Quiet Night Thought of Ancient Sword and Qi Tan

"Susu...you really scared me just now. Why..." Feng Qingxue looked at Baili Tusu worriedly.

Thinking of the scene just now, Baili Tusu couldn't help but feel lingering fear.He seemed to be completely out of control, only thinking about killing, killing, killing... There seemed to be blood red in front of his eyes, and behind the blood red, he seemed to see Senior Brother Lingyue who was seriously injured by him and vomiting blood a few years ago, and ...

Baili Tusu's pupils constricted.

Why?Why did he see the senior sister with blood on her head?

Thinking back carefully, when did the senior sister start studying the magic circle?

Memories flowed out like a surging tide, and Baili Tusu felt a splitting headache.

What's wrong?Why can't I remember?

The more he remembered, the more painful his head was, but Baili Tusu still didn't think of anything.

He only knew that he had to ask Murong Jing for everything.

In a trance, Baili Tusu suddenly felt his body warm up, and he was pulled back to the world with a cry.

"Susu, your complexion is very bad, are you still not feeling well?" Feng Qingxue's eyes were full of mist: "Susu, answer me quickly!"

"Qing..." Baili Tusu opened his mouth, but found that his throat was so tight that he couldn't make a sound. He coughed twice before recovering his voice: "Qingxue, I'm fine."

Seeing Baili Tusu's reaction, Feng Qingxue fell to the ground with a big rock in her heart. She wiped away the tears welling up in her eyes and said with a smile, "It's fine."

It's fine...

Baili Tusu felt warm in his heart.

This girl really cares about herself, and she is really happy for this knowledge.

Feng Qingxue... not only her, everyone who walked along the way was someone who could risk their lives.

"Qingxue." Baili Tusu said, "I want to tell you something."

"So, did Susu show her evil spirit just now?" Feng Qingxue asked in surprise.

"Yes." Seeing Feng Qingxue's astonishment, Baili Tusu hurriedly explained: "However, I haven't had seizures for many years. My senior sister researched a magic circle for me to absorb evil spirits and engraved it on the jade pendant. Use it to absorb the evil energy on my body..." Baili Tusu said that he was going to touch the jade pendant, but there was nothing in the tentacles, so he couldn't help being stunned.

"How come... the jade pendant is gone."

With sharp eyes, Feng Qingxue saw a slight reflection not far away, and said, "Look, Susu, is it that?"

A piece of jade pendant that had turned black lay quietly in the loess covered by weeds.

"That's it." Baili Tusu picked up the jade pendant, and Feng Qingxue walked to him and looked at it carefully: "Eh? Is this black jade? But you can still see the green lines, a strange jade."

"It was originally green." Baili Tusu explained, "It just turned black after following me for too long and absorbing too much evil spirit."

Feng Qingxue suddenly realized: "It turns out that Susu's evil spirit will be triggered because the jade is lost." After speaking, she was puzzled: "But just now..."

"Just now, I felt your spiritual power, which seems to be able to restrain the evil spirit in my body." Baili Tusu frowned, and the words that Qianyu in Zuzhou said to him sounded in his ears again, and he hurriedly said to Feng Qingxue: "In the future , if there is such a thing again, you must escape... I... don't know if I can restrain myself... I don't want to hurt you..."

Feng Qingxue shook her braid with a smile: "What are you talking about, Susu, I will not abandon you."

"Qingxue."

"Ok?"

Baili Tusu's lips trembled slightly, and he expressed the deepest fear in his heart: "Maybe one day, I will become a bloodthirsty madman, with nothing in my heart except the desire to kill and destroy..."

"How could it be? Don't think about it." Feng Qingxue hurriedly comforted Baili Tusu: "Haven't you been fine for such a long time? Just pay attention to wearing something that absorbs evil spirits. It's really not good. Didn't you tell me Can spiritual power restrain your evil spirit? Susu, I will not leave you alone."

"Are not you afraid?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"...The appearance of my suffocation, I, I have hurt the senior brother, maybe..." Baili Tusu saw the picture of the senior brother lying unconscious on the bed and the senior sister's head covered in blood again.

