[Comprehensive] Let me go and let me die

The morning sun shines through the heavy curtains, adding some light to the dark interior.

Ayou vaguely woke up from the chaos, raised her hand from the quilt, and rubbed her eyes.

Due to the sunlight, although most of it is blocked by the curtains, the penetrating light can still make people see everything in the room clearly.

The furnishings in the house are not well-organized but not chaotic either. The beige wallpaper shows warmth, and the plush toys placed on the bed in the corner add some cuteness to the room.

The only discordant place is the shelf in the open space not far from the bed and the three burnt charcoal basins placed on the shelf.

"Alas..." Ayou sighed softly and thought in her heart, 'It's failed again...'

Ayou turned over and lay on her side, bent her knees and curled up into a ball, hugging herself, her eyes fell on the charcoal basin on the shelf, and she said with a little sadness in her heart: "The system... It really is your fault, I absorb it this time." The lesson is not only that the cracks in the door but also the windows were sealed with tape... Even if it didn’t work out, it must be you who did something again. '

'Yes, host. ' The synth voice, who couldn't tell the difference between male and female, responded immediately.

'Why, a person like me, what use is there for you to stop me from committing suicide continuously? Ayou closed her eyes and buried her head in the quilt, blocking her eyes that were showing some grievances.

This is the third time, labor and management are really wronged! ! .jpg

'When I first bound with the host, I said that the host's soul aptitude is very rare, and it matches the system very well. 10826 to add in detail again, the host's soul qualification is very suitable as a carrier for sending supplementary energy to the plane, this kind of qualification is a very rare special physique even between planes.To sum up, the existence of the host is very precious, and it fits very well with the mission of 10826. 10826 sincerely hopes that the host will not continue to commit suicide, but live well and complete the task of transmitting energy to the plane together with 10826. '

'No matter how rare it is, there will always be some if you look for it, I don't want to live every day anymore, otherwise, 10826, let's make a compromise. As if Ayou had thought of a good idea, she raised her face buried under the quilt, revealing her eyes that were brighter than usual because of a good idea.

'Host please speak. '

"Do you have any kind of soul that is made into a transmission device or something? I only have one request, please erase my consciousness, and make sure it becomes a simple object that cannot produce consciousness in the future, is that ok?" . 'Ayou's whole face was lifted from the quilt, showing a look of expectation.

However, the system still refuted Ayou's imagination very seriously, "I am very sorry for the host, the system does not have this method, and some systems have tried similar ideas, but they did not succeed.Therefore, the requirements of the host cannot be met. '

Frustrated, Ayou buried her face back in the quilt, and said rather helplessly, 'It's fine if I'm tied up forcibly!It's enough that you didn't kill this mission! !And if you save me, you don't need to waste it. You see, I committed suicide three times in less than half a month. According to this frequency, you don't think it's troublesome?If you want me to tell you to give up quickly, I will find another one! '

'10826 implores the host not to give up alive to complete the task with 10826.Another 10826 quietly told the host that 10826 is actually a second generation!so……'

'I see!Then there must be a deadline, I can't do it for hundreds of years or thousands of years...Ah...Actually, I can't stand it for decades...' When the system said seriously that he was the second generation of Tong, Ayou's heart was full Even more helpless, I had to ask about the construction period.

But 10826's serious answer made Ayou want to cry very much. The task belongs to the transmission of energy to multiple planes. During this period, the speed of energy transmission in one plane is connected with the luck of the world. The distance of the plot characters and the total amount of energy that should be transmitted are Standard, the closer the distance, the faster the transmission. The fastest and slowest periods range from 3 to 20 years, and in special worlds it will reach more than a hundred years.As for the deadline...'10826 paused. "It is indefinite, even if the body dies after a mission ends, the mission will continue with a new body in another world, which means you will live forever as the host"

"Is that so..." Ayou suddenly became quiet.

After a long time, Ayou broke free from the quilt and sat up, and cleaned up the mess with a blank expression—the charcoal basin and tape.

After packing up the garbage and putting it in a garbage bag, Ayou took a box of yogurt from the refrigerator and drank it while turning on her mobile phone to order a takeaway.

The system treatment is also okay, independent apartments don’t have to worry about food and accommodation for family members!

The phone lights up to show the date. ' Completely slept through the whole day. ' Ayou thought to herself.After all, this is already the third day after lighting the charcoal basin.

After ordering takeaway, Ayou sat on the sofa in the empty living room while playing with her mobile phone while watching the door waiting for the takeaway to arrive.

Ayou was forcibly bound by the system. The specific situation is that the system hastily bound Ayou just after her accidental death.Not even a consent or not!It's hard to imagine that the current serious system picked up Ayou's soul and ran away...

In this world, the system had already discussed with the plane, and stuffed Ayou into the body that had been prepared without stopping. She was still a 14-year-old junior high school student!Ayou should say that fortunately, her parents were killed in a car accident, and the guardian doesn't know who it is, anyway, she won't care about her, otherwise it really is...

"Hello, xx takeaway, the seafood pasta you ordered has been delivered!"

The delivery guy's voice came from outside the door, and Ayou quickly put down her phone and ran to the door to open it.

"The seafood pasta has been delivered, please give it a five-star rating!" The takeaway boy who looked at the clothes outside the door smiled brightly.

"Okay... Thanks for your hard work, you will be well received." Ayou took the takeaway from the delivery boy and quickly closed the door.

It is still a little unnatural to be in contact with people, and Ayou has always kept these things in her heart.Sit on the table with the takeaway and open the box to eat.

There was nothing wrong with the positive comments after the meal. It was still Xiaoshengchu's holiday, and Ayou went back upstairs and turned on the computer to start studying.

Yes... study!

Even if you want to die, it won't delay your daily life, right?It's not some kind of heartbroken, heartbroken, heartbroken, heartbroken, and miserable lover's character!Ayou is just an ordinary person who yearns for eternal sleep!

Ayou originally learned board painting. The purpose of learning board painting was to make handwriting, but because of work and... laziness, although she didn't learn it very well, it was passable.Although I have worn it to the little hero now, but! Does Two-dimensional not have Two-dimensional? !nonexistent!There must be anime!I haven't seen it yet, so I'm chasing it a lot, dear!

Ayou has been learning some special effects software for handwriting and improving her drawing skills recently, I forgot to mention!Ayou has two personalities!One is that learning makes me happy!The function is to make you feel as if you are doing the most joyful thing no matter you are studying or thinking after it is turned on, such as playing games, reading novels, etc., you feel quick thinking and inspiration, and the learning efficiency is directly × 200%. It can also be used by others!The side effect is that you will be hungry faster, so it is best to eat something while using it.

The other one is the cure...yes...that shitty street cure.It consumes physical strength or spirit by itself, and the effect is best under physical contact, and it can also have a soothing effect on the spirit.

Ayou asked the system why she, an outsider, still has a personality, and the system said that this is due to special qualifications, so the power system between different planes can be learned, and you can treat it as a salary given to you by the planes, of course it is also based on yourself from talent.

But Ayou looked at this healing personality with a serious face, and seriously suspected that there was some py deal between the system and the plane so that she could often appear next to the characters in the plot, and this healing appeared!Otherwise, how could she have such a personality that slaps her in the face when she is so determined to die!

However, the system accurately expressed the three consecutive denials

I'm not!

I do not have!

This is your own awakened personality!

Farewell!

What about your orthodox character design for the system, hello? ! !