[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

"Trench coat? It looks familiar."

I shook off the sand-colored windbreaker, and there were obvious fold marks on the clothes after a long time.I touched the cuffs, this dress should not have been worn a few times.

"It was sent by Oda Saku. Ango complained about the boring style of dressing before."

Dazai shrugged with a helpless expression.

I picked up the windbreaker and shook it. The clothes were a little too big and almost fell to the ground.I tiptoed to draw the windbreaker on Dazai's body, and he softened instantly with the soft sand color lining.

"Mr. Sakaguchi is right, can you show me a smile?"

"Ok?"

"It's either this kind of superficial smile that makes people have nightmares, or it's a very gentle smile before."

I couldn't find an accurate adjective, so I hurriedly put my hand against the corner of Dazai's mouth and lifted it up.

Dazai was amused by me, he raised his hand and rubbed my head: "Maybe little Ayako can demonstrate first?"

"...I made it hard for you to make you laugh." I pondered for a while and found that I couldn't laugh, so I patted the sand-colored windbreaker in Dazai's arms: "Shall I go out to play today? I'll be home in two days, it's rare to come to Yokohama I don't want to be in the house all day."

"Ah... leave."

"Quickly take back your scary expression, now you are still in the probation period of your boyfriend."

"Little Ayako is so strict." Dazai complained dissatisfiedly, and hung the windbreaker on the hanger casually.

I took off the suit jacket that Dazai had put on, and carried the black skirt on the clothes rail to the air conditioner, waiting for it to dry.

Dazai silently took the hair dryer and stuffed it in my hand.

"A hair dryer? Isn't there one at home?"

"Suddenly I found it." Dazai blinked innocently, and smiled obediently as he dragged the power strip and plugged it in.

Last time, after I took a shower, Dazai said that there was no hair dryer, and he dried my hair in the end.I watched Dazai react suddenly, looked up and down in surprise as if meeting him for the first time: "You are so scheming."

Dazai scratched his cheeks and said in a brisk tone, "No way, Ayako is too proud."

I was choked, and I patted Dazai's arm: "Shameless."

"Touch it, it's still there." Dazai moved his face closer, pointing at his own cheek with a smile.

I grabbed it mercilessly, pinched my fingertips and turned it half a circle: "It's still there, it's quite thick."

The hair dryer was whirring, and the slightly damp corners of the skirt dried quickly.When I came out after changing my skirt, Dazai had already changed into a black suit that made my stomach hurt and was sitting on the sofa waiting for me.

Dazai must look good in a windbreaker. I arranged and matched the few clothes in Dazai's wardrobe in my brain.

"Go ahead and buy a bolo tie to match your black vest, which matches your sand-colored windbreaker." I remembered that Dazai and his partner seemed to be all dressed in black, "Do you have any clothing requirements for work?"

"No."

"Then you are all in black."

"The black blood is not obvious, I will wear whatever Xiao Lingzi likes."

"Very good, one point for the trial period." I nodded with a smile, very satisfied with Dazai's awakening.

The streets are very lively on weekends, and it is the afternoon when the sun is the strongest, and the dreary temperature steams a thin sweat.

"Dazai, are you hot?"

I was only wearing a black dress, while Dazai wore a white shirt and a black suit, the black absorbing heat made my brow sweat.

"Not at all."

As Dazai spoke, he tilted the black umbrella to my side, and he stood beside me to completely cover the scorching sun.

I stared at Dazai's hand holding the black umbrella handle, the knuckles were sharp and the nails were trimmed and rounded.I couldn't help touching it, Dazai's fingertips were cool, it didn't look like he was in the sun.

Dazai's head was wrapped in a bandage, but his face was clear and sweat-free. I looked at him with envious eyes: "That's great, I haven't sweated at all."

Dazai turned his face sideways, as if after deep consideration, he stretched out his other hand to hold mine in the palm of his hand.It's like being wrapped in a cool white, the cool temperature is very comfortable.

The heat from his hands spread from his skin, and Dazai's hands quickly became warm.I am very useful and throw away the spirit of garbage utilization, and I immediately want to shake Dazai's hand away.

"Little Ayako, don't make trouble."

Dazai's fingers forcefully squeezed between mine, forming a gesture of interlocking fingers.The part where the skin touched seemed to be electrocuted, and I froze for a while before slowly relaxing.

Gently shaking my arm, my strength brought Dazai together, it felt amazing.

"Are we dating?"

"Yes, where does Ayako want to go?"

"Pick out a bolo tie first, and then accompany me to buy a hair tie. It's so hot." I brushed up my half-length hair that was over my shoulders, and the back of my neck was stuffed with tiny beads of sweat.

"Let's go buy hair ties first, Xiao Lingzi's face is so red."

"Cough...it's a little hot."

Not only is it hot, but the place where the hands touch is almost cooked.Not only my face was a little red, but the roots of my ears were also burning.Dazai's complexion was as usual, but upon closer inspection, the base of his ears turned slightly red.

Not to be outdone, Shake held hands with Dazai, teasingly said, "Dazai, your ears are red, I'll ask you again, is it hot~"

"It's not hot, it's just that I'm a little shy holding hands with Ayako for the first time."

Dazai didn't look like him outright anymore, as he said this, his little finger gently hooked my palm, and the itchy feeling spread from the hand to the chest in an instant.

Dazai's iris-colored eyes stared at me closely, and his deep pupils seemed to sink into a deep swamp. He and I stopped and stared into each other's eyes.

