My Underachieving Seatmate Doesn't Need Any Comforting

Qiao Shao felt it was amazing: "Do you think I still remember you subconsciously?"

That's why he intermittently remembered what he experienced at Xie's house, because he saw He Shen, even if he couldn't recognize him, he knew in the deepest part of his consciousness that he was that poor child who just wanted to give his mother a lily.

The feeling in He Shen's heart is hard to describe, he said: "Maybe." Who would have thought that Qiao Shao was helping him so long ago.

Qiao Shao kept it in mind, and he asked, "What happened to your mother?"

There is nothing to hide now, these things that He Shen once thought impossible to tell anyone, can be said to Qiao Shao.Qiao Shao is probably the only one in this world who really wants to know, so He Shen is willing to tell him everything.

He Shen said, "Come here."

They sat on the wicker chairs, and He Shen looked at the empty vase, and said slowly: "My mother is an orphan without father or mother. She had a dream, and she was trapped in this courtyard forever after she woke up."

He Shen's mother is He Rui, an abandoned baby. She grew up in an orphanage. It was Xie's family who sponsored her to study. She is extremely talented. Since she entered the school, she has always been the first in the exam, and later she was admitted to the domestic university. The highest institution of learning.

Then she met Xie Chengyu.

Xie Chengyu was born suave and suave, and is her "benefactor", so falling in love should not be too easy.

He Rui loves Xie Chengyu with all her heart, but Xie Chengyu is only greedy for her beauty, and when she gets tired of her, He Rui becomes pregnant.

Xie Yongyi became furious after knowing this, and scolded Xie Chengyu bloody, but he couldn't let this matter go so easily.

He Rui is a poor student supported by the Xie family. Xie Yongyi has always made a big fuss about her excellence and created an extremely positive image for the Xie family.If it was revealed that Xie Chengyu was playing with He Rui at this time, all the images he had created before would collapse completely, and someone with a heart would add fuel and jealousy to use this matter to suppress Xie in public opinion.

For the sake of saving face, Xie Yongyi forced Xie Chengyu to marry He Rui. In this way, no one can make irresponsible remarks, but only marvel at this fairytale love story and envy He Rui.

But in fact, He Rui's tragic life has just begun.

Not long after marriage, He Rui saw clearly Xie Chengyu's romantic nature, her love was shattered, and her life was also ruined.

Her husband doesn't like her, Xie Yongyi looks down on her, Xie Qing even disdains to get along with her... The master's house is like this, and the servants watch people order dishes and sneer at her.

He Rui is a smart girl, but in this case, her delicate thoughts will only bring her more pain.

After giving birth to Xie Shen, she suffered from severe postpartum depression and once wanted to commit suicide.

After the attempted suicide, the Xie family kept her under extremely strict supervision and forbade her to have any chance to be alone.

This is a double torture for He Rui. She stays alone in this courtyard, waiting for no one. Day by day, year by year, she is like a flower that has lost its root, gradually declining.

The only consolation is her child.

Xie Shen's early wisdom gave her comfort, but also made her panic.

She hated the Xie family, but she couldn't get out. She wished her son could get out of this hell, not like her...

When He Shen said this, He Shen stopped, because the eyes of Qiao Shao opposite him were red, and tears were rolling in his bright eyes.

He Shen forced a smile: "Don't cry."

Qiao Shao grabbed his hand and said, "She loves you!"

He Shen raised his hand to wipe the moisture off his face and said, "Well, she loves me."

But it was this love that drove her to death.

Xie Chengyu once said that it was Xie Shen who killed his mother, and in a sense, it was true.

Since Xie Shen was valued by Xie Yongyi and became his capital to cultivate and show off, He Rui's mental state has become worse and worse.

Xie Shen tried his best to please his grandfather, just to make his mother's life better.

However, He Rui was afraid of the Xie family's blood, and felt that her son was drifting away.

She kept telling Xie Shen: "Mom will take you away."

Xie Shen answered her: "It's okay, mother, you will get better in the future." This failed to appease He Rui, but made her more fearful and terrified.

When Xie Shen was 12 years old, He Rui couldn't bear it any longer and tried to take Xie Shen away from Xie's house. After this plan was stopped by the security guards, she heard the maid who served her say: "Ma'am, please calm down, young master. You have worked so hard, can you stop dragging him down! We feel sorry for the little kid who learns so many boring things day and night. He does all this for you. You can’t help him. But don't hold him back, okay?"

These words became the last straw that crushed He Rui.

She has endured for more than ten years just to thank Shen, and she stubbornly believes that taking him away is what will make him happy.

