[Comprehensive] Let me go and let me die

the next day.

Ayou chatted with Osamu Dazai as usual.

"Hey, Dazai... no, Aji."

Ayou looked up at Osamu Dazai who said he was going to be busy for a while.

"So you don't have time to commit suicide recently?"

"Although I really want to commit suicide with Ayou."

Osamu Dazai puffed up his cheeks, and there was resentment in his tone.

"But I guess it takes a long time to hide from the mafia, and people like me have to do things like whitewashing resumes, maybe you may see my wanted in the city after a while."

Ayou looked away, then nodded.

"Then you have to work hard, you can also come to the Armed Detective Agency at that time, look at how easy the Armed Detective Agency is."

It seems that I can't commit suicide with my friends tomorrow.It's rare to say it's a 'real death', and she still wants to 'show off' with Osamu Dazai.

It's probably the kind of 'hehehe~ silly?I will die before you!Are you angry~' that kind of feeling.

"what……"

Osamu Dazai looked at Ayou who was around him as always, and felt something was wrong with his sensitive nerves, but he couldn't tell clearly, as if he was about to lose something, as if some great sorrow was about to follow, so he didn't dare to touch it touch.

Yet without warning, he found himself unable to perceive the source of this possible disaster.

In the end, he still didn't say anything, but just responded softly.

"Will do."

After the ups and downs, can there be anything more sad?

Day three.

Unusual, Ayou woke up early, and in the morning, said goodbye to everyone who had received various commissions.

System countdown: 08:35:26

"Small shopkeeper, are you doing something strange these days?"

When seeing off Edogawa Ranpo who asked Fukuzawa Yukichi to do the commission, Edogawa Ranpo suddenly lowered his head and asked Ayu in doubt.

It was a feeling that made him uncomfortable, but he couldn't find the source.

Edogawa Ranpo frowned and thought.

What exactly is something that even hyper-reasoning cannot see?

"No."

Ayou blinked, then smiled and spoke calmly.

"I'm planning the next round of suicide. It will definitely shock you."

"Hey——little shopkeeper, why are you like this..."

Hearing that Ayou was telling the truth, Edogawa puffed up his cheeks in dissatisfaction, and his beautiful blue eyes were full of condemnation.

"It's the only thing that's hard to say."

Ayou changed the topic, looked up at Fukuzawa Yukichi who had a serious face, and his tone was as serious as usual.

"Well, good luck, then."

"what."

Fukuzawa Yukichi nodded, and then said the old father's declaration that he loved the child very much.

"I'll bring you snacks when I come back."

Smiling farewell to Edogawa Ranpo and Fukuzawa Yukichi, Ayu said goodbye to the crew, Yosano Akiko and Nakahara Chuya who had accepted the task.

It was the same as usual, as if it was just an ordinary farewell.

System countdown: 08:01:15

"It seems... something is wrong?"

Obviously Ayou didn't show any abnormalities, but before leaving, Zhongyuan Zhongye stood in front of Ayou, looking at her with hesitation.

Intuition?

"Huh? Is there something wrong?"

Ayou tilted her head and looked at Chuya Zhongyuan suspiciously.

"Have you forgotten anything?"

"No, no."

It was just a strange feeling that passed by in a flash, and Zhongyuan Zhong also looked up and looked around, but didn't find anything.

In the end, he could only order like this.

"You don't want to go out today, do you know?"

"Oh, that's not okay."

Ayou looked at Chuya Nakahara with a smile.

"I'm planning to go to the beach to see the scenery today."

After all, dying in an armed detective agency or at home might leave a psychological shadow...

Who would like a house where someone died?

It will cause trouble for everyone.

"...Can't I accompany you tomorrow?"

"No, this is something that must be seen today."

"So……"

Seeing that Ayou was not wavering at all, Zhong Yuanzhong could only take a deep breath, and looked at Ayou helplessly.

"I will complete the commission as soon as possible, you wait for me to go with you."

At an angle that couldn't be seen in the Central Plains, Ayou pinched tightly with the hands behind her.

However, a smile deepened on her face.

"If Chuuya can be faster than me."

"It's just a commission! I'll finish it soon!"

In the end, Ayou sent away Chuya Nakahara, who was slightly pissed off, and the house became completely silent.

I went back to my room and changed into brand new clothes, and put all the things I always carried back into the room, even my mobile phone was put back in my room.

After tearing off a note, Ayou picked up the pen. He looked at his reflection in the window glass, hesitated for a moment, and then wrote a sentence with the pen.

She folded the note properly and put it in her pocket.

Ayou raised her head and took one last look at the room where they lived together. In the end, she turned around blankly and walked out of the room.

