[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

The first day of the new year.

It has been several years since I celebrated the New Year. In previous years, I was alone, which felt unnecessary.

Not alone this year, I set my alarm to wake up early.

The temperature outside the door was very low, and the hot air turned into white mist.I stood on tiptoe and hung the door talisman on the door. The door talisman was made of straw, rice ears and pine branches, exuding the fragrance of grass and trees.

The sun rises late in winter, especially at four or five o'clock in the morning, it is as dark and silent as the night.

I walked upstairs and hung the door charm on the door in front of Dazai's house, holding the red envelope stuffed with Nianyu in my hand, and groping in quietly.

Although the Nianyu red envelopes are prepared by the elders for the younger ones, Dazai and I are not rigid about the form.I'm going to surprise him by stuffing the red envelope under the pillow.

The curtains in the living room were tightly blocked, and there was only a full moon and a few stars in the sky outside, and the soft light could not penetrate the curtains and enter the room.

I stepped on the plush slippers that Dazai had prepared and tiptoed as quietly as possible.

"Squeak, squeak..."

I pushed open the door slowly, no matter how skillfully I opened the door, there was always a sound, but my slow movements made the sound last longer.

"ZZZ..."

The figure on the bed turned over, wrapped his face in the quilt and buried his face on the pillow. I stood there stiffly, and after waiting for a while, I realized that Dazai had no other movements before I relaxed.

Could this be the feeling of a flower picker?Good, so exciting!

With indescribable excitement, I slowly moved to the bed.

Eyes adjusted to the darkness of the room and could make out the outlines of things.

Dazai fell asleep on his side, the quilt was pulled up to his chin, half of his face was sunk in the soft pillow, his slightly long bangs were soft, hanging gently on the pillow.

Squatting down, I carefully picked up the corner of the pillow, smoothed out the red envelope stuffed with Nianyu, and tried to force it in.

"Well."

Dazai, who was sleeping, felt the movement, he frowned and moved his face forward, pressing his whole head on my hand, Sai Nianyu, across the pillow.

The moment it was pressed against my hand, Dazai's expression relaxed.

If it weren't for Dazai's even breathing and natural expression on his face, I would have thought he was awake and teasing me.

Trying to hold back Sai Nianyu's hand, I used my other hand to support my chin by the side of the bed, admiring Dazai's hazy beauty in the dark while waiting for him to turn over.

"1.2.3..."

I moved closer, almost close to Dazai's face, counting the number of his eyelashes silently in my mind boredly.The count stopped in the blink of an eye, and I didn't feel irritated, so I continued counting from the beginning.

Perhaps the heads of smart people are heavier, and after just a few minutes, the hands start to feel numb.

The excitement of getting up early started to wear off, and I yawned and started to feel sleepy.

When will this idiot stand up?

As I thought about it, silently counting my eyelashes turned into reaching out to brush my eyelashes out of boredom. The fluffy ones are very interesting.

"It's so itchy, Ayako." Dazai closed his eyes, moved his head to the other side of the pillow, and removed the pressure on his hands.

"Are you awake?" I pulled out my hand and shook it vigorously, pouted and felt that I had been cheated of my feelings.

Dazai stretched out his hand from under the quilt, pinched my numb hand and gently kneaded it. He opened his eyes and looked at me innocently without saying a word.

I lost. Back then, this guy was so vigilant that he didn't even want to close his eyes when he cut his bangs, for fear of being persecuted.

I didn't hide it anymore, and stuffed the half-exposed red envelope completely under the pillow: "Now pretend not to know, understand?"

Dazai nodded, took my hand and pulled it forward: "Xiao Ayako, do you want to sleep for a while, it's only five o'clock."

"Go to the shrine early today to pray for blessings, otherwise you will have to wait in line for a long time."

"It doesn't matter, all of Ayako's time is mine."

As soon as I left, I began to miss the fluffy and soft blanket with the smell of mite corpses. I hesitated for a while and withdrew my hand: "Okay, let's sleep for a while."

"Where are you going?"

"Go back to sleep."

Dazai took my wrist again and shook it lightly: "I'm inviting you to sleep together, Ayako."

I looked at my thick pajamas that had not been changed, and fell silent.

"Come on~"

Dazai lifted the quilt, blinked and extended the invitation.

The heater was turned on in the room, and the warm temperature felt on the face, making it very comfortable.

"Well, for the sake of your enthusiasm."

Finally, I couldn't refuse the temptation of being under the bed and my boyfriend, and I lay peacefully on the warm bed.

