this damn love

The night was shrouded in darkness, the crimson moon was shining brightly, and the strange moonlight flowed wantonly, and the whole city fell into silence.

On a night like this, you should have curled up in your lover's warm arms, had a peaceful dream, and slept soundly until dawn.

It's just a pity that she has never been so lucky.

"Why...?" The tall man opposite him fell to the ground clutching his chest at this moment, the bright red blood spilled out and quickly swam all over the ground, his bloodshot eyes protruded ferociously, staring at the woman unbelievably .

And the woman in front of him was wearing a rose-colored nightgown that was seductive and close-fitting. Blood dripped down the floor from the silver-white blade in her hand, rendering blossoming red lotuses as she walked.

The woman looked down at him, "Why?"

The appearance of her chuckle was imprinted in his gradually dilated pupils, terrifying like a god of death wielding a sickle.It never occurred to him that the two of them were still in love before falling asleep, but how could they wake up from the severe pain, and he was already in danger.

"I also want to ask why," the woman leaned forward lightly, her eyes were bottomless, "You clearly said you wanted to marry me. But why did you turn around and marry someone else, and continue to maintain a relationship with me? You put me What was it?"

The man lying on the ground showed despair and regret on his ashen face, his panting chest heaved and fell, and he was about to die.

If time was turned back, he swore that he would never provoke her again, but unfortunately...in this world, there has never been any medicine for regret.

The woman smiled and looked down at the man until he breathed his last.The desolate moonlight spilled on his face through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and his handsome eyebrows and eyes were stained with blood.

"it's a pity."

The woman sighed, and suddenly remembered that when they met for the first time, he was dressed in a white doctor's robe, elegant and handsome, and his eyes were full of affection under the gold-rimmed glasses.

He raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "What kind of psychological problems does such a beautiful woman have? It can't be too narcissistic."

She couldn't help laughing, he was stunned for a moment, and from then on he fell in love with her with all his heart, never forgetting her.

She told him that she was cruel and selfish, possessive, had wrong views, and was insane.But he felt that if her paranoia and madness could fall on him, he would be flattered and lucky for life.

His frantic pursuit, pressing every step of the way, is sure of victory; but she was finally unable to resist, and finally fell, as he wished.

Lingering overnight, black hair knotted.He stroked the knot in his hair, his eyes were haunted, and he promised to love her forever.I swear this love will never change.

The two fell in love and lived together.She thought that love could last forever, and her lover was by her side.Taste the taste of happiness every day.

However, the good times didn't last long, and his family found out about them.Expected quarrels, family members threatening to disown.

How could a well-known family of doctors allow a mentally ill woman like her to come in?How could she allow this stain to stain their glorious lintel.

He fought hard for her, knelt in front of his parents and swore that as long as he married her, he would be expelled from the house.

She is willing to wash away the lead for him, and only wants to be an ordinary couple, with no doubts about love and affection.

So he was exiled, and the two held hands tightly, and moved from the luxurious mansion to the narrow and noisy hut. The simple environment could not stop the fiery love in the young man's heart.

At that time, they thought they could hold hands till the end.

However, his family still refused to give up.

Yes, he is young and promising, he is the long-awaited eldest son in the family, and the pillar of Xu's hospital to carry forward, how can he just give up?

They tried their best to hinder their love.

He was expelled from the hospital, and rumors circulated of famous doctors and his patients.How can any hospital dare to use such a bad doctor?

He can't be a doctor, so he can only do odd jobs for a living.The hard work has not been rewarded accordingly, he has to support her, the burden is heavy, and it is difficult to sleep peacefully every night.

She proposed to work to make money, but he flatly refused.

He couldn't bear her talking to other men, and couldn't stand her eyes on others.When he went to work during the day, he locked the woman in the house, saying affectionately that he was reluctant to let her go out to suffer, and was afraid of danger if she went out casually.It's just that his eyes dodge to cover the darkness in his heart.

She is so beautiful and charming that people fall in love at first sight, how can he rest assured that she will show up and be seen by other men?

Men's desire for monopoly becomes paranoid, which is almost the same as that of women.

"That's it." Even if she loses her freedom, she doesn't feel bitter, as long as she has his love, she will be content with it.

It's just that day after day, with no end in sight, the man who had always been pampered and pampered finally couldn't bear it.

So he said he would give her a surprise, and she was full of joy, looking forward to the moment when he knelt down to propose, just a ring could tie her heart.

But what was waiting was his apology.

"I'm sorry, I want to give you a good life, and I don't want you to get dirty with money... Sorry, I'm getting married. But I still love you, you believe me! I just want to go home and have money I can continue to support you! I did this for you! You must understand, right!"

He held her smooth and round shoulders, his eyes were full of burning desire and exclusive greed.

He is confident, she loves him unswervingly, even so she can't leave.

"Of course I understand." She smiled, as if a hole had been blasted out of her heart, bleeding profusely.

This was his professed love for her, truly absurd.

Crazy overnight, he wantonly vented his love for her, while she was tactful and charming, charming and charming.

