Blow

At 09:30, the two walked out of the dumpling restaurant.

The dormitory access control time is ten o'clock.According to the school regulations, the freshman dormitory will conduct spot checks by dormitory management, and select a few dormitories to count the number of people.However, Wen Xiao has observed that it has been more than two weeks since the start of school, and excluding the group fight incident last Saturday, the number of times this regulation has actually been implemented is zero.

Wen Xiao sent Xia Jue to the entrance of Honghuayuan Inn.

Xia Jue refused to go in, looked at him and said, "You really want to go."

Wen Xiao asked back: "Do you really want to live?"

"It's all booked, and the room fee has been paid," Xia Jue said, "It must not be wasted."

The truth is this truth.Wen Xiao said indifferently: "Feng Kun will reimburse you for the rent."

"How is it possible?" Xia Jue smiled.

"Then you go back to the dormitory now, and I will reimburse you for the room fee."

"...It's better for you to live with me, and I'll let you share the rent."

Wen Xiao's face darkened.Xia Jue saw that he was really upset, and lowered her head awkwardly, looking at her toes.

"Are you submissive, or are you not taking it seriously at all," Wen Xiao said, "If the fee wasn't so high, would you have gone for a medical examination today as he asked?"

Xia Jue said: "Of course I don't want to do it. I know I am healthy, clean and innocent, but I always need some evidence to refute him."

"Then give him more chances to pick on you?"

"Is it possible that this is the end?"

Wen Xiao sneered: "It's more likely to continue. This time it's the medical examination report. Next time you need to prove that you are not mentally ill in a mental hospital. Do you think you can do it?"

"They have no right to send me in..."

"This is an analogy. Didn't you see it last time? This counselor has only one purpose in doing things, and that is to fuck. If you are alone in your dormitory, no matter whether it is fair or not, you must be the one who is dealt with, not them. "

Once labeled as "heterogeneous", the treatment will always be like this.

Xia Jue was silent, but it was not because of an accident, but as if he had understood what Wen Xiao said a long time ago, but he had been unwilling to admit it, and now it was inevitable.

It was as if a person pretending to be asleep was being forcibly woken up, and his silence was filled with old blood and scars.

But because he lowered his head, Wen Xiao didn't notice his emotional change, and continued: "I know you like to drink apple juice, but do you know that as long as one piece of an apple rots, the whole is inedible , because the mold has spread all over its body—the environment is the same. The way Li Zhiwei and Bao Ming dealt with Feng Kun that time, plus the current unreasonable demands, if you say nothing, this piece will really rot .Do you want to eat a rotten apple for the next few years until graduation?"

Xia Jue shook her head.

Wen Xiao said: "Then go back to the dormitory tonight and don't care what they say."

Xia Jue shook his head again.

Wen Xiao let out a heavy breath from the end of his nose, put his hands into the pockets of his jeans, touched the silver ring that was made in the afternoon, and held it.The coldness chilled his heart.

"You decide for yourself," Wen Xiao said lightly, "I'm leaving."

After finishing speaking, just as he turned sideways, Xia Jue suddenly fell down.Wen Xiao stopped, only to see Xia Jue sitting down on the steps in front of the hotel, covered in ashes.

Xia Jue usually loves to be clean.

Wen Xiao stood where she was, and found that Xia Jue buried her head lower and lower on her knees, slowly clasped the back of her head with her hands, inserted her fingers into her hair, and sank deeply into it.

Also tonight, Wen Xiao saw Chen Xinyue doing similar actions.This action often indicates an emotional breakdown, and Chen Xinyue can stop it in time, but Xia Jue seems to have endured it for too long, and it lasted for a long time.

Wen Xiao wasn't sure if he was crying or not.Xia Jue was motionless, like a painful and heavy statue.

Wen Xiao's heart was also so heavy, he fell straight to the bottom.

A young couple came to open the room, saw the situation at the door, hesitated for a moment, seemed to recognize Wen Xiao, and walked around while turning their heads back frequently.

Now the two middle-aged men at the front desk also noticed the movement here, and one of them came out and shouted: "Hey, if there is anything to deal with, don't block us from doing... business."

Wen Xiao's complexion was not good, and he glanced coldly.Seeing Wen Xiao's strong arm, the man withdrew his head with a slight sound at the end.

Quiet.

Wen Xiao let go of the hand holding the ring in his pocket - the ring had already become warm.He stretched out, palms down, covering the back of Xia Jue's hands folded over his head.

The night wind blew the back of Xia Jue's hands a little cold, but Wen Xiao's palms were so hot and wide, it seemed that they could continuously transmit warmth downwards.

