Confessions of a retired star

At the same time, on the tall building at the other end of the city, someone was in a good mood.

"Shuyun, how are you doing recently? After moving, there are a lot of chores that need to be dealt with. It took two months to send you a postcard. I hope you understand. Spring is already halfway through, and I participated in a very important audition today. The opponent is young and powerful, and I feel a little uneasy, I hope that by the time I receive your reply, I have already got a good result."

A man in a black T-shirt is sitting on a soft fabric sofa, holding a postcard that Zhu Shisi forgot to take away in his hand. His words are clear and powerful, and there are Arabic numerals in the lower right corner: 14.

After reading the postcard, the man put it into the small square iron box on the left. There was already a large stack of old and new postcards in the box. The postcard date on the top one was early February this year. This one is identical and looks to be from the same person.

Next to the postcard, there is a palm-sized transparent square with a miniature Milky Way engraved inside the square. Under the Milky Way is engraved: cube of the milky way, and the "y" in "way" is a bit long.

The man touched the cube gently like petting a small animal, covered the box, and put it on the wooden display rack.The grid on the wooden shelf holds comics, DVDs, game discs, and consoles, and the box sits in the middle of the shelf, alongside a folded white shirt and blue baseball cap.

At this time, the mobile phone on the sofa rang, and the ringtone was the pure music of Fantine's aria "IDreamed ADream" from "Les Miserables". The man walked to the side of the sofa and picked up the mobile phone.

"Good evening, Director Chen."

"Have you figured it out?"

"Well... I still don't think the current state is suitable for this role."

"Hey, I've said it all, your arms don't affect your performance."

"I'm sorry Director Chen, but I'm not satisfied with my performance. Body language is very important. I don't want to ruin this good script because I can't lift my right arm."

"Don't you think the other two people won't break the script?"

The female voice in the receiver was laughing, and the laughter was a bit harsh after signal processing. The man touched the scar behind his left ear, took the phone a little farther away, and said softly into the microphone:

"Good luck Shisi."

"Him? Not bad, not bad, but too restrained. I have burdens from being an idol, and I can't let go."

"But he is much better than Qingfeng."

"Qingfeng, heh," the other party smiled even more sharply, "I will not use Wu Linkang's relationship with him. To play He Sai, he must be at least 1.8 meters tall."

"So that means that Zhu Shisi will have hope if he works hard?"

"If you don't come, you can only look for him... Eh, no, with your tone, you are rivals, why are you still talking for him?"

"I think he can."

"No matter how good it is, it's not as good as you. Quickly think about it. The film will be launched in early June. The materials for the promotion of the leading roles in the early stage should be prepared as soon as possible. Don't delay, the salary and so on are easy to talk about."

The other end of the receiver hung up the phone first, the man sat back on the sofa, raised his bangs with his left hand, and let out a long sigh, this matter is really difficult.

It took a week to wait for the audition results, and Zhu Shisi spent these seven days quite nervously.

But he was anxious, he still had to move the bricks honestly. This week he appeared on a variety show, stood up for the endorsed brand, and took a new wave of CP photos with Yan Yu in the video game city. After the announcement is completed, there is no other work.

Zhu Shisi has to lament that the popularity and resources are not as good as in the past. For two consecutive years, there was no full day of rest.

Now, just to give a simple example, when I went to Mu Di’s show a few days ago, all the TV stations displayed cheering gifts for popular new traffic, and my frontline fans were pitifully blocked by other fans. It can't be squeezed, and it can't be screamed. Zhu Shisi feels distressed when he sees it.

Thinking about the situation in the past, compared with the present, it is really a bit of a feeling of "yesterday I thought it was purple and long, but now I pity the coldness of the coat".

If you don't find something to do in your free time, you will be prone to cranky thoughts. Zhu Shisi stopped the worry in time and found a lot of things for yourself.

First, I finished painting the small Mars model on the workbench, then summarized the "Superstar Handbook" in the first quarter of this year, and used Excel to make the combination, cp and personal data sheets. After the analysis, Fang Ting and Qing Watched all the movies that Feng acted in carefully, and searched Fang Ting's information on the Internet secretly, but it was still the information that he had watched countless times: 17-year-old went to university, won the best actor, and 20-year-old graduated from university early , won the best actor again at the age of 21.

What kind of genius is this?Zhu Shisi rubbed his almost 27-year-old waist, feeling very sore in his heart.

In this way, I spent a fulfilling week in a hurry. On the seventh night, that is, last night, Zhu Shisi received a call from the producer Wu Linkang, saying that the result will have to wait for a few days, and the producer has changed. .

Well, I can only wait obediently.If the producer is the father, then the producer is the grandfather. Zhu Shisi, a little star who is too old, dare not disobey.

This afternoon, there was a live interview announcement on the entertainment website. Zhu Shisi was so bored staying at home, he came to the company early, took a look at this studio, walked around that dressing room, and everyone else was busy, so he just wandered around doing nothing.

Zhu Shisi knew that he was fine on the outside, but he had something on his mind. If he didn't get the audition results for a day, he would be restless all day. The road to stardom was long, and he urgently needed a masterpiece and the title of actor to go on a solid expedition.

