[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

Roses on the head must look silly.I raised my head and looked at Dazai.

Dazai's iris-colored pupils showed an unmechanized indifference, and he blinked lightly.

The rose fell from the top of my head, and I held it in the palm of my hand. The blood on the silk scarf was still warm, burning my cold skin.

"Mr. Dazai, I think...you come here."

"Ok?"

"I think it suits you better!"

"Crack!" The veins on my forehead twitched, I reached out and patted the rose on Dazai's head.

"No! It hurts!"

Why is this Dazai so bearish?When he recovers his memory, I must ask—how much hatred we have!

"Apologize to me quickly, I'm angry!"

"Um... sorry."

"Humph!"

Dazai said softly, "I'm sorry, I was wrong."

I turned my head and looked at Xiliu on the ground, "What about her body now, drag it down and bury it in a flower bed?"

The purple blood on the ground began to solidify rapidly, and I looked at the unrecognizable corpse on the ground and the blood-splattered desk in dismay.

Dazai rubbed his head and took off the bloody rose on his head, and stuffed it into the pocket of the hospital gown: "Someone will come to clean up the corpse, don't worry, Miss Doctor."

But that means I'm going to sleep at the death scene tonight?

I stared at the blood on the ground in silence for a long time, and smiled kindly at Dazai again: "Mr. Dazai, why don't we discuss it?"

"Discuss what?"

"Cough, do you see that the decoration of my office is not bad? Not only is it large in size, but there are also a lot of books to pass the boring time."

"Is Miss Doctor showing off? Just now I wanted to ask if I need to switch rooms, it seems..."

"I need it! I need it so much!"

"Ah, I'm so hungry."

"Mr. Dazai, I have candy, do you want to eat it or not?"

The backpack was in Dazai's hand, I reached into the bag and plucked it twice, and found a box of playing cards and two candies.

The sandwich fudge is covered with a layer of crunchy milk skin. I especially like to take apart two or three pieces at a time and put them in my mouth together. It is super satisfying to chew.

"One for each person." I reluctantly put the candy into Dazai's palm.

This is my favorite vanilla flavor, I'm going to save it for the end, it hurts.

Dazai tore off the candy wrapper and stuffed the candy ball into his mouth, squinting his eyes and said vaguely, "The deal is concluded."

"Galla——gala."

The wheels of the trolley rolled on the marble floor, and the sound was dull.

"Doctor, dinner is ready..." The cart nurse stopped at the door of the office with a confused expression, "Why did you appear during the day..."

"What appears during the day?"

"It's nothing, has this corpse been here all this time?" The cart nurse smiled and glanced at Xiliu on the ground from time to time with flickering eyes.

"Miss Doctor took me down for activities, and the body is here when I come back."

"Uh, yes."

"In this way, the doctor can go to the lobby to eat after receiving the boxed lunch, and I will come back to deal with it after delivering the meal."

"Row."

The cart nurse stuffed the boxed lunch into Dazai and I's hands, and rushed to deliver the meals to other wards.

I scratched my cheek and watched her go.

There will be no corpses in the daytime... The Xiliu who was torn apart and came back to life is obviously not in a normal state, is it because of her so-called strengthening agent?

The strengthening process was very painful, no wonder so many tranquilizers were secretly taken away.It's just that there are too many interfering factors, and now we can only speculate, not sure.

"I remember that Miss Doctor has two nurses here?"

"Yeah, there is also a male nurse named Zhongjian, who has beautiful eyes but hasn't seen much."

Otherwise, I could be lazy and let him deliver the lunch box.

"Are the eyes nice?"

"Good-looking is good-looking, but that's not the point, Mr. Dazai!"

"Oh."

Zhongma's eyes are classic phoenix eyes, with elegant and beautiful outlines, but his height seems to be not satisfactory.Xiliu is dead, won't he also...?

Dazai was holding his own and the other two patients' boxed lunches, our footsteps echoed in the corridor, as if we were the only ones left.

"How did Mr. Dazai know that someone would come to dispose of the corpse?"

"When I wake up early, I can see the corpses of new nurses and doctors in the corridor from time to time. The handlers are always nurses with carts delivering meals."

"From time to time? Mr. Dazai has been here for a long time?"

"It's exactly five days since I can remember, three days earlier than Miss Doctor."

From time to time in the early three days, the death rate was really high.

I imagine the poor little Dazai who has lost his memory. Every morning when I get up, I can see batch after batch of bloody corpses being sent for disposal.

"Thank you, Dazai-san."

"No, I had a lot of fun those few days." Dazai smiled brightly, "The batch of newcomers admitted to the hospital at the same time should be the players in the 'Punishment Game'."

"Are they all dead?"

"Well, all."

"Dazai-san did a great job?"

"thanks?"

After these two sentences, Dazai and I shook together, shut our mouths and delivered the food quietly.

Reiko Tsuruta and Jiro Ube were unexpectedly coaxing today.

"Will Mommy come to see Lizi tomorrow?"

"... Yes, don't worry."

"Well, bye, Mom!"

I closed the door of Tsuruta Reiko's ward exhausted, and Dazai patted my shoulder and laughed: "Mom haha, will you come to see me tomorrow hahaha!"

"Mom won't see you tomorrow, you're a big kid, Baby Dazai!"

"..." Dazai was silent for a while, "Puff ha ha ha ha!"

"Smile big-headed ghost, eat!"

Treat friends with a tolerant heart, calm down, Ayako Sakuradani!Now that Dazai has lost his memory, he is essentially a brat who started working without a firm watch over him. Don't argue with the brat, and he will get it back slowly in the future!

