qizhi turned her head and whispered, "Can I hug you to sleep?"

Shen Yuhan convinced her: "You love hugs, right? It's not like Pao You can't just sleep in hugs."

Fu Qizhi smiled so much that she showed her two small fangs.