Superhero's Physician[Comprehensive]

"I won't come to your wedding." Bucky replied, his tone was indifferent, without any emotion, not even the slightest bit of cruelty.As if he didn't care about it at all, and maybe he really didn't, "unless you want to see the groom and the guests rioting in the church."

But Lin Lan still gave him a smile: "It's okay." She said, "Seeing that you are doing well, eating and drinking, I am relieved. Steve and I are trying to find a way to mitigate the crime for you. In the meantime, I hope you can keep it that way."

"Mitigate the crime?" He said dryly, the beer in the can had already been drunk, "It's impossible, don't waste your energy."

Lin Lan swallowed the milk in her mouth and said: "You don't care, by the way, is the money still enough?"

"I can make my own money." He said, "I'm working as a waiter in a local restaurant now, five pounds a day is fine." Bucky revealed his recent situation intentionally or unintentionally, with a completely indifferent expression and tone, It's like saying it offhand.

But it's not.

Lin Lan doubted this: "Are you sure it's enough?"

Although the consumption level in Romania is not high, there is still a lot of money that should be spent, such as food, housing, transportation and so on.Maybe Bucky doesn't pay attention to what to wear, he is very low-key in this regard, but his real expenses are finding someone to apply for a fake passport and change his information.It takes a lot of money to get these things smoothly, and the previous 20 must have been spent. He would change places every four months as if he were traveling around the world.

And an income of only five pounds a day can barely keep a person from starving to death.

And he doesn't look like a person who doesn't like to eat. Although both he and Steve have undergone transformation, in Lin Lan's view, whether it is Steve or Bucky, their food intake has not been affected by their special physiques. There is a reduction of half a point, but it is better than ordinary people to resist hunger.

The food in the refrigerator seems to have been newly purchased, and the furniture in the room should be second-hand items, but they are also quite new.And the guns and ammunition that he must be equipped with, which is definitely an even bigger expense. How could Bucky hide for two years on five pounds a day (maybe a little more in other countries)?

"You're not a killer, are you?" Lin Lan doesn't mind what Bucky relies on to make a living, as long as he is no longer controlled by people to do "big things" that both people and gods hate, then his career choice is free .

At the very least, this job pays fast and is indeed suitable for him. Maybe it feels a bit irresponsible to say this, but the facts cannot be denied.

"I seem to have said that I won't kill people again." Bucky's eyes were extraordinarily bright, "As for how to make money, you don't have to ask, I'm not only good at killing people."

I remember Steve said that there is absolutely no weaker under Hydra, especially the skills mastered by super killers like the Winter Soldier are enough to shake the American government.Fortunately, they have been training the Winter Soldier to deal with Captain America, and have not allowed him to participate (or indirectly participate) in the plan to usurp power. Otherwise, the image of the Winter Soldier would not have been exposed until two years ago.

Lin Lan shrugged her shoulders to express her indifference, she left the stool, and then said, "Since you still haven't thought of too many things, I won't bother you, you are fine alone." She tilted her head and thought for a while before saying , "Maybe, next time you can consider hiding in Sicily. I heard that the town is simple and simple, far away from the busy city, and then come to watch the ceremony."

"Just leave like that?" Bucky also stood up, stepped forward and knocked on her luggage cover.

Lin Lan watched his silver fingers beating on her suitcase, and couldn't help but asked doubtfully, "Do you still want to treat me to a meal?"

"You came to visit the veterans of World War II, didn't you bring condolences?" His tone was not as indifferent as it was a few minutes ago, with a lazy and frivolous tone, Bucky continued, "For example, 'Little Orange' chocolate, red packaging , It’s the kind I invited you to eat last time, Romania didn’t sell it, didn’t you bring some?” Yu Luo, he blinked and released a malicious but very cute smile.

Suddenly, Lin Lan clenched her fist and hit his metal arm: "Bucky, you bastard, you were lying to me just now, you are such a big bastard."

"Sorry, I just wanted to see your reaction, but your reaction is extremely boring." Bucky folded his elbows and supported Lin Lan's suitcase and said with a smile, "You would choose to just walk away, I thought You gotta say something educational to me, like Steve did. You know, he's the dumbest guy in the world, I'm about to kill him, and he throws his shield away just to wake up I'm so glad I didn't kill him then."

