we didn't flirt

Guan Yan, who was angry for a day, wanted to hang out with Ye Xing for two more days, but Ye Xing pitifully sent her a wechat call, and she couldn't take it anymore, when Ye Xing called again at night, she I couldn't bear it and took it.

Qi returned to Qi, but when the weather came down, Guan Yan found that she had no intention of breaking up with Ye Rong, and was more angry that Ye Rong didn't tell her the matter before confirming the relationship. Can't get over this knot.

When talking on the phone with Ye Xing, Ye Xing never mentioned what happened yesterday, and tried to find other topics to maintain the dialogue between the two of them.Guan Yan knew that Ye Xing was probably afraid, afraid that she would break up in a fit of anger, so she waited for Ye Xing to finish talking about those messy topics.

On the phone, Ye Xing tried hard to relax but was obviously uncomfortable, but he still tried his best to make her happy, Guan Yan responded without saying a word, imagining Ye Xing's pitiful appearance at this moment, he couldn't help but soften his heart again .

Guan Yan originally wanted to spend these ten days thinking about how she felt towards Ye Rong, but now she could clearly feel her liking for Ye Rong and Ye Rong's love for her across the phone. This kind of liking existed before Ye Xing confessed, and now even if she is angry, it still exists, she thinks this is enough to prove something.

Although she was still very angry with Ye Rong, the option of breaking up probably wouldn't come up. Guan Yan thought that since she had no plans to break up with Ye Rong, she should settle the matter as soon as possible.

When Ye Rong couldn't continue the conversation and seemed to want to hang up the phone, Guan Yan took the initiative to bring yesterday's matter to the table, trying to open up the conversation.However, after listening to her point of being angry all day, Ye Xing's answer gave her a blow in the head.

Guan Yan felt that she was really stunned by anger, how could she doubt such a thing.Ye Xing was right, if Ye Xing could keep calm in that situation, then she really had to think about whether she should be with Ye Xing, she didn't believe the strong emotion that Ye Xing brought to her when he kissed her Love is her illusion.

Not knowing how to face Ye Rong's answer, or rather, not knowing how to face his hateful self, Guan Yan randomly asked a question to continue the topic, but was confused by Ye Rong's sincere words of love again. Overwhelmed.

Panicked, Guan Yan almost blurted out that she was willing to forgive, but she subconsciously felt that this was wrong, the matter had not been resolved, even if she wanted to, she couldn't be so hasty, and she knew that she was not calm enough, impulsive I readily agreed, and I may have some sequelae when I look back.She made an excuse: "I'll think about it." Then she hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, the more Guan Yan thought about it, the more she felt that she was going too far. She was a little decadent. Before that, she thought that she could accept Ye Rong wholeheartedly, but this incident made her realize that she thought too highly of herself, and she didn't Learning to love someone without reservation, she thought she could trust Ye Xing completely, but she didn't.

In this case, if there is any problem between her and Ye Xing in the future, she is likely to make the same mistake. She must get rid of this problem of her own, and she can't let Ye Xing come to accommodate her every time.

Guan Yan was a bit decadent, she thought that she might have relied too much on Ye Rong's attachment to her, or because of Ye Xing's persistent attachment, she subconsciously took Ye Xing's initiative for granted.She felt that she might be spoiled by Ye Xing, but she never felt that she was so hypocritical before.No, this is very bad, she is almost one round older than Ye Xing, so it can't be like this.

Not wanting to make a hasty decision in a decadent mood, Guan Yan put the matter on hold for another night. After waking up the next morning, she sent Ye Xing a WeChat message: I was the one who was confused yesterday. Sorry, but I can't digest what you did for a while, so it will take a few days.

After deciding not to break up, Guan Yan needs more time to digest this matter, and can't let this matter follow her and Ye Xing's future relationship. If this matter does not change, she will always have lumps in her heart, it's too easy Caused friction between the two people.

