[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

I passed by Dazai, stepped on him seemingly inadvertently, shifted all my body weight to my left foot and rubbed it hard a few times before moving away as if nothing had happened: "Don't worry about Mr. Dazai, we're talking about business."

"Wow, it hurts, it's broken!"

Odasaku saw that Dazai followed me into the office: "Oh, good."

"Wait for me!" Dazai staggered to catch up with a pitiful look.

The only relatively private place is the office. There are not many people in the hospital but it is inconvenient to whisper.

I crossed my arms, looked at Dazai with frowning eyebrows and said coldly: "Mr. Dazai, please let me out, otherwise I won't take you to play!"

"Yes~ If this can make Miss Doctor happy." Dazai shrugged helplessly, and obeyed my arrangement very much.He dragged a stool and sat at the door, assuming the posture of a vicious dog guarding the door and prohibiting passage.

Very angry!If I get to Dazai's place one day, I will secretly throw all his bandages into the water!Isn't the bandage monster without bandages streaking?

"Cough..." Odasaku coughed lightly and pulled my attention back, "It has been confirmed that the three intern nurses in my place are gamers, and their crimes are pedophilia, domestic violence and drug abuse."

"I can only confirm that there is a problem with the new nurse Xiliu. She is very familiar with medical facilities and medicines, and she is probably engaged in medical professions." I rubbed my chin with a serious expression on my face, "I wanted to find Oda in the afternoon. As Mr. Zuo said, Xiliu and I were on duty last night. She left the duty room after midnight. I saw her being torn apart by a female ghost or some magical species, but she appeared in front of me intact this morning. .”

"If the lady doctor is talking about the one in the morning, she is not breathing." Dazai sat on the chair and turned around, facing me and Odasaku, the light fell behind him, showing an indifferent smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Huh? Then I'm talking to the corpse?" I was covered in hairs, but Xiliu's puzzled expression didn't look fake at that time.

Oda made a soothing statement: "Maybe I don't know I'm dead, I don't have any previous memories."

"Maybe Xiliu is not the only one in this situation? Miss Doctor is so dangerous right now."

I began to think about the few patients I came into contact with. Are they still breathing? Have they turned into corpses?And Reiko Tsuruta just now, I wouldn't have trimmed the hair of the corpse, would I?

Thinking about it, my body trembled.

"Puhahaha, Miss Doctor is so cute." Dazai smiled and leaned against the door frame.

"Huh? Don't scare people, Mr. Dazai!" Realizing that Dazai was teasing me, I wrinkled my face and clenched my fists and itched.

I really want to beat Dazai violently, what is the difference between his behavior to scare me now and the elementary school students I met back then?

Odasaku tried to restore the serious atmosphere that was gone forever: "Hey, they haven't made any big moves at the moment, and they seem to be looking for someone."

"Xiliu told me last night that someone went to the hospital to investigate the supernatural event, which should refer to our identities. As for the investigation of the supernatural event, I don't really believe it..."

"so."

"Many patients have died in the hospital. Baishui Mental Hospital is a private hospital. As long as you give money, you can do anything. You can start from this aspect."

As a patient, Dazai has a great say, and he seems to know a lot of things.

"Well...then let's investigate the tricks in the hospital first. Another nurse and I are on duty tonight. If there is any problem, I will communicate with you tomorrow."

"Okay, this is for you."

I took out a piece of talisman paper and stuffed it for Odasaku, the talisman paper infused with spiritual power shone with a faint golden streamer.

"what is this?"

"It's a talisman. I'm not very knowledgeable, but it should be useful." Thinking of the wind talisman that disappeared in the sea last night, the power I used was less than one-thousandth of Ichimokuren's, but it was too shocking.

"I have one too. The lady doctor secretly put it under my pillow, thinking it was some kind of curse."

"Mr. Dazai, it is better for you not to speak at this time."

I really miss Mr. Dazai from the past. His gentleness and consideration are completely different from the current kid covered in black mud.

"Oh."

Odasaku put the talisman next to his body: "Sakuraya, protect yourself, Dazai gave it to you."

"Yeah, I'll follow Miss Doctor!"

"...Okay, don't make trouble."

Dazai smiled and said nothing.

I don't know what Dazai and Oda Saku talked about, what kind of consensus they should have reached.Let Dazai follow me, Odasaku is more or less worried that I am physically useless, but I think my physical fitness is not a problem, Dazai's heart that is only occupied by trouble and suicide is very problematic.

After lunch, I decided to check out another floor on a sunny afternoon.

According to the hospital's signs, the first floor of the basement is the morgue and database, the first to third floors are general wards, the fourth to sixth floors are special wards, and the seventh floor is a balcony with cleaned and disinfected sheets and quilts in the sun.

Except for patients and medical staff, no family members from outside were seen in the hospital.

The shoes made a muffled sound when they stepped on the ground, no one passed by in the corridor, and no one was on duty at the nurse's desk. The hospital was as quiet as if it had been abandoned.

The elevator I took before did not know how desolate the hospital was.I looked down from the sixth floor floor by floor, feeling cold and panicked.

On the fourth and fifth floors, I saw a few doctors with dull expressions and didn't know what they were thinking, and the floors below...

