Don't mess around [Rebirth]

Sidaoya scattered bloody places, and finally the curtain came to an end.

Suchen returned to Luoyaling again, and he hadn't come back for many years, so things are different, mountains and rivers, flowers, grass, fish and insects, everything is still the same as before, the only thing that has changed is the heart that is not the same as before.

The thatched hut in Luoyaling was covered with dust, this is where he and Xizhu lived, his room was empty and lonely, unlike Xizhu's room, it was filled with all kinds of strange things.

Pushing open the door and entering, it was full of dust, leaving him covered in dust.

He feels guilty and blames himself. Over the years, he still can't forget the appearance of Xizhu's death. In countless late nights, he seems to be able to hear Xizhu's hatred for him.

Just like in the Shenyu clan, he also watched his mother die under the phoenix fire.However, he has nothing to do, he hates himself for being useless!

The Liuli Binghua in the Flower Realm can heal the wounds left by Fenghuo, but his father is just a mortal. He tried hard to find the Flower Realm, but was rejected because the Liuli Binghua was bred by Hua Jun himself. How could it be possible? After being given to a sinner of the Shenyu clan, he is nameless and worthless, and is not as good as a weed.

He has never met Hua Jun from the beginning to the end, so he also hates Hua Jun, and Feng Wang, and all the high gods!

Hateing himself for being so useless, hating himself for always bearing the name of being a sinner of the Shenyu clan, he longed for one day to be able to stand on a high ground and have power, so that he would no longer be looked down upon by anyone, and he would not have to be in front of others. At a young age, you have to learn to watch words and expressions, and live in humility.

He is envious of the other peers of the Shenyu clan. He is obviously the happiest grade, but he has no relatives around him. His mother died under the punishment of Fenghuo. He became a child without a mother. How should he live? ...

But for so many years, the person he has never forgotten is Yan Ling'er who pleaded for him in front of King Feng. At that time, she was still the mighty princess of the Shenyu clan.Beautiful and charming, extremely noble, coquettish and self-willed but also kind-hearted.

"Father, just let him go..." In the royal palace of the Shenyu Clan, above the main hall, a proud princess was pleading for her. They were strangers to each other, but she was the only one who was willing to say a word for herself. .

"Ling'er, why do you plead for him?"

"Because, I don't think he looks like a sinner."

Feng Wang said: "But he is a sinner. His mother is a sinner of the Shenyu clan, so he is naturally too. Since ancient times, the gods and mortals are people from two worlds. His mother knowingly committed a crime and gave birth to him who is half a mortal." People of the Shenyu clan who are bloodlined are violating the laws of the gods."

Yan Ling'er was puzzled: "But he was still in mother's womb at that time, he didn't know anything, what's wrong with him, I think he is quite pitiful. He was about the same age as me, and he lost his mother. His father is a mortal, his life is as short as the snap of a finger, he has no father or mother at a young age, father and king let him live."

Feng Wang said: "Then you are not afraid that he has resentment in his heart? Are you not afraid that if you keep him, you will become a disaster for the Shenyu clan in the future?"

Yan Ling'er looked at Suchen, walked up to him and questioned: "If this princess saves your life, will you hate the Shenyu clan in the future? Will you become a disaster for the Shenyu clan like what your father said? "

The boy in front of him lowered his head humblely, tears rolled in his eyes, but none of them fell.

"Why don't you answer? Are you dumb?"

Suchen was afraid that when he spoke, he would choose to show his fear and cowardice, so he could only shake his head desperately as an answer to her.

"Father, as you can see, he won't bear any grudges against the Shenyu clan. Besides, his blood is not pure, and he can't cultivate the Supreme God, and he may not even be able to become a Supreme Immortal... So there is no need for Father to worry."

"It seems that our Ling'er is still very considerate of the people of the Shenyu clan. She is indeed the only beloved daughter of this king."

Everyone in the Shenyu tribe knows that King Feng loves his daughter alone, and loves her like a treasure in his palm. No matter what he can do, he will follow Yan Linger. Therefore, over time, this proud princess has become arrogant .

But even so, she is still a princess that everyone looks up to.

With just one glance, he remembered it in his heart, so much so that he still can't forget it now, even helping the evildoers.

Got it, didn't cherish it, lost it, regretted it too much, after going around for so many years, except for returning to the Shenyu clan to feel proud, it has no meaning anymore.

He regretted it, really regretted it, if he could start over, he would never sacrifice Xizhu.But in this world, there is no room for regret, a mistake is a mistake, and it cannot be undone.

……

This is the first time he helped Xizhu tidy up the room. He rarely entered Xizhu's room. After so many years, he didn't know if Xizhu's resentment towards him had dissipated. He knew he didn't deserve to be forgiven, but he still She hoped that she could be redeemed, but at this moment, she had sorted out many letters by her desk.

Just looking at it makes him feel like falling into an abyss.

The thick one-step letters, each of which recorded the fun things the three of them had lived in Luoyaling, the handwriting was so ugly that they couldn't bear to look at it, and there were pictures of the three of them.

The first piece of paper said that they used to cultivate together in the mountains, and the three of them would compete to see who could absorb more spiritual energy. As a result, each of them had a belly that was bulging like a pregnant woman, absorbing too much spiritual energy and unable to hold it.

The second piece of paper said that they went to the forest to gather medicine, and were trapped in a cave by a heavy rain.

He read one by one, making himself Ling Chi over and over again, a knife cut his heart again and again, until he saw the last one, and all the letters fell on the ground.

The shock in his eyes made him unable to recover for a long time.

The crooked handwriting was written about his joy for himself, and he was the only one who painted it. He read all Xizhu's letters with heartache, and realized later, and suddenly realized.

It turned out that Xizhu had always liked him.

They have lived together in Luoyaling for a hundred years, and they have been together every day, but he has never noticed it. He always thought that if Xizhu's free and easy personality really belonged to him, he would definitely tell him.

But he ignored that Xizhu is also a woman, he didn't tell himself, but he wanted to be happy forever, she treated herself and Lin Yin equally, in the end, she was the one who was completely ignored.

"Why, Xizhu...why you never tell me..."

Suchen bent down in pain, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and he couldn't hold back the tears from his sour eyes. This was the first time he cried since his mother died.

What Lin Yin once said to him emerged in his mind, "One day you will regret it a hundred times and a thousand times, and you will be tortured until you die!"

Regret a hundred times and a thousand times, will torture you until you die!

until death...

"Xizhu! I don't deserve it!" Su Chen curled up on the ground and cried bitterly, "Why do you like me? Why do you treat me well? I don't deserve it, I don't deserve love at all!"

"I'm the one who deserves to be damned, so this is God punishing me...I don't deserve a single ounce of love in this life, why wasn't I the one who died..."

Killing his beloved, watching her die in front of him, Xizhu couldn't forgive himself, Lin Yin couldn't forgive himself, even he wouldn't forgive himself in this life.

This is his retribution...

☆, die absolutely