[Entertainment BTS] All the stars are dust because of you

There was a drizzle falling in the dark sky, and the air was inexplicably damp and sticky. Except for the sound of raindrops falling on the ground, the surrounding area was quiet, and the mourning hall was silent. Obviously, most of the people had no intention of saying anything, and the whole book was black and white. , Nalin looked at the people in the photo, and her heart still hurt for a while, which was indescribable.

The people around her seem to be in a different world from her, so it's hard to explain how she feels at this moment, probably if they are in this world with colors, she can't see any colors at this moment, some are just gray, like The mourning hall at this moment.Others can't empathize, because the perspective is different from the beginning.

In a trance, night had already arrived, and Nalin recovered and found that time had already passed quietly, her hands and feet were already numb and sore, she rubbed her still numb calf, stood up with support on the floor, and there was no one in the mourning hall at this time. How many people were there, scattered relatives who were fairly close to grandma, the coldness inevitably gave birth to a wave of sadness.

She walked out of the mourning hall, and looked back at the photo. The golden grandmother on it was smiling, as if she wanted to dye the black and white photo with color.

It was already late at night, and the temperature turned cold after the beginning of autumn. The cold wind blew Nalin shivering, not knowing whether it was a cold heart or a cold body.He didn't go anywhere, just sat down on the stairs, looked at the twinkling stars in the sky, his thoughts wandered to nowhere, his lips were a little dry and pale, and his expression was sad.

The vibration of the phone brought Na Lin back to her senses, and she took it out to check, only to find that the phone that she hadn't looked at for a few days had information on missed calls and incoming calls.

Kim Taehyung: I'm off work, what are I doing?

Kim Taehyung: Asleep?

Kim Taehyung: good night

Kim Taehyung: Why didn't you answer the phone?

Kim Taehyung: Something has happened these days...

Kim Taehyung: If you don't reply to the message again, I will call the police.

There was concern between the lines, and the leaky heart seemed to be a little better. I didn't know what to reply, but I was afraid that he would really call the police, so I could only reply.

Jin Nalin: in

Kim Taehyung:  …

Kim Taehyung: You scared me to death, you know, I really thought something happened to you!

Kim Taehyung: Why didn't you answer the phone or text these few days?I'm really worried.

Nalin couldn't reply anymore, she didn't want to tell Kim Taehyung, knowing that he must be very busy, and heard that he would be coming back soon, even though she really hoped that someone would be with her at this moment, she still didn't choose to tell him.

Golden Mother also came out from inside at this time, her face was very pale. For her, the pain of her mother's death was not less than that of Nalin, but after all, she was more than twice as old as Nalin, and she had seen more things in the world , Self-healing and acceptance are always much stronger.

She quietly sat down next to Na Lin, her beautiful face also had some small wrinkles, she raised her head and looked at the stars in the night sky with Na Lin, it was clear that it was still raining during the day, but the stars at night were unexpectedly bright.The two just quietly looked up at the starry sky without saying a word. After a long time, Mother Jin pointed to a bright star in the night sky and said

"Look, that's grandma"

Na Lin was stunned for a moment, she didn't understand what Jin Mu meant for a while, the dull and sad expression on that face was very strange, Jin Mu just hooked the corners of her mouth gently, but when she looked carefully, she could find the pain in her eyes, stood up After walking back, only Nalin was left in a daze.

After a while, she understood what Jin Mu said, and Nalin's expression gradually returned to calm. Looking at the star, she suddenly remembered what her grandmother told her when she was a child. She said, one day a long, long time later , when she is gone, she will watch Na Lin in the sky and protect Na Lin.

I still remember that when I was young, I was angry for a long time because of what my grandmother said, and said that my grandmother was not allowed to leave me, and I was not allowed to say such things. At that time, she really thought that it would be a long, long time... so long that she was old too ...

Couldn't help but sigh... the phone's vibration rang again, but this time it didn't ring once, but kept vibrating in her pocket, frowning slightly, to be honest, she wasn't in the mood to accept it at the moment. The phone, Na Lin reached into her pocket and pressed it, then hung up the phone.Hugging her knees, looking not far away, she started to be dazed again, not knowing what she was thinking.

The phone in her pocket rang again tirelessly, and she felt inexplicably agitated. She took the phone out of her pocket without even looking at the display screen, and connected directly, because she was in a bad mood and her tone was not very good. good.

"Say"

"what happened to you?"

"..."

Unexpectedly, it was Kim Taehyung, who was speechless for a while, didn't know what to say, and felt a little guilty when she sensed her unkind tone, she knew she shouldn't be like this, so she vented her anger inexplicably.

"Sorry, I..."

BTS has a late-night radio schedule tonight, and it's the commercial break time. Seeing that Na Lin didn't reply to the previous message, and suddenly disappeared, he called, but the first call was actually hung up. Rather than being depressed, he was more worried. Regarding Nalin's strange state these past few days, she disappeared from time to time. He was really worried that something happened to her. Fortunately, the second call was connected.

He didn't get angry because of Nalin's tone, but he was more sure that something must have happened. Kim Taehyung couldn't help but frowned, glanced at the staff behind him, greeted them, and walked towards the bathroom. asked worriedly

"Did something happen?"

"....No"

Jin Taehyung frowned, obviously he didn't believe what she said, he thought that the two of them had been dating for so long, and he still had some understanding of this.

"don't lie to me"

“…”

"I said...no"

It’s no wonder that he seemed to be fine, Jin Taehyung opened his mouth and wanted to say something, the voice of the staff calling him was already heard from outside the bathroom, knowing that there was no time, he rubbed it with his hands and felt a little swollen and painful because of lack of sleep temple, sighed, couldn't tell what it was like, so had no choice but to say something in a low voice

"Sometimes, I really wish you could rely on me... Forget it, I'm working, I'll hang up first"

When the beeping busy tone came, Nalin realized that Kim Taehyung might be a little angry, probably because of herself, but she really wasn't in the mood to coax him at this moment. She hasn't dealt with her own mood yet, so how can she coax others? Happy, it was me who chose not to tell him, and I knew he was worried about me, only guilt and sadness spread.

Looks like she screwed it up again...

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