Except for a few banknotes on her body, it can be said that she didn't even take the keys.

System countdown: 07:26:17

Not far away, Ayou bumped into someone at the corner.

Because of the reaction force, Ayou originally fell backwards, but because the opponent 'subconsciously' reached out and grabbed her, Ayou fell on the opponent's body in a blink of an eye.

Ayou:? ? ?

She looked at the black-haired boy who was overwhelmed by her with a dazed expression, and quickly got up.

"I'm sorry! Are you all right?"

Seeing the other party's sick and weak face, he quickly reached out to help the black-haired boy up.

This person wears a lot on a hot day!It's too weak!

"Thank you."

The young man who looked like a nobleman thanked him politely. He put one hand on the hand that was supported by Ayou, covered his mouth with the other hand, and coughed weakly a few times.

Then, he stuck something on Ayou's wrist very quickly, and then instantly melted into the girl's skin and disappeared.

Ayou didn't notice the comparison.

It's the system.

'Host!Fuck, this person poisoned you! '

Ayou:! ! !

'Poisoned? ! ! '

Ayou looked at the black-haired boy in shock.

Dostoevsky, who had no idea that his actions had been exposed, was still acting conscientiously,

I saw the boy turned his head away, and Ayou could clearly see that the corner of the other party's mouth even overflowed with blood.

Ayou: "..."

Wow did I hit this!

This... is this person so weak? ! !

Wait until he gets poisoned!This... this person...

"I'm fine. It's an old problem. It's great that you're fine."

The black-haired boy looked at the very surprised girl, and weakly spoke comforting words.

What an angel is this!

He even poisoned me!

Want to kill me!They are all good people!

Dostoevsky, who was issued a good card, suddenly felt cold behind his back.

Unable to bear it, Ayou straightened her face, held up the boy's hand, and activated her healing personality.

The black-haired boy opened his eyes wide, as if he was very surprised.

In his heart, he was thinking very rationally.

It's really... a surprise.

But it's really a pity.

Although countless plans flashed through the mind of the black-haired boy, he still maintained a pure and weak appearance on the outside.

After treating the black-haired boy, Ayou stopped, and before she could speak, the black-haired boy spoke out first.

"I'll keep it a secret."

The dark-haired teenager smiled.

"Your ability."

"Thank you then."

The lad is quite sensible.

Ayou blinked, and let go of the idea of ​​giving the other party a magical forgetfulness.Since the other party can keep it secret, that would be great.

Anyway, I'm going to die today, it doesn't matter if I expose myself or not...

After saying a few words, Ayou bid farewell to the black-haired boy and continued walking.

After Ayou's figure completely disappeared, the black-haired boy with a pure face raised the corners of his mouth, most of the deliberately deepened weakness disappeared, and his dark purple eyes were full of deepness.

System countdown: 07:15:26

After walking for a while, Ayou unexpectedly met Oda Sakunosuke on the road.

"Ayou."

Oda Sakunosuke said hello.

"Oda, are you... shopping for vegetables?"

Ayou looked at the bag in Oda Sakuyuki's assistant.

"Well, because there are not many ingredients at home."

Oda Sakunosuke nodded, and then extended an invitation.

"Want to go back with me?"

"Is that so..."

Ayou shook her head and rejected him.

"I'm going to commit suicide today. If I succeed, Oda, you have to watch Dazai... No, Aji."

Ayou frowned slightly.

"I always feel that he seems to be a little dependent on me."

That's not okay, sometimes it's not a good thing to put your feelings on others, especially for someone like her who wants to die.

"Is it?"

Oda Sakunosuke nodded seriously.

"I will, so..."

He lowered his head and looked at Ayou suddenly with a sharp look in his eyes.

He stated a fact.

"Do you think you will succeed in committing suicide today?"

Ayou looked at Oda Sakunosuke, she just smiled and didn't speak.

However, Sakunosuke Oda clearly saw that there were bits and pieces of light shining in her eyes. Although there was reluctance, there was more joy, and there were three words written in it.

'Don't stop me. '

Oda Sakunosuke: "..."

In the end, Oda Sakunosuke could only nod his head.

"I see."

"Then, I shall go."

"what."

They didn't say goodbye. At this moment, both of them knew very clearly that maybe there would be no time for 'goodbye' in the future.

System countdown: 06:55:12

Continue to walk forward, but unexpected people appear one after another.

"Pomelo sauce!"

The crisp and lovely voice reached Ayou's ears, Ayou turned her head, and the blond Alice rushed towards her excitedly, shouting 'Alice, don't run so fast!It's bad if you fall down! ' wear

Mori Ogai in a white coat.

Blinking, seeing Alice hugging her, Ayou bent her eyes and greeted with a smile.

