Blow

Knowing that she was going to attend the graduation trip of Wen Xiao's class as a "family member", Xia Jue was a little embarrassed and wanted to shirk.

"Really not going?" Wen Xiao reminded him, "Then we won't see each other for several days."

When Xia Jue heard the words "I can't see you", she was startled for a moment, then threw a handful of fish food into the pond, and muttered, "Do you still care about this? I can't see you for another year...four years." Woolen cloth."

Following his movements, several brightly colored koi scrambled out of the water, making a clear water sound.The emerald green lotus leaves swayed slightly, and the cool water droplets splashed on his neck.

The youth by the lotus pond in summer is as beautiful as a vivid painting.

"How is it possible." Wen Xiao paused, wiped it gently for him with his hands, and unknowingly entered into the painting.

"How is it impossible?" Xia Jue said, "They say that long-distance relationships are like this, and there are very few opportunities to meet each other."

His expression looked gloomy, probably because of his volunteering for the college entrance examination.Although he has already made a decision on this matter and implemented it, he is reluctant to bear it. Every time he thinks about it, he looks worried.

Wen Xiao remained silent, unwilling to part with it.He was awakened by Wen Rushi's words at the time. He seemed to be rational and mature when persuading Xia Jue, but he was actually annoyed secretly, feeling that he was simply torturing himself.

Looking at a pool of clear water, two prospective college students whose fate is uncertain, with hazy thoughts about the future, feel the lingering sorrow of parting in advance.

After a long time, Xia Jue sighed.

"Graduation trip, right? Then you beg me," he pretended to be magnanimous, "You beg me, I'll think about it."

Wen Xiao looked at him for a while, smiled, and said, "Then I beg—" he approached slowly, and put his forehead against his.

"Please go," Wen Xiao then said in a low voice, "I will miss you if you are not here."

"..." Xia Jue couldn't help but her face turned hot, she hurriedly pushed Wen Xiao's head away, and whispered, "I know, just go."

On Sunday, more than [-] people gathered together at the Juzhou high-speed railway station.

Wen Xiao and Xia Jue arrived early, and they dressed well with each other: Wen Xiao wore a white T-shirt, a baseball cap and a watch strap in dark blue; Xia Jue wore a ball hair, and her upper body was white with a light blue checkered pattern Underneath the shirt are washed and distressed gray-blue jeans and white sneakers.

In addition, they each wear a pair of earrings, different styles, but the same size, anyone with a discerning eye can tell that they are a pair; as for their personal relationship, it is so clear that there is no need to ask, and they can easily pull a set of fresh love at any time photo.

There were about seven couples present, and none of them was more dazzling than them, so that Jiang Chengbi, who was carrying his camera equipment, was caught by a passer-by and half-jokingly asked, "Which crew are you from?"

Jiang Chengbi scratched his head, hesitantly said: "Dog abuse crew?"

Yu Qi laughed while listening.She brought Jiang Chengbi along. As soon as the college entrance examination was over, she accepted Jiang Chengbi's confession. The two got together smoothly and were in the period of passionate love.

10 minutes before the ticket check, everyone was assembled, led by Tang Jiarong, and boarded the same high-speed train.

Yu Qi and Jiang Chengbi sat very close to Wen Xiao and Xia Jue, and chatted with each other. The content was nothing more than reminiscing about their senior year, college entrance examination, volunteering, and life exchanges during the holidays.

When she learned that Wen Xiao's and Xia Jue's first choices were on different sides, Yu Qi was taken aback, and then said with a smile: "Coincidentally, we are too."

Wen Xiao couldn't help but glanced at her.

"As for me, I should go to apply for money," Yu Qi said, "It's good for him to apply to Xida University in Shaanxi and Hegong University in Anhui."

Jiang Chengbi next to him smiled with a good temper: "I can't help it, I made a small mistake, I didn't get enough points, there is no 211 in Shanghai that I can read."

——This situation is exactly the same as that of Wen Xiao and Xia Jue. They also chose to accept a different place so that both of them could get on 985 or 211.

"There are also the monitor and Wang Can," Yu Qi said again, "The monitor is Peking University, Wang Can seems to be going to Sichuan and Chongqing. But there are also some together, such as..."

She was eloquent all the time, and she had all kinds of gossip at her fingertips.

Xia Jue accidentally yawned.

Yu Qi said "ah" and pursed her lips in embarrassment: "Am I too eloquent?"

Xia Jue was more sorry than she was, and waved her hands repeatedly.Wen Xiao answered for him: "No, it's all because of him messing around last night."

"...?" Yu Qi's expression was blank for a moment.

Xia Jue also choked for breath, and reluctantly explained to Yu Qi: "I played games all night last night."

After that, he took advantage of the situation and lay down on the backrest to rest, staring sideways at Wen Xiao.

"What's wrong?" Wen Xiao raised his eyebrows.

Xia Jue scolded him angrily: "Can you speak well."

