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Ten years ago, it seemed to be a very dark night, with heavy rain pouring outside the window.

It was nearly eleven o'clock in the evening, Zhao Qingling had already changed into pajamas, but received a call.

On the phone, there was the sound of rain, and the boy's hoarse sobbing.

Cheng Che had never taken the initiative to call Zhao Qingling before.Zhao Qingling asked him what was going on on the phone, but the other side only responded intermittently, which made him a little worried.

After hanging up the phone, I decisively changed my clothes and went out.

It rained so much and it was so late at night, of course his mother wouldn't let him go, the sharp voice woke up the housekeeper to stop him, and kept yelling hysterically.Zhao Qingling's eyes were dark, and he ignored her and rushed out the door.

I remember that when he was young, his mother was also an elegant and gentle woman.

But since she found out that his father had other mistresses outside her, the woman became an unreasonable crazy woman who devoted herself to forcing her son to make progress every day, and used her son to write about her husband.

Such a suffocating home also repeatedly made Zhao Qingling want to break free, run away, and never come again.

……

That rainy night, Zhao Qingling recalled now, he did spend the night in Cheng Che's dilapidated small room at the end.

Ten years ago, it seemed that there was only one time when he shared the same bed with him.

The thin, silent boy with black-rimmed glasses curled up tightly in the corner of the small broken bed as if he was afraid of squeezing him.With his back to Zhao Qingling, he was unusually quiet. If you didn't look carefully, you might not notice the slight trembling of his shoulders at all.

But Zhao Qingling saw it after all.

He pondered for a moment, and finally stretched out his hand.

He wrapped his arms around the man's waist and gently wrapped him in his arms.

The man froze for a moment, then Zhao Qingling heard a low sob.

He lowered his eyes and hugged him tighter.Amidst the darkness and the continuous sound of rain, the two finally fell asleep.

However, after that night, the day remained the same without any change.

Zhao Qingling is still the school girl, the proud son of the rich family who loves to laugh, and the big scumbag who eats both men and women.And Cheng Che was still the unremarkable, gentle and reticent young man beside him.

Zhao Qingling sometimes finds it difficult to understand.

When I was in high school, what kind of mentality did I have towards Cheng Che?

If you don't care about him, why give him clothes and shoes, a supermarket card, and take care of his life?

Zhao Qingling really took care of Cheng Che - although in those few years, he really had a lot of expensive shoes and clothes, and he gave them away because he couldn't wear them all, but he really made a special trip to buy the supermarket card for Cheng Che of.

The Zhao family pays more attention to the quality of life, and generally they don't go to common people's supermarkets to buy things. He still specially called a car to go out, bought a bunch of supermarket cards for Cheng Che, and told him not to waste them all.

According to this, Cheng Che should have a certain weight in his heart.

But why, he left it behind after graduation and never thought of it for many years?

why?

[Because senior, you were a typical caregiver for little black cats when you treated Brother Cheng~]

[Looking at how pitiful it is, go feed it if you have nothing to do.But although she looked very gentle, she never considered taking that stray cat home. 】

Zhao Qingling: [Fuck...]

[What's more cruel is that most stray cats probably don't pay much attention, and most of them run away after eating cat food and flicking their tails. 】

[There is a little black cat who only accepts death, and has learned to be nostalgic for the tenderness of occasional charity. 】

【So one day you stopped feeding.He will still stay in the same place, waiting and waiting, even if he knows that he is waiting for an impossible expectation, he still wants to wait foolishly. 】

Fortunately, it finally came.

Otherwise, it is really heartbreaking.

……

……

Two days later, Cheng Che went to the hospital to see his younger brother Zhao Qingyan as usual.

Zhao Qingyan is currently preparing for a major surgery. He has supplemented various nutrients and is in good spirits. He put down his book and smiled: "Brother Cheng Che, you seem to have something on your mind. Let me guess~ It's because of my brother that you let Xiao Chi come here." Are you worried about taking care of me?"

Cheng Che was taken aback: "He, he told you?"

"Not only did I say that, but Xiao Chi and I have actually met once," Zhao Qingyan said with a smile, "I want him to take care of me. It's fine, because we can chat very well."

Cheng Che: "Xiao Yan, please don't!"

"No, I don't agree! Zhao Qingling is also you, you don't even know! My younger brother... In short, you must not trust him easily!"

Zhao Qingyan just smiled: "It's okay, brother Cheng Che, you can relax."

It's really okay.

A few days ago, his brother Zhao Qingling made a special trip to look for him and chatted with him all afternoon.

Cheng Che's younger brother was released. It is said that his character is worrying and he has a lot of criminal records.Later, he secretly followed Cheng Che to find their home, claiming that he was "going to starve to death without a source of income", so he squeezed into the villa shamelessly, making Cheng Che so angry that he tried every day to find ways to drive him away.

When meeting such a troublesome younger brother, Zhao Qingling quietly said to Zhao Qingyan, "Actually, I still want to...give that kid one more chance, the last time."

"I know he has a bad nature, and it may be difficult to reform such a person, but he is Cheng Che's only relative after all."

"In the future, in case, I mean in case, in case your brother and I unfortunately die early one day, or become insane and suddenly become unreliable, I think at least there will be family members to accompany him. Cheng Che is alone After so long, I really want him to live in peace in the future."

Therefore, Zhao Qingling asked Zhao Qingyan if he could consider inviting that young man named Cheng Chi to be his nurse for a while.

"You are about the same age, and you may be able to talk. You can order him around, and let him accompany you by the way. Also, he is poor in study and not motivated. I also ask you to set an example for him, so that he can For comparison, maybe one day I want to get closer to Zhu Zhechi."

