this damn love

Waking up from the dream and starting a new day.Hao Meng went to school as usual, while Thanatos stayed at home.Hao Meng came back at night and was cooking in the kitchen when the phone at home suddenly rang.

Few people know this phone number, and in recent years only Li Luo has called her.She washed her hands in a hurry and came over. Seeing a series of unfamiliar numbers on it, she frowned with a very resistant expression, and then slowly picked up after a pause.

Thanatos, who was reading the newspaper next to him, saw her changing expression, his gray eyes were deep.

I don't know what was said over there, but after hearing the words clearly, Hao Meng's hand holding the phone tightened, her expression suddenly calmed down, she lowered her eyes and gave a faint "um".I don't know what was said there, but she always answered concisely.Finally, I said impatiently, "I will move out before the end of June. If there is nothing else, I will hang up." I hung up the phone first.

"Oh..." She couldn't tell whether it was self-deprecating or mocking, her chest heaved violently, she lowered her head silently, her shoulder-length black hair slid down from her side and covered her side face, making it impossible to see her expression clearly.

Thanatos folded the newspaper aside and stared at her with his fingers on his knees.Different from the quiet and leisurely atmosphere when the two were at home, now there is only depressive silence in the air.

The girl stood there, her figure as if solidified into a stone statue.Thanatos saw her hand hanging by her side tightly clenched into a fist, so hard that the veins on the back of the hand tensed and trembled slightly.

As a high god, Thanatos does not understand human emotions.But this didn't prevent him from judging Hao Meng's emotions about some things before: Hao Meng didn't look like she was smiling all day long.

So now, if she doesn't want to mention it, he will never ask.

After a while, the emotions on the verge of eruption were suppressed, she pulled her loose hair behind her ears, adjusted her emotions, and stuck out her tongue at Thanatos, "Sorry, this house will start to be demolished after the college entrance examination. Well, we're going to live somewhere else."

The girl said with a smile, as if nothing had happened, only the watery eyes showed that the master was not calm.

Thanatos looked at her with an indescribable weight on her limbs, heavy.He stepped forward suddenly, held her head and buried it in his arms.

Hao Meng was stunned for a moment, the sudden hug silently comforted the heartache, the silent and gentle movements of the other party, and the firm and powerful embrace supported a space for breathing.Unknowingly, the chaotic emotions gradually settled down.

Rubbing the boy's white shirt, Hao Meng closed her eyes and let out a long breath.

Soon after her parents divorced, they formed a new family and soon gave birth to a new child.Hao Meng, who was once regarded as a treasure, was treated as an oil bottle by them and left to the care of the elderly grandmother.

From then on, she and her grandmother depended on each other, and lived together in this old house for more than ten years until her grandmother passed away the year before last.

Living up to now, she no longer has any expectations of her parents, but it doesn't mean that she can be hurt one by one as if nothing happened.

This house belonged to the grandmother's inheritance, and the right of ownership belonged to the woman called mother.Now that the house is going to be demolished, the other party doesn't care about her where she will live in the future, but just orders her to move out no matter what before the end of the month, so it can't affect her to get the demolition money.

"In this world, there are really all kinds of parents."

She couldn't help but sigh.In the dream world, she avenged the resentful soul, met bear parents who couldn't teach their children, and parents in small towns who murdered their own children for their own selfishness.

When she was a child, she really felt that the word "parents" was sacred and great.Today, I have new insights, and some people really don't deserve this word.

"But it's okay, it's a good thing I have you by my side." Hao Meng smiled as she hugged the young man's thin waist.

"..." Thanatos silently picked up her paw that had slipped from her waist, reminding her, "The vegetables are mushy."

Hao Meng screamed, "My dinner!" and hurried to the kitchen.

The boy sat back on the sofa and continued to read the newspaper slowly.

It doesn't matter to him whether he moves or where he goes.

Where she is, there he is.

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"Julianne, come here and give me a hand."

The silver metal cabinet in the archive room illuminated by the orange light had a cold and hard luster. Two women in overalls were looking for materials inside, when suddenly one of them greeted the other.

"Here we come." The woman named Julian hurried over after hearing this, "Have you found Will?"

The woman didn't look very old at first, but she looked old-fashioned in the standard black clothes, with long curly hair, and a pair of old-style black-rimmed glasses covering most of her face.Julianne is an introverted and conscientious person. As a file clerk in the FBI, there is really no one more suitable for the job than her.

