Confessions of a retired star

On the way home, the rain stopped, and it was already five o'clock in the afternoon, and the heat was still unabated. Even with the air conditioner in the car, Zhu Shisi was still terribly irritable.

The car drove very slowly in the urban area. It usually only took an hour to travel, but it took twice as long to be blocked. Almost every traffic light had to wait two or three times to pass. I also encountered four or five police cars along the way. and ambulances occupying the lane.

What happened today?All the nasty things come together.

Zhu Shisi casually looked at the car driving far ahead, and waited for the rear of the car in front to pull away for a certain distance, and he heard the horn from the rear urging him to start the car.

The mind-wandering situation became more and more serious. The physical discomfort did not disappear due to the lowering of the room temperature, and all kinds of noisy thoughts lingered. Zhu Shisi forced himself to concentrate on driving well, but just started driving for more than ten meters. He was distracted again.

In the slowly receding street scene, a man in a black T-shirt walked in the opposite direction with his trouser pockets in his pockets.

Zhu Shisi turned his head and saw the figure walking away through the gray glass next to the co-driver.

It was a student carrying a schoolbag and wearing school trousers, not Qbu, nor Fang Ting. Zhu Shisi saw that he was holding a transparent stationery bag in his hand, and then he confirmed that he was wrong.

When turning around, the front of the car was less than half a meter away from the rear of the car in front. Zhu Shisi slammed on the brakes, and his leaning body was pulled back to the seat back by the seat belt. I want to vomit, but I haven't eaten today, so I can't vomit.

Driving made me feel motion sickness, Zhu Shisi thought it was funny, and naturally touched the phone, ready to share this stupid thing with another person, when he pressed the screen to turn on, he took his hand back.

He almost forgot that they hadn't contacted for half a month.

To be precise, it was the night of May 26th. After Zhu Shisi came out of Fang Ting's house, they had no contact with each other for a total of twelve days and nineteen hours.

During these fingers-wringing days, Fang Ting didn't receive any text messages or calls, didn't shake a flashlight across the street, didn't come to the door late at night with candy, didn't appear in the corner of the glass on the seventeenth floor, and didn't even turn on the lights overnight.

He disappeared again, just like those days when he was still Q Bu, he lost his voice after asking Zhu Shisi for his number.

Zhu Shisi wondered more than once whether he would surrender if Fang Ting was the first to show weakness, but every time he picked up his phone to check if he had missed his information and then put it down in frustration, Zhu Shisi realized that there was something between them. What is happening is not a war, but a far-reaching rupture.

He missed him a little bit, he regretted, suffered, and regretted his uncontrollable emotions, but he didn't plan to turn back.

At least he won't take the initiative to look back.

Because the price of taking the initiative is too high.

The phone rang, and it was Cheng Yalan who called. Cheng Yalan scolded Zhu Shisi again what she had said to Guo Xixun, and talked non-stop for 3 minutes before Zhu Shisi interrupted.

"Sister Yalan, I haven't forgotten my words or played tricks, it's just that I got distracted while I was acting."

"Distracted? There is no chance to distract you! Did you encounter something and didn't inform me? Are you sick? Something happened at home? Someone poached someone?"

"It's okay, don't worry," there was another traffic light, Zhu Shisi stepped on the brakes, "I'm driving, hang up first."

The front of the car slowly stopped outside the zebra crossing, and a large group of young students who looked like students walked past chattering, almost everyone was holding a transparent pencil case.

Zhu Shisi looked at the place where the crowds came from. There was a school on the side of the road, and the outside was full of students and parents. There was a banner on the gate, which said the college entrance examination XX test center.

The dashboard showed June [-]th at [-]:[-] pm.After the college entrance examination was over, Zhu Shisi finally understood why police cars and ambulances were parked on some main roads that he passed today.

Zhu Shisi's gaze stayed at the school gate, and a group of students walked out of the gate, with more or less excited faces on their faces.Zhu Shisi thought of himself nine years ago. He spent two days in the examination room in a daze. After finishing the speaking test on the third day, he went home and slept with his head covered. When the college entrance examination was over, what was he thinking and what state he was in? Can not remember.

The light was green, motor vehicles were passing, students and parents were still crowded on the sidewalk, Zhu Shisi changed gears, his eyes were empty, and he stared at the intertwined crowd in front of the windshield in a trance.

"I wish Shisi—"

Suddenly, he heard a voice calling him.

It spanned 11 years and reached Zhu Shisi's ears.

"Zhu Shisi, Zhu, Shi, Si."

In the last row of the classroom, Zhu Shisi, who was wearing a blue and white summer school uniform, was quickly sorting out his notes on math mistakes. Suddenly read his name.

"what?"

Zhu Shisi didn't look up and continued to write notes.

At the end of May, the third monthly exam of the first semester of senior high school ended, and the math papers were first graded. Zhu Shisi deducted two points for the big question. After asking the teacher for the correct solution, he redid it several times during the break. Now Written by hand is the fourth time.