In the middle of the night, the woman quietly got up, took out a sharp fruit knife from the kitchen, aimed at the sleeping man, and stabbed him to the end without hesitation.

Skillful and calm movements, it seems that they can't be practiced at one time.

-- She knew that this was certainly not the first time.

How many times is it?The woman twirled a lock of curly hair on her chest in boredom, humming and counting, "1, 2...5, 6" I can't remember.

But she still remembers the first psychiatrist she met back then.

After a psychological test paper, he told her that she suffered from severe mental illness, terrible paranoia.But he still fell in love with her without hesitation.

He was affectionate, laughed at Yanyan, and said that her possessiveness is so good, it can make him feel surrounded by love every moment.

But after the two were together for a while, he couldn't bear it anymore.He said that her love made him suffocate, and he begged her to let him go and let him go.

"Why?" She was confused and puzzled.Why did she have the same personality as before, but his attitude changed in vain?

It's just that she has always been considerate, and she will give him whatever he wants.

So a sharp blade that shone brightly gave him supreme relief.

Then came the second person, the third...

She gradually understood that when they loved her, her paranoia was also fun; when they didn't love her, she was a complete psycho.

Every time she poured all her love into it, she wanted to get a share of eternity.But it seems that nothing can escape the tricks of fate.

"He's dead." The woman stared at him for a long time, making sure that the man was really dead, before throwing away the blood-stained blade.

"You ask me why?" The woman murmured softly, slowly leaning on his stiffened body, kissing his cold black lips, and when the lips touched lightly, she sighed with satisfaction--

"Because I love you."

Love is possession, love is destruction.Love is unique, love is unswerving.

This is her love.

This damn love Oh.

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The girl woke up from her sleep and stretched lazily to welcome the bright sunshine of the new day.

She put on her school uniform neatly. Due to frequent washing, the color of the clothes was a little whitish, and the cuffs were shortened, revealing her slender and thin wrists.

Walking into the empty living room, there was a brown box on the coffee table, with a square black and white photo pasted on the front.

The girl lit three sticks of incense, held them in front of her chest, and bowed to the benevolent old woman in the photo. She put the incense sticks on a burner of incense ashes, with lovely pear dimples at the corners of her mouth, "Grandma, good morning."

After paying homage to her relatives, she walked to the small bathroom.

Standing in front of the mirror and brushing his teeth, the dim light above his head reflected the girl's face in the mirror.She has shoulder-length black hair, a cute and pretty appearance, and her eyes are as big and round as a cat's eyes. Because of malnutrition, her thin and pointed chin is exposed.

After washing up, she went to the kitchen to get a glass of cold water and drank it for breakfast.

She picked up her schoolbag, stood at the door and looked back at the empty room, and said softly, "I'm going to school."

"Bang" the door closed, and the girl's sweet voice echoed in the empty room, but no one responded.

When I came to the intersection and waited for a while, I saw a long-haired girl in a school uniform running not far away, and immediately said hello, "A Luo, good morning~"

"Morning" The girl named Li Luo has delicate features, she tilts her head and smiles at her, the light of morning light flows quietly on her face, and the whole world seems to suddenly open up.

The other party stuffed the bread and milk into her hand, "Take it."

Hao Meng paused, her eyes bent into two crescent moons, "Thank you."

Li Luo hurriedly pulled her forward, urging, "Hurry up, hurry up, we're going to be late."

"Okay!" The temperature of the ironing post came from the place where the palm was clenched, and Hao Meng put the warm milk on her cold skin with the other hand, like a cat that stole the fish, with a happy and satisfied face .

With great difficulty, I entered the school gate before being late, came to the class and sat back in my seat.Li Luo opened the book for morning reading, and Hao Meng next to her took advantage of the teacher's absence to hurry up and eat breakfast.

"A Luo~"

A healthy girl with short hair came to Li Luo's side, clasped her hands together, blinked her round eyes, and said coquettishly, "I have to hand in my homework soon, but I haven't finished my math and Chinese. I don't have time. Ah Luo, you are the best~ !"

"You, you read the novel again last night." Li Luo shook his head, and took one of her math homework books, "This time I wrote it for you, it's not an example."

"Hey, I love you the most~mua~" The girl blew a kiss, and happily returned to her seat to copy the Chinese homework.

"A Luo, you're so kind." Hao Meng, who was on the sidelines, looked back with a smile, buried her head under the cover of the erected book, and continued to secretly eat bread with warm milk.

It's just that no one noticed that the black eyes that had been staring straight at the pages of the book were quietly rippling with dark whirlpools.

It's so annoying, it's fine for me alone, why should I be so gentle with others...

Hao Meng looked down, and the sweet bread also tasted bitter, making it hard to swallow.

--It would be great if the reality is also her dream.

"Hush~" Hao Meng had a little secret that no one told her.

Three months ago, just after she turned 18, she discovered that she would come to another world in her sleep.Sometimes that world would be a movie she saw or didn't see.

She has a new identity and a new name in that world, and she can experience different lives as she likes.

She was intoxicated in a dream and couldn't extricate herself, just looking for a perfect love that belonged to her alone and would last until death.

--But in this world, does such love really exist?