Blow

After that, the plan was temporarily changed.Wen Xiao took Xia Jue to a bakery to make cakes, spent most of the afternoon, and the rest of the time was just enough to watch a movie.

After returning home in the evening, having dinner with Wen Rushi, Xia Jue finally received a real birthday present from Wen Xiao, which turned out to be "Tihai".

——To be precise, it is a handmade book of B5 size, which is as thick as a one-yuan coin. , Science and Comprehensive, a total of six college entrance examination subjects all the classic question types of the national volume.

The content is also handwritten, and the handwriting is neat and clear. From the first page to the last page of the text, there is no trace of scribbles, which shows Wen Xiao's calmness and patience when writing.

Not only that, but the back ring lining page also has a simple three-dimensional design. After being flattened, two paper figurines cut from cardboard stand together hand in hand, stepping on the vast land of mountains and rivers.

Xia Jue turned back to the title page again, and saw two feathers outlined with a few strokes, intertwined with each other, with two small characters written beside them: Blowing Dreams.

……

Xia Jue raised her head and looked at Wen Xiao.

Wen Xiao's lips were tightly lined, feeling a little uncomfortable.This is the first time he has given someone a birthday, and it is also the first time he has made this kind of handmade gift, so he is actually very uncertain in his heart.

"Don't like it?" Wen Xiao asked.

Xia Jue was stunned for a moment, then quickly shook her head and said, "How is that possible."

That being said, the reaction was really not enthusiastic.Wen Xiao felt vaguely regretful, feeling that he might not have grasped Xia Jue's appetite this time.

"Then put it away," but he didn't get too entangled, and said, "Go take a bath, today is a day off, go to bed early."

Xia Jue didn't move, bit her lip, and then stopped talking.

Wen Xiao simply turned his head to get the pajamas first, and as soon as he took a step, Xia Jue rushed over and wrapped his arms around his waist from behind.

Xia Jue was still holding the book in his hand, and the corner of the book was sticking to his flesh, which was actually uncomfortable, but Wen Xiao didn't resist, and let Xia Jue hug him tightly.At this time, the emotion in Xia Jue's heart, which was overwhelmed by surprise and had no time to react, erupted violently in an instant, hitting the hearts of both of them at the same time.

There always seems to be a lot of things between them, and they can understand each other without opening their mouths.The regret in Wen Xiao's heart was erased at once, he smiled and said, "Is that how you like it?"

Xia Jue buried her face on his back shoulder, and replied, "Yes."

There was only one syllable, as if there was nothing else to say, and he could only wrap Wen Xiao into his arms more vigorously.

This is really a wonderful feeling.In Wen Xiao's view, he has always been more possessive of Xia Jue, but at this moment, the stubbornness shown in Xia Jue's hug is not lost to him at all.

He patted Xia Jue's hand on his waist reassuringly.

"No matter how much you like it, you have to let it go first. Go and put it away, and read it later," Wen Xiao said, "Otherwise, you plan to spend the rest of your life with a notebook?"

Xia Jue said, "I won't let go."

Wen Xiao was stunned.

"Is it not possible?" Xia Jue asked softly without getting a response.

Wen Xiao thought for a while and said, "See what you're referring to. If you're referring to the title, a page is about to be folded; if you're referring to me—are you trying to strangle me here?"

After he finished speaking, the room was quiet for a moment, and Xia Jue slowly let go.

Wen Xiao was finally able to turn around, only to see Xia Jue lowered his head, caressingly smoothing the pages of the book, his drooping eyelashes trembling slightly, looking extraordinarily cute.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to flick the tip of Xia Jue's nose.

Xia Jue usually didn't hide from such small movements, but today he took half a step back, raised his head, and gave him a dissatisfied look.

"What's the sudden temper?" Wen Xiao withdrew his hand and asked.

Xia Jue couldn't believe it and said, "Who is making trouble? I was just confessing my love, and that's how you responded?"

Wen Xiao listened, paused, did not speak, just put his hands in his trouser pockets, and took a step closer.

They were not far away from each other, so his whole body was attached to Xia Jue's body.

"Then what do you want?" Wen Xiao asked in a low voice.

Xia Jue's breathing began to become short, unable to speak, her momentum quickly weakened, and her right foot was about to step back.Wen Xiao pushed aside his bangs first, and kissed him on the forehead.

Immediately, Xia Jue became dizzy for a while, as if a certain button had been pressed, and immediately remained still.

Wen Xiao lowered his head slightly and stared at him.

Eyes meet, and emotions flow through the air.Without warning, Xia Jue lightened up, was picked up by Da Heng, and entered the bathroom.