"Come on, the English score is out," the boy at the desk pressed the test paper under Zhu Shisi's pencil case. Zhu Shisi looked straight at him, "Actually, I've always wanted to ask you something."

"Ask me what?" Zhu Shisi looked at him.

"Is your English name Fourteen?"

"..." Zhu Shisi rolled his eyes at the boy, put down his pen, and picked up the English test paper from under the stationery box, "Fang Shuyun, is your English name Bookcloud?"

Turning to the first page, the English score is 146 points, which is about the same as Zhu Shisi expected.

A person named Fang Shuyun stretched out his long fingers, lowered the test paper that Zhu Shisi was covering his face, with a gentle smile in his eyes: "I have a younger brother named Fang Tingchen, which is a homonym for fourteen Chen. Is it fate?"

"How much English do you have?" Zhu Shisi raised his eyes and interrupted the joking Fang Shuyun.

"148."

Zhu Shisi frowned without hesitation: "Why are you taller than me? Show me."

"We deducted two points for writing, and you missed one more question in reading." Fang Shuyun picked up his paper from the desk next to the aisle and handed it to Zhu Shisi. "My math is lower than yours, 143. Now your The total score is higher than mine."

Hearing this, Zhu Shisi laughed: "It's not too bad."

Fang Shuyun adjusted his glasses, and raised the corners of his mouth: "Pfft, your face has become too obvious, did you hear what I told you just now? I have a younger brother named Fourteen Chen, who is very close to you, maybe summer vacation... ..."

Zhu Shisi nodded indifferently, and focused on the test paper again. Fang Shuyun's words fell on deaf ears. When the other party returned to his seat bored, Zhu Shisi suddenly turned his head: "The last big math question you Did you do something wrong? I have four solutions, do you want to hear it?"

Fang Shuyun took off his glasses, and smiled speechlessly at Zhu Shisi's serious face: "There are four other ways to write the word fennel in fennel beans, do you want to know?"

"Okay, I'll tell you first, and then you can write to me."

Zhu Shisi quickly spread out the math test papers and draft paper, and took the initiative to move the desk to Fang Shuyun. From the last row of the classroom, Fang Shuyun shouted "Please forgive me", and the students in the front row looked back Go, Zhu Shisi is forcibly holding Fang Shuyun to give him a lecture.

One of the girls said, "The gods are fighting in the back again. Do you think it's the class leader or the school committee that is the first?"

The other girl blushed, squinting at Zhu Shisi: "It should be the school committee...he's pretty good."

A third person intervened in the discussion: "It wasn't that the class leader deliberately gave way to the school committee, so the school committee passed him. This time, the class leader is definitely number one again."

Hearing the discussion of the students in the front row, Fang Shuyun, who was the person involved, raised his head and smiled at the three of them. His eyes returned to the tip of Zhu Shisi's calculation. The other party was excitedly explaining the problem, and two solutions had been written on the paper.

Fang Shuyun secretly sighed, more than the degree of hard work, as the class monitor, he would definitely not be able to beat Zhu Shisi, even if Zhu Shisi's grades surpassed his own, he would be willing.

The two were not good friends at the beginning. To be precise, Zhu Shisi was unilaterally hostile to Shuyun.

When Zhu Shisi was a child, he was a typical child from other people's family. From elementary school to junior high school, he never failed to be the first in grade.

The other kids ran all over the yard chasing him while he was studying, the other kids played games in Internet cafes while he was studying, and the other kids just fell in love while he was still studying.

His only two hobbies are visiting the planetarium and attending various cram schools.

As a policeman, Zhu Mingchang regretted raising such a maverick son more than once. When Zhu Shisi was a child, he should not have instilled so many concepts of being competitive and striving for the upper hand. He also persuaded Zhu Shisi more than once. Mingling with peers, to no avail.

However, Zhu Shisiyiqi Juechen's performance of leading the class for nearly ten years was broken during the entrance examination for the first year of senior high school.

When he saw that his name was lowered by a person named "Fang Shuyun" on the list of key classes, and his total score was [-] points higher than him, he was suddenly struck by a thunderbolt, just like a peerless master who dominates the martial arts meets. Like an old enemy, while being hit, his whole body was ignited with fighting spirit.

Zhu Shisi secretly made up his mind to trample Fang Shuyun under his feet.

Avoiding the probing and shy eyes of the girls, Zhu Shisi entered the new class sullenly.

It was written on the blackboard that you should be seated according to your height. Zhu Shisi glanced at the classroom. There were half male and female students. He found a vacant seat in the third row from the bottom. Just as he sat down, there was an exaggerated wow sound from behind him.

"You are Fang Shuyun? I thought you were a sophomore in high school."

"It's too strong. How did you achieve the full score in English?"

"Fang Dashen accept my worship!"

"Did anyone say you look like a Korean actor?"

"When I saw the name Fang Shuyun just now, I thought it was a girl."

Fang Shuyun?Zhu Shisi's heartbeat quickened, and he reflexively looked back.