The person who called her just now was her colleague Weier. They are both administrators of the FBI Archives Department. Inside the "top secret" file room.

Weier held the key in one hand, and pointed to the upper cabinet with the other, "There, go get a stool." The tone was somewhat rude and commanding.As an "old man" with seniority older than Julian, Julian was used to bossing her around.

Julian struggled to lift the chair in, and stood up on it without waiting for the other party's order-she had always done this kind of physical work.

Finding a thick box from a metal cabinet, Julian held it in her arms with one hand and supported the closet with the other, trying to get down tremblingly.Suddenly his foot slipped, and the whole person fell down together with the file.

"Bang!" The heavy file box was already bulging with the materials inside, and it immediately burst open after such a hard fall, and the paper was scattered all over the floor.

"Damn it!" Will yelled angrily, "Look at what you did!"

"I'm sorry!" Julian blushed, and frantically began to pick up files.

Weier was leaning against the cabinet, playing with the red nails he had just made yesterday, without moving, staring at Julian on the ground, and kept saying, "Look at you, things are always so sloppy, be serious Ok?"

Julian, who was picking up materials, suddenly saw a file with a photo of the criminal, and her whole body froze.

"Hurry up, BAU (FBI Behavioral Analysis Unit) is still waiting for information." Weir urged.

"Don't worry," quickly browsed through the above information, put the materials back into the box, Julian took a special look at the label on the file box, "Heart Eater--Hannibal Lecter", she lightly He exhaled slowly again, as if he was afraid that the name on it would be blown away a bit.Passing the box to Will, she took off her glasses and wiped them, curled the corners of her mouth, and said meaningfully, "I won't delay your evening date with Chief Carter." Carter is the leader in charge of personnel affairs and married.And his wife is the head of another department, and she has a lot of means.If she finds out about their affair, it will definitely end well.

Will's outstretched hand was hanging in the air, staring at Julian in surprise, and retorting forcefully, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

At this moment, Julian, who she usually looked down upon, seemed different from usual.

It's still the same rustic dress, just took off the old black-rimmed glasses, but -- the woman's back is straight, and the whole person's posture is completely different.It seems that the eyes are bent and smiling, but the eyes are sharp, and the eyes looking at her are very cold.

"I know you don't want to stay in the archives department, and I don't want to have you as a colleague. So, I won't ruin your business, and you'd better leave this department as soon as you wish." Julian put on her glasses and picked up the file in one hand He patted Weier's shoulder lightly with one hand, and walked out first.

"...What, what!?" Weier stood there, shivering inexplicably.

After handing over the file to the police officers of the Behavior Analysis Section, Julian returned to her job, turned on the computer and read it all afternoon.

Until everyone left the office, the light from the computer screen shone on her face, her eyes were as cold as a cold pool, bottomless.

When she got home, the first thing she did was go to the bathroom, took off her glasses, and calmly faced herself in the mirror.

"Lilian! Why did you come out at this time!" As if she was a different person, she spoke with an anxious and annoyed expression, as well as a little helplessness.

Suddenly his face changed, from annoyance to a smile of undisguised joy, his eyes stared straight at himself in the mirror, "Julian, haven't you always wanted to know why I appeared in your body?"

"What are you talking about?" Julianne was puzzled.

Immediately afterwards, the puzzled expression faded away, turning into an inscrutable smile, "You have been terrified because of my appearance. How about it, promise me one thing, and when it is done, I will completely disappear from you. You don't have to worry about me anymore."

If there were outsiders present at this moment, seeing the woman turning her face like turning over a book, they would definitely think that she had mental problems.

In fact, Julianne herself felt so too.

From an early age, she could hear another voice in her body speaking to herself.

The man said her name was "Lillian".Julianne was young then, happy to be different and to have someone by her side.

They share this body.Lilian is wise and intelligent, calm and bold.Most of the time she was asleep and didn't bother to move.But when Julian encountered a crisis, the other party rushed out to take over her body and help her get through it safely.

Later, when she grew up, Julian came into contact with psychology and realized that she had a split personality.

Suddenly discovering that I am mentally ill is unacceptable to anyone.She carefully concealed this secret for fear of being found out and sent to a mental hospital.At the same time, his attitude suddenly changed, and he didn't know how to face Lilian.She liked and appreciated this bust very much before, but

It is she who understands that the two personalities in the body will one day kill you.

