[Comprehensive] Let me go and let me die

"Well……"

Waking up from the darkness, Ayou opened her eyes in confusion, and what she saw was a strange roof, and then she heard familiar and strange voices.

"you're awake."

The voice of Nakaya, who was already a young boy, faded from the soft childish voice he had when he was young, and became clear and clear. He noticed that the girl on the bed woke up, and sat down on the side of the bed with concern.

"Drink water first."

Ayou took a few sips from the water glass in Zhongyuan Zhongye's hand, and did not leave his eyes from Zhongyuan Zhongye during this period, which made him very guilty.

"Zhongye..."

Ayou put down the water glass in her hand, and she looked at Zhongya Nakahara who was quite nervous from top to bottom several times, and then she bent her eyes and sighed.

"It's really great to see Chuuya again. Chuuya has grown a lot."

"..."

Looking at Ayou who was delighted to meet him again, the words of apology that Nakahara Nakaya had already prepared in his throat just got stuck in his throat and he couldn't say anything.

At the beginning, it could be said that he abandoned her...

He was even ready to be hated, and it turned out...

Nakahara Chuya was speechless for a moment, so silence suddenly spread between the two of them.

Seeing Zhongyuan Zhongye's silence, Ayou became dazed for a moment, she was silent for a while, and then asked in a low voice.

"Chuya... don't you want to see me?"

Haven't seen each other for many years, so there is a sense of distance?

"no!"

Eagerly denying this answer, Nakahara Zhong also raised his head, he seemed to want to say something, but he opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, he frowned, as if he was fighting for something Finally, as if he had made up his mind, he took a deep breath.

"It's not like that."

Zhongyuan Zhongya's blue eyes met Ayou's pure black eyes tightly, and he leaned slightly, his expression full of solemnity.

"It's better to say that I always feel that I can't face you. When I handed you over to that person, I always felt that it was because I was too weak to protect you. Even now, I still feel that I am still weak like this. "

Yes, even if the organization he belongs to has become a famous force around him because of him, he also knows that he is not invincible, and there are many existences stronger than him in the world.

"Because I can't protect you, I dare not face you..."

On the day of separation, Ayou's pale face will never be forgotten by Nakahara Nakahara. It's all because he is too weak. If he can be strong enough to break through all difficulties, then he...

"certainly not!"

Ayou raised her voice and interrupted Zhongyuan Chuya's self-blaming words.

"We are obviously partners together!"

She braced her body and approached Chuya Nakahara, holding one hand on Chuya Nakahara's shoulder, staring closely at his eyes.

"What protection! If you want to talk about protection, I also want to protect Zhongya! If you want to bear it, don't you have to bear it together? If you want to become stronger, don't you want to become stronger together?"

A person talking about protection or something!You are my god!Do you understand that labor and capital will kill you by blocking a gun with a smile on your face? ! !

"..."

Surprised by Ayou's sudden movement, Nakahara Zhong also subconsciously raised his hand to support Ayou's body, whether it was the eyes with a layer of water or the questioning words, he couldn't speak for a while. Come on.

Finally, he moved his lips and whispered three words.

"Sorry……"

Looking at the excited Ayou, Nakahara was suspicious for the first time.

Are you a little selfish?I don't want to see her hurt, I want her to be as good as ever

Smile, so when her family found her, she made a decision that she thought was good for her.

"it's not your fault……"

Seeing that Zhong Yuanzhong looked like a wilting cat, even the vibrant orange-red hair was a bit dull, Ayou took a deep breath and calmed down.

She lowered her eyes and apologized.

"I'm sorry, Chuya has always been great, it's because I'm too weak..."

"No! It's my fault!"

"Stop talking, it's my fault..."

"It's all my fault!"

"It's obviously my fault..."

"Hey! Ayou! I told you it was my fault!"

Seeing Zhong Yuanzhong also regained his vigor, Ayou stopped the words of deliberately admitting mistakes, and bent his eyes.

"Well, it's your fault, so how should Zhong compensate me?"

"It's mine...huh???"

Unprepared, Zhong Yuanzhong was also stunned for a moment, his sea blue eyes looked at Ayou blankly, and then he reacted to Ayou's smile.

"it is good."

Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, and his expression softened.

He uttered the words of surrender in his former life.

"So, do you want me to go eat ice cream with you?"

"of course."

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Unlike Chuya's joyous experience, Osamu Dazai's side was miserable. Not to mention the disappearance of his friends who entered the water together, he lost both his mobile phone and wallet while drifting along the water.

The worst part is that he floated along the water to the other side of Yokohama, and he would have to cross half of Yokohama if he wanted to go back...

Osamu Dazai: So angry...

In the cold wind, the shivering Osamu Dazai sneezed hard, and seriously thought about how long it would be better to prolong the cold.

In the previous dessert shop, Ayou contentedly scooped up a large scoop of ice cream and put it in his mouth, with three empty bowls beside him.

Seeing Ayou who could eat several servings of ice cream as usual, Nakahara Zhong also sighed helplessly, and pushed the ice cream in front of him to the vicinity of Ayou.

"This is really the last serving, so eat less ice cream."

Seeing the ice cream being pushed over by the opposite side, Ayou reached out to take it, and then said in a low voice, refusing to admit it.

