[Comprehensive] Late Night Radio

My thoughts flew far away.

For example, I remembered the scene when I went out this morning with an umbrella and looked at the road, and the raindrops splashed and disappeared after falling on the ground.

For example, at the lakeside of the amusement park a few days ago, the scene where the birds flapped their wings and flew into the sky.

Another example is the afterimage of the rainy day when I met him for the first time.

However, these things have nothing to do with the present.

I remember these things because I can't think about anything right now—

The distance between me and him is very close, and I can even feel his warm and ambiguous breath.

Even if I want to break free, my strength is completely inferior to him as a boy.

"Think about what you are doing, you...! Me, me, I am going to shout!!" Although I said that, I lowered my volume because I was afraid of being heard by the people in the next room.

"If you really want to do that, I won't stop you." He said, and moved closer, "But if you do this, you will be in trouble, right?"

"..." Damn it, this guy really did it on purpose...

"What are you trying to do..." I pretended to be calm.

"Your heart beats so fast."

"Then, of course! Anyone would do this!"

"Really? Then you... want to feel the heartbeat that belongs only to me?"

"...No! I refuse! So what do you want to do!!"

Oh my god, please forgive me...!I really don't know how to deal with the relationship with boys, especially his type.Because it's very, very interesting to get along with each other when we are together, so I really just regard him as a very good friend...!

"..." He didn't answer me, but just lowered his body.

The faces are getting closer and closer.

This guy is not going to kiss me forcefully, help me...

I squeeze my eyes shut.

Even if he wanted to cover his face with his hands, he couldn't.

Forget it, accept your fate.

That's called making friends carelessly...

It was me who was so stupid to be alone in a room with a boy, he was right, as expected, I couldn’t enter a boy’s room casually...

Probably seeing that I had given up resisting, he let go of my right hand.

My bangs are lifted.

Then, I felt something warm on my forehead.

"You'd better watch me more."

He left this sentence in my ear, but I couldn't think about the specific meaning of this sentence at all.

I still keep my eyes closed.

Everything is fine... let's end it quickly...

Just as I was thinking this way, the weight that had been weighing on me disappeared.

I slowly and secretly opened my eyes and found that he had stood up.

And my heart is still like a deer bumping around, completely unable to calm down.

"What's wrong?" Seeing that I didn't get up, he said jokingly, "Are you expecting me to continue?"

"Who, who would look forward to it!" Hearing what he said, I reflexively got up from the bed and kicked him hard.

"It hurts..." He held the place where I kicked him, as if it really hurt.

But I don't feel sorry for him at all!Thinking about it carefully, the disrespectful things he did to me are really too many!If this continues to be tolerated, maybe he will do even more excessive things in the future...

A normal girl would slap him the first time and leave! ?Is it because I always look less angry that he pushes forward.

...Maybe it should be clearer.

I thought about it, sighed, and said slowly.

"I said, if you do this kind of thing again next time, I will...!"

"At once……?"

"...It hits you all over the ground!!"

“………………………………”

He looked at me with very subtle eyes.

For a moment, I felt that those eyes seemed to be the eyes of a caring fool.

"Yeah, but I don't think you can do that."

"... Well, I also think I can't beat you." I pouted, "But if you often do this kind of thing, I will be very embarrassed."

"What kind of thing?"

"For example, liking me, wanting to date me, and pressing me on the bed just now... Kissing my forehead..."

It really is too embarrassing to say it... How on earth can boys do such a thing without blushing and heartbeating!

But among the people I know, he seems to be the only one of this type.

Speaking of which, I thought he would forcefully kiss me!It ended up just kissing my forehead? ?

Although he didn't do this, it made me feel a lot easier, but this is too unreasonable! ?

"After all, I think this kind of thing! Only people who like each other can do it!" I added.

"I really like you, Zero....But, even if I say that, you won't believe me."

"...I don't believe it!" I stuck out my tongue at him and gave him another look, "But if you really only like me, I might consider it."

"Oh? If you say that, you are really jealous?"

"I think you eat too much soy sauce!!" I stomped my feet angrily, "Who would eat your vinegar!"

"...After all, I am enough alone."

"what……?!"

"It's nothing." He shrugged, "Is it you who are too slow, or I am too slow."

"...I don't know what you are talking about. In short, you are not allowed to do strange things to me! Otherwise, I will sue you for sexual harassment!"

I sat in the armchair next to his desk so he wouldn't do weird things to me...probably.

I scanned the books on his desk, and saw that there were no strange books.I thought it would be full of weird magazines that teach you how to flirt with girls, but almost all of them are literature books.

...That's right, how can a master of flirting at this level read this kind of book to learn how to flirt.

Must be full of natural skills!

I rested my chin on both hands and looked at the scenery outside the window.

... There is no landscape, just a rainy sky.

Speaking of which, I haven't given much thought to him so far.

Although we haven't known each other for a long time, from the day we met until now, many things have indeed happened that I will never forget.

If it weren't for Uchiha Sasuke, maybe I wouldn't have anything to do with him at all.

There will be no intersection with him, and no intersection with anyone else.

Probably wouldn't date a guy alone, let alone utter those words with someone else, find strength in his words.

Although sometimes there are some subtle overlaps because of the same looks and voices, but I never regard them as one person.

So if I knew Sasuke Uchiha himself at the beginning, what would happen now?

... Will I experience what happened a few days ago?

Can I be alone with him?

The important thing is, can I regain the dream of that day in him who I have always admired and will move forward as a goal?

This is all impossible.

I don't even need to add words like "probably" and "maybe" to this sentence, that's for sure.

I remembered yesterday's inexplicable radio program, the strange voice of the unknown listener.

As that person said, it is difficult to be equal among people with different status and identities.

When talking with friends, you can easily say "Ah, I'm so tired of homework today...", "The macarons in Mimachime are delicious, let's eat together next time!" or "Will you go shopping with me tomorrow?" Yeah", light topics like this.

But not with idols.

Even if I can see him, even if he is standing in front of me, I can only say to him "I will support you, please continue to work hard" to him.

...I can't seem to say anything else.

I'm just a fan because he's an idol.

So we can't be friends.

This is impossible.

That's why.

It's really nice of him not to be.

In this way, you don't have to worry about anything, and you can say anything.

——Because they exist on the same level.

I don't expect anything from him.Because of that great distance, I never really expected something.

As for him... I still have some expectations...

I secretly searched for him from the corner of my eye, and found that he was also staring at me.

I quickly looked away.

Why do I have the illusion that I'm doing something sneaky and shady! ?

Thinking of how he has been staring at me in a daze for a long time, I don't know why I become uneasy.

I glanced over, and my eyes stayed on his bookcase.

It's not a big bookcase, it's just like an ordinary bookshelf.

In it, I saw "that thing" at a glance.

I slapped the table in surprise.

"what happened?"

"...Why, you have this...?"

I walked into the bookshelf, and among the uneven books, I pulled out the CD.

The title is "Future to me".

Even without looking at the back, I know the songs included in it.

(音の叶, ブリキ, Yume Fandi, Ichiban の Treasure)... That's right, that's it.

Even without looking it up, I know what the title means.

(What the future has given me.)

I know everything clearly.

because……

Under the title it says...

——The singer is, zero.

It was given to fans when I was still submitting cover songs on the website, and I ordered only ten copies of the song collection CD.