"Go in and talk about something." Wen Xiao patted him on the head with a calm tone.

After a long time, Xia Jue's muffled voice came from below: "Yes."

Wen Xiao took his hand away.

Xia Jue stood up and took a deep breath. There were no tears on her face, nor was she too distracted, but she looked tired.With his head down, he turned around and prepared to enter the door.

Wen Xiao suddenly stopped him: "Wait."

Xia Jue turned around.

Wen Xiao walked behind him, leaned over and patted the ashes off his buttocks.

Xia Jue was stunned by this sudden movement, and he didn't lift his feet for a long time until Wen Xiao finished filming, always feeling that there was an indescribable intimacy in it.

Wen Xiao's expression remained the same, he straightened up and asked, "What's wrong?"

"No." Xia Jue recovered and shook her head.He took a deep breath, feeling a force pouring into his body, and his mood became more relaxed.

Under the watchful eyes of the front desk, the two walked up the stairs and entered a double room on the second floor.There is no room card in this hotel, and the key is still used.

The overall tone of the room is red, and the decoration is earthy to dregs, revealing a vulgar sense of fun.The only consolation is that Xia Jue stayed in before and opened the window, so the musty smell in the room has dissipated a lot.

Wen Xiao found a chair, pulled it out and sat down.Xia Jue took off her outer pants, put them on the bedside table, and sat on the edge of the bed by herself.His skin is so fair, it makes this set of bad-colored and inferior bedding look prettier.

The two faced each other at a short distance.

At this time, Xia Jue's emotions had been completely suppressed, and his expression became the same as usual, with a relaxed look.

"If you have a girlfriend in the future, you have to remember one thing," he said, "like the situation just now, you must never reason with her."

Wen Xiao said, "I don't have a girlfriend."

"In the future," Xia Jue smiled, "There will be in the future."

"how do you know?"

Xia Jue paused, then asked softly, "Isn't it?"

Wen Xiao didn't answer.

Xia Jue just asked, just like the previous similar questions, and didn't expect to get any answers.He propped his hands on the quilt, and this action made his shoulders slightly arched, showing the beautiful shape of his collarbone.

Wen Xiao waited for him to speak, and brought the conversation to the point.

"...I know what you said is right." After a while, Xia Jue sighed and said, "Because in the community and school, there have always been people who know about me. Li Zhiwei is not the first Li Zhiwei. , Bao Ming is not the first Bao Ming either. In your words, I should have grown up eating rotten apples."

Wen Xiao asked: "So Feng Kun is not the first Feng Kun?"

"It's hard to say," Xia Jue thought for a while, "I haven't been to kindergarten, but since the first grade of elementary school, I have been No.1 in the class, and No.1 in the school since junior high...Although I still failed to pass I was in high school, but the teachers liked me very much and protected me. Until later, I insisted on registering for the college entrance examination.”

It is difficult for Wen Xiao to understand why insisting on signing up for the college entrance examination will become a reason not to be liked by the teacher.

"If I want to take an undergraduate degree, I have to take your general college entrance examination," Xia Jue said. "School secondary school students need the approval of the school to take the general college entrance examination. That year, I was the only one in the school who wanted to apply. The school estimated that I had no hope. The head teacher also persuaded me, saying that they were also kind, because I would definitely not pass the exam, and if I really wanted to be gold-plated, I could choose the college entrance examination for students from the three schools like everyone else, and I would be able to get a full-time degree in the future."

"...Is this out of kindness?"

"They thought it was, but they didn't convince me. My thought at the time was that none of them could make a decision for me. I just wanted to be admitted to the undergraduate course, and I had to apply. Of course, the school approved it for me later, but the teacher's It is inevitable to say a few gossips, and you should be able to figure out the specific content."

Wen Xiao said, "I can't think of it."

He couldn't imagine that a student who was doing his best to fight for his own future would bear any criticism—what's wrong with this world?

Xia Jue then recalled and said, "It probably means that I am wishful thinking... that I am like a clay doll. If I am peacefully mixed with flies and mice in the mud, I can barely see the human form, but if I really put it Going outside is nothing."

Wen Xiao unconsciously clenched a fist with one hand, and his nails pinched his palm hard.

"But it's all behind the scenes. They're not bad in front of me," Xia Jue said, looking at him softly, with a quiet expression, "What about you, do you think I look like me?"

In an instant, some kind of impulse surged in Wen Xiao's chest.Suddenly he made a decision.

Wen Xiao said, "Come here."

Xia Jue was taken aback for a moment, a little puzzled, but obediently stood up and approached Wen Xiao.He half-jokingly said: "What's the matter? You just remembered to take a good look at me?"