"Alice, long time no see."

She raised her eyes and looked at Mori Ogai who had rushed to their side.

"And Lin Taro, long time no see."

"Pomelo sauce, we haven't seen each other for a long time QAQ"

Maintaining a somewhat 'resentful' look, Mori Ogai ignored the strange eyes of passers-by on the street, so to speak, he flew over like crying, hugged Ayou and Alice, and then rubbed madly.

"Ah, I haven't smoked pomelo sauce for so long, I'm going to die!"

"Wait! Rintaro, let go!"

What the hell are you doing with all the people on the street?Didn't you see passers-by picked up their mobile phones and called the police? !

Believe it or not, tomorrow's news is [Shocked!The boss of the gang was arrested and imprisoned for abducting Lori!Is it the distortion of human nature or the loss of morality?Stay tuned to the Port Mafia - the best kept secret! 】Yes!

"Pomelo Sauce QAQ"

In the end, Mori Ogai could only let go of his hand aggrieved.

Mori Ogai didn't expect to meet Ayu, after all, he really came out this time to investigate some things, and he met Ayu unexpectedly.

With a smile on his face, he "kidnapped" Ayou without changing his attitude.

"Would you like to go to the Ganghei Building with me? You must know that Mr. Hongye misses you very much."

"Can we have ice cream together?"

Alice on the side helped with sparkling eyes.

Ayou blinked, then shook his head.

"No, I have something very important to do today."

"Ah—really not coming QAQ?"

Mori Ogai lengthened his voice, trying to get away with pretending to be pitiful.

However, it was of no use. _(:з」∠)_

"It's nice to see Alice and Rintaro today, but I really have something important to do today, and..."

Ayou looked up, she smiled and said sharp words.

"Rintaro, aren't you afraid of Uncle Natsume's beating?"

Mori Ogai: "..."

Why...why did Yujiang's words hurt so much?

But even this pomelo sauce is super cute! = w =

Forced by Alice, Ayou had another meal with Mori Ogai (mainly with Alice), and after helping them hide and track a person, he bid farewell to the two.

System countdown: 01:01:24

It was already afternoon at this time, and Ayou walked towards a forest without stopping.

Passing through the woods, I came to an open grassland like that day, and the sea breeze still had a moist smell. The sky seemed to merge with the sea, and the blue sea water surged with billowing waves, beating against the reefs on the shore , You can even see the trajectory of seagulls passing by in the sky, which has a familiar feeling.

Everything is still so vibrant.

System countdown: 00:09:25

Watching the countdown of about 10 minutes left, Ayou walked to the grass, chose an angle with the best view, and sat on the grass leaning against a small tree.

If this kind of vitality dissipates, it is equivalent to a natural death. In fact, the system originally marked five days, and she used two of them in exchange for a healthy body that can run and jump now. It won't be so weak that he can only collapse on the bed and become a salted fish.

The golden sun is now a piece of orange, just hanging not far above the sea surface, slowly rushing towards the sea surface.

It's a beautiful view...

Thinking of this, Ayou couldn't help raising the corners of her lips and showing a soft smile.

System countdown: 0

0:08:02

Time passed bit by bit, and she began to think about bit by bit in this world involuntarily.

Obviously she can still choose the path of death as before, but this time the feelings she needs to seal in her heart are much stronger.

It was as if her heart was feeling a bit of pain under the heavy pressure.

But this doesn't work.

She said this to herself in her heart.

If you are immersed in memories, you will no longer be able to go on firmly.

only death...

The emotions that rose up in my heart gradually calmed down, but at the same time, in places that no one knew, the void space expanded again, and they skillfully eroded the rest.

——It can be said to be a small space for them.

System countdown: 00:03:45

Ayou's heart was at peace, she raised her face slightly, her eyes were shining with stars, the evening light shone on her body, for a moment, her expression looked soft and inconceivable.

My limbs gradually turned cold, and then I couldn't feel their existence bit by bit, the sound that reached my ears gradually faded away, and even my vision gradually blurred.

System countdown 00:00:26

But Ayou's heart was not in the state of thinking.

Now this should be regarded as...the kind of old death, right?Does it mean that old age and death will gradually lose the five senses?Isn't that what I saw in the news before?

The promised revolving lantern, the past and the past come to the fore?

Hmm... Maybe it was the poison of that kind-hearted person?

In an extremely small voice, Ayou seemed to hear someone calling her name. She turned her head with great effort, and two blurred figures came from far to near.

It's too blurry, I can't see who it is...

Thinking with some regret, Ayou, who was leaning against the tree trunk, exhausted her last strength and raised the corners of her mouth.

You see, I am happy.

So don't be sad.

System countdown: 00:00:00