[Hokage] Secret Love

"……as you wish."

He bites down, just like she once did to him.

The stabbing pain on her neck made her let out a soft sigh of satisfaction.With a familiar temperature, Obito's lips and tongue easily planted thorn seeds deep in her body.

"With soil..."

She put her arms around his shoulders, closed her eyes and murmured: "...so it will hurt too."

When she was bitten by him, she felt pain.This kind of pain is like injecting eye-catching colors into the empty and blank white, or confirming her own existence in the empty nothingness.

She clasped Obito's shoulders with both hands, and there were words that were about to be spoken in her throat.She thought, she was about to lose it all.She really wanted to say that sentence, but she couldn't control her lips.

--I like you.

However, if he said it, he would be angry, right?

She has followed Obito for a long time, and she knows his character best.He can use a mask to cover himself in front of others, but in front of her, he is always the most real.There will be times when he frowns and anger, and there will be times when he will be surprised and stiff.He would show a bewildered expression when she kissed him, and would fall into his own lost contemplation when he saw Namikaze Minato.

Really, really wanted to say it out loud in his ear.

"You are the first person I saw when I came to this world, I like you."

But she couldn't do it.

The only thing she could do was to hold his body tightly with her own arms as now, as if she could confide her words in this way.

Obito raised his head, left her neck, and asked in a low voice, "Is it all right?"

She buried her head in his shoulder and said in a muffled voice: "Not enough. Bai Jue's father said that if you don't have enough to eat, you can't grow taller. If you don't grow taller, you will always have a low IQ. If you have a low IQ, you will get angry if you get soil. If you get angry, Bai Jue's father will be beaten."

Obito:  …

——Bai Jue!Look what you've done!

——Minato-sensei save...ah, forget it, Minato-sensei is his enemy.

#Minato-sensei and Kakashi-sensei can't help with this kind of thing either! #

#How to cure ancestral old mental retardation still needs to be explored by yourself!There is a long way to go and the road ahead is difficult! #

"Ah, no." Obito encouraged to maintain his deep mode, and said, "I don't care if you have a low IQ. As long as you keep your current appearance..."

Saying so, Obito also stopped his own words.

Yun has indeed maintained her current appearance-it must have been ten years after so many years, and she is still the same as when she was 14 years old.

He changed, Xiao also changed, the world was changing unknowingly, and she was the only one who consistently followed behind her.Occasional anger or irritation cannot keep her away.

She is the one who will always be with her.

"So...will Obito be happy?" She asked, "If I keep following Obito, won't Obito be angry?"

Obito thought for a while in silence, then said, "No."

—Probably not.

He raised his head and reached out to push her body away.But Yun didn't intend to let Obito leave, she grabbed the skirt of his back with her backhand, trying to stop him from leaving.She stubbornly grabbed his skirt, raised her head and said, "It's not enough."

Not enough... what kind of thing?

Is it because Obito hasn't had enough contact with her, or is it that the ten years, which is enough time for Obito to change from a boy to a man, is not enough, or is it that what she wants from him is not enough?

The sound of rain hitting the eaves of the window came from outside the window, delicate and soft.Those drops of water splashed on the glass of the window sash, and then trickled down, leaving a blurred trace.The faded towers and eaves seemed to be painted with a layer of gray in the rain, and everything seen through the glass was gray.Damp water seemed to come from everywhere, as if countless drops of water had melted into the air.

She opened her lips and said to him seriously: "It's not enough."

——Not enough, your contact with me is far from enough.You don't know that there is a crazy desire for exclusiveness in my heart, and you don't know that my love for you is like a whirlpool in the deep sea that no one knows, and only you can't extricate yourself from it.

Her fingertips rested on his black-gloved hands and slid in inch by inch.Caress over the distinct knuckles on the wrist, and then his forearm.Her lips moved slightly, but no sound came out.In the world that Obito heard, she didn't speak, only the rain outside the window kept beating on the metal window eaves.

Do those tiny sounds of rain belong to this moment?

He wasn't sure whether the sound of rain that suddenly appeared in his ears was from the past or the present.

She often does this kind of thing, in the rainy land of the country of rain, or in other places, she tried to kiss him, hold him tightly, but never said anything, the reason she gave was that she loved him Thirst for food and blood.Those distant and near rain sounds belong to which memory?

