Blow

White steam filled the air, and warm water trickled down from the top shower over the skin.Wen Xiao closed his eyes and raised his head to do the last cleaning.

The sound of water stopped.

He pushed open the glass door and went out, wiped the fog off the mirror with his hands, and saw his red eyes.

It is probably because of the bubbles, and the corners of the eyes feel a little tingling.Wen Xiao put a towel around his neck, turned on the faucet of the sink, scooped up water with both hands, and rinsed his face repeatedly.At the same time, Xia Jue's words echoed in his heart over and over again, causing his nasal cavity and heart to ache.

Wen Xiao leaned over, propped his hands on the slightly cool countertop, and was stunned.

With a few gurgles, the water in the sink swirled and slowly drained.He put on his bathrobe, went back to his bedroom, and when he entered, he saw Xia Jue lying on the bed, wearing only a small piece of fabric, with his butt turned upside down, as if he had fallen asleep, with a vocabulary book in his hand.

A recently popular costume drama was playing on the TV, and it was at the highlight. The protagonist and the villain were fighting hand-to-hand, and there was a burst of fierce fighting.

"boom!"

Just as Wen Xiao picked up the remote control on the bedside table and was about to turn down the volume, the villain made a strange move and caught the protagonist by surprise.

Shocked, Xia Jue also woke up, shaking her head blankly, her eyes were still a little swollen.

Wen Xiao turned off the TV, went over and patted his butt: "Why don't you cover the quilt?"

"...I fell asleep?" Xia Jue was a little confused.

Wen Xiao said "hmm", bent over and turned him over, hugged him into the quilt, and pecked him on the tip of his nose.

The long-lost tenderness.Xia Jue was nostalgic and attached at the same time, squinting her eyes comfortably, raised her head and pursed her mouth, hinting.

"Aren't you sleepy?" Wen Xiao asked as he approached.

The warm light from the ceiling lamp in the room shone on the two of them.Xia Jue was slightly heated by the photo, and couldn't help but put her arms around Wen Xiao's neck, trying to bring Wen Xiao into bed.

Wen Xiao bit his lower lip and refused.

"Go to bed first," Wen Xiao said, "I'll help you look at your homework."

Xia Jue lay on the pillow panting slightly, and said, "No need, you should go to sleep first, I will recite the words."

As he spoke, he went to touch the vocabulary book on the bed.Wen Xiao picked it up casually and handed it to him.

"Abandon, Abandon..." Xia Jue opened it, read it mechanically a few times, and was taken aback, "No, it's not this book. Did I take it by mistake just now?"

This is the CET-[-] vocabulary book on Wen Xiao's bookshelf.

Wen Xiao simply took the book away: "Sleep if you're really tired, otherwise you won't be efficient. Take a day off today."

Two weeks of high-intensity study, coupled with the extra review plan, is indeed too hard.

"Then you come too." Xia Jue opened her arms eagerly, "I won't be able to sleep without you."

Wen Xiao put the book back in its place, took off the bathrobe and hung it up, and lay down on the bed.

As soon as they touched each other, Xia Jue was very satisfied, as if she had forgotten everything about an hour ago, An Anxin buried her head in Wen Xiao's arms.

Wen Xiao put his hands around Xia Jue's back, rubbed his hair sideways, and suddenly called out in a low voice: "Baby."

Xia Jue raised her head in shock, "Boom", and pushed Wen Xiao's chin.Wen Xiao sucked in a breath of cold air, the knock was stinging, and there was a fishy smell in his mouth.

"Murder?" Wen Xiao raised his head and asked with a frown.

Xia Jue also had a hard bump on the head, but she didn't realize it, and said stupidly, "What did you call me?"

Wen Xiao's eyes were reddish, perhaps because of the pain.He called again: "Honey—"

The ending was swallowed, Xia Jue turned over and moved closer.The honey-colored lights can’t be touched, but their tenderness can be felt; wallpaper is pasted on the wall, and their shadows were originally faint, but because they overlap closely together, they become so thick, full of overturned love , too thick to melt.

There are sparks flying in the air, and you can taste the sweetness, which is intoxicatingly sweet, and each one is so warm, honest and unreserved.Xia Jue felt that he was poked behind him, and he was also hot.

"Are you awake?" Wen Xiao asked in a low voice during the gap.

Xia Jue murmured, "I'm dreaming."

As if to make him feel real, Wen Xiao hugged him even tighter, creating a definite pain and sweetness.

When they parted, Xia Jue pressed Wen Xiao's forehead, a little dazed.Then he came back to his senses, and rolled over to the side without saying a word, with full embarrassment, a small umbrella was held up by the soft fabric, and hid in the shadow, there was a slight wet feeling on the tip of the umbrella.

