Blow

In the next few weeks, time seemed to be "slipping"-sliding by, so fast that I couldn't catch it at all.Three weeks later, at the end of May, Xia Jue was about to leave for Chang County. Class [-] held a simple farewell party for him.

Xia Jue has a handsome appearance, a cheerful personality, and works hard in her studies. Her name has been listed on the progress list month after month, and her popularity is very good.When Wen Xiao walked to the door of Class [-], he saw that his schoolbag was obviously closed, and Jiang Chengbi who was next to him handed him another black pen.Xia Jue then thanked her, unzipped the zipper again, and put the pen into the bulging pencil case.

That kind of pen is also used by many people in Wenxiao's class, and the words "Confucius Temple prays for blessings" are written on the pen.

"Recruiting people again." Wen Xiao commented when sending Xia Jue out of school.

Xia Jue looked helpless: "If you're jealous, it depends on who you are. He's a hardcore straight guy, and he's almost catching up with Yu Qi."

Wen Xiao smiled, not really jealous, but happy that Xia Jue was popular.He had never been able to understand that such a good Xia Jue would be isolated by his peers for a long time just because he revealed his sexuality.

There is probably no limit to the darkness, the more unbearable the environment, the harder it is to imagine how unbearable it will be.Down, up, degradation, sublimation, these are endless processes.Life is like sailing against the current, if you don't advance, you will retreat.

The two walked to the school gate and stopped at the same time.

"Okay, don't send it off," Xia Jue turned around and said to Wen Xiao, "Go back to your self-study."

He rejected Wen Xiao's offer to accompany him to the train station.

Wen Xiao looked at him quietly, with a lot of nostalgia and reluctance in his heart.It's hypocritical to say that it was only a short separation of a week, but it would arouse such strong feelings.

"... Rest first when you go back," Wen Xiao said indifferently after a long silence, "After you get used to it, you can start reviewing. It doesn't need to be too intense. First of all, you have to make sure you can sleep well and calm your mind. Do you understand?"

Xia Jue nodded: "I know, but there should be nothing wrong with it. After all, I'm going back to my hometown. And I used to stay at Brother Kai's house often."

Hearing what he said, Wen Xiao suddenly regretted letting him go back to Chang County so early.

Originally, Xia Jue's own plan was to leave on June 31th.Wen Xiao was worried that if he hadn't been home for a long time, he would feel unfamiliar there and affect the mood of the exam, so he bought a ticket for May [-] for him, so that he could adapt to the exam room in advance.

Wen Xiao's examination room was still in Juzhou No. [-] Middle School, while Xia Jue was different from last year. He was changed from Chang County No. [-] Middle School to No. [-] Middle School, which was a kind of luck.Wen Xiao checked online, and found that the school ethos of No. [-] Middle School is slightly better than that of No. [-] Middle School. At least last year, no one was coerced by the candidates sitting next to him, involuntarily helped to cheat, and was disqualified from the exam.

"Then go." Wen Xiao said, took a deep breath, and wanted to reach out to touch Xia Jue's hair, but held back under the guard's vigilant gaze, and changed into a frank and strong hug.

"Come on." He whispered in Xia Jue's ear.

Xia Jue secretly kissed his neck, and walked away step by step.

"Hey, don't look, everyone has gone away," the guard uncle began to urge Wen Xiao, "Which grade and class are you in? Go back to class."

Wen Xiao said: "I'm a senior in high school, and I'm under a lot of pressure. Can I stay here for a while?"

"Senior year?" The guard immediately changed his attitude and looked at him with the eyes of a national treasure giant panda, "It's all right, you just stay here. But don't stay too long, the sun is strong here, so don't get burned. "

Wen Xiao stood there for more than ten minutes, said goodbye to the guard, turned around and walked towards the teaching building.

Just two steps away, I met Tang Jiarong head-on.

"Mickey asked me to come to you," Tang Jiarong said anxiously, wiping the sweat off his brow, "Du Minwen said you were here——Wen Xiao, what are you doing at the school gate alone?"

He is a good and responsible monitor, and he has a good reputation in the class. Earlier this month, he got the number of students directly recommended by the principal, and was admitted by Peking University without examination.Later, when Mi Qunfei was too busy, he would often look for him.

Wen Xiao replied: "Sorry, Xia Jue is leaving, I'll see him off."

"Let's go?" Tang Jiarong repeated in confusion before he realized, "Oh yes, he is a borrower, so he should go back to the local area."

Wen Xiao responded.

"Then you... have a long-distance relationship." Tang Jiarong said suddenly.

Wen Xiao paused, raised his eyebrows and looked at him without denying it.

But Du Minwen should be the only one in the class who clearly knows about himself and Xia Jue.

"Don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else," Tang Jiarong said hesitantly when Jian Wenxiao looked strange, "There is just one thing—"

He was still hesitating, Wen Xiao said three words first: "Report letter?"

Tang Jiarong was taken aback, and blurted out, "How do you know?"

"Guess," Wen Xiao said calmly, "Your behavior before was a bit weird."

Tang Jiarong stretched out his hand and scratched his neck with embarrassment on his face.

"That, I'm sorry," he buried his head, "I didn't expect..."

--did not expect?

A trace of doubt flashed in Wen Xiao's heart.

Tang Jiarong said: "I didn't expect that things would really turn out like that. It was my fault. It affected your grades before, and I was also very worried."

"That's not your problem," Wen Xiao said in a matter of fact, "but I want to know, why?"

If it was Chi Lu, Wen Xiao could barely understand, but Tang Jiarong?The number of times he talked to Tang Jiarong can be counted on one hand.The first time they met in the cafeteria, Tang Jiarong asked him why he failed the exam and repeated the exam, and the last thing he remembered was Xia Jue's birthday.