In order to solve her own problems, Julian applied for the psychology major. After graduation, she entered the BAU (Behavior Analysis Unit) with excellent grades. She had a bright future, but in the FBI she was exposed to various murder cases. A couple of comments popped up, "Avenging my daughter, so I tortured and killed the enemy? This father did a good job." Such words are completely inconsistent with the righteous and kind Julian's three views, and even suddenly take over the body and interfere with her. practice.The gap between the two is getting bigger and bigger, and her spirit is overwhelmed.Once at the survey site, she couldn't bear to yell at the other party to shut up, and begged her to disappear and never show up again.

After that, Lilian never appeared again.

But at that time, the police officers around looked at Julian's strange expression, which is still vivid in my memory.Like a frightened bird, she was afraid that one day if she stayed in BAU, Lilian would show up and cause a catastrophe, completely ruining her life.So I chose to be transferred from the post and came to the archives room where no one wanted to go.

Julian said nervously, "What do you want to do again!" She begged pitifully, "Lilian, please, just keep on sleeping?"

"Julian," the woman in the mirror had tears in her eyes, but she was smiling happily. Such a weird expression made people feel horrified.

She said, "I swear, as long as you give your body to me for a while and sleep well, you will find that I am no longer there."

"Go to sleep." The woman's voice was soft and warm, persuading her earnestly.

She closed her eyes slowly, and opened them again after a while, her eyes filled with uncontrollable excitement and joy.

"I finally know why I appear in this world in the form of a personality this time."

It's for the reunion after a long absence--

My brother, Hannibal.

Lilian quickly grasped the latest information from the ABU. In the past few years, there had been a serial perverted murderer nicknamed "Buffalo Bill".Already quite a few young women died at his hands and part of their skin was stripped off.In order to dissect the murderer's special psychology and find clues exposed in his behavior, BAU intends to appoint a detective to visit Dr. Hannibal, a once famous psychiatrist who is also an ogre.

And this candidate made the supervisor scratch his head and spent a lot of time.

It's not that they haven't sent senior criminal psychologists to negotiate with Hannibal.Regardless of the results, it is good if you are not brainwashed by the other party to instigate rebellion.

The last locked-up person has a certain knowledge of criminal psychology, and looks beautiful and youthful enough, which can virtually make Hannibal relax his vigilance.

In the end, Lilian got the qualification through such a secret selection.

"No glass, no pencils or ballpoint pens, only soft paper, but no staples or clips on it..."

The heavily guarded underground prison is heavily blocked and guarded, and the passages are narrow and dark, as if there is no sky.The prison guard who brought her in sternly described the system of meeting Hannibal. The woman listened carefully, her face tensed, and she clutched her handbag.

As if seeing her nervousness, the man sneered, "I won't let you relax, in fact, you have to be vigilant all the time. He is a very, very dangerous person," deliberately emphasizing "very" twice, Solemnly,' he said a few years ago

He had chest pains and was taken to the medical room, where his mask was removed for an EKG. "

"And then?" The woman listened carefully.An iron door locked behind him, making a creepy dull sound.

"Nurses accidentally got close to his body...then our doctors realigned her jaw and managed to keep one of her eyes. His heart rate didn't exceed 85 beats per minute while he was chewing her tongue .Then he spat it out and said it was delicious without a heart."

The woman's footsteps stopped, her heart skipped a beat.

Doctor Chilton pointed to the gloomy corridor, "All the prisoners here are lunatics. Hannibal is in the room at the end."

After agreeing on the time to leave, the other party turned and left.

The woman walked step by step towards the legendary ogre with a very high IQ and a terrifying habit of eating human hearts.

Then, walking outside the glass wall of the prison fence, a middle-aged man in a prison uniform looked at her quietly.

He is no longer young, and there are traces of the passage of time on the corners of his brows and eyes, but it adds a mature and stable charm to his handsome appearance.

He stood up straight, his clothes were neatly tucked into the waistband of his trousers, his posture was calm as if the host was meeting a guest, and the gentleman greeted her gracefully, "Good morning, ma'am."

"Good morning, Lilian." The hoarse and laughing voice echoed in my ears, and the middle-aged man in front of me caught my eyes unexpectedly, and finally merged with the gloomy and handsome boy in my memory.

For a moment, tears welled up in her eyelashes.