"We agreed to eat ice cream with me, but you still have a limited amount..."

"It's not a matter of limit or limit!"

Zhongyuan Zhong couldn't help but want to help his forehead.

"It's basically a question of whether you want to eat or not."

"……Humph."

Ayou turned her head.

"good."

Zhong Yuanzhong also softened his tone and coaxed.

"Next time I will accompany you."

Ayou immediately turned her head and stared closely at Chuya Nakahara's eyes.

"you said?"

"I said!"

Having got the next promise, Ayou no longer struggled, and continued to eat happily.

"So, Chuya, you still joined the organization that was full of children?"

"Ah."

"Hey? Then you haven't been squeezed by them, have you?"

Putting down the spoon in his mouth, Ayou looked at Chuya Nakahara in amazement, as if he was now a poor social animal whose labor was squeezed by a black-hearted company.

"how is this possible!"

Zhong Yuanzhong also quickly retorted. He raised his eyebrows, and his brows were full of confidence.

"I'm so strong, if I don't want to, who can force me?"

"That's good."

Ayou blinked, seeing the confident look of the boy, couldn't help laughing.

"After all, Zhongye is so gentle, I am always afraid that Zhongye will be arrested and become a poor social animal."

"Wen...gentle or something...cough! How is it possible for the poor social animal? How could it be possible for me to be taken away!"

Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't help but blushed, he coughed heavily, and then his eyes wandered a little, as if avoiding, he focused his words on the teasing later.

Seeing how cute Zhongye blushed, Ayou couldn't help but want to tease him again, when a very 'resentful' voice came from not far away, which made Zhongyuan Zhongye instantly Shaking his body with aversion to cold.

The level of resentment in that voice can instantly make four characters appear in the minds of those who hear it.

Deep boudoir!

"Ayou... obviously entered the water together, but I had a cold and a fever and walked miserably for a whole day in the cold wind, but you are here to have fun! T^T"

"Ugh?"

The familiar voice made Ayou blink blankly, she turned her head and saw Osamu Dazai with an expression of 'I'm so wronged'.

Involuntarily, Ayou asked a question.

"Dazai why are you here?"

After all, this is near the place where Kazuya lived before, and I haven't been here much since that time.

Of course it's a tracker!After all, Mr. Mori can do it and I have no reason why I can't!

But how is it possible to tell the truth?

Thus, Osamu Dazai covered his heart with one hand, with a look of resentment that he was heartbroken by the scumbag on his face, and the whole person vividly performed what it means to be a dating scene where the main room caught the scumbag and the mistress.

"You... you actually asked how I found it!"

Zhongyuan·Xiaosan·Zhongye: Meow meow? ? ?

Qu·Scumbag·You: Meow meow? ? ?

Watching Osamu Dazai perform like this, Ayou stared at him for a long time, until Osamu Dazai couldn't help but let go of his hands, obediently putting away his showman's appearance.

Ayu sighed.

"Dazai, please sit down first..."

Osamu Dazai immediately sat next to Ayou, and at the same time he raised his eyebrows at Nakahara Nakaya with a provocative look.

I didn't make it, what happened to this person who suddenly appeared next to Ayou? ! !

Seeing all the actions of the boy who was about the same age as himself and called Dazai by Ayu from the appearance to the seat, Nakahara Zhong also frowned, and couldn't help but ask.

"Ayou is your...friend?"

Endured and endured, Zhongyuan Zhong also didn't directly ask what kind of person this trashy person is.

"By the way, you must not know Chuya. This is a new friend I met more than a year ago. His name is Dazai Osamu. Although Dazai is usually skinny, he is actually very gentle."

After introducing to Nakahara Nakaya with a smile, Ayou turned his head and introduced to Osamu Dazai who was sitting next to him.

"This is Nakahara Chuya. We have been together since we were young. We lost contact for some reason before. I didn't expect to be super lucky to meet again this time. Chuya is so handsome and cute!"

"I'm not cute, I only need to be handsome!"

Compared to Chuya Nakahara, who struggled with adjectives, Osamu Dazai's eyes darkened the moment he heard Ayu's introduction.

From... small?

He repeated these two words repeatedly in his heart, and then, he noticed that there were some strange emotions that he had never experienced before gradually rising from the bottom of his heart.

Strange feelings surged up from the unknown bottom of the sea at a very high speed, and within a few seconds they came to the originally calm sea surface, and they spread more violently without stopping.

As a result, the calm sea was disturbed by it, and huge waves were set off.

Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya Nakahara, who was recklessly arguing with Ayou, and couldn't help showing a trace of undetectable malice in his eyes.

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Yuan Zhong was also keenly aware of something, and his eyes suddenly looked at Osamu Dazai sharply.

Oops, is it intuitive?

Thinking this way in his heart, Osamu Dazai blinked his eyes and tilted his head cutely, "What are you going to do?" ' Doubtful look.

Nakahara also retracted his eyes. Although the person opposite looked harmless to humans and animals, his intuition kept reminding him that the man named Osamu Dazai was not as harmless as he appeared.

On the contrary, he even felt the smell of 'evil' in the other world.

Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't help but frowned.

So say it!Where did Ah You, a commoner living a good life, know this kind of person?