Lu Lingyan clenched her fists tightly. She gritted her teeth and asked, "System, why don't you explain?"

The system replied flatly: "You didn't see it clearly at the beginning."

Because I was too impatient and wanted to live, I only read it roughly, but never looked at it carefully. Is it his fault that I missed it?Of course he can't be blamed, Lu Lingyan is very clear about this.It's all because she didn't see it clearly at the beginning. After completing the task, she can't go back to the original world, but can only continue to live in this world.

In an instant, Lu Lingyan collapsed and laughed wryly, wondering if she really would never see her master, her brothers, sisters, and friends again.

She closed her eyes, holding back her tears, she can't cry, the people she cares about will never want her to cry, but want her to be happy and happy.But now, how could she not be sad, she thought that she could go back, and kept holding on to such hopes, but all of them came to nothing.

"System, can you let me go back?" Lu Lingyan said pleadingly.

The system paused, and seemed to sigh: "No, my ability can only keep you alive."

"..." Lu Lingyan's eyes instantly became sharp. At this moment, she needed to vent all kinds of thoughts and hatred after she died from the sword three worlds.

The scimitar in her hand was faster and fiercer than she had just trained, and the flash of her saber was like the momentum of thunder, unstoppable.

The night was hot, and there was a lone moon hanging in the sky. Looking at the lone moon in the high sky, she felt like ice and frost.Lu Lingyan knelt down on one knee, and the scimitar was inserted into the ground to support her body that was likely to fall.She looked up at the solitary moon, and finally understood the words Xie Yi said in "Moonlight Night on the Spring River" that she had heard before: "At this time, we see each other but we don't hear each other. May the moonlight shine on you."

Maybe the people she cares about are also looking at such a bright moon and being illuminated by that moonlight, but after all, they can't see each other but can't hear each other.

Uneasy, she kept thinking about the past in her mind, met friends from all over the world, and galloped with her companions, fighting swords in the rivers and lakes.

If time could be restarted, even if she knew the result, she would still have no hesitation. Getting to know everyone is the happiest thing in her life.If she has her partner by her side now, she will definitely comfort her: "Everything in the past has passed away like a river, why don't you let go."

She understands the truth, but how can she say that she can let it go, she just can't let it go.

Her master, Lu Weilou, once said: "Ling Yan, I'm never worried about your strength, but do you know your greatest weakness?"

Lu Lingyan was silent, she knew it.

"You value affection too much. Whether it is family affection, friendship, or love, as long as it is affection, it will tie you down. I have been watching you grow up, and what I am most afraid of is that one day you will die on this."

Lu Weilou's words became a prophecy, and Lu Lingyan really went forward to assassinate An Lushan because of his best friend's departure, and finally killed himself.

Finally, Lu Lingyan couldn't hold on and fell down. She clenched her palm tightly, as if there was something she cherished most in her palm.Just like when she failed to assassinate An Lushan, she was defeated by Linghu Shang, and before she died, she had to pick up the jade pendant given to her by her best friend, even if it was broken, she would hold it tightly in her hand.

When Lu Lingyan woke up again, the dead silence in her eyes dissipated a lot. She wanted to sit up and look around, but she was exhausted and her headache was splitting, but when she saw the bed curtain, she knew she had returned to Kaifeng Mansion. The room I lived in before.

"Miss Lu, you're awake." The voice of the visitor was full of joy.

"Zhan Zhao." Lu Lingyan knew who it was as soon as she heard it. She recalled what happened last night, "What's wrong with me?"

Zhan Zhao put the medicine away and replied, "Miss Lu, you..."

He sighed slightly, remembering what happened this morning.He didn't have to patrol the streets this morning, he just went out for a walk out of habit. He passed by Lu Lingyan and saw that the door of the house was closed. He wanted to say hello but found that no one answered the door.In a hurry, he used the swallow to fly over the wall and entered the courtyard. When he came to the courtyard, he saw Lu Lingyan lying on the ground with a scimitar in his hand.

At first, he thought that Lu Lingyan was injured by some powerful enemy, but there was no wound on her body.After calling a few times, Lu Lingyan still didn't wake up, so he picked up Lu Lingyan and went back to Kaifeng Mansion to find Mr. Gongsun to see a doctor for her.

After probing, Mr. Gongsun said, "I'll prescribe some tranquilizing medicine for her."

Zhan Zhao anxiously asked, "Mr. Gongsun, what happened to my cousin?"

Mr. Gongsun shook his head and nodded at Zhan Zhao: "Aren't you her cousin? You don't even care about her condition. She is depressed, and she was greatly stimulated yesterday."

Zhan Zhao lowered his head, and Mr. Gongsun continued: "Let her rest well, and you follow me to make the medicine."

After reminiscing, Zhan Zhao moved the medicine juice in the bowl with a spoon, came to the bedside and sat down: "Miss Lu, take medicine."

