[Net King] I saw the prince come on horseback

Some people are as bright as the bright moon, while others are ditches in the darkness, hiding silently in remote places.

I, Tsuruta Mayazu, should live in the ditch, looking at the lights in the distance.

——From Zhenhe's one-day diary hidden in the cabinet.

It was drizzling in autumn, and the buzzing wind outside the house hit the window hard, as if an autumn wind had slipped into this bedroom.

The guitar standing next to the desk and the neat sheet music on the table were all quietly waiting for their master. Half an hour later, someone pushed open the door, walked into the room lightly, and put his backpack away.

She didn't sit on the table, but collapsed on the bed, lying on the soft quilt, and soon there was a sobbing sound.

"Why do they have to say such ugly things?"

Tsuruta Maya didn't understand.

The little person cried until the quilt was wet. She couldn't figure out why her mother ran away with others, but she became a bad child.

When she got up, the tears in the corners of her eyes were falling down one by one like pearls without money.

What interrupted the sobbing was the sound of cursing from downstairs.

"What about Zhenhe? I heard from their teacher that she had a fight with other classmates today, and she called me over to ask. Can you tell me what she said wrong? Her mother ran away with someone, which made my brother chase her. Died in a car accident, just like this mother, she has to admit it! Then what about my brother? He died in vain?"

Tsuruta Makazu covered her ears with her hands. She didn't want to hear it, and her eyes fell on the guitar, which made her feel even more uncomfortable.

If the father was there, he would definitely speak softly to her.

"Zhenhe, come on, let's play a song together, you see the autumn is cool, it's suitable for listening to some soothing songs."

But, no more, no more.

Tsuruta Mayazu, who is still in the sixth grade, already has no father and no mother.

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If I hadn't met such a person who suits me best when I was young, would I still be able to endure being someone who didn't exist in the eyes of others.

——From the diary that was almost snatched by Kazuto Shenki.

She likes Shenmu Yiche, this is not a big deal, anyway, for her, nothing is a big deal.

She is the quietest person in this school, and the person who is the least seen by others. She likes to stand in the corridor of the school when the sun goes down, because at that time, the sky is orange, which is so cute that it makes her feel happy.

No one paid attention to her, and she was also used to walking slowly, because she lived under the fence and lived in the attic, her steps were too heavy, and she would be yelled at downstairs by her cousin with her hips on her hips.

Until someone found her and affirmed her.

"Would you like to be the logistics of our theology department?"

The boy stood beside her, smiling heartily, behind him was a man and a woman.

She thought they would become friends, but they didn't.

The Department of Theology is not ordinary, and they chose her simply because she is diligent, doesn't ask too many questions, and has a very low sense of presence.

No, at least the later lady named Hayakawa remembered her, and when she handed her the contact booklet she had sorted out, she would gently ask her to make up her phone number.

This incident is too strange, at least the first three have never said such a thing.

Tsuruta Shinkazu thought: Maybe it's because the three of them didn't open the book, or they didn't think there was any problem when they found out that she didn't have her contact information.

really.

She still lives beside others like air.

During this process, she saw that Hayakawa, who had the same low self-esteem as herself, went from being cowardly and introverted to gradually becoming independent. Hayakawa had grown up, but she hadn't.

Perhaps, there will never be.

The guitar in the room was covered with dust, the sheet music was pressed in the box, the cousin's scolding was like the background sound effect of a TV series, and she was always walking around quietly.

Here, she will stay away one day.

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I wasted my energy and time doing odd jobs to make money, just so that one day I could leave this home that didn’t belong to me, and when I did leave, I realized that there were still people who would think of me.

——From the interview scene of "Music Face to Face".

"The reason why I left that family was largely because of the boy I liked at the time. He competed for the diary in my hand, as if the diary should be shown to him, but although I had low self-esteem, in front of him, I I still wanted to keep my self-esteem, so I refused."

"Because of this incident, I began to think seriously, whether I was too kind to him and too obedient, so that he forgot that, as a person, I have the right to be angry when I go home. I looked at the money I had saved over the years and I made a bold move."

"I told my aunt that I didn't want to live in her house anymore, and I told her very seriously that I, as my father's only daughter, hoped that she would take me for my father's sake and transfer me to Another boarding school, as for the living expenses and the like, it will be paid with the compensation when my father died, and I will not come back to affect their lives."

"My aunt agreed, so she gave me a sum of money, and settled the accounts for me, withholding a small part of the remaining money, and giving the rest to me, so I have money and no home. .”

"But in fact, I have never had a home."

"Miss Tsuruta is still sad when you think of this?" The host of "Music Face to Face" was asking the woman sitting next to her.

She is thirty, wearing loose short sleeves, holding a guitar, and her latest record in front of her.

On the album cover is an orange sky.

"From now on - Tsuruta Maya."

"How can you be sad? I have a guitar."

Now Tsuruta Maya is indeed very different, she has a bright smile and confident eyes.

"Actually, that Ms. Hayakawa has always given me a lot of strength. Every festival, I always receive a letter from her. This is also a source of encouragement for me when I was boarding."

"Then what about the boy Miss Tsuruta likes?"

Tsuruta Maya shook his head.

"He came to me, but he's not the one I want anymore."

"Miss Hayakawa is right."

"People are always attracted to the sun in the quagmire of self-entanglement, but the sun is too far away, I found a rope that can pull me up."

"My husband is sitting with me in the auditorium. I am very happy now. I hope my fans will always be happy too."

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The author has something to say:

Finished!I wanted to write about Nako's younger brother, but I didn't have much to write. He inherited the family business and it's over! !Tsuruta Makoto and I have always wanted to write, she is very non-existent.I'm finally done!I'm sorry, little ones, it's been so long, there are really too many things in real life in the future, and I must save the manuscript first when writing articles in the future! ! !Thank you guys for watching!Bookmark my author's favorites!Thanks!If you don't want to, forget it!Hahahaha bye~ See you next time.