Feng Qingxue looked into the distance, recalled the scene just now, and answered honestly: "I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid. I don't know what Susu like that will do. For a moment, I even thought maybe I would die. If you die, you will never find your eldest brother, nor will you see your mother-in-law..."

Baili Tusu closed his eyes, a little afraid to continue listening.

"But, I'm even more afraid of what will happen to Susu after being left alone..."

There is obvious joy and brightness in the opened eyes.

Feng Qingxue didn't notice the burning eyes on her face, she just faced the most authentic voice in her heart: "Thinking of this, it doesn't seem so uncomfortable... When I was young, my elder brother often said that I looked straight , in fact, the most mother-in-law, if you really care about something, you can't let it go no matter what...to Susu..."

Speaking of which, she also seemed to feel that something had changed, and half a touch of pink could not help but fly on her cheeks.

"Probably, probably the same...I don't know when..."

In Baili Tusu's heart, there were still some things to tell her clearly, and only after he finished speaking could he confide his most important and deepest thoughts.

"Qingxue, if I tell you, I...not me..."

Where does such a story begin?

"What do you mean you are not you? Isn't Susu the same as Susu? Can she become another person? I guess...is it because Susu used another name? You didn't use this name before, right? In my hometown, the name cannot be changed casually. Everyone believes that if you change it, you will abandon your past self. However, I always feel that the name is just a title, right? I know someone , not his name."

"If... it's not just the name..."

"More than a name?"

"..."

How should I say it?Tell her that half of her soul is Prince Changqin?When it was time to say it, I found it was a thousand times more difficult than I imagined.

"Susu, no matter what you have that you can't tell us now... But you have to remember, in my heart... there will always be only one Susu, the one and only, the one beside me. Name, identity, appearance, what? It doesn't matter. Think about it, you have experienced so many things, whether you are with us or not, those things, good, bad, happy, sad, all belong to you, that is the one I know Susu. Are you right?"

"...Thank you, Haruyuki."

"Thank you, thank you. If you really want to thank you, just promise me that you will be happy in the future."

Baili Tusu's voice was low, as if he had finally made up his mind: "The theory of bringing the dead back to life is nothing but lies... But I have tried my best, so I don't need to be persistent... I will let the other clansmen go to the ground for peace... ...In the future, maybe a few months, maybe a year or a few years, I will be swallowed by the evil spirit in my body, and I will no longer be able to maintain my current mind, and at that time..."

"Susu, how could you..."

"Listen to me quietly. Sometimes, I have to believe in the so-called fate... But before that, I want to travel to many places, see different towns and villages, and maybe help those who are in trouble .I hope that there is someone who can walk and watch with me. I'm... very bored, I'm not very good at talking, no wonder Lan Sheng always says that I am...but..."

Baili Tusu was cautious and brave enough to hold Feng Qingxue's hand beside him: "Qingxue, would you like to be that person and come with me?"

Feng Qingxue didn't answer, but looked at the hand being held in surprise, a blush gradually filled her cheeks.

Baili Tusu also blushed. Seeing Feng Qingxue's expression, he was afraid that she would think that he was not sincere enough, so he hurriedly said, "I say this not because you can suppress the evil spirit... It just so happens that I can find your elder brother... If Xiangling wants to find her mother, but also..."

Feng Qingxue gently withdrew her hand, and touched the end of her braid uneasily: "I'm very happy... really happy, Susu. Let me think about it, now... I can't answer you..."

Baili Tusu nodded: "It's okay, I asked the question suddenly. Wait, tell me after you think it over."

"Um……"

Deep space is silent, like an echo.

Not far away, a faint fluorescent light gradually flew into the shadows aside, gradually turning into a flirtatious white-haired beauty.

"Boy, are you lucky or unlucky?" Xing Hui looked at the backs of the two sitting side by side and said to himself.

next morning

Xiangling worriedly stood outside Baili Tusu's door to spy. When Baili Tusu saw him, he couldn't help feeling that he had dragged everyone down.