Lin Lan sat back on the stool with a sigh of relief. She really wanted to punch the man with a hippie smile on the left cheek: "This joke is really disgusting. It's not funny at all, James Barnes."

"So you really didn't bring me the 'little orange' chocolate?" Bucky looked at her, just like the surprise when he first met Lin Lan 70 years ago, with a trace of complaint in his eyes.

"Of course I brought it." Lin Lan pushed him away from her suitcase, "It was you who made me mess up, and I forgot about the condolences in the suitcase, old man."

When Bucky remembered everything, he didn't remember it himself, but during the two years of avoiding the pursuit, he could recall sporadic fragments of the past every day. It is impossible to fully recover from the 70-year brain closure overnight, and he can't bear the violent memory flooding, but the more things go in his mind, the more frequently he can remember.

I remember the sadness of attending Steve’s mother’s funeral, the joy of successfully getting a certificate for joining the army, and the pain of losing consciousness after falling off a train.

Whenever Bucky thinks of something, he will immediately write it down in his notebook. Anytime, anywhere, a few cursory words are all the notes.

In order to be able to connect the things that come to mind, Bucky spends a lot of time every day and reads through all the details he has recorded before, sometimes even all day, depending on whether he is working that day or not.Those familiar and unfamiliar shots are repeated in my mind, so it goes round and round, and it never stops throughout the year.When he filled the eight notebooks of No.70, Bucky was finally able to put himself into the memory, no longer just a bystander watching the video tape.

But this did not bring him half ecstasy, but instead plunged him into a deeper sin.

Bucky was depressed for a long time, he didn't know how long.He told Lin Lan that the days when he regained all his memories were almost as bad as death, and even thought about dying.

At that time, Bucky hadn’t arrived in Romania. In order to find some memories, he went to Russia immediately after leaving the United States, and stayed in the uninhabited ice field for a whole year, making a living by hunting, and living a difficult life.In the early morning of a certain day, memories filled his entire brain like a waterfall. Perhaps it was because the subconsciousness was stimulated by the ice and snow, or maybe the brainwashing machine did not destroy his will anymore, so he was released.

In short, the memories of those 70 years brought him to the brink of collapse. Bucky couldn't believe that he had killed so many people with his own hands, some even in extremely cruel and bloody ways.

Only then did he realize what a heinous guy he was, and he deserved to die.

So Bucky began to expose himself to the vast ice sheet of Siberia without eating or drinking, feeling the biting cold, but it was far worse than the coldness in his heart that tortured him. Bucky longed for a bear or other carnivores Tore him up and swallowed him, ending his sinful life.

It was indeed a bear that finally dissuaded Bucky from dying, a large, hungry black bear twice the size of an adult Russian male.It might really want to eat Bucky who was still breathing, but it was bitten by the ankle by the hunter's snare, and the big black bear howled in pain, which caught his attention.

In the end, Bucky had to save it, and dived into the icy lake to catch a few fish to feed the big black bear. He was happy that he could save a life, so he continued to live inexplicably.

There are more than ten pieces of chocolate wrappers on the table, Bucky said while eating, it seems that this thing can relieve some of his stress: Lin Lan said: "Those things you did were forced, I can't blame you, You were so controlled that you didn't even know why you were killing people."

Her reassurance didn't do anything, and Bucky knew why, but it didn't make sense.

"I remembered everything," he said after swallowing the last bite of chocolate in his hand, "including the last look in the eyes of the people I killed, and all kinds of last words. Most of them were good people A couple begged me to forgive their other half before they died, but I killed them all and caused them to die in extreme pain. I still can't forget the eyes of the couple looking at each other."

The reason why Bucky is more memorable to the couple is because he feels that the man is very familiar, but he doesn't know who the other party is.He just felt that he should know himself, because the gray-haired man called him "Sergeant Barnes" before he died.

It was not Bucky who worked for Hydra but the Winter Soldier, and if he had no memory of the past, Bucky wouldn't feel any guilt.Because the Winter Soldier doesn't know who he is when he pulls the trigger and slaughters innocent people.He is just a killing tool, a tool, and he doesn't need to have feelings.

But once the memory came back, he was the childhood playmate of Steve Rogers from Brooklyn. This kind-hearted young man couldn't forgive himself for being cruel. That's why he said, "mitigating the crime is a waste of effort." Come.