Wen Xiao pursed his lips and did not reply.

Xia Jue was even more puzzled, walked up to Wen Xiao, and suddenly let out a soft cry.

Wen Xiao grabbed one of his arms and hugged him violently.

Xia Jue's body is so flexible and thin, and the smell on her body is sweet and a little sour.Wen Xiao exerted force unconsciously.He hugged him so tightly that Xia Jue even felt a little pain, but it was the kind of pain that was squeezed by happiness and full of joy.

Both of them were silent, but the sound of breathing replaced everything, they were communicating.

Xia Jue thought to herself: So the intimacy I felt before is real.

He put his face on Wen Xiao's neck in a daze, lowered his head, and tried to place a kiss on Wen Xiao's shoulder, but Wen Xiao didn't let go immediately.

After several centuries, the wooden chair rang in protest, and the two separated.

Xia Jue opened her legs and sat on Wen Xiao's lap in a rather ambiguous position. They looked at each other closely.

"...You hug me." After a long time, Xia Jue said something dreamily.

Wen Xiao gave a faint "hmm".

"You hug me," Xia Jue looked at him intently, not remembering the previous topic at all, and just repeated this sentence, "You hugged me."

Wen Xiao said, "It's me."

Xia Jue asked in a daze, "Why?"

"Didn't you say that?" Wen Xiao asked back.

Xia Jue was at a loss.

Wen Xiao then signaled him to get off the ground.Xia Jue stood up reluctantly.The two stood facing each other, and Wen Xiao pointed to the left side of his chest with one hand.

Then Wen Xiao looked at him and said calmly, "Forgot?"

——Are you feeling sorry for me?If yes, turn around and give me a hug?

……

Xia Jue felt a huge dizziness.Starting from the corners of his eyes, his whole face was flushed with a faint red, which became more and more intense.

Wen Xiao put the hand pointing at the heart into his pocket, and repeatedly stroked the silver ring inside.

"Wen Xiao." Xia Jue called out softly.

Wen Xiao looked at him quietly.

The atmosphere was as beautiful as a dream, and Xia Jue felt her whole body melting and rising like a soft cloud.His heart was beating very fast and his breathing was short of breath.

"Before...that question," he breathed slightly, "I want to hear the answer now, and I choose the truth."

Wen Xiao suddenly shattered the atmosphere and dragged him back to the ground.

Wen Xiao said, "No."

Xia Jue was stunned.After a long while, he bit his lip, with unwillingness in his eyes.

"And why?" he asked.

Wen Xiao asked bluntly: "Since you haven't met a teacher like Feng Kun before, why do you want to give in to Feng Kun?"

"I... am not giving in." The previous topic continued, and Xia Jue began to defend.

"Is that inappropriate?"

"...Neither."

Wen Xiao said, "But you decided to go for a medical examination."

"Ah."

Wen Xiao's heart was squeezed by this "um", he felt blocked and irritable.

But Xia Jue immediately said: "But it's not what you think. Of course I also hope that a deteriorating apple can grow well, but there is a situation where the tree is rotten, and the whole piece of soil is rotten. No matter how much you prune the branches and cut the leaves, it is impossible to get good fruit. In this case, my only choice is to leave, and everything else is a waste of energy. I really don’t have much energy to waste.”

Now it was Wen Xiao's turn to be stunned.He remembered Xia Jue's yelling at night in the mountains, those descriptions.

This county, the village in the city, the school, everything can't be said to be too bad, but it's just not too bad.Perhaps Xu Chengkai, Li Rui, Qian Feijie... Many people can enjoy this word, but for Xia Jue and even Huang Xingze, they may have to bear the worst word in this word.

Wen Xiao realized that perhaps when he closed his eyes and his eyes were filled with chaotic darkness, he could truly see the world in front of Xia Jue and understand some of Xia Jue's decisions.

Wen Xiao was speechless for a moment.

Xia Jue looked down at her toes for a while, then suddenly changed her words: "If you really think I shouldn't go, or I don't live in the dormitory at all, it doesn't matter. Anyway, since you don't want to waste your efforts, there is no need to gamble."

Wen Xiao frowned: "That's impossible. Either let Feng Kun withdraw his words, or you go for a medical examination. Otherwise, what reason do you think they will use to explain your move out?"

That would probably be more exciting.

"...Just let them make it up," Xia Jue said self-destructively, "Hey, now I feel that life is a little difficult."

Wen Xiao suddenly said, "Call me."

Xia Jue was stunned for a moment, and asked tentatively, "Wen Xiao?"

"Well," Wen Xiao responded, "I'm here."

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