Wen Xiao sat quietly, leaning against the head of the bed and looking at him with deep eyes.

Xia Jue looked even more shy and said, "I—"

Wen Xiao suddenly asked: "Do you want to do it?"

Xia Jue was stunned and raised her head in disbelief.He thought: What is Wen Xiao talking about?

The pain on Wen Xiao's tongue was almost numb, and he tortured himself again, let himself cool down, and repeated the question.

Xia Jue was silent for a moment, but she refused. While avoiding Wen Xiao's gaze, she turned her back to get out of bed, and said like a mosquito, "...I'm going to the bathroom."

"Do it yourself?" Wen Xiao asked.Three words missing in front: thinking of me.

Xia Jue whispered, "I want you to take care of it."

"Didn't you always say you wanted to do it before?" Wen Xiao stared at his red ears, "I asked you today, but I don't want it."

Xia Jue snorted: "You have already said the reason why you don't want to do it, it is impossible to change your mind suddenly. Do you pity me?"

So gentle, holding him, kissing him, and calling him baby... Is it because he was rejected in the laundry room of the gallery before, and because he cried when he came back?

Wen Xiao said, "No."

"what is that?"

"...Xia Jue," Wen Xiao called his name, "You can object to what I say."

Xia Jue couldn't understand: "What are you talking about?"

Wen Xiao said: "Everything, including this aspect."

"Why do I object to this?" Xia Jue turned her head in confusion, her eyes were strange, "Do I want to come here now...you?"

Wen Xiao looked calm: "You can try."

try?Xia Jue thought for a while, and immediately had to use the back of her hand to freeze her face.He said, "Forget it." He moved into the bathroom, and soon there was the sound of the shower being turned on.

Wen Xiao immediately raised his voice: "No cold water!"

Xia Jue also said loudly, "I object!"

"Objection is invalid." Wen Xiao got out of bed and knocked on the bathroom door.

Xia Jue muttered: "Speaking is nothing, tortoise bastard."

The shower was turned off, but Wen Xiao still didn't walk away, his faint figure was revealed through the frosted glass on the door, like a supervisor, but also like a prank.

Across the door, Xia Jue leaned on the tiles, trying to calm down, but every time his eyes fell on that figure, he couldn't calm down as if he had been hit by a magic barrier, so he could only help himself to relieve/relieve it.During the process, he was so ashamed that tears came out of his eyes, and he kept cursing in his heart, but he gritted his teeth and dared not make a sound.

The sound of the sink's faucet.

Huh, huh, Xia Jue splashed a lot of water on her face, but she still couldn't suppress the gorgeous redness.He opened the door, Wen Xiao was still guarding the door, playing with his phone.

"What are you doing all this time?" Xia Jue said angrily, "Timekeeping?"

Wen Xiao put away his phone: "I'm afraid you'll catch a cold after taking a shower, I'm not that boring."

Having said that, Xia Jue clearly heard that he was smiling, so he got under the quilt and refused to see anyone.

"Really going to sleep?" Wen Xiao rubbed his earlobe.

Xia Jue was very depressed: Even though the situation was similar, why did Wen Xiao neither take a shower nor DIY?

"Be honest, did you learn automation?" Xia Jue asked.

Wen Xiao froze for a moment, and couldn't help chuckling.Xia Jue was so angry that she grabbed her hands back to steal his peaches, but Wen Xiao caught her, scratching from the palm of her hand to her armpit, and immediately shrank into a ball with her shoulders shaking.

"Xiaoxiao...Brother Xiao...Brother Xiao..." The situation was fatal, Xia Jue rolled from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, laughing until tears flowed, and kept struggling, "Don't do it...I was wrong..."

What a big battle.Amidst the childish laughter of the two, the quilt was overturned and fell innocently on the floor.Wen Xiao finally stopped mercifully, got out of bed to pick up the quilt, and when he got up, he glanced at Xia Jue and paused.

Xia Jue's flushed face was covered with thin sweat, and there were tears in her smile, which was as limp as a piece of cooked rice cake, her eyelashes were so wet that she couldn't blink, she was completely teased and played/broken.

Wen Xiao felt hot for a while, and smashed the quilt on Xia Jue's face by mistake.

"...?" Xia Jue was suffocated by the blow, and struggling to get her head out, said weakly, "You are murder, right?"

Wen Xiao helped him straighten his messy hair, lay down on the bed again, and turned off the light.

It was just after nine o'clock, and it was still early, but Xia Jue was really tired from tossing around, and his upper and lower eyelids were fighting.

