Doctor Jiang is very gentle

After Jiang Lai took a shower, he lay on the bed and read a book for a while. Seeing that it was almost eleven o'clock, and Cen Miao hadn't come back yet, she called Cen Miao, but he didn't get through.It was very rare for Cen Miao to not answer the phone, and Jiang Lai called several times, but still no one answered.

Jiang Lai was a little anxious, with an ominous premonition in his heart.The supermarket is not far from the apartment, logically speaking, you should be able to come back soon if you buy something.

She changed her clothes and went out to the supermarket to find someone. Before she reached the door, the door was unlocked.

It was Cen Miao who opened the door, but his hair was scratched and messed up, his face was bruised, there was blood at the corner of his mouth, and his sleeves and trousers were torn.She was holding a hammer in her hand, and the hammer was still stained with blood.

Jiang Lai was stunned for a moment, then his heart felt sore, he pulled him into the room and closed the door.

"What happened? Who hit you?"

Cen Miao didn't speak, but wiped the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand, the skin of her mouth was cut and hurt a little, she couldn't help frowning.

Jiang Lai took a deep breath and said anxiously, "Where is the injury?!"

"fine……"

Cen Miao pushed Jiang Lai away and walked into the bathroom.He took off his coat, turned on the hot water, and washed the marks on his body expressionlessly.

Blue and purple, traces of deja vu.It can't be washed off.

Jiang Lai pushed the door open and went into the bathroom. Seeing the scars on Cen Miao's body, she felt shocking.Cen Miao was originally white, but sometimes Jiang Lai would leave a red mark with a little force on his fingers.So the wounds on Cen Miu's body are so obvious that Jiang Lai's eyes are red.

Cen Miao turned his head aside and gritted his teeth: "You go out first, I just want to be alone now."

"you……"

Cen Miao closed his eyes and lowered his voice: "Please, leave me alone."

Jiang Lai bent his fingers, but finally backed out: "Okay, remember to call me if you need anything."

Cen Miao turned on the shower, pouring water from head to heels.The wound was painful.She squatted on the ground with her legs bent and cried. The sound of the water was so loud that it just covered her crying.

She has nothing to do with Qin Peizhi, there is no law that can make this person get the punishment he deserves, and what Qin Peizhi said is right, she doesn't dare to hurt anyone.Cen Miao ran out of the consulting room in despair, and Qin Peizhi didn't intend to stop her, as if everything was under his control.

If he called the police, Cen Miao wasn't sure if Officer You Lin was with Qin Peizhi, so calling the police would be useless.When she was helpless, she was kicked from behind and fell to the ground. It took her a long time to recover from the pain.

Immediately afterwards, four or five people surrounded Cen Miao, beat her with sticks and kicked her.Things happened so quickly, before Cen Miao had time to react, he subconsciously held his head to protect himself.

I vaguely heard someone say: "Teach you for your father."

Cen Miao understood what was going on.

She clenched the hammer tightly in her hand, seized the opportunity, and smashed it hard at one of the knees.

Taking advantage of the gap between the man hugging her legs and screaming, she broke free from the crowd, swung the hammer and danced a few times randomly in the air, probably hitting someone in the face, knocking out a tooth of the man, and the blood spattered on the hammer.

Those five people saw Cen Miao as weak and thought they were easy to bully, but they didn't expect Cen Miao to resist so fiercely.

Of course, the more intense the resistance, the more intense the siege will be.Five people chased after her again, grabbing Cen Miu's clothes and hair, trying to pin her to the ground...

Cen Miao almost forgot how he ran away, those five people were probably paid to teach her a lesson, or maybe Cen Yugui didn't have that much money to hire people to work for them, so the group saw Cen Miao desperately resisting, Take the hammer and fight back at the vital places, so you don't dare to do it again.

There is still a difference between a beating and a death.It's not worth putting yourself in jail for that little money.When they hesitated, Cen Miao ran away desperately.I didn't feel any pain when I was struggling, but when I was safe, I realized I was covered in injuries.