I was the first to lose the battle, and murmured in a low voice with my curled eyelashes drooping: "...Why are you ashamed, don't hook your fingers."

"Okay." Dazai smiled lightly and squeezed my hand tightly, pulling me into the nearest jewelry store.

If human beings have tails, then Dazai’s tail must be pointing at me——Dazai holds me tightly and will not let go, he follows me wherever I go, and the lady clerk next to me has looked at us and snickered more than once.

"Let go, you hold it so tightly."

"Little Ayako's hands are so small, I'm afraid they will fall if I loosen them a little."

"what are you thinking about."

I clenched Dazai's hand, dumbfounded. Although his hand was beautiful, it didn't feel very good. The bones were hard and the fingertips were covered with thin calluses, which felt a little rough to the touch.

After being held tightly by me, Dazai relaxed, and the strength of his grip was slightly reduced.

With a satisfied expression, Dazai lowered his head and rubbed against my cheek affectionately, his brows and eyes were soft and harmless.

My mind was like fireworks exploding, and my heart was beating thumping.After Dazai raised his face, I lightly rubbed the back of his hand with my clasped hands.

I picked up the hair rope in a happy mood, and even the monotonous black hair rope without any decorations looked pleasing to the eye.

I let go, picked up the black hair rope and tried the elasticity.The headband is not thick but has good elasticity. It is so big when the index fingers and thumbs of both hands are circled, and it can be stretched to a very long length when pulled hard.

"This is not bad."

Dazai stretched out his hand and pulled off the tight hair rope, expressing his satisfaction with its shrinkage, "Little Ayako can put it around my neck, and I can die easily."

I paused as I put the hair rope into the small shopping basket, "It's painful to suffocate, Dazai, didn't you try to hang yourself?"

"If Ayako comes, even suffocation is wonderful. One second before death, Ayako and I will die together~"

I frowned, and curled my hair around my ears anxiously: "You are going to die, why then I die for love, you fool."

"I will break Xiao Lingzi's cervical spine. My technique is very good and I will definitely not feel pain. So please Xiao Lingzi sit in my arms and let me feel suffocated."

Dazai's eyes were excited, his iris pupils settled into a chaotic color, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he looked at me intently.

What Dazai longed for was definitely not what he said, I sighed lightly and rubbed his soft and fluffy hair on tiptoe: "I want to wait until I am old, sit with you on a park bench, bask in the sun and watch other children's lively Run around."

I admit it, how did this bad guy Dazai manage to say outrageous things and still make me soft-hearted?

This sentence is my promise - we will be together until the years go by, until the grass is green and there is no day and night left.

Dazai blinked his eyes as if he was responding to what I said, his voice was light with a slight dimple: "...OK."

"Well, you are good."

I couldn't help patting Dazai's head for two more baldness before withdrawing my hand. I was very happy not to be able to lick the hair of the cat Shun Shun Dazai.

Hair ties are not one-time consumables, and a few can be used for a long time.I was about to pick two more, but I found that the shop assistant standing between the two display cabinets looked at me like a warrior taming a beast.

I tilted my head to look at the round-faced shop assistant, with a little doubt on my face.

"Cough... There are discounted products for couples here, do you want to take a look?"

"Little Ayako, shall we go and have a look?"

I didn't say anything yet, Dazai wrapped his arms around my shoulders excitedly and led me to the place pointed by the clerk.

Couples headbands, couples bracelets, couples hats, couples scarves... a bunch of couples items, the size of the area makes me suspect that this jewelry store is actually a couples store.

"That's a nice hat!" I picked up a beige bowler hat, and I had a bright yellow dress that would look great with it.

"No!" However, Dazai pointed to the men's black top hat and strongly refused, "It's almost exactly the same as Chuya's hat, ugly~dead~"

However, Dazai's soft and elongated tone at the end, as if acting coquettishly, made people completely offended.

Dazai and I looked at each other, and finally compromised: "Okay, let's change."

The bracelet was cumbersome and uninspired, and Dazai had a bandage on his wrist, so it definitely wouldn't look good on him.It’s still too early for scarves. Although the styles of scarves are almost out of date every year, but… Maybe I want to weave a handmade scarf for Dazai?

"How about a headband?"

Dazai looked around, and finally nodded at the white rabbit ear headband: "OK."

Dazai has a deep obsession with me and the rabbit, and the previous rabbit mask is also the same.In fact, I like the pair of black cat ear headbands better. If Dazai wears them, I can raise a big human cat.

Couples' headbands should not be sold separately, but children only make choices, so of course I can have them all!

After paying the payment, I couldn't wait to take apart the black cat ear headband, which is very worthy of its price. The simulated cat fur on the cat ear is very realistic, and it feels smooth and textured.

"Dazai, bow your head."

Dazai pinched the white rabbit ear headband and stared at my head for a moment before he realized that he bowed his head obediently.

"Okay, Dazai Maomao is so good." I straightened the headband, and straightened Dazai's slightly messy bangs with a happy face.

Dazai smoothed the ends of my slightly knotted hair, and carefully put the headband on me as if he was afraid of hurting me. He gently touched the top of my head: "Tutu Ayako is also very good."

The hair was still untied, I put the black hair rope around Dazai's wrist, no more, no less, exactly two loops.

"And put another mark on the good cat - the girlfriend's hair tie, so that everyone will know that you have a girlfriend!"

One of the rabbit ears was folded down, I raised my ears and smiled at Dazai, and took the initiative to take his hand.