Maybe those things were done by the Winter Soldier, but the Winter Soldier is James Barnes, and restoring his memory means that he has to bear all the behaviors that have been reformed since he fell off the cliff and was rescued.This is an inescapable reality. The people killed by the Winter Soldier, the blood and sins in the hands of the Winter Soldier must be borne in the name of James Barnes.

The world will not forgive the Winter Soldier, and neither will James Barnes.

Lin Lan couldn't help holding his trembling metal palm, and said: "Hey, you didn't kill them, these were made by Hydra, you are not wrong. Bucky, as a victim, you sacrificed your life for the country , When you are used by bad guys, everyone thinks you are dead, they shouldn't put their crimes on the dead, it's not fair to you."

"Lorraine, thank you for thinking so, but those things were indeed done by me, and whether others forgive me or not has nothing to do with me. I have passed the most painful period, and now I just want to live a simple life." Bucky thought Liao thought, "Actually, most of my income now comes from selling information, which is easier than making money as an assassin. I have a lot of confidential information in my hand, and Hydra doesn't shy away from talking about secrets. I think this may be a A form of atonement, perhaps trivial."

Who would shy away from a tool that is at hand.

Recovering memory does not mean it is a good thing, but if he has been stuck in the vortex of searching for memory, it is easier to be used by others.The corners of Lin Lan's eyes began to moisten. She and Steve had been trying their best to find even a little bit of evidence that could alleviate his crime, but the government didn't buy it. They have been arresting the Winter Soldier for more than half a century, and no one wants to miss the opportunity .

After all, Sergeant Barnes was not a hero with profound value during World War II. In the eyes of the government, he was just a small follower beside Captain America.Whatever the reason for Bucky becoming the Winter Soldier, there is no reason for the government to tolerate a century of criminals.

"God." Bucky panicked, "If Steve knew that I made his girl cry, he would definitely give me a good beating!" Bucky frantically searched for a clean tissue or cloth, wanting to help Lin Lan wiped away tears.

Lin Lan couldn't help laughing: "He didn't even want to beat you because of you."

"That's different. Men will fight to the death for their girls, so they don't care about brotherhood." Bucky finally found a tissue from the drawer that he didn't know when he put it there. After smelling it, I couldn't stand the musty smell, "I'll go downstairs to buy you clean tissues, just bear with it and don't cry."

"Please." Lin Lan took out a tissue box from her bag, "Women usually carry this kind of thing with them. You are so popular with women, how can you forget?"

"Miss, apart from you, I haven't talked to a girl for more than 70 years." Bucky is no longer the same Bucky, he has gone through many vicissitudes, and the oppression brought by the ruthless years in his eyes makes him He is no longer the high-spirited and unrestrained suave of the past, but he tries hard to be himself, especially when facing his old friends, "Actually, I have a question, this is what I have been confused about since I recovered my memory .”

Lin Lan looked at him, waiting for his question.

"Is that the woman who kissed Steve in the back alley, really you?" Bucky expressed a little doubt, "You did impress me deeply, but I'm actually not sure if she was you, because Shi Tiff doesn't remember that woman at all. And the first time I saw you..."

Lin Lan interrupted: "Don't say anything that you feel familiar with me when you first saw me. You were very aggressive at the time, and I almost had a concussion."

"The first sight I said was the first sight after I remembered your name." Bucky explained, "I think that woman was you back then, but you don't seem to have changed. Or, you have also been transformed, you Is it the same age as us?"

"This matter itself is a bit complicated." Lin Lan thought for a while and said, "But I think with your current thinking, you can probably accept it immediately. Because of some kind of force, I have traveled to your era, and I happened to meet you. Captain America's Steve, but at the time, I was engaged to the current Steve, so I didn't think of him as someone else at all."

"It seems that you really love him." Bucky accepted Lin Lan's words without any doubt, "Although he is a good man in my eyes, you know, women will prefer him the way he is now. And it’s not easy when you see him now and still love him when he was before.”

"You can't put it down?" Lin Lan smiled and said, "This word is really appropriate."

"That's what you gave me at the time. I've never seen a woman who can almost keep her eyes fixed on him. To be honest, I was really envious at that time." Bucky subconsciously wanted to tear down the other A box of "Little Tangerines" chocolates, but he refrained.Because after eating this box, there will be no more, he licked his lips, and said, "I always thought that you must be a spy from a certain country and wanted to use him to do something, but then I felt that Steve seemed to be Not of any use, so I'd encourage him to do it with you, Steve's never done it anyway, and you seem to be pretty experienced at it."