Cen Miao hadn't been beaten like this for a long time. Her inferiority complex was distorted when she was a child, and her self-esteem was too low, which was also reflected in her strong self-esteem.She really didn't want people to know that she was beaten, and she didn't want people to know how miserable she was.

But Jiang Lai saw it. Although he didn't say it clearly, the occasional sympathy in his eyes would still hurt Cen Miao's self-esteem.

Just now when Jiang Lai showed that expression again, Cen Miao suddenly felt that her life was a reincarnation, repeating the past countless times, which was a predicament she tried hard to get rid of but could not get rid of.

She bent into a ball and cried until she could no longer shed tears. Then she turned off the water, wiped off the water droplets on her body, changed into her pajamas, and went back to the room pretending nothing had happened, and slept next to Jiang Lai.

Jiang Lai moved, turned over and hugged Cen Miao tightly.

Cen Miao felt too tired and wanted to say a lot, but he was too tired to say a word, and he didn't have the energy to respond to Jiang Lai's hug.She thought that she might find a way to send Cen Yugui to prison, and maybe ask a few people to beat him up in return.

But revenge against this biological father cannot heal the scars in her heart.Something missing is missing.

The world that has collapsed is pieced together bit by bit, but it is also riddled with holes, and it is too difficult to restore it to its original state.From the beginning to the end, she firmly grasped Jiang Lai's life-saving straw.Like vines entwining a tree, living by the roots of a big tree, it will also entangle the tree to death.

Cen Miu wanted to avoid the problem, and wanted to hide under Jiang Lai's gentle protection forever, and Jiang Lai would definitely pamper her.It doesn't matter if her inner world collapses, she still has Jiang Lai to support her.

But Qin Peizhi's words finally shook Cen Miao, he was not a good person, but his words hit the nail on the head.Cen Mi has relied on Jiang Lai for the past six months, as if parasitic in Jiang Lai's blood, living on Jiang Lai's warmth and care.

Very extreme, very extreme.Without Jianglai, it might be difficult for Cen Miao to survive well.In the past, Cen Miao never faced this problem squarely, she never thought about leaving Jiang Lai, she was used to slipping into Jiang Lai's arms when she woke up at night.She regards Jiang Lai as a good medicine, but in fact she is just consuming Jiang Lai's energy.

Jiang Lai asked: "What's the matter with your injury? I'm not at ease."

"I've already reported the crime to someone who robbed me. It's fine."

Cen Miao wanted to hug Jiang Lai, but he just grabbed the bed sheet tightly.

"I'll go get the medicine box and rub the medicine for you."

"Don't go, I'm too tired and want to sleep."

"How can this be done? You have bruises all over your body. You will go to the hospital with me tomorrow to have an examination to see if there is any..."

"It's really not necessary, don't be so nervous, I know it myself."

Cen Miu was upset, and unconsciously showed a bit of impatience when talking to Jiang Lai.

Having said that, Cen Miao realized that his attitude was a bit bad, and was about to apologize, but it was Jiang Lai who recognized her mistake: "I'm sorry, I was in a hurry."

Cen Miao couldn't speak anymore, she put her hands on Jiang Lai's waist, closed her eyes and tried to sleep, but even though she was very tired, she couldn't fall into a deep sleep, and nightmares came one after another.

In the early morning, Cen Miao sat up from the bed, covered in cold sweat.

Her consciousness was fuzzy, and she didn't know where she was for a while.She got off the bed and walked out barefoot.

The lights in the living room and kitchen were turned off, Cen Miao stood in the living room for a while, then turned and went into the kitchen.She took a knife from the kitchen cabinet and cut it on her arm.

The pain was excruciating, and blood kept flowing out along the incision.Cen Miao didn't change his face, staring blankly at the wound on his arm.

It was not a dream.She was happy that she had found a way to confirm whether she was dreaming or waking up, and the corners of her mouth raised, ignoring the pain in her arm.

"Cen Mi..."

In his light sleep, Jiang Lai felt the vacancy of the seat beside him, and suddenly woke up.When she found Cen Miao in the kitchen, she happened to see Cen Miao slashing herself with a knife expressionlessly.