Obito looked at her changing lips, and the memory of a gentle girl in his mind suddenly faded away.

It seemed that only Yun was left whispering in front of him or in his ear countless times: "... Please don't read any more unhappy things, Obito."

The gentle and deep words, with bewitching whispers, are urging him to pretend to forget those memories.

Yun's face has never changed, and the way she looks at him has never changed.Five years, ten years, she has always been chasing him as she saw him at first sight.

Obito looked at her and asked, "Where's the bracelet I gave you...?"

Yun looked at his empty wrist, and then reached into his pocket.The bright color of the dark golden bracelet has been faded by the years, leaving only the most empty metal color.The cheapest things that can be seen everywhere on the street have been properly preserved by her for a long time.

Obito took the bracelet from Yun's hand, and pressed her wrist with one hand.He slipped the bracelet into her hand little by little, and his slender fingers grazed the cold metal. She stared at his hand and the faded bracelet tightly, not even willing to blink.

The bracelet slides down from the wrist and stops properly near the joint.Obito held her wrist, raised her hand, and brought it to his lips.

"……as you wish."

He bites down, just like she once did to him.

——If you can't bring something that comes soon, just forget it for a while.Temporarily sinking under the deep sea, entrusting everything to the sea, taking everything away in the name of wind and waves.It doesn't matter if it's adrift at sea or stranded on a dry beach.

At this moment, all he could hear was the sound of the rain beating on the iron window sill.It continued for a long time, finely broken and long, beating bit by bit in his mind.The sound of the rain became more and more distant, and the water marks flowing down the glass seemed to have frozen.Every drop of rain seems to contain a vortex, laying a net in the sky, trying to weave all the people it touches into the unknown world.

"With soil..."

Yun called softly, and then whispered in his ear, "I'm not Lin."

Her words were clear and rational, like a thin needle piercing the ice, and the ambiguous atmosphere cooled instantly.Obito let go of her wrist, and her hand with the bracelet dropped down.

Obito looked at her eyebrows, and after a long time, he lowered his head and said, "I know you're not Lin."

Such a conversation made Yun feel a little at a loss.

It means... is Obito seeing her now?

The sound of distant rain pattering, carelessly.With trembling fingers, she took off his shirt.The world became extremely quiet, and the corner where the light couldn't shine became her safest shelter.With a childish posture, showing the most primitive appearance, shedding all defenses, returning to green and pure white inch by inch.

Yun's five fingers slid down the curve of Daitu's back, stroking his muscular and scarred back inch by inch, over and over again, never tired of it.Finally, at a certain moment, it stopped quietly, and the faded bracelet sank into his back due to the force of oppression, leaving a deep imprint.

She bit her lip, and there were countless pictures in front of her eyes, some were flickering and jumping, some were quiet and slow.The man who controlled her body walked slowly in front of her eyes, gradually getting shorter and shorter, and his face became more and more youthful.The scenery on both sides keeps regressing, the tall trees gradually shrink, and the falling petals return to the branches, from the blooming posture to the unopened buds.The blades of grass shrank inward, and finally crawled quietly among the branches.

Everything went back to the original dark burrow, she opened her eyes, and saw the boy at first sight—his scarred face was full of confusion and impatience.The scarlet in his eye sockets is very different from the darkness in that world.

She stretched out her hands, and regardless of his protests, she hugged the boy and the man in front of her.

Memories have been scattered into fragments and knocked to the ground, and other thoughts have also been turned into dust and mustard powder.

——At least, at least at this moment, Obito should be thinking about her, right?It's not the girl who only lives in the depths of Obito's memories, right?

Stupidity and ignorance are gradually beginning, and she really wants to take advantage of this moment of falling into the depths of the ocean to speak the long-suppressed love words in his ear, but she fails in the end.

Tossed and turned in my mind many times, but I still couldn't get out.

"I like you."

"I like you."

"I'm not Lin."

"You gave me my name..."

"You are the first person I saw... I was also the first cloud you saw when you left the darkness."

In the end, with the undried tears at the corners of her eyes, she whispered in his ear, "I'm so full."

While speaking satiated words, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingers.

The author has something to say: edited version.

In fact, the original version is nothing good... anyway, when I wrote it, it was a salted fish