Wen Xiao was inexplicable: "What's wrong with me, I'm killing you?" Then he realized that what he said was a bit strange, and couldn't help laughing: "It's not because you love to think too much."

Xia Jue couldn't talk to him, so he closed his eyes helplessly.As usual, Wen Xiao covered his eyes so that he could fall asleep.

When I woke up, it was exactly five or six minutes before the arrival station.

The travel arrangement is to go to the international cruise center first, take a boat to land on the island, do not follow the group for four days and three nights, vacation style, the specific itinerary has been prepared in advance by the class committee.

They received many awards along the way.Many parents took their children out for a trip, seeing that they were organizing graduation trips in their own class, they praised them for their sophistication.Wen Xiao, the No. [-] scholar, was repeatedly pushed out to worship and study.

The ship is off.

Bored in the crowd, after queuing for two hours, Xia Jue instantly felt the invigorating sea breeze blowing on his face and the spaciousness of the sea that made him want to take a deep breath as soon as he set sail.He looked at Wen Xiao, and Wen Xiao was also looking at him, and they smiled at each other.

A small boat, sailing on the invisible sea, as if suddenly the sky became extremely high, and the world became very large.But even in such a big world, when they smile, they still see each other.

Xia Jue suddenly had a kind of confidence generated out of thin air, whether it was due to Yu Qi and Jiang Chengbi, and more similar examples of different places, or whether it was a whim at the moment, in short, he firmly believed that any distance must be certain, and it is impossible to separate him from Wen. Xiao separated.

There was a "click" behind him, and the movement of the camera.

Wen Xiao turned his head and found that it was Yu Qi who asked Jiang Chengbi to take a photo of him and Xia Jue looking at each other, with the blue sky and sea in the background.He took it over and looked at it, and it was great.

Jiang Chengbi is a steel straight man with words. While admiring the beauty of the photos, he couldn't help but confided in his heart: "Well, I actually thought you were a bit--that. But now, I really think you are pretty good. "

"Can you talk!" Yu Qi looked like she wanted to take off the lens and stuff it into his mouth, and she thought brokenly, "Will you..."

Wen Xiao smiled indifferently.

Disembark from the boat and confirm your accommodation at the hotel.There were so many of them, and they were divided into several houses before the arrangement was completed.At this time, Wen Xiao realized that there was a special reason why the class chose Gulangyu Island for their graduation trip. On the one hand, the island is not as compared to the land, and the scope is relatively small and easy to control; A certain amount of personal space.

Wen Xiao and Xia Jue walked into the room and found that the sea view could be seen from the window. The appearance of the whole inn was a retro bungalow, very beautiful, and the location was near Longtou Street.

——Eating is the foundation of all things.When I asked for opinions in the group, everyone agreed that the residence must be adjacent to the food.The most famous food gathering place on Gulangyu Island is Longtou Street Snack Street.

Therefore, after putting down the luggage, this has become the first stop of travel that everyone expects.

After eating and drinking enough, in the evening, the sky turned into a hazy and dreamy color, and the shapes of the clouds seemed to come from fairy tales.Young boys and girls walk together, and the camera records a series of incomparably moving pictures.

"Compare your heart!" Yu Qi shouted to every couple, and took a group photo with Jiang Chengbi.

When it was Wen Xiao and Xia Jue's turn, Xia Jue said first, "What about yourselves? You didn't take pictures all the way."

Yu Qi was taken aback.

Xia Jue had never touched a SLR camera before, so she didn't know much about it, so she left it to Wen Xiao to operate it.Wen Xiao captured the playful moment when Yu Qi and Jiang Chengbi held hands and jumped high with their feet off the ground.

After the filming, it may have taken a lot of effort to jump up, Yu Qi's face was flushed and she was very excited.She couldn't help but said, "I want to be your fan for the rest of my life!"

"Fan?" Wen Xiao was puzzled.

Yu Qi consciously made a slip of the tongue, and said vaguely: "Anyway, you are really kind, and I can live forever."

Topics become increasingly difficult to understand.Wen Xiao didn't understand, Xia Jue, who had read Lugougou's literature, at least understood a little bit, but she was too embarrassed to tell Wen Xiao, so she just pretended to be stupid.

"Hurry up and compare your hearts, it will be dark later." Yu Qi shouted from the front.

Wen Xiao didn't know how to put it on.Xia Jue put her four fingers together, her thumb spread out, and the back of her hand arched, forming half of her heart.Wen Xiao glanced at it and learned to form the other half.

The shutter sounded, time freezes.

"You don't know how to compare your heart, you have never compared yourself before," Xia Jue complained after the filming was over, "I suspect that you are a caveman."

Wen Xiao said lightly: "Not only that, I have never been in love with you before. What's your opinion?"

Xia Jue bit her lip and laughed, "No."

"Then who have you compared to?" Wen Xiao asked.

Xia Jue was at a loss for words, and realized that he had dug a huge hole for himself inadvertently.

"No one, I learned online." He said depressedly.

