Confessions of a retired star

The middle-aged man is as tall as Fang Shuyun, and their facial features are very similar. Fang Shuyun is younger and handsome than him. It is not difficult to guess that this man is the divorced and remarried father Fang Shuyun talked about.

Fang Shuyun lowered his head silently, and the man then reprimanded him in a cold voice: "More than 5000 yuan, to buy a plane ticket for a 12-year-old child! Your pocket money will be halved in the future."

"It was Shuyun who felt sorry for Chenchen, so don't blame him," the grandma said, "Chenchen doesn't adapt here, it's normal to want to go back."

"That's right..." Fang Shuyun echoed in a low voice.

The woman on the side said: "You are indulging Fang Tingchen. He was left alone when he was abroad. He was wild until he was 12 years old. When he returned to China with Fang Shuyun's help, he would still be able to do it? Send him to a military summer camp in a few days. Grind his habits well."

Hearing the woman's words, Fang Shuyun raised his voice: "It's because you are too strict with him that he wants to leave. I won't let you send him to a military summer camp, where children are punished physically. He is my brother, not some wild man." child."

The attitudes of the middle-aged men and women on the opposite side also became tougher, and there were quarrels in the house one after another. Zhu Shisi listened to the general idea outside, and decided to visit another day.

"People are dealing with housework, and it's not easy for me to intervene."

Zhu Shisi turned around and walked towards the bicycle leaning against the fence. He heard a faint sob. He looked towards the source of the sound. In the gap between the flowers and green leaves, a boy wearing earphones was sitting on a white swing chair with his knees hugged. The shoulders are twitching slightly.

Zhu Shisi stood on the side of the wisteria, looked at the boy quietly for a while, picked up the bicycle on the side of the gravel road, and rode away quietly.

A few minutes later, the earphone on the boy's left ear was gently removed. He raised his buried head, the cool breeze was blowing on his face, and a scent of oranges filled his blocked nose. A person sat next to him. Best wishes.

He was facing the sun, and the sunlight cut by the leaves sprinkled on his light brown hair, and the soft outline was covered with a layer of warm and illusory light and shadow.

It seemed that all the heat and noise had disappeared the moment he arrived. In the breeze, his smile was generous and green, and the light from the blinking eyelashes fell into the shallow pupils that were the same color as his hair, like a cloud of morning dew As clear and thorough.

The boy looked at the small and round red mole in his eyes, and turned from worry to infatuation. His tightly pursed mouth opened slightly. The two looked at each other for a long time, and the two earphones sent the same melody to their ears respectively.

"Why do birds suddenly appear

Everytime you are around

Just like me, they long to be

Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky

Everytime you walk by

Just like me, they long to be

Close to you

On the day that you were born

The angels got together

And decided to create dream come true

Sotheysprinkledmoondustinyourhair

And put a star light in your eyes so blue

That is why all the girls in town

Follow you, all around

Just like me, they long to be

Close to you

......"

The first chorus ended with a romantic saxophone and brisk piano ensemble. Zhu Shisi raised his hand and coughed lightly, and asked with a smile, "Why do you listen to this old song?"

The boy didn't speak, his chin rested between his knees, and he looked down at the shadows of the two people swaying gently on the grass, his eyes were red.

Zhu Shisi didn't ask any further questions, and together with him, he turned his attention to the overlapping figures under the swing. With the flowing breeze, the gentle singer chanted softly in his ears.

"On the day that you were born

The angels got together

And decided to create dream come true

Sotheysprinkledmoondustinyourhair

And put a star light in your eyes so blue

That is why all the girls in town

Follow you, all around

Just like me, they long to be

Close to you

......"

At the end of the song, the loop started from the beginning, and when it entered the prelude, the boy whispered: "Because Mom likes this song."

He answered Zhu Shisi's question during the interlude.

Mother.Zhu Shisi recalled that Fang Shuyun once said that his younger brother's biological mother died of illness and was brought back to China by his remarried father. He was sure that the boy next to him was the younger brother Fang Shuyun said.

"Then you..." Zhu Shisi hesitated for a moment, and said softly, "Do you miss her very much?"

"Ah."

A thick cloud floated in the sky, covering the dappled sunlight, and the boy shed tears.

Yun Piao left, Zhu Shisi scratched his head, pinched a corner of his shirt, and handed it to the boy: "This... I'll let you wipe it, I'm running out of tissues, don't be disgusted."

Without hesitation, the boy grabbed Zhu Shisi's clothes and stuck them to his face, and rubbed them vigorously. Zhu Shisi showed a section of his stomach, realized the stupidity of his actions, and whispered: "Ah, the snot is also Wipe it up?"