"Wait, just clarify." Lin Lan interrupted, "Steve is my first love, and all my experience comes from him."

"It doesn't matter, who cares where your experience comes from." Bucky obviously didn't care about it, he was baffled by such an interruption, "I just talked about that, oh, yes, do ai... So did you do it then?"

Lin Lan rolled her eyes to the ceiling twice: "I suddenly fell in love with that taciturn Kubaki."

"But I don't like that Bucky, it's not me at all." One side of his mouth pouted up, "Also, why does Steve forget you at all, you're his first girl. "

"It's more complicated, and I have to start with my ability, but it may take a little time."

Bucky opened his arms and raised his body backwards: "If you don't mind that this place is too shabby, I can treat you to a meal to avoid hunting. During this time, I learned how to cook grilled fish. Really, the taste is not bad. It's worth a try." Bucky has a naughty gruff smile, but the friendliness in his eyes will make people like this "bad boy", he seems to have become the little prince of Brooklyn again.

It would be great if there were no unbearable things to look back on.

"It's much better than the previous place, isn't it?" Lin Lan said, of course, it was the basement he shared with Steve 70 years ago. "But in fact, my cooking skills have always been well received. Maybe you'll like..."

Before Lin Lan could finish her words, she stood up abruptly, and the stool under her almost fell to the ground due to the huge friction on the ground.

Bucky was taken aback for a moment, but his easy-going expression immediately turned into the indifference of the Winter Soldier, and even concealed a murderous aura.

There were powerful footsteps downstairs, at least 20 people, Lin Lan was very familiar with this kind of footsteps.Apparently, the same is true for Bucky. Not long after Lin Lan stood up, he was also in a state of high tension, and he had an extra semi-automatic pistol SIGSauerP226 in his hand without anyone noticing it.It can be seen that in his current state, even if he does not have four times the hearing of Captain America, it will not be less than four times.

"20 people, fully armed, with heavy machine guns in their hands, special forces." Lin Lan turned his head while counting the comers, "Bucky... my God, put down the gun quickly, it will expose you !"

"I remember you can fly." He ignored Lin Lan's panic, "Across the window is a residential building, about [-] meters away from here, it must be easy for you, I will cover you." Bucky held the table The candy wrapper on the table was quickly rubbed into the trash can, "You can't be seen staying with an internationally wanted criminal."

"No, no." Lin Lan said eagerly, "Do you trust me now?"

"what?"

"I ask you, do you believe me?"

Bucky stared at Lin Lan's firm eyes, then nodded heavily.

Why did the two of them immediately react to Bucky when they heard the noise downstairs?It's very simple, because there is no one next door to him, so he moved away. It can also be said that he was forced to leave because he couldn't pay the rent.The whole building is not hiding drug dealers or other serious criminals that need to be mopped up by a large-scale army, except for the Winter Soldier.

Of course, Lin Lan didn't know what was going on around Bucky, but the sudden swarm of heavily armed guys definitely wasn't for the census.

She was just puzzled, if their target was really the Winter Soldier, why did these people suddenly appear here, and how did they know that there were important criminals hiding here?

Bucky felt pain and itching all over his body, and his cheeks felt like a hot iron was being burned. Although it was tolerable, he felt very uncomfortable.Bucky's emotions became manic because of this, and the metal arm was almost embedded in Lin Lan's arm: "What did you do to me?" His throat was on fire, and his voice was hoarse to an incredible degree.

Lin Lan pressed her hand on his iron arm and began to pull the adipose tissue drawn from Bucky's skin, they will cover this metal arm, making it look like flesh instead of silver metal.

"You said you believed me, right?" Lin Lan reassured, "I'll explain after we escape this disaster. You just have to be patient. It won't be too uncomfortable. It's over."

Bucky's defensive and rebellious thinking made him very uneasy. He did believe in Lin Lan, but he also had a strong rejection of the physical discomfort.

"Bucky, you will break my hand." Lin Lan pressed his shoulder and said, "I won't hurt you, please trust me this time."

"Sorry..." Bucky said helplessly, relaxing his strength slightly, "You made me feel very dangerous just now."

"Remember." Lin Lan said as softly as possible, "No matter what happens later, I will deal with it, don't be impulsive."