This scene made her feel so distressed that Jiang Lai couldn't help trembling when he called out the word Cen Miu.

The familiar voice brought Cen Miao back to reality, she looked back at Jiang Lai, and saw a pair of red eyes.Cen Miu felt his nose sore, Jiang Lai couldn't stop crying, and the two cried at each other again.

Jiang Lai couldn't care about anything else for the time being, he quickly held Cen Miao's injured hand, and pulled Cen Miao to sit on the sofa.She rummaged around the room for a while, found bandages and medicine, and squatted by the sofa to rub the medicine on Cen Miao.

She wiped her tears with the back of her hand: "You always hide it from me and try to be brave, so I know...I know what happened to you. But...no matter what you do, don't hurt yourself, okay? "

Jiang Lai gritted her teeth and her whole body was trembling. She knew that Cen Miao did this because of his illness, but the scene of Cen Miao's self-mutilation just now really scared her.She had lost her most important sister, and she could not lose her most important Cen Miao.

Cen Miao sat there quietly, watching Jiang Lai apply medicine for himself, and watching Jiang Lai cry for himself.

For a long time, Cen Miao stared at Jiang Lai's black hair and said, "Am I very useless, always worrying you, I really hate myself like this."

"Then you'll be fine, don't worry me." Jiang Lai had a rare cold face, "I'll stop the bleeding for you temporarily, the incision is a bit deep, you need to go to the hospital."

As if he didn't hear Jiang Lai's words, Cen Mi lowered his head and looked at the straps on his arms: "We are so tired."

Jiang Lai was shocked, she grabbed Cen Miao's wrist, pressed her lips tightly, and looked into Cen Miao's eyes.What I want to say is self-evident.

Cen Miao and Jiang Lai had a tacit understanding for a long time, she knew what Jiang Lai meant, so she reluctantly twitched the corners of her mouth: "If this continues, I will be tired and you will be tired too."

Jiang Lai shook his head: "I'm not tired."

Cen Miao was silent.

But Jiang Lai could tell that she obviously wanted to say something, and for the first time in Jiang Lai's life, he felt anxious about gains and losses, the kind of worry about gains and losses that is unique to relationships.

She became uneasy, and even said in a strong tone: "Cen Miao, you can't let me go."

Jiang Lai has always been a very indifferent person, he treats people politely, he doesn't act coquettishly, and he doesn't ask others to do things they don't want to do.

But the uneasy feeling of fear of losing this relationship made her even use her girlfriend's status to ask Cen Miao to stay.

Cen Miao: "Give me some time, I want to get well."

"How long? You can't do it alone... No one takes care of you, I..."

"About a year, or two years... I don't know. Jiang Lai, I'm in a state that's not suitable for being with people."

"One year, two years..." Jiang Lai paused, then continued, "What if it can't be cured?"

Cen Miao looked down at Jiang Lai, there was no emotion on her pale face, she was so tortured by the illness that she couldn't take care of herself, and she once thought about killing her life hastily, but she always felt unwilling.

Obviously did nothing wrong, why is this happening?

"Jiang Lai, I can't give you a definite answer. I don't know if I can get up." Cen Miao scratched his hair angrily, then sighed, "I failed you."

Now Jiang Lai was speechless.

She felt that the old wound on her chest seemed to be secretly simmering, and it scratched her whole lungs with dull pain.But she also knew that perhaps a temporary separation would be the best choice for Cen Miao.

Jiang Lai thought that Cen Miao was tired of talking, because he was tired of their relationship.The secret love that started in junior high school, after so many years, it's time to get tired of it.Continuing to pester her will only cause greater mental pressure on her.

Since he knew that Cen Miao was ill, Jiang Lai had checked many psychology books, but he couldn't find any definite treatment method.But Jiang Lai firmly believes that she loves Cen Miu carefully, and Cen Miu also loves her, and Cen Miu will gradually get better.

But what if Cen Miao no longer has feelings for her?

Jiang Lai's eyes were red again, and he asked a childish question that many people would ask when they are in love.

"It's okay to be apart for a year or two, but will you still like me by then?"