Confessions of a retired star

The powerful rock music bombarded the eardrums of the audience, Yan Yu struggled to squeeze into the men and women who raised their arms and shouted, and the wild screams followed the waves of the electric guitar on the stage.Among the rhythmically shouting audience, Yan Yu who stood silently seemed out of place.

He pulled his hat down as low as he could, peeping at the man in the center of the stage only through the narrow gap between the brim of the hat and the edge of the mask.

The man stood among the gorgeous dancing lights, his broad shoulders propped up a handsome black flight jacket with rivets, and his figure was as tall as a male model.With his eyes closed, his slender fingers fiddled freely on the red electric guitar, leading the audience to shout.After a guitar solo, he bowed slightly, hugged the microphone stand that had been adjusted to the highest position, and slowly opened those slender fox-like eyes that were dripping with sweat.

"The next thing I bring to you is..."

The drummer in the rear played the drums, and the sound of the scene was deafening.

The Adam's apple rolled, the sweat from the chin flowed to the neck, the person on the stage grabbed the mid-length hair and tied it in a casual short ponytail, took off the studded jacket and threw it behind him, under the punk style T-shirt, the left arm was connected to the chest pattern A bird of prey skeleton with a dagger in its mouth, imprinted on his distinct muscle lines showed arrogance and arrogance.

The deep and hoarse singing voice flowed out like a drug from the thin lips glistening with sweat, and the audience, including the few girls who seemed to be gentle and gentle while holding the lights, all turned into sirens to break the waves. The crazy crew used a special celebration ceremony among rock fans to worship the charming siren on the stage excitedly.

He is Yin Bing, the lead singer and guitarist of the rock band SMASH. Today's performance is just to promote the new punk series of a makeup brand, but when the guitar strikes the first note, the stage becomes his home field .

Yan Yu stood under the stage, staring at Yin Bing from the gap, the excited music fans started to drive the train with the climax of the music, Yan Yu who was in a daze was squeezed to the side of the auditorium, wearing a fisherman hat Get caught in the chaos.

"Fuck."

Yan Yu broke out in a cold sweat, covered his face and bent over to pick up the hat. The brim of the hat was trampled on by the crowded crowd more than a dozen times before being dragged back into his hand.

Damn, Yan Yu cursed secretly, brushed off the dust, and put on his hat again to cover his tense pale face. When he raised his head again, Yin Bing was watching him on the stage with sweaty eyes.

Yan Yu clearly saw the left corner of Yin Bing's mouth slightly upward, and his white face instantly turned red.

After his heartbeat, which was so fast that he couldn't think calmly, slowed down, Yan Yu withdrew from the crowd and quickly ran into the nearest safe passage.It wasn't until the position where he was standing was replaced by someone who came up, that Yin Bing's fox eyes moved away from that position.

In the shopping mall, anti-client rock musicians turned brand promotion into a small concert, and the exciting music continued to attract and infect the audience.

Amid the sky-shattering shouts, Yan Yu ran away.

Speaking of SMASH, it belongs to Liuguang Entertainment like COC. It has been in the group for more than ten years. As a veteran band, its popularity is not as popular as it was in the early years.Keyboard players and bass players have left the team one after another, and SMASH has gradually transformed from a live band to behind the scenes.

Although the exposure rate is not as good as in the past, Yin Bing is still a special existence in the hearts of rock music fans, and there are many long-term diehard fans.He has the face of an idol and the figure of a model. He reached the peak of his career at the age of 20, but he has been working as a powerful musician for ten years.There are few news about him off the stage, and he is quite low-key. Once on stage, he is the overlord under the spotlight.

Industry insiders gave him a nickname: Sao Qiang.Literally, boring and strong.

However, only Yan Yu knows how bad this man is. Since he was 17 years old, he has stayed at 173 cm and stopped growing taller, all because of him.

This week passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it was Tuesday of the new week-the audition day.

What has Zhu Shisi done these days?

First of all, I recited and silently wrote the lines of the entire script, watched the clips of my previous auditions back and forth twenty times, and played all the characters in the play once. After the performance, Zhu Shisi said: Well, I found the essence a feeling of.

Secondly, I made [-] pages of notes in the "Superstar Handbook".The first ten pages are a summary of group, cp and personal daily data, the middle ten pages are an all-round analysis of Qingfeng, and the next ten pages are "Jade Emperor Tathagata Buddha Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva Taibai Xingjun Holy Mother Mary Jesus Jehovah bless me to audition success" etc. Such superstition | speeches.

Again, through crazy exercise and dieting, I lost three catties of meat fed by Q Bu with sweets and drinks, and made a small model of Saturn in my spare time.

In the end, he pretended not to care, but secretly waited for Q Bu to text and call him.

However, this person, leaving is like disappearing, and has gradually disappeared since the dessert day.

In the first day or two, in the middle of the night, he would stand on the [-]th floor diagonally across from him, flashing Zhu Shisi with a flashlight, and say good night to Zhu Shisi. The matter can be solved with a phone call, but he insisted on acting like a thief Same.Later, no one appeared, and the lights in the room were not turned on, let alone making calls. Zhu Shisi even suspected that he didn't have a mobile phone at all.

If so, why didn't he contact himself?And he didn't take the initiative to say that he would give Zhu Shisi his number.