Zhu Shisi was a little pale, a tuft of hair on the top of his head swayed in the wind, his beautiful facial features were funny and sweet in the fresh orange fragrance, the boy burst into tears and smiled: "I don't have a nose."

There were only tear stains on the corner of the clothes, Zhu Shisi also smiled shyly, and explained clumsily: "I, I didn't mean that..."

The harmonious atmosphere was broken by the debate in the room behind him. The raised female voice only lasted for a while before being suppressed by its owner. The boy's dark and bright eyes were filled with mist again.

Zhu Shisi's smile was fixed on the boy's drooping neck, and the wind lifted the boy's smooth black hair. Zhu Shisi took a breath and made a decision.

"Here you are." Zhu Shisi pulled the boy's hand, took out the Galaxy Cube from his pocket, and put it in the boy's palm.

The boy turned his head sideways, his ruddy eyes looked at the clear crystal glass in his hand in puzzlement.

"Did you know? Those who leave will turn into light wind and drizzle and exist in the sky and the earth, and continue to accompany us. This Milky Way Cube is given to you. Hold it, and you will hold the wind and rain, and at the same time hold Infinite possibilities, including the possibility of happiness, the possibility of joy and the possibility of dreams."

With the palm of Zhu Shisi sticking to the back of the boy's hand, he led him to bend his five fingers and wrapped the Galaxy Cube in his hand.

"Don't give up the courage to pursue them, replace me as its new owner, and keep it safe."

Zhu Shisi's gentle instructions were like the cool wind in the bright summer sun, blowing away the moisture in the boy's eyes, his eyes lit up, he held the cube tightly, and nodded solemnly.

Another cloud floated in the blue sky, Zhu Shisi looked at the flip phone, and then at the old red brick house behind him.

"I have to go now."

Zhu Shisi got up, the scent was gone, and the wind was gone.

"What's your name?" the boy blurted out.

"My name is..." Zhu Shisi thought for a while, but it's better not to tell him his real name, lest Fang Shuyun know that he came during their quarrel and embarrass him.

Zhu Shisi bent down and lightly scratched "1" and "4" on the boy's arm. From the boy's point of view, it was a character for "force" plus a vertical stroke.

The fence swayed, and when the boy looked up and asked Zhu Shisi what the force meant, Zhu Shisi had already left Fang's courtyard on his bicycle.

On August [-]rd, Fang Shuyun waited at home for one afternoon and one night, but Zhu Shisi didn't come, so he made several calls but didn't answer.

On August [-]th, Zhu Shisi's mobile phone was turned off, and the landline at home was connected, but no one answered.

On August [-]th, Zhu Shisi's mobile phone continued to be turned off, and the landline was busy.

On August [-], the mobile phone was turned off, and the landline was empty.

In the following days, Fang Shuyun tried to contact Zhu Shisi many times, and went to the family courtyard of the police brigade to find him many times, but to no avail.

In Fang Shuyun's memory, it was an unbearable bitter summer. He walked through the hot and scorching streets for several days, surrounded by the singing of cicadas that overwhelmed everything. There were often heavy rains pouring on his head, and then he was evaporated into nothingness by the scorching sun in an instant. trace.

The long day-like summer began to recede in early September. On the day of school registration, the sky was gloomy with sporadic light rain. Fang Shuyun saw Zhu Shisi in the garden behind the teaching building.

Fang Shuyun approached him joyfully and angrily. He was thin and white like a piece of crumpled and flattened paper. He was curled up by the round pond in the garden, staring at his haggard reflection absently. Can wet him and break him.

Fang Shuyun swallowed all the blame and concern in his stomach, sat silently beside Zhu Shisi, and watched with him silently the pond rippled by the rain.

"My father is dead."

Zhu Shisi's tears fell into the water, and the water ripples swayed in circles, and the shadows fluctuated and twisted.

Fang Shuyun choked for a moment, and with a short sucking sound in his throat, he hugged Zhu Shisi's shoulders tightly.

Zhu Shisi's stiff shoulders began to tremble, and his lips trembled. With his eyes closed, he kept rubbing his pale and swollen face with his palms. There was rain and tears everywhere.

Fang Shuyun's eyes were red, he slowly swallowed the tears flowing from his nasal cavity, and hugged Zhu Shisi to prevent his thin body from falling into the pond.

The class bell rang, and the people in the class poked their heads out to tell them to go back to the classroom. Several heads appeared one after another in other classes. Some were laughing, some were booing, some were cheering, and the teacher scolded them. went back.