Dazai and I were in Ward 619, pulling out the small table and using it as a makeshift dining table.

"I want to eat salmon, Miss Doctor~" Dazai held his own green boxed lunch, and started to hint at my rich boxed lunch.

Dazai and I looked at each other, he tilted his head and blinked, his kite-colored pupils looked very clear at this moment, revealing a childlike innocence.

Oops!I can't stand it!

I lowered my head and silently pulled out the spare chopsticks, picked up two pieces of salmon and put them in Dazai's lunch box.

"Miss doctor! I want tempura~"

"Mr. Dazai is making progress!"

"Well?"

Woohoo, the hair is curled up!cute!

"Okay, okay, I'll give you a piece."

"Delicious...it would be even better with crab meat..."

"Don't ask too much Mr. Dazai, but I can consider treating you to a high-end crab meal when I get back."

"really?"

"The premise is that you are complete and complete, don't play yourself badly."

"In that case... for my crab meal!"

If I knew that a crab meal could be done, why did I make so many detours?But I didn't say when to invite this big meal, hehehe!

The atmosphere of the dinner was harmonious, and I sat on the hospital bed and waited for Dazai, who took out the trash, to come back.

I rubbed my heavy eyelids: "This room is mine now, goodbye Mr. Dazai."

"Miss Doctor is going to sleep?"

"Well, I feel a little sleepy after eating." I yawned, with sleepy tears from the corners of my eyes, and now I can fall asleep wrapped in a quilt.

"But Miss Doctor's office hasn't been cleaned yet, so I won't go."

"I'm sleepy."

"I do not want."

"..."

"Miss Doctor went to bed too early, it would be bad if she woke up at night and heard bad voices."

"Do you threaten me?"

Dazai showed a sinister smile, and his voice jumped briskly: "No, this is advice as a friend. According to the development of horror stories, the safest is the first night, and the later nights are more dangerous."

"Then go and get the playing cards from your bag. We'll stay up all night, whoever falls asleep first will be the puppy!" I patted my forehead and stared at Dazai, deciding to fight him.

"The lady doctor is doomed!"

"Don't underestimate me!"

I sat cross-legged at the head of the bed, Dazai sat at the end of the bed, and the playing cards were placed between us.

The horn of war is sounding, which involves my dignity, and I must not admit defeat!

Staying up in the middle of the night and playing poker with friends on the bed of a mental hospital, I am afraid that I will be laughed to death if I tell it.

"What does Dazai-san want to play?"

"Miss Doctor, choose."

I only know two tricks of blackjack and kitten fishing in two-player poker. Dazai is flexible in blackjack and I have little chance of winning, then kitten fishing!

"How about kitten fishing? It's time to see if you're European or African!"

"Okay." Dazai raised his eyebrows, drew out four jacks, and handed me the remaining cards.

I frantically shuffled the cards.In order to prevent card counting, I randomly draw a few cards and put them aside.

"Start!"

Dazai drew out a card and put it on the bed sheet, it was the 3 of spades.

"It's not fair to say that Miss Doctor never talked about herself."

I picked up the card and saw that it was 3 of hearts, a good start!I happily took the two cards away and put them at the bottom of the pile.

"Me? What does Dazai-san want to know?"

"For example, what do you think about Osamu Dazai?" Dazai started drawing cards again.

"Mr. Dazai, do you want to hear me praise you?"

Maybe it’s the contrast that creates beauty. Although Mr. Dazai in the past was cold-hearted, he was really gentle and considerate, with a high IQ and a sense of loyalty. He was a perfect friend!

"It's him and not me!"

"It's all the same! Although Mr. Dazai, you are naughty and naughty now, you don't cherish life and you always like to play with people..."

"Is it me that Miss Doctor said? I don't admit it!"

"Wait for me to finish! However, she is still quite gentle in nature?"

How strange is this adjective to use...

"Ah, it's my turn!"

Dazai took away more than a dozen cards, and I covered my chest with grief: "My heart hurts so much."

"Did Miss Doctor praise me just now?"

"Forget it, but don't you feel ashamed to hear others praise you in person?"

"Not only no, I even want to hear a few more words."

Chatting and playing cards, the time passed quickly.There were wins and losses in a few rounds, but my eyelids were too sleepy to open.

I tapped the cards with my fingertips, leaned my head on the pillow, and seemed to hear Dazai ask something while I was sleepy.

"...?"

I was very unhappy to refute something, but in the end Dazai smiled happily.

My face was buried in the quilt, and my vision was completely dark.

"Tuk Tuk..."

"Hmm." Who knocked on the door early in the morning, so sleepy.

I pulled the quilt over my head, stretched my legs and rolled over.It seems to be stepping on something warm, is it a hot water bottle, it is a bit hot now...

"Tudud, Dazai, I'm coming in."

Um?Dazai?

I sat up in shock as I was dying, hugging the quilt and yelling, "Wait a minute! Mr. Odasaku, wait a moment!"

"Ah? Oh..."

"It's noisy, Miss Doctor."

Dazai at the end of the bed was lying on his side against the bed board, different from my sleeping posture stretched out. He was curled up on his side, and both of his feet were exposed on the 1.5-meter-wide hospital bed.

Oh, and my feet are still on his stomach.

"Get up, get up!"

What the hell happened last night?

I retracted my feet and lifted the quilt, the poker cards under me were crushed to pieces, the poker stay up late challenge failed?

"...zZZ"

Dazai at the end of the bed huddled pitifully into a ball, sleeping very peacefully.