"Hey, when we got along, we pretended to be very reliable and kind, but in the end, we forgot about each other in the blink of an eye..."

Before going out, Zhu Shisi took a resentful glance at the unoccupied apartment opposite, but this resentment only occupied a small part of his heart.

After all, I'm going to audition soon, Zhu Shisi has been praying to God and worshiping Buddha for nearly a week, and today I must devote myself wholeheartedly.

The location of the audition is still in the recording studio of the production center. By mid-May, the temperature has begun to rise significantly. Most of the pedestrians on the street have changed into summer clothes. Today, Zhu Shisi is wearing a Kensington-style long windbreaker.

Heat is the most intuitive feeling. The shirt inside is already wet, the collar is limply collapsed, fine beads of sweat ooze from the tip of the nose, and the tips of the hair are also condensed with sweat.But Zhu Shisi didn't turn on the car's air conditioner, didn't take off his windbreaker, or even wiped his sweat, because in today's scene, the protagonist He Sai is going to present a tired, bored, hot and unseemly state of an office worker .

In this state, He Sai met the mysterious pen pal who had been with him all this time.He didn't know at the moment that this pen pal was actually another personality of his.

When Zhu Shisi arrived, Guo Xi also drove her car into the parking lot.Qingfeng's big red flamboyant sports car was placed across the entrance of the recording studio, and he had already arrived. Zhu Shisi remembered that during the audition in April, this man parked and parked indiscriminately in the same way.

It was time to confront this shortened version of "myself" again, Zhu Shisi took a deep breath, and was ready to keep his ears shut and only act in the sage drama.

Zhu Shisi walked into the recording studio, but he didn't see Qing Feng's ostentatious figure. Instead, another person who gave him a headache sat in Qing Feng's position.

"you are late."

The person on the seat had a shaved back hair with sideburns, a pair of long legs separated casually under the drooping trousers, an iron-gray suit vest fitly buttoned outside the dark red shirt, and the collar of the shirt was unbuttoned two times. Without a tie, two black leather cuffs are tied on the strong upper arm, matching the open collar, which seems to be deliberate and naturally exudes a masculine aura of dominance.

Zhu Shisi glanced at him and ignored him.

Wu Linkang, the production director who was negotiating with Chen Quan just now, approached Zhu Shisi, took him by the hand and brought him in front of the man, and introduced him graciously: "Xiao Zhu, this is our new team member." You must be no stranger to the producers who joined, Mr. Lei in the Lei Ting era, Lei Ao, you have heard of this name, right?"

Lei Ao sat on the chair, raised his chin and stared contemptuously at Zhu Shisi, didn't say hello and didn't get up, and after Wu Linkang finished speaking, he just snorted.

Zhu Shisi stared straight at Lei Ao expressionlessly, and when he finished humming, he replied with a half-hearted smile, "Of course I have." Then he took out his mobile phone, dialed up the time, and handed it to Lei Ao to stop his arrogance. The rude look.

"Mr. Lei, I arrived 5 minutes earlier than the appointed time, and I am not late."

There was no reaction on Lei Ao's face, but his fingers were faintly pressing down on the armrest of the chair, why couldn't Wu Linkang, an old fritter, see it?Immediately nodded and bowed to smooth things over: "Lei is always a workaholic, and has always been strict with artists. How about this, let's have a meal together after we're done, we're all friends..."

"I'm sorry Director Wu, I have to meet an important friend after the audition."

Zhu Shisi immediately refused, the corner of Lei Ao's mouth twitched, and he blurted out: "Who are you seeing?"

What does who I see have anything to do with you?Zhu Shisi raised his eyebrows and looked at Lei Ao in confusion. Wu Linkang wiped off his sweat and called Guo Xi over: "Xiao Guo, how did you arrange it? Hurry up and help Shisi re-arrange the itinerary. He is going to attend Mr. Lei's The bureau, do you know?"

Guo Xi asked Zhu Shisi for proof in embarrassment, Zhu Shisi shook her head, and she looked carefully at Lei Ao again, the other's eyes were fierce and sharp like a beast, which made Guo Xi tremble with fright.

Zhu Shisi squinted at Lei Ao fearlessly, then turned around and pulled Guo Xi behind him, letting her do other things.After Guo Xi left, Wu Linkang's expression became a little uneasy, and he murmured a few times at Zhu Shisi, not knowing what he wanted to say.

The three of them stalemate for more than ten seconds, Lei Ao loosened his collar and stood up like a sleeping lion waking up.He took a step and shortened the distance with Zhu Shisi, the physical difference between the two was clearly reflected, Zhu Shisi did not retreat because of his oppressive aura, and calmly watched his movement trajectory, watching He paced closer, so close that even the hickey marks under his collar could be clearly seen.

Strong cologne perfume choked Zhu Shisi's breath, he didn't turn his head away, but just coughed lightly, raised his chin, and stared at Lei Ao more firmly.

"Don't make things difficult for her."

Zhu Shisi is sure that Guo Xi has gone far, but he is not sure whether Lei Ao is going to find fault with her.

"Is this the kind of person I am in your heart?"

Above the line of sight, Lei Ao squinted his eyes, his eyes were full of restlessness and playfulness, after he caught the expression of frowning because of the perfume on Zhu Shisi's face, he took half a step back and said coldly:

"Eat is free, there is something you have to explain to me clearly."