"Miss Doctor doesn't need to go down. There is no one from the first floor to the third floor during the day."

Dazai followed me in a hospital gown, and patients were not allowed to leave the ward at will during non-activity hours, but no one stopped him in a relaxed posture.

It's not that no one is blocking it, but that there is no one at all.

The doors of all the wards on the third floor were tightly closed. I tried to open them but found that the doors were locked from the inside.

"What do you mean that there is no one during the day, but at night... there will be?"

"Who knows, is Miss Doctor coming to see you tonight?"

"No, I still want to live completely."

"It's a pity, it should be interesting."

"If you want to go, you can go by yourself."

"That's not okay, I'm following Miss Doctor now."

Each step of the stairs is very high, and it is easy to step on the air if you are not careful.

I stood at the top of the stairs and thought, since there is no one there, I can't find any clues, so should I go to the database on the first floor?

There will be no progress at all just staying on the sixth floor, and there may be unexpected discoveries in the database.Besides, the database is going to be there sooner or later, and it's bright daylight now.

Speaking of which, I haven't seen Xiliu and Zhongjian since I woke up in the morning, so nothing will happen...

I looked at Dazai who was looking up and down the stairs and wanted to do dangerous behavior: "Mr. Dazai, can you accompany me to the first floor?"

Dazai withdrew his eager feet and smiled: "No problem."

The weightlessness of the elevator makes me very uncomfortable. There is no entrance on the first floor, only the elevator can go directly.

"Ding—the first floor is here."

The sound of the mechanical operation of the elevator doors is especially clear in the quiet environment. The lights on the first floor are closely arranged, and the strong white light seems to be able to penetrate the walls.

The temperature here has dropped significantly.

The hospital gown was very thin, and Dazai was wearing slippers on his feet. He complained casually, "It's so cold."

"Did you bring the talisman?"

"Well, what's the matter?" Dazai took out the talisman paper from his hospital gown, "If you give it to me, it's mine, Miss Doctor can't go back on his word."

"Are you a child, Mr. Dazai?" I gave him a glance and didn't take the talisman at all, and directly pointed my fingers on the talisman in his open palm. As time passed, the spiritual power dissipated, and the golden streamer on it dimmed a lot .

"Oh, it's amazing!"

After I input the spiritual power, I urged the talisman paper, "Okay, it should be warm now."

"Feng Talisman—Guard" is not only used for protection, but also a must-have item for home and travel. This is the tip Fenglong told me.

The direction is marked with red paint on the wall facing the elevator. The arrow to the left says the morgue, and the arrow to the right says the database.

Is there something wrong with this hospital?The arrows are rust red, and the characters are fluorescent green. The combination of red and green thorns hurts my eyes.

I was about to go to the database, but when I turned around, the person following me was gone.

"Where are you going Mr. Dazai?"

"In the morgue, there was a sound just now."

sound?What else would there be in the mortuary besides corpses? If you think about it, you know it's not a good thing.

"Wait!" I grabbed Dazai's cuff and stopped him from walking towards the morgue.

Dazai didn't shake off my hand, but he turned his face to the side with a confused expression: "What's the matter, Miss Doctor? I only promised to accompany you to the first floor."

I'm going to explode, mad.

I always knew that Dazai spent nine out of ten days researching new ways to commit suicide, and the remaining day was in the process of committing suicide.But this time Dazai, who has no memory, is more stubborn than ever.

As a friend, I do not have the right to interfere with his choice, but this does not prevent me from wanting to beat him.My expression was cloudy, and finally I gritted my teeth and hit Dazai with a fist on the back.

"boom!"

"Are you going to seek death?" Tsk, it hurts a bit from hitting Dazai's bone.

Dazai was unmoved, he looked at me and even had a slight smile in his voice: "I'm just curious, what do these corpses rely on to survive? Is it the desire to survive? After all, just being alive makes me feel super boring~ "

I let go of Dazai's cuff, walked up to him and raised my head: "No matter who is alive, there is a fetter, and it is impossible to die easily and without burden."

Dazai lowered his head, with a vicious smile on his mouth: "Then can you tell me, Miss Doctor, the reason why you live. Obviously, there is fear or timidity in those eyes, but I can't see the desire to survive at all."

Dazai's voice was very soft and shallow, but my body tensed involuntarily, and thin beads of sweat leaked from my back.

I was choked up by Dazai's question, thinking back on everything that had happened - I had qualities similar to his.

Yes, fear is a normal physiological reaction, but I don't have any thoughts of struggling to survive.

When I am really facing death and feel that survival is too painful, I am more likely to lie flat on the spot and wait for death.

Dazai put his hand on the side of my face, his thumb rubbed my eyelids, his dry and cold fingertips soaked the chill into my eyeballs.

I blinked involuntarily, my eyelashes brushing against Dazai's fingertips.

I looked at Dazai, his iris eyes were oppressive, looking at him as if I could see the bottom of my heart from my pupils.

Subconsciously, I took a step back and stuck to the cold wall. My voice was dry: "... Humans are not purely rational creatures. Some things don't need any reason at all."

"It's your business to pursue death, it's my business to prevent it from happening."

I looked at Dazai, and said every word seriously.

After a long silence, Dazai let go of his hand: "I see...then let me see what step the doctor can do."