During the whole process thereafter, Xia Jue could hear her suppressed panting.At first there was fire underneath, and then there was fire in his hands. In a state of half-dream and half-awake, he experienced a feeling that he had never experienced before.

Tick-tick, the hour hand has passed two divisions.

The sound of running water stopped, and then sounded again.Wen Xiao opened the door of the shower room, went to the sink and rinsed his mouth.

Outside, Xia Jue had been hugged to the bed, his expression was in a trance, his consciousness was floating high, and he hadn't landed on the ground yet - when Wen Xiao slipped his Adam's apple and made a few swallowing movements, he even thought his soul was being swallowed. pumped away.

Not to mention that after that, he came out by himself, and tried to flirt with Wenxiao again, his wrist was so sore that he lost consciousness, and he was brought here again.

For two consecutive times, for the first time in his life, he completely understood the meaning of the word "collapse".

Across the wall, the sound of water stopped completely.

Wen Xiao turned off the faucet, walked out of the bathroom wearing a towel, wiped his hair with a dry towel, but didn't blow it on, and there was still moisture.He walked to the bed, opened the closet with his back to Xia Jue, and found a pair of dark gray underwear to put on.

Because of the bending over, the muscles on his back were tense, showing a clean and smooth line.

Xia Jue lay there without saying a word, her gaze drifted away, she touched that side, and then flew away, then she seemed to be caught in a memory that happened just now, her fair face was quickly stained with obvious redness, which was more intense than he felt. At its strongest, it's too much.

So Wen Xiao, who had put on his underwear, turned around, and when he lifted the quilt, he bumped into his flushed face.

The bed sank down, Xia Jue suddenly closed his eyes, his nervousness could be seen with naked eyes.

Wen Xiao looked normal, lying on his side, and tried the temperature on Xia Jue's forehead with the back of his hand.

It's hot, but I'm afraid it's out of shyness.A faint smile appeared on the corner of Wen Xiao's mouth, he leaned closer and lightly pecked Xia Jue's lips.

Now Xia Jue couldn't bear to close his eyes anymore, he opened them and looked at Wen Xiao without blinking.

"Aren't you particular?" Wen Xiao was also looking at him, and suddenly asked, "Why don't you hide?"

——This is talking about last New Year's Eve, the same as what he did to Xia Jue in the bathroom just now, Xia Jue sucked him, and later when he kissed Xia Jue, he was said "not particular".

"...Why do you hold grudges so much?" Xia Jue also remembered, and whispered, her face turned even redder.

Wen Xiao let out a "hmm".

"Quite self-aware." Xia Jue yawned while muttering.

"Sleepy?" Wen Xiao looked at the wall clock on the wall, "It's only 09:30."

Xia Jue said, "It's not you..."

"It's not me?" Wen Xiao asked.

Xia Jue fell silent, and retracted her head into the bed, and was dragged up by Wen Xiao again.

"What a bad habit," Wen Xiao scolded, "Why do you always like to get under the covers?"

Xia Jue couldn't help protesting: "It's okay to take care of everything, why do you even take care of sleeping?"

"I don't care about the bed, who else do you want to care about?" Wen Xiao raised his eyebrows as he said.

Xia Jue was stunned for a moment, but she was speechless to refute.

During the interval of his silence, Wen Xiao reached out and turned off the overhead light.

The light was cut off, and in the dim environment, the two of them who had tossed in the bathroom became more and more sleepy.Xia Jue habitually found a familiar place in Wen Xiao's arms, closed her eyes, and breathed more steadily.

After an unknown amount of time, Wen Xiao suddenly gave him a hug.

The strength was so great that Xia Jue woke up instantly, and subconsciously asked, "Wen Xiao? What's wrong?"

Wen Xiao didn't reply for a while, Xia Jue asked again, only to hear a "uh", like being woken up.

dream?

Xia Jue called again tentatively: "Wen Xiao?"

"...Well," Wen Xiao's slightly hoarse voice finally sounded, as if he had just woken up from a dream, "What's the matter?"

Xia Jue didn't know what to say, and said hesitantly, "You just—like hugged me."

Wen Xiao said, "I had a nightmare."

"Nightmare?"

"...No, it was just a dream."

It was obvious that he subconsciously slipped his mouth and wanted to change his mouth.

"Did I press on your chest?" Xia Jue worriedly wanted to sit up and change her position.

Wen Xiao stopped him, exhaled slowly, blew his hair, and said, "No, it's okay, go on to sleep."

Xia Jue had no choice but to respond, and stretched out her hand to hold Wen Xiao's face, wanting to kiss her to express comfort, but she touched Wen Xiao's forehead, which was wet.

It was a cold sweat from a nightmare.