As soon as she smelled the medicine, Lu Lingyan frowned. She was exhausted, but she still sat up. She lowered her eyes and said, "I'm fine."

"Miss Lu, if you have something on your mind, don't hold it in." Zhan Zhao scooped up a spoonful and handed it to Lu Lingyan's lips, "Take your medicine."

Lu Lingyan looked at Zhan Zhao and opened his mouth, and Zhan Zhao fed the medicine spoonful by spoonful.

Seeing Lu Lingyan take the medicine obediently, Zhan Zhao smiled: "Come on, there's still half a bowl left."

Lu Lingyan just drank and looked at Zhan Zhao. After feeding the medicine, Zhan Zhao wanted to get away but Lu Lingyan grabbed the corner of his clothes.

"Can you stay with me for a while?" Tears glistened in Lu Lingyan's eyes, and his voice was hoarse, making it impossible to refuse.

Zhan Zhao put down the medicine bowl and sat by the bed: "Okay."

Lu Lingyan just kept looking at Zhan Zhao without saying a word, when suddenly she asked, "Am I ugly now?"

"You are not ugly, you are beautiful."

Lu Lingyan's appearance is indeed the most beautiful that Zhan Zhao has ever seen, so beautiful that he is different from others.And now Lu Lingyan's face was extremely pale, and his lips were bloodless, which reminded him of Xi Shi.There is a kind of sickness in his eyes, and it is no wonder that King Wu is obsessed with Xi Shi.

"Really?" She lowered her eyes slightly, hoping that her friends and companions would not be frightened when they saw her dead body.

Zhan Zhao paused and said, "Miss Lu, you can tell me what's on your mind."

"What would you do if... your best friend died, and you and your master, friends, and companions could never see you again?"

Zhan Zhao thought for a while and replied: "If it were me, I would live a good life, no matter for myself or for them. Since they are my master and good friends, they definitely hope that I can live happily Happy, so I can't let them down."

Lu Lingyan smiled wryly: "It's true to say so, but it's really difficult to do."

The words she said have already made Zhan Zhao understand that what Miss Lu assumed was actually what she experienced personally, no wonder she is so heartbroken.

Zhan Zhao smiled slightly and said, "Then find someone who can accompany you in this matter, and I will accompany you."

Now that he has decided to be responsible to Miss Lu, Miss Lu's affairs are his affairs, and he is duty bound.He still prefers Miss Lu's flamboyant smile, rather than the current sad face.

Lu Lingyan pursed her lips tightly, her eyes were red and filled with tears, she hugged Zhan Zhao and choked up, "Why are you being so nice to me? We've only known each other for so many days."

"Miss Lu, don't get excited, take a good rest." Mr. Gongsun had also told him to let Miss Lu rest, so he couldn't be more excited.

Zhan Zhao wanted to get away and let Lu Lingyan lie down and have a good rest, but Lu Lingyan was so strong that he didn't dare to break free.

"You are not allowed to call me Miss Lu again."

"That's your cousin?" Zhan Zhao gently patted Lu Lingyan on the back and said.

Lu Lingyan snorted coldly: "I'm not your cousin."

Zhan Zhao: ...It really is a needle in the bottom of a woman's heart. Didn't she call her cousin last time?Why did you change your mind again?

"Call me Ayisha or Lingyan." Lu Lingyan hugged Zhan Zhao tightly and whispered in his ear. She was so emotional just now that she didn't have the energy to speak, so she could only speak softly.

"Okay, Lingyan." Aisha's name is really not suitable for ordinary people, so it must be Lingyan for him to choose.

He yelled, but Lu Lingyan didn't respond, Zhan Zhao couldn't laugh or cry when he heard the long breathing, and fell asleep.

He carefully took Lu Lingyan's hand off his body and put her in a safe place. He saw that Lu Lingyan was asleep and let out a long sigh before going out the door.

Back at Mr. Gongsun's pharmacy, Mr. Gongsun looked at Zhan Zhao who was a little lost, and then looked at his hand: "Where's the medicine bowl?"

"Ah, I—forgot."

Mr. Gongsun shook his head: "Are you busy now?"

"nothing."

"Come on, weigh the medicine for me." Seeing that Mr. Gongsun couldn't let Zhan Zhao idle, he gave him a simple task.

Zhan Zhao nodded in agreement and went over to see the prescription began to weigh the medicine with tools, while Mr. Gongsun sat beside him and picked up the medicinal ingredients.

In the dream, Lu Lingyan saw all her companions and friends in the past, and everyone told her to let her live a happy life and leave all her troubles behind.

"Don't you blame me?"

"How come? We will always be friends. As friends, of course I hope you live a good life and find happiness." Everyone smiled at Lu Lingyan.

Lu Lingyan wiped her eyes, she nodded, "Okay."

At this time, systematic words came from her ears.

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