Speaking of this, Zhao Qingling asked him cautiously, "Xiaoyan, do you think it's okay? You can consider it."

Zhao Qingyan: "Okay, why not."

He promised so readily, but Zhao Qingling was a little confused: "Oh, of course, you can try it out for a week first, and if you think his nature is really hard to change, then forget it. After all, Cheng Che is very opposed to this matter, he is always afraid That younger brother of his will not be able to take care of you well and even harm you."

Zhao Qingyan: "Oh, harm me?"

At that moment, Zhao Qingling was taken aback by his brother's sudden unfathomable smile.

Zhao Qingyan: "I can't be harmed. If I'm not good at character, I'll fuck him, don't worry."

Zhao Qingling: "?!?!"

He knew that Xiao Yan loved to read and read a lot of books.But what's with this demeanor? What books does he read every day? ? ?

……

Zhao Qingyan has been in poor health since childhood.

At a young age, his mother thought he was a drag, so she threw him to his father and ran away, and his father also thought it was troublesome for him to die all day long, so he paid him and threw him to the hospital.

Since childhood, only his brother Zhao Qingling has been taking care of him.

He is obviously a half-brother, and he is an illegitimate child. Normally, Zhao Qingling, the son of his original partner, should really wish him to die.And in reality, if he died, all the family property would belong to Zhao Qingling alone, and Zhao Qingling had every motive to kill him.

But the truth is, no.

【Fuck, you think I want to control you?I am also forced to!Alas, anyway, you are really unlucky to have that kind of stupid father, and I am also unlucky.Really, as if you were my son! 】

But saying "unlucky", when Zhao Qingyan was critically ill when he was seven or eight years old, Zhao Qingling still wore a red string and a small bell on his wrist.

The red rope and the bell are what he prayed for his safety and health.

Zhao Qingyan just listened to the birth bell every day, and tried his best to survive.

Although not very healthy, but always successfully lingering.Although in fact knowing his own existence is only harmful to his brother-in those years, after knowing that his son actually helped raise an illegitimate child, the original wife became more frantically controlled and hysterical, and the relationship between mother and child was in a mess.

In the end, he forced his brother to hide in the United States for several years. He still remembers the gray and gloomy eyes but the barely consoling smile when his brother left.

Zhao Qingyan has always liked Cheng Che, because Cheng Che made his brother show a real smile again.

No, or rather, it was Cheng Che who made his brother's eyes appear brighter than he had ever seen before.

For so many years, Zhao Qingyan has actually been thinking about how he can repay his brother and do something for him.

He really thought about it a lot.He even thought that if the operation was successful and he walked out of the hospital, he might pretend to be obedient and cheat all the old man's property, then add a sum himself, and then transfer it all to his brother's name. .

But the premise of this matter is that he must survive first.

And he obviously can't guarantee that he can survive.So before the operation, my brother could ask him for help, and Zhao Qingyan was able to do what he could, in fact, he was really happy.

Of course, Zhao Qingyan's "□□" Cheng Chi still experienced a little battle of wits and courage.

At the beginning of the period, when Cheng Chi came to take care of Zhao Qingyan, he was quite unhappy.

Complaining about the low wages offered by her brother-in-law who is stingy, mocking Zhao Qingyan as a sick child openly and secretly, being warned by the nurse several times for intermittently wanting to smoke in the hospital, and even playing tricks in front of Zhao Qingling, trying to trick Zhao Qingyan Qingyan money.

It really is hard to change nature.

But how could the little hooligan play with a high IQ?

Minutes after Zhao Qingyan's tricks and tricks, Cheng Chi's chest was tight and he vomited blood, calling him sinister.

Then, after the big stick, give carrots, small favors and small favors to attract Cheng Chi, and then use rich knowledge to make Cheng Chi look up to him, worship him and know everything.

Gradually, Cheng Chi became close to him, and even started to tell him some of his inner thoughts.

"You all think my brother is gentle. Hey, he was actually very gentle to me before."

"Help me clean up when I get into trouble, and help me out of any mess. It feels like I have no regrets. No matter what I do, I will never leave me alone."

"But, but! Time and time again, one day without warning, he suddenly doesn't want me!"

"He didn't say anything to me, and suddenly became cold. It seems that in his eyes, his brother is dead, and he has no brother anymore!"

"Do you know? My brother knew that the correctional center was coming to arrest me, but he didn't let me run away. He just watched those people take me away, woo, woo, woo..."

But, isn’t it all because you did it yourself, and you deserve it?With such a family background, several million debts have been incurred.You are really lucky that your brother didn't beat you to death with his own hands, but are you still wronged?

But Zhao Qingyan would not say that.He narrowed his eyes and patted Cheng Chi's head: "Well, dear, I know you have changed."

"Hey, do you want your brother to love you again?"

Cheng Chi: "No! He will leave me alone for the rest of his life, drive me out, and let me starve to death!"

"Really?"

Cheng Chi shook his head wow: "Oh, no. No, I, I have been in the correctional center for more than a year, and the life there is really hard. I have reflected on it, and I actually know that I was wrong!"

"But, but my brother is no longer willing to trust me. Now he guards me like he guards against thieves, and he doesn't love me as much as my brother-in-law!"

"Woooo, what kind of gentleness, if you say you change your face, you will change your face, if you say you don't want me, you don't want me!"

Zhao Qingyan: "..."

Zhao Qingyan: "Do you know how to make your brother like you again? After my operation, I will take the university entrance examination with you. If you pass the entrance examination, your brother will ask you again."

Cheng Chi: "Oh! But I'm too stupid to pass the exam?"

Zhao Qingyan: "I'll teach you."