Is it because the quilt is not warm enough or because I have slept too late? Why am I so windy today?

The quilt on his body became thicker and thicker, and the cozy heat from the air conditioner began to be annoying.Sweating on my forehead, I opened my eyes sleepily.

I snatched all Dazai's quilts, and his body was covered with a pitiful quilt corner. He hugged me hard through the quilt to keep warm.

I couldn't move my hands and feet, so I turned around and faced Dazai with difficulty: "Wake up, it's dawn."

Dazai put his chin on the top of my head with sleepy eyes, and muttered twice in a vague voice: "Well, Ayako, sleep for a while."

"Get up, I have to go back to see grandpa tonight."

After sleeping until dawn, I hastily changed into the New Year's kimono given by my cousin Keigo, and Dazai took care of my messy hair rolled under the bed.

Dazai's dexterity is also quick to learn, as long as he wants to, he can make a good-looking hairstyle.

After everything was taken care of, the hour hand on the winning bid had already pointed to eight.Anyway, it was too late, so I just walked along with Dazai at a leisurely pace.

It was snowing outside, and the sky was the same gray and lonely color as in previous years, and it was no longer as beautiful as I remembered when I was a child.

It's just that now there are people around me that I didn't have before.

The fluffy snowflakes are falling slowly, and the sky seems to be an endless gray-white abyss, full of icy tones.Fortunately, there was no wind at this time, and the exposed skin could barely maintain the temperature.

Dazai was holding a black umbrella, and I was wrapping his arms around him. A gust of cold wind blew, and the black umbrella couldn't cover the slanting snowflakes falling on me.

"Dazai, are you cold?"

Today is supposed to be a day for family reunion to visit the shrine. Dazai and I, two poor little ones who have no family care, can only get together for the festival.

"……not cold."

Dazai put on his black suit again, exhaled white mist while speaking, the tip of his nose turned reddish from the cold air.

"Why don't you wear the sweater I picked out, the dark blue one is so pretty."

"Little Ayako is going to see grandpa tonight." Dazai blinked, his kite-colored eyes were full of seriousness.

He seriously believes that suits are suitable for meeting parents, especially old-fashioned parents like grandpa.In fact, I personally think that Dazai's black suit might remind grandpa of the fear of being dug by the black mud monster at the negotiating table...

However, let this fool like it, at worst, protect him when the time comes.

"Hands are cold, why don't you go home and change?"

Reluctantly covering Dazai's hand, the fingertips were always slightly cool, and under the cold wind, the neatly trimmed nails had lost their blood color from the cold.

Unlike Dazai, who was wearing thin clothes, I was dressed in a warm and delicate kimono, with a white fur scarf around my neck, and my whole body was warm.

"Just give me a hug, little Ayako."

Dazai took the opportunity to stop me, rubbing his chin on the top of my hair lightly.He is becoming more and more clingy - I vaguely know that there is an uncontrollable uneasiness in Dazai's heart.

"Okay, hug you."

It wouldn't be too thin to wear a black suit and coat, but Dazai didn't wear it. According to him, he threw the coat into the trash can.

Many people visit the shrine during the New Year, and the crowd melts the snow that falls from the sky.

The snowflakes gradually became smaller, and Dazai and I simply put away our umbrellas, held hands and walked forward with the flow of people.The people around were talking about the big and small events of the year with smiles on their faces, but the noisy environment made me feel another kind of inner peace.

"Dazai, next year you will wear a kimono with me."

Couples or families who come to visit either wear kimono or casual clothes together.Dazai and I don't look like people who came together in a kimono and a suit.

"Then Xiao Lingzi and I will wear suits together... no, it's too cold, Xiao Lingzi will catch cold."

Dazai denies himself, and always feels that although the relationship between me and him is barely stable, Dazai seems to disappear easily, and there is a kind of dazed emotion in him that he will accidentally get lost if he doesn't promise the future.

"Catching a cold...!" When it comes to catching a cold, I feel like I'm on the brink of a dead end. I don't need to wear thick clothes. I have a charm.

This may be the reason why Mr. Cat often squints his half-moon eyes to comment on the flexibility that I don't understand.

The things that I basically don’t need in life, I only use when the teacher assigns homework and after-school exercises.

"Ok?"

"It's a wind talisman! I don't need the next year, I can wear a suit with you in a few days!"

"It's really convenient."

Holding Dazai's hand, the hand that was barely cold after being covered by me for a long time became warm quickly under the warmth of the wind talisman.

"Yeah, I never thought of using it before, and I got cold in vain."