It was the truth, but Wen Xiao didn't believe it—or he didn't believe it on purpose, and found an excuse to play him afterward.

Dinner at night, no teachers, no parents, everyone drank.

Not much.Xia Jue was fine, but Wen Xiao didn't drink well, and seemed a little drunk.

As for playing, it's really just playing: after returning to the room, pretending to ask questions, and then tickling and punishing, all means are used.When Xia Jue laughed until tears filled his face, Wen Xiao pecked his eyelids and let him go.

Xia Jue was paralyzed, still laughing, smiling and sighing, and said, "When school starts, I might not even be able to hug her."

Wen Xiao lay flat on the side, and said: "The modern transportation system is so developed, it is not difficult to meet. I will visit you at least once a month."

There are eighteen weeks in one semester of university, and we meet once a month, that is, we meet four or five times a semester.

This is still less.Wen Xiao thought for a while, then changed his words: "Let's do it once every weekend."

"—That's still a dream," Xia Jue said with a smile, "I run a long distance once a week. Where do you think Peking University is for you to travel?"

Wen Xiao snorted unreasonably, "I don't care where Peking University is. I know who you are."

It may be because of his slight drunkenness, otherwise he would rarely speak in such a willful tone.Xia Jue's heart felt hot, she turned over and approached him, touching his forehead.

With a "tsk", Wen Xiao lazily tapped his lips as a gesture.

Xia Jue suddenly laughed and said, "Why are you pretending to be domineering?" He lay down on his side and looked at Wen Xiao at close range.

"...Do you think so too?" Wen Xiao heard the word "overbearing", but suddenly seemed to be serious, "I've been thinking these days, your repetition and volunteering, sometimes in Shanghai, sometimes in Beijing, and sometimes in other places, it's always me I'm making arrangements. Sometimes I don't know if I respect you enough, or if I hurt you."

Xia Jue was startled, feeling that the topic was going wrong, she subconsciously held Wen Xiao's hand: "What are you talking about? You can do anything to me."

As a result, Wen Xiao looked at him, and for some reason, he suddenly stretched out his hand and smacked his face.

Xia Jue was startled: "What are you doing! Let me see."

"It's okay." Wen Xiao's eyes were slightly blurred due to the smell of alcohol, but his words were still clear, "Xia Jue, just tell me, did I make you like this?"

"Which one?" Xia Jue was already terrified by him, and he didn't expect him to say such things suddenly after drinking.

Wen Xiao then added another sentence: "I feel as if I am depriving you of your personality."

Xia Jue was at a loss for a while, and after realizing it, he said, "You didn't. Wen Xiao, we talked about this kind of problem a long time ago. I finally accepted the arrangement you made for me because of my own wishes. You never You didn't force me."

Wen Xiao still murmured: "It's not the first time, I can easily deprive others of things that belonged to others. If it weren't for me, my father might give my mother more of the good side... So who is it?" The one who killed my mother? I should still have my share."

These messy words that have been overthrown a long time ago, when he is sane on weekdays, he can easily find the loopholes in them and free himself, but he can't do it right now.Family shadows are like tarsal maggots, which have been lurking for a long time and cannot be eradicated. As long as he relaxes a little, he will stir up trouble again.

"It's not you, you didn't do those things at all..." Xia Jue repeated with tears in his eyes.

This was the first time that Xia Jue had completely faced Wen Xiao's defenseless weakness.He felt more and more that Wen Xiao's external indifference and self-discipline reflected an extremely sensitive and self-blaming personality.

"It's me. Including your wish," Wen Xiao said in a low voice. "My sister would suddenly say that because she was partial to me. She hinted at me a long time ago, thinking that I should be calm and calm towards you, otherwise this paragraph The relationship is not good for me. It turns out that because of me, you have to choose a long-distance relationship that you don't like—"

Xia Jue felt a great pain in her heart, and resolutely shouted: "Wen Xiao! Don't think about it, I fill out and submit the application myself, and I can be responsible for my own life. Besides, I don't like long-distance relationships. Do you like it? ? My sister is doing this for your own good, is it bad for me? "

Wen Xiao looked away, trying to concentrate.

"I'll get you a glass of water," Xia Jue tried to take a deep breath, calmed down, and stroked his face and said, "Anyway, you should wake up and stop thinking about it. Otherwise——otherwise Brother Xiaoyu will be angry."

The author has something to say: Wen Xiao is a self-blaming personality, obviously very good, but always entangled, self-doubting, and self-attacking when encountering a little conflict. The formation of this personality is mainly due to the pressure given to him by his mother after the illness .My sister knew this, so I had a conversation with him, that time when I folded a thousand origami cranes.Of course, the culprit of the whole incident was Wen Zhengming.

The influence of the family on people is too great. Xiaoxia also lacks a sense of security because of the lack of family affection. She is full of courage and prone to low self-esteem... Hey, there are also cases of acquaintances around me in reality, and I really feel distressed.