"Have you considered what you just said?" Wen Xiao asked him suddenly.

Xia Jue braced himself up: "What's the matter?"

Wen Xiao put it more bluntly: "Do you really want to do it?"

……

Xia Jue turned around silently.

"I'm serious." Wen Xiao hugged him from behind, sighed slightly, actually a little helpless, "Xia Jue, actually, I don't know what to do when I like someone."

Like what a person should do, this itself is a question without a standard answer.For example, he wants to be responsible for Xia Jue, he hopes to be cautious about sex/behavior, and he hopes that when the most intimate step is reached, the two have enough ability to protect each other and go on forever; Regretful pleasure, including physical and psychological.

It doesn't matter who is right or wrong, but there needs to be a balance between the two.

Xia Jue nestled in his arms, was quiet for a moment, and said slowly: "Actually, I think what you said is right."

"What's wrong?"

"That is, two people have to be responsible for themselves and each other to achieve that step," Xia Jue said, "I think this is right. But before that, can there be a...step-by-step process?"

Wen Xiao said, "Tell me about it?"

"For example," Xia Jue swallowed, "from, from—"

Wen Xiao suddenly reached out and rubbed him lightly: "From this point on?"

"Wen Xiao!" Xia Jue was sleepy at first, but now her heart almost jumped out of her throat.

Wen Xiao smiled in his ear with a deep breath.Xia Jue's piece of rice cake had been stewed too much, it was so sticky, she softly begged for mercy: "Don't provoke me, I can't bear it..."

This time it was Wen Xiao's turn to surge up his blood, let go of coughing lightly, and curled up his body.

"Just say it's okay." Xia Jue was relieved to find nothing, and continued with a blushing face.

Wen Xiao said, "Yes. When do you want to start?"

With a kick at the door, Xia Jue felt weak again: "Anyway, it's not today."

"Well," Wen Xiao responded, "One more thing, what do you think in the gallery today?"

Xia Jue was crying before, he couldn't bear to settle the score.

"That was my mistake," Xia Jue said sincerely, "I'm worried that you won't believe me, and you said about the earrings again, I couldn't help it. I like you so much, Wen Xiao."

"Then do you trust me?" Wen Xiao asked.

"I believe," Xia Jue said, "I've thought about it. I probably don't have confidence in myself. You've seen the place where I grew up and know my grades...I'm far behind you."

Wen Xiao flicked the back of his head: "Just tell me, do you want to be with me forever."

"……think."

"Really?" Wen Xiao rubbed the place where he just hit it again, fearing that it would hurt him, "Your words don't sound like that."

"Really," Xia Jue circled her fingers on the quilt, "I was afraid of being left behind by you. For example, this week, you refused to hold hands with me, refused to hug me, and couldn't even get close. I almost thought I was being abandoned by you." Dumped."

Wen Xiao was slightly taken aback, he didn't expect to cause such a misunderstanding.After thinking about it, he explained, "I'm afraid I'll hurt you."

"Do... hurt me?"

Wen Xiao said: "As soon as I thought that you might run away, I wanted to catch you and eat you. If you approach me, you might get hurt." Then he touched Xia Jue's neck: "Don't remember this place?"

There was a little bite mark from Wen Xiao's bite, and he pinched it hard again.

Xia Jue's heart beat faster when she heard "I ate you".He whispered, "I'm not afraid of pain." Not only was he not afraid, but he also felt that Wen Xiao's words were so handsome, so handsome that his legs were weak.

"I know you are brave," Wen Xiao gently scraped the side of his face with his fingers, "but I still don't believe me after all."

Xia Jue said anxiously, "I believe it."

No matter how much, he couldn't tell.But Wen Xiao basically understood his psychology, so he didn't ask any more questions.

——It’s nothing more than a relationship, and at the same time, it aggravates the worries of two people.

"I've never liked anyone before." Wen Xiao kissed the hollow behind his ear, where there is a carotid artery, "neither men nor women. We drank that cup of milk tea together—is that clear enough?"

It refers to the cup of first love answer tea that "drink and go, bag for a long time".

Xia Jue trembled slightly, turned around, and buried her face in Wen Xiao's chest: "...um."

"Don't say no one likes you in the future." Wen Xiao hugged him.

Xia Jue said softly, "I know you're here."

Wen Xiao said: "Not only."

More than what?Xia Jue waited for a long time but didn't get an answer, sleepiness surged up again, and she fell asleep unknowingly.

Wen Xiao kissed the top of his head lightly, and said in a low voice, "I will feel bad."

The author has something to say: Recently, I feel that my writing is not smooth enough. If you have any opinions, you can raise them~