And it has reached the point of exaggeration.Xia Jue didn't feel sleepy at all, and hurriedly fumbled to turn on the light in the room.

The lamps in the bedroom are all designed to gradually brighten, and when they are turned on, they will gradually surge like a tide, without being too obtrusive and dazzling.Soon, Xia Jue saw that not only Wen Xiao's forehead, but also his hair was wet, and cold sweat ran down his cheeks, like a line of tears.

After watching for a while, Xia Jue wondered if it was sweat, or really tears.

After all, Wen Xiao's expression was too painful.

It seemed that he hadn't completely withdrawn from the encounter in the dream, and his eyes were full of great, shocking pain.Xia Jue sat up, leaned over and kissed his forehead, nose tip, and lips.

With Xia Jue's reassurance, Wen Xiao slowly suppressed his emotions.

"What did you dream about?" Xia Jue asked softly.

Wen Xiao didn't answer right away, but let him lie down and hugged him into his arms again.

Xia Jue said again: "Anyway, no matter what you dream about, it's all fake. I'll be with you."

Wen Xiao remained silent, rubbing his face with his fingers.

"What if it's true?" Wen Xiao then asked.

Xia Jue raised her head suspiciously.

Wen Xiao said: "The dreams I dreamed were all real. I dreamed that when I was 15 years old, I came back from school and the house was very quiet. I found my aunt in the garden, and the aunt said that my mother was resting in the room alone. At that time, I had a math competition, and I was anxious to ask the parents to sign up, so I had to knock on the door, but after knocking for a long time, there was no response—”

"Wen Xiao," Xia Jue realized something, and couldn't bear to interrupt, "You don't need to continue."

He really didn't want Wen Xiao to go through that unforgettable sad memory again.

Wen Xiao said: "This is something that really happened, and I can't escape it without telling it. She was poisoned by clozapine, and I saw her dead body with my own eyes. Before that, we made an appointment to go together on Saturday." Picking up my sister at the airport... The school is less than ten kilometers away from home, and I couldn't keep her."

The more he spoke, the lower his voice became.A kind of profound powerlessness spreads out like the lights at this time, and everything in the room has nowhere to hide, casting a heavy shadow downward.

Xia Jue couldn't help thinking of Xia Shumin.He also faced Xia Shumin's body in person. Even if he didn't have much affection with Xia Shumin, that feeling was very depressing, let alone Wen Xiao and Fang Qinxin.

As for why Wen Xiao suddenly dreamed of the scene of his mother's death many years ago, Xia Jue felt that it was not a coincidence, but a certain reason.

He got up, spread his legs and sat on Wen Xiao's body, facing Wen Xiao.

Wen Xiao leaned against the head of the bed, staring at him, unable to tell whether the eyes were calm or nothingness.

Xia Jue approached slowly, and the two were about to kiss.

"I never thought of letting go," Wen Xiao said suddenly, "I just can't hold on to anything."

Xia Jue held one of his hands and pressed the palm against her chest, feeling the rhythmic pulsation in her chest.

"But you don't even need to catch me," Xia Jue said softly, "This place has long been yours."

Wen Xiao's eyes moved slightly.

Lips touch.

The long-term anxiety, uneasiness, and panic for more than a month... Wen Xiao almost vented all these in this kiss.And Xia Jue seemed to have some kind of magic to accept his emotions, digest them, and eliminate them, and what he returned was a real satisfaction like a heartbeat.

After a long time, Wen Xiao hugged Xia Jue tightly, bowed his head and bit his shoulder hard.

Shocked, Xia Jue took a "hissy" breath and held back without struggling.

Wen Xiao raised his head until he tasted the fishy smell in his mouth, and said, "I don't want to care so much anymore. I don't care what happens in the future, whether we can take the exam together or not, anyway, no matter where you are, you will hide in this life. If you don’t get rid of me, don’t try to escape.”

He had been worrying uncontrollably before, and always felt that the distance would create an infinite possibility of separation. He was afraid that one day Xia Jue would leave without saying goodbye, afraid that Xia Jue would leave, and he would not be able to keep him.It's different now, he's going all out, he's convinced Xia Jue, even if Xia Jue wants to leave in the future, he will arrest him.

He didn't want to be a gentleman in front of Xia Jue anymore, so he wanted to be a villain and dominate Xia Jue for the rest of his life.

Xia Jue blushed slightly, and whispered, "I won't run away."

"It's better like this," Wen Xiao looked at the wound on his shoulder, "otherwise—"

"Otherwise what?" Xia Jue asked after swallowing his saliva, his heart pounding at his sudden declaration.

Wen Xiao shifted his gaze to his face, and said calmly, "Otherwise, I'll eat you."

The author has something to say: eat it!