But now someone told her that it was her fault that her child worked so hard.

This made her completely lose her belief in living.

He Shen recalled that scene, with the smell of blood still lingering at the tip of his nose, he said slowly: "It took me three days to memorize all the important plans of the Xie family over the years, and Xie Yongyi allowed me to see her, but when I When the door was opened, she slit her wrists and committed suicide."

Qiao Shao shuddered and stood up.

He Shen took a deep breath and said, "The last three words she said to me were..."

Qiao Shao walked up to him and gently put his arms around him.

He Shen's voice trembled: "...I'm sorry."

Qiao Shao's viscera were about to be poked to pieces, and he was so distressed that he choked up and said, "She wants to protect you."

He Shen couldn't say a word, he always remembered, and will never forget that scene of that day.

He witnessed his mother's death, and he searched for the reason like crazy, but what he got was so helpless.

As Qiao Shao said, she wanted to protect him, but he also wanted to protect her.

Why don't you wait, why don't you hold on, he will grow up soon, he will have his own strength, and he will be able to free her from the shackles in no time.

But she is gone.

The only person who loved him left him forever in order to set him free.

"With me in the future," Qiao Shao's voice was like a beam of dazzling light shooting into the abyss, he said, "I will protect you in the future, with me, no one can bully you!"

He Shen was startled.

Qiao Shao said in a crying voice that could not be concealed: "Don't thank the family, my family will be yours from now on. My grandpa, grandpa and dad are very good. They will definitely love you as much as they love me."

He spoke intermittently, excitedly and sincerely, every word was like streams of warm springs, washing away the scarletness in front of He Shen's eyes little by little, and in exchange for an unprecedented clarity.

He Shen hugged his waist tightly, and said in a low voice, "Yes."

Qiao Shao also hugged him tightly, using herself to warm him.

They all lost their mothers, but Qiao Shao still had his family who loved him, but He Shen had nothing.

Fortunately, he met him, and he will share everything he has with him.

After slowly sorting out his emotions, He Shen asked Qiao Shao again: "Do you want to visit other places?"

The small snow-white pavilion appeared in Qiao Shao's mind, and he said, "There is a place I want to go."

He Shen stood up: "Do you remember the approximate location, I'll take you there."

Qiao Shao nodded and said, "It's a pavilion in the garden, it's white."

He Shen knew where it was, and said, "Let's go, it's not far from here."

Qiao Shao took his hand and walked away from the courtyard together.

He Shen didn't look back, this was the first time he walked out from here, but he didn't hear his mother's sad "I'm sorry".

They walked for at most three or four minutes, and Qiao Shao saw the small pavilion in the night.Although it is night, the small pavilion is still brightly illuminated by the lights from the bottom up.

He Shen asked him: "Are you giving flowers to Mom here?"

Qiao Shao nodded: "Yes..."

He only said these two words, and the memory flew out of the flowers like a frightened butterfly, fluttering the butterfly wings, and pulled out the dreamlike past.

He saw his mother sitting in the pavilion, saw her gentle smile, and heard her whispering: "A flower also has its roots, just like you and Da Qiao."

Little Qiao Shao understood a little, and said, "He said he would give it to Mom."

Yang Yun was slightly startled, and asked, "Him?"

Xiao Qiao Shao explained what he heard.

Yang Yun took the pink lily, and frowned slightly: "What about the child?"

Xiao Qiao Shao said: "I was called away by his grandfather."

At that time, Qiao Shao didn't understand that all the grandpas in the world were as good as his grandpa.

Yang Yun accepted Lily, her lips bent: "So you brought this flower to me?"

Xiao Qiao Shao was a little ashamed: "As compensation, I can lend him my mother for a day."

Yang Yun smiled: "Really?"

"Little Qiao Shao regretted it: "It's still an hour. "

Yang Yun rubbed his hair and said, "Stingy."

Xiao Qiao Shao argued: "I know what I say, and I definitely won't take his flowers for nothing!"

Yang Yun said, "You don't even know his name."

Xiao Qiao Shao said: "I will see you again, I will write this in our family diary when I get home, and I will never forget it!"

The memory came to an abrupt end here, Qiao Shao's face was pale, and his body was trembling involuntarily.

He Shen called him nervously: "Qiao Shao?"

Qiao Shao turned his head to look at him, moved his lips, and spit out four words: "Heirloom diary..."

He finally knew why he didn't dare to go up to the third floor, and he finally knew why he was terrified but persistent in wanting to go up to the third floor.

Because there is a "key" that can open his memory.