Seeing that her prying was discovered, Xiangling was a little afraid that Baili Tusu would be unhappy, so she hurriedly explained: "Brother Tusu...Xiangling was worried about you...before sitting there without eating or drinking, and then finally came back to rest, and didn't care about you. I know if something will happen... Although Sister Hongyu told me to trust Brother Tu Su..."

After getting along with Xiangling for so long, Baili Tusu has felt troublesome at the beginning, and now treats her like a little sister: "I'm fine, I've made you worry, I'm really sorry."

Suddenly remembered something, and said: "I heard that you lived in Southern Xinjiang before, and now you come back, but you have been wasting here. I didn't think carefully. Is there any place Xiangling wants to go, or is there an old friend?" Visiting? How about accompanying you today?"

Baili Tusu, who had always been paralyzed, took the initiative to accompany her home. Xiangling felt that the happiness came too suddenly: "Where do you want to go? Is it really possible? Brother Tusu will go with Xiangling?"

Baili Tusu nodded.

"Brother Tu Su is so kind! I want to see Grandpa Rong!" Xiangling smiled and ran around a few times, and then said as if remembering something: "Well... But, although I really want to go together, Lan Sheng They are also good friends of Xiangling, I want them to meet Grandpa Rong..."

Baili Tusu nodded with some understanding: "Okay, let's find them and go together."

"Yeah! Xiangling is going to call now!"

When Fang Lansheng learned that he was going to see Xiangling's grandfather, he turned around in a hurry, nervous and at a loss, yelling that he was too rude for not preparing for anything, etc. After being laughed at by Xiangling, he was even more at a loss. That's why Fang Lan didn't get angry.

They followed Xiangling through the trees until they reached the core of the banyan forest, where there was a green crown like a cloud, and it was a huge banyan tree that had never been seen before.

Xiangling ran over happily: "Grandpa Rong!"

The branches of the ancient tree are clustered, and the roots are knotted. A loving voice sounded around the tree: "Hehe, it's Xiangling who has returned. I feel like I have your breath from afar."

"Grandpa, I brought a lot of friends to see you this time!"

An old, thick and cheerful voice rose from the leafy treetops: "Xiangling's friend? I have to take a good look!"

Everyone came up to make introductions. When it was Fang Lansheng's turn, he couldn't speak clearly when he was nervous, so Xiangling grabbed and knocked his head.

"Thank you for taking care of Xiangling along the way. She has no parents to discipline her since she was a child. She grew up in this mountain forest without restraint, but she has developed a little temper, which can cause you trouble."

Fang Lansheng waved his hands desperately: "There is no trouble, she, she is very good, it can't be better!"

Hongyu covered her mouth and smiled: "Little Ling'er's nature is pure, without pretensions, it's really excellent."

Xiangling leaned against the big banyan tree triumphantly: "Grandpa, don't you see? They all praised me! This journey is pretty smooth, unlike before when I went to Hongye Lake and met people who hated me, who put my tail...tail... ...In short, I hate it to death..." Speaking of this, it seemed to touch the past that was most important in her heart.

"Hongye Lake..." Baili Tusu's heart skipped a beat when he heard the name.

"Well, it's a tree with many, many red leaves. It's a very interesting place. I heard a boy say that it's called 'Red Leaf Lake', but that man was so annoying, he kept grabbing my tail... um, Anyway, Hongye Lake is not far from here, maybe Brother Tu Su went there when he was a child."

"Hongye Lake... Tail..." Baili Tusu showed a rare surprised and guilty expression, "You... are you the little fox that broke into the bear cave?"

"Bear Cave?! That annoying big bear! How did Brother Tu Su know?!"

The others were all at a loss, Fang Lansheng scratched his head: "For a long time, have you two met before?"

"I...Xiangling your tail..." Baili Tusu looked embarrassed.

Xiangling took a few steps back in disbelief: "Brother Tusu...could it be that annoying boy who caused Xiangling's tail to lose a lot of hair, lost its tip, and turned into a round tail?!"

Baili Tusu: "..."

Xiangling: "..."

Everyone: "..."

"Pfft...you have to write this down." Xinghui sniggered unkindly from the side: "She should really come over to take a look. Baili Tusu probably used up all the expressions in his life in the past few days."