I wear thick clothes, and the biting cold wind will feel cool on my face, and the heat emitted when I walk around will offset the coolness without feeling too cold.

I didn't draw a wind talisman on myself, so the slightly cool feeling is not bad.

"Now I will warm little Ayako."

Dazai's warmed hands wrapped around my fingertips, and the heat was transmitted from the touching skin.

"After a few days Natsume's New Year's greetings are over, I'm going to pay New Year's greetings to Ichimoren-sensei, do you want to come together?"

Natsume lives in Fujiwara's house, and has been hiding the little secret that he can see monsters, and I have to protect it.Although there are video calls every week and New Year's cards are sent to each other, it always feels wrong not to see each other.

Moreover, Natsume and Xiaotou seem to have met a new friend, who seems to be called Numata or something, if I don't take a look at my group favorite status, I won't be able to guarantee it.

"That godly lord..."

"What is that Lord God?"

"Well, Lord Shenming and I fell into the water at the same time, which one will Xiao Lingzi save first?"

"??"

"Little Ayako~"

"...Even the teacher can fly, don't think I don't know what you say, I have failed many times to commit suicide by diving into the water!"

"Please answer my question directly, girlfriend—"

Dazai's tone of voice was pulled like a baby, he was obviously joking, but his eyes were serious so that I couldn't play.

——Your boyfriend Osamu Dazai sent you an invitation to die in love, please choose.

- YES or NO.

I raised my head and smiled lightly, as if a lone traveler holding on to warmth tightly: "Don't worry, I won't leave you alone in the water."

"The water is too cold, it's not good for Ayako's health." Dazai tightened his hand slightly, and the dry and warm palm was slightly wet, "So, please wait for me on the shore."

"……it is good."

Stepping into the crowd, the noisy sound of Brunduo can't cover up, it's the sweetness that falls on the eardrums and permeates the air.

The stairs to the temple are still very long.

The author has something to say: Oh hoo!Flowers are over~

Although reluctant, but staying here is the best.

The original plan didn't end so early, but Dazai suddenly said "Who are you saving?" hhh

Prepared a hundred small red envelopes to celebrate the end, the angels are taking a chance, reply to the message after get off work at twelve o'clock in the evening o(≧v≦)o

Extra progress——

1. The birthday party and the old father stepped down√

2. Hong Kong Black Forum√

3. Senior Dazai√

4. Chief Zai 3/5

5. Baby Dazai

6. Young Jae X Young Ling, childhood sweetheart setting

7. The leader Jae who disappeared after jumping off the building was taken care of by the president Ayako

8. Dazai with Ayako and Dazai without Ayako, the blade may

9. 21 things to get along with

Others can be ordered, please write according to the situation (ノ＞▽＜.)ノ

↓Promote the new pit to be opened "[Comprehensive] The Shura Field with Eight Equal Divisions". After looking through the old almanac, everything is suitable for August 23, so the pit will be opened on that day!

Copywriter:

#今日的我也是喜感度流浪##身身气女，在线向爱##Ghost knows what I abandoned for the degree of favorability#

Uyuki, who accidentally entered the Otome game, found that she had to gain character favorability to prevent her health from dropping.

Xing: I am a nanny and I am not here at all... Hey!Wow, I'm so happy QAQ

Who understands the pain of setting the alarm clock every day to get up in the middle of the night to replenish blood, so as not to sleep forever and never see the dawn? !

In order to survive, Mao Xuexing had to step into the field of scumbags. At first she was unwilling, but it was really exciting to run away after flirting!

In the end, Mao Xuexing chased his conscience of running away with dark circles under his eyes, and got the following achievements after going through ups and downs: the poor palm of the black mud cadre, the first love of Mr. Hat, the obsession with money of the black-haired big cat, and the willful gang of the thieves group Pet...

Let's just be scum, anyway, it has nothing to do with her after returning home, the scum girl thought so.

Until he got home, Uyuki opened the door with a popsicle in one hand and a watermelon in the other...

The black mud cadre showed a kind smile——

Mr. Hat holds the hat on his head——

The big black-haired cat squeezed the pin in his hand——

The thief lifted his bangs to reveal the inverse cross on his forehead——

A group of melon eaters who sit and wait to watch the show: OvO

Fuck!What should I do if a target with a full favorability value suddenly appears in the Otome game? !Wait online, it's urgent! !

Luckily: Counseling into a ball.jpg

Q: What kind of experience is it like to sit at home and be in debt to heaven?

A: Thank you for your invitation.

Probably wishing to split myself into eight pieces, one for each of them, and leave one piece for my own experience at the end :)