But there was still one good thing, the sunglasses were brought back, but the bad thing was that the postcard remained in the hands of Black Star Man.Whether this person is an enemy or a friend is still unclear, and whether he will take the black and red route is also unknown.

Zhu Shisi thought of this, and hurried back to the exclusive lounge of COC, took out the "Superstar Handbook" and wrote over a dozen times: Remember!Postcards should be kept safe and delivered secretly when the moon is dark and the wind is high.

While he was writing with a pen, the door of the lounge opened suddenly with a bang, and a person rushed in.

Zhu Shisi was taken aback as if someone saw her naked body, hurriedly hid the green superstar Xiao Benben behind her, and pretended to be leaning on the table to sleep in a panic.

He didn't want people to see evidence of his secret efforts.

Just when he was still in his sleeping position, the aggressive intruder spoke:

"Zhu Shisi, are you still sleeping? You've provoked someone!"

Zhu Shisi pretended to be woken up, opened his eyes and looked up, the first thing he saw was a pair of white and straight legs.

Looking up, it is Yan Yu's gloating smile. He is wearing a blue and white sailor suit, which is clearly refreshing and beautiful. Why does he look so treacherous?

Manager Cheng Yalan sat down on the sofa, fiddled with the phone quickly with his fingers painted with black nail polish, pulled out an email, and threw the phone in front of Zhu Shisi.

"Look, look, lost another magazine cover photo."

Zhu Shisi picked up the phone, and sure enough, the cover of the fashion magazine that was scheduled to be shot next month was yellow, and the other party's words in the email were tactful and ruthless.

what happened?Zhu Shisi cast a puzzled look at Cheng Yalan.

Cheng Yalan sighed: "You don't know who you offended?"

"I... who can I offend." Zhu Shisi was a little confused, could it be that black star boy who started to make trouble?No way, he used his trumpet to search for keywords just now, and the Internet is calm.

"I don't even know if I offended anyone," Cheng Yalan slapped his five fingers on the table, his tone was quite hateful, "Lei Ao, the Lei Ao of the Lei Ting era, he signed Qing Feng a week ago and squeezed out you Two covers and an endorsement."

It turned out to be him, Zhu Shisi suddenly realized that he was already mentally prepared for Lei Ao, he didn't care much about this person, this week he was either listening to the search party or recalling Hei Xingnan, how could he think of Lei Ao in the first place?

"Looking at your expression, do you know what's in your heart?"

Cheng Yalan cast her sharp eyes on Zhu Shisi from under the scimitar eyebrows, but she couldn't hide it from her. Zhu Shisi thought for a while, organized his words, and was about to confess, Cheng Yalan waved his hand: "Yan Yu, avoid me!" Down."

"What's there to avoid?" Yan Yu lay on the sofa playing games with his legs crossed, his loose shorts fell to his thighs, his white legs were dangling, he didn't care, "It's just that he wants to play with your ass |Ass you don't let him play with your ass|ass nonsense."

"Is that the case?"

Cheng Yalan looked at Zhu Shisi, Zhu Shisi looked at Yan Yu, and Yan Yu kept looking at his phone.

"How do you know?" Zhu Shisi didn't understand.

"At the closing reception of the film festival some time ago, Lei Ao looked at you as if he wanted to eat you up. You are so similar to Qing Feng, if you think about it, you will know that he replaced you with Qing Feng," Yan Yu fiddled with the game, raising his eyelids Not raising it, "This person has long wanted to take care of you, and Bao Qingfeng is the next best thing, absolutely right."

Yan Yu really guessed it.

In other words, most of the money behind Qing Feng is Lei Ao, and only a person of his level has the strength to force Qing Feng into the crew audition. Maybe the change of producer that Wu Linkang mentioned last night was also written by Lei Ao?Thinking about it this way, Zhu Shisi was a little flustered, but panic is nothing, if he had to choose again, he would not talk to Lei Ao.

Cheng Yalan read the sevens and eights from Zhu Shisi's complicated expression: "I knew that with your personality, you would offend this kind of person."

Zhu Shisi pursed his lips and lowered his head. He had no choice but to be very stubborn in this regard since he was a child. He was determined not to reward anyone who came through the back door.

Cheng Yalan added: "You shouldn't reject Lei Ao, with his power and resources, he can easily promote you to the top line."

"But I also have my bottom line..." Zhu Shisi retorted in a low voice but firmly, "It's better to fight hard on your own for everything."

Cheng Yalan snorted angrily, stopped talking, black fingernails tapped on the table irritably, and Yan Yu's game on the side was booming, and after the end of the game, he comforted: "Oh, Boss Lan, Shisi is a person who often short-circuits his head, so don't blame him, didn't we win the double endorsement of a sports brand? Don't worry, we know it well."

When it came to the new endorsement, the corners of Cheng Yalan's mouth gradually eased, and there was nothing she could do about it, she instructed Zhu Shisi and Yan Yu to rush off to other business.

Yan Yu played another game, his legs got higher and higher, and he put them directly on the back of the sofa, and his tone was like an old man: "You are a muscle, people line up to give ass|ass, you TM is still clutching his chrysanthemum and running away, if I have this chance, I..."