And looking at Tang Jiarong's current attitude, he has no hostility towards his homosexuality at all. Even if the school has held lectures, this transformation cannot be completed overnight.

The only explanation is that Tang Jiarong has hatred for him.But what is the hatred between them?

Tang Jiarong showed a wry smile.

"I'm obsessed with ghosts," Tang Jiarong said with complicated eyes, "I always heard people say that the school will give you the number of students directly recommended by Peking University."

Wen Xiao said: "I'm a repeat student, and I didn't take the monthly exam in September, which is equivalent to missing a result. The school's quota is given fairly based on the ranking of the first six monthly exams in the third year of high school. I have no hope."

Tang Jiarong said in a low voice: "That's why I said I was obsessed with ghosts. I was too nervous at the time. I am not as stable as you. I really need this spot. I am afraid of accidents."

The difference between students directly recommended by the principal and those recommended by ordinary candidates is that Peking University adopts a policy of admitting students directly recommended by the principal through interviews, which is equivalent to the fact that Tang Jiarong is no longer required to take the college entrance examination.

This reason seems too simple, but it also makes sense.

However, Wen Xiao said: "This is wrong, monitor."

Tang Jiarong raised his head unexpectedly.

Wen Xiao said: "I still think that this thing should be done by a girl."

From discovering the intimate relationship between him and Xia Jue, to taking pictures, coding Xia Jue's face, printing the photos, writing a report letter, and handing over to the Political and Education Office... the whole series of things, Wen Xiao's intuition originated from a kind of emotion The psychological jealousy, not what Tang Jiarong said.

Even if it wasn't made by Chi Lu, it must have something to do with Chi Lu.Wen Xiao thought of the dispute between Chi Lu and Wang Can, the girlfriends, and the scandal between Tang Jiarong and Wang Can.

Coincidentally, Tang Jiarong pulled his collar a little uneasy.He was wearing a plaid shirt, the collar was pulled open, revealing a necklace hidden inside, couple style, half heart.

"Girlfriend?" Wen Xiao suddenly asked meaningfully, pointing at the necklace.

This question kills two birds with one stone.Tang Jiarong pursed his lips tightly, and after a while, without saying yes or no, he just said: "You just think it was me who did it, and I was indeed related to this matter. I'm sorry, Wen Xiao, I apologize to you. I said today Come out, I don't have the face to ask you to forgive me, you can take revenge on me any way you want."

"Revenge? Have you watched too many TV dramas?" Wen Xiao laughed, "Forget it, it's okay."

He had already submitted the application for revocation of the sanction, and the sanction had already been cancelled. The whole matter had little impact on him.

Among them, the teachers from the Political and Education Department played a decisive role.As long as one of them is Feng Kun, Wen Xiao, or even Xia Jue, life will not be too easy now.

Fortunately not.

People have two sides, being good or evil is sometimes just a human thought, especially in adolescence, the most impulsive and confusing, the stage of iceberg and flames every second.Teachers are often compared to gardeners, that is to say, they are always pruning the souls of their students, keeping the good and removing the evil.

Instead of destroying good and helping evil.

"I can give up my admission qualification," Tang Jiarong gritted his teeth and said, "I'm ready to give up."

Wen Xiao shook his head: "Why bother? If you give up now, it will not be good for you or the school, and it may affect the number of places for the next class."

Hearing this, Tang Jiarong's eyes dimmed, almost at a loss.

Wen Xiao sighed inwardly.

It can be seen that Tang Jiarong's nature is not bad. If such a person does something wrong because of a second's thought, he will definitely spend half his life in fear and anxiety. Even if he gets what he wants again, that thing will become hot. stand up.

Wen Xiao changed his tone and said, "I still have a question. I don't know if you haven't thought about it. If the other party is not me, but someone else, such as Shao Yufeng, and the Department of Political Affairs and Education adopts another way... What do you think? What will happen to Shao Yufeng now?"

In an instant, Tang Jiarong's face turned pale.Shao Yufeng was beaten to the ground by Shao Yang, spitting blood at the mouth, they all still remember it vividly.

"I'm giving you this analogy because I want to say that some gates are difficult to close once they are opened," Wen Xiao said, "Don't think about giving up your quota, why not think about how to stop yourself from doing similar things in the future .”

After speaking, they happened to go up to the fifth floor of the teaching building.

Tang Jiarong was silent for a long time, and when he was about to enter the classroom, he said hoarsely: "I understand, brother Xiao."

One of them is in the east and the other is in the west, and they take their own seats.Mi Qunfei came over and asked about Wen Xiao's situation, and Wen Xiao told the truth.

"Wow," Du Minwen winked at Wen Xiao after Mi Qunfei walked away, "Brother Wen, are you going to have a long-distance relationship? Is it difficult?"

Just as Wen Xiao opened his notes, he paused when he heard the words, thinking what the hell was going on, to tease him about his "long-distance relationship" this week?

But it's true, it's tough.

In the days after parting from Xia Jue, everything seemed dull.Wen Xiao and Du Minwen ate together, and they didn't feel like they were eating, but like a machine without emotion, cheering.

Fortunately, the college entrance examination came soon, and a hell-difficult math paper changed his boring life. At the same time, many ordinary candidates burst into tears in the examination room, and there was a long queue at the wind blowing corner on the rooftops of major middle schools.

——This year, the province where Juzhou is located has an unprecedented level of difficulty in the mathematics papers of the college entrance examination, reaching a peak in the past ten years.

The author has something to say: Congratulations to Wen Xiao, a model of morality, for his success in preaching/teaching, and happy to mention a new younger brother.

ps. Regarding the report letter, some things I wanted to write have not been written yet, and the truth will be fully revealed later.