"Will you send it?" Zhu Shisi sneered.

"Uh..." Yan Yu choked, touched the small mole on the left corner of his mouth, and muttered in a low voice, "It's not that I can't give it away, but he's not my type."

Yan Yu's delicate little face was a little red, Zhu Shisi seemed to smell the gossip, and even glanced at Yan Yu, his attention was attracted by the tattoo on the white and round leg in his baggy shorts Attention--it looks like a skeleton of an animal.

"What's the tattoo on your leg?"

Yan Yu's ears moved, and she sat up and straightened her trouser legs to cover the tattoo:

"It's none of your business!"

In the afternoon, the interview team of the entertainment website was late for a while. In the ten minutes left, Zhu Shisi read the interview outline several times.The above are all routine questions, mainly around the 15 billion box office that Zhu Shisi won and the new drama "Personality" that he auditioned for.

Not long after, Guo Xi came to inform Zhu Shisi to go to the broadcasting room.

The live broadcast went smoothly, and almost all the questions asked by Yuji were included in the outline. I wish Shisi was well prepared and the answers were smooth. Three cameras with different camera positions broadcast his handsome image to various terminals in real time. Tens of thousands of people are online Watching his performance.

After chatting about a dozen topics routinely, the reporter changed the subject and asked Zhu Shisi to talk about his views on the two rivals competing in "Personality".

There is no such question in the outline. Generally speaking, this kind of sharp question can be solved by Gu Zuoyue's answer. Zhu Shisi thought for a while and replied: "Qingfeng's feelings are very abundant. I can feel his enthusiasm when playing."

Tch, the relationship door, the person who walked through the back door, Zhu Shisi kept smiling, but the real thoughts in his heart were actually like this.

"What about Fang? As the youngest actor among the three of you who has won the most awards, what is your impression of him?"

"Fang Ting..." Zhu Shisi paused for a moment, his figure running fast in the rain flashed in front of his eyes, and he couldn't help answering truthfully, "I haven't met him face to face, I only saw his back, he is so mysterious."

Zhu Shisi heard Yu Ji's "poof" laugh, and then realized that his tone was a bit dull.

"Fang Ting is indeed very mysterious. Among the three of you, he is the only one who declined our interview," the reporter asked again, "If you regard the camera as Fang Ting, what would you like to say to him?"

"Hmm..." Zhu Shisi lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then raised his eyes to look at the camera seriously, "Actor, can you walk a little slower? Wait for me."

"Actor, can you walk a little slower? Wait for me."

The laptop was playing the real-time video of Zhu Shisi being interviewed. When he said this, the man facing the screen smiled.

He touched the small Galaxy cube next to the computer, and stared at Zhu Shisi on the screen:

"can."

Three nights later, Zhu Shisi received the audition results from the producer in a state of anxiety. As expected, the role was decided by Fang Ting, and Zhu Shisi was rejected.

Depressed is depressed, but at least Qingfeng was not selected, otherwise it would be a contemporary absurd joke of capital defeating acting skills.

But Zhu Shisi was still a little unconvinced. He watched the video of his audition again, and then watched the excerpts of Fang Ting's award-winning "White Balloon". Zhu Shisi was not far behind.

Zhu Shisi lay dejectedly on the bed for a while, unable to fall asleep, and began to search Fang Ting's name on the Internet uncontrollably.

He could memorize those few messages on the intranet backwards.Zhu Shisi went to the Internet and searched around, and jumped out a bunch of English websites, most of which he had read. He browsed carefully again, and this time he found something new.

On a BBS that needs to be registered, someone posted a post about a star, Fang Ting is Asian, and the discussion there is not high. Zhu Shisi turned over hundreds of pages and integrated the content. It is roughly the following: Fang Ting University Majoring in product design; information before the age of 17 is unknown, only the record on the Internet after he started acting in dramas at the age of 17; after the play ended in February this year, he disappeared from the crew, and it seems that he will participate in the role in August A great director's love drama.

After climbing the stairs, it was almost eleven o'clock. Zhu Shisi dug out some information that Fang heard, and was so excited that he couldn't sleep. He just got up and wrote down all his new achievements in the green superstar notebook.

Know yourself and know the enemy and you will never be in danger in a hundred battles. Zhu Shisi will defeat Fang Ting one day.

Thinking about it this way, his mood became much happier. He opened Weibo and looked at the fans' comments and various rankings. He secretly voted for several of his rankings with his trumpet, and polished the Mars model by the way.

After finishing a set, Zhu Shisi stretched his waist and walked back to the bedroom when he felt sleepy. The phone rang in the pocket of his pajama pants.

It was Mu Di who called. He seldom called himself at night. Could something have happened?

Zhu Shisi pressed the call button.

"Hey, what's the matter, Xiaodi?"

"Brother Si...can you...please ask Guo Xi to drive me to the hospital..."

Mu Di's voice was slow and weak, Zhu Shisi regained his energy, and quickly replied:

"What happened? I'll call you an ambulance."

The author has something to say: "Yesterday I felt sorry for the purple mang, but now I feel sorry for the coldness of the ragged coat."