Ye Xing didn't know if he got up early or didn't sleep well, so he called back almost instantly, and coquettishly said, "I miss you."

Guan Yan responded helplessly and dotingly: "Yes." She is not very good at coaxing people, and she doesn't know what kind of answer the other party wants in this situation, so she can only accept Ye Xing's miss and let her Ye Rong knew that she understood Ye Rong's thoughts.

"Miss Guan."

"Ok?"

"sorry."

"……Um."

Ye Xing didn't say any more about that matter, Guan Yan felt that this was enough, Ye Xing had apologized and reflected on it, and she had to digest the rest by herself.

*****

Guan Yan didn't tell Ye Rong directly that she didn't think about breaking up. She didn't want to say such words, and she believed that Ye Rong could feel it from her attitude.

Since that day, although the two of them talked on the phone and sent WeChat about various things every day, but they never mentioned that matter again. Guan Yan wanted to have a good talk with Ye Rong the next time they met. , and Ye Xing also abided by the agreement to give time to shut down the smoke, and the two tacitly kept that matter in their hearts.

In a blink of an eye, it was the day of the film festival's awards ceremony. Ye Xing called Guan Yan early in the morning, complaining that she couldn't go, and Guan Yan comforted her: "You can come when you have a film shortlisted next time."

"When is the next time?" Ye Rong's voice was very frustrated, as if he didn't believe that he could be shortlisted at all.

According to Ye Rong's current situation, it is really difficult to come to the award ceremony of the film festival. Guan Yan smiled helplessly: "Next time, find a better role, there will always be a chance."

Ye Xing didn't answer this question, and deliberately changed the topic: "Will Sister He Lan still be here today?"

Guan Yan chose the necklace for herself in front of the mirror, and said casually, "Of course, she is nominated for Best Actress."

"Then you have to stay away from her." Ye Xing confessed in a worried tone.

"understood."

Ye Xing explained all kinds of things in a long-winded manner, and Guan Yan responded with a good voice, because she felt that Ye Xing was a bit pitiful, and she knew that her girlfriend was going to see her ex-girlfriend but couldn't follow her, so even if Ye Xing was a little wordy , she was not impatient.

The two hung up the phone when they talked about Ye Rong going to run an event, and said they would call Guan Yan after the event was over.

After hanging up the phone, Guan Yan thought about Ye Rong's intentional refraining from talking about movies just now, feeling a little worried in her heart, fearing that Ye Rong would have thoughts about it.Whether or not Ye Xing's movie can win awards is one thing, and whether he has made any achievements in his career. If things like this happen more in the future, no matter how good Ye Xing's mental adjustment ability is, he will have an idea.

Guan Yan sighed lightly, two people being in the same circle is sometimes so disturbing.He unconsciously thought of He Lan in his mind, because He Lan and He Lan are of the same generation, and both of them have certain achievements, when they are together, they have no worries at all.

Realizing that she thought of He Lan in this situation, Guan Yan hurriedly regained her composure and drove He Lan's face out of her mind.A sense of guilt arose in my heart, but I couldn't tell if it was because I was subconsciously comparing He Lan and Ye Xing, or I simply felt that I would still think of He Lan even now, anyway, this feeling is not very good.

Guan Yan took a deep breath, thinking that this is something that should be resolved, after a while, she still needs to have a good chat with Ye Xing.

In the past few days, she has already digested the matter of Ye Rong's calculation of her. She feels that since she decided to be with Ye Rong, she should stop dwelling on the past, not to mention that it did not cause any loss to her. Or influence, it is true that Ye Xing plotted against her, but her own choice dominated it, she shouldn't take that matter as a kind of loss for herself, otherwise what would happen if she and Ye Xing were together ?

Being able to digest that matter made Guan Yan feel extremely relaxed, so she was looking forward to seeing Ye Xing tomorrow, so much so that now even if she knew that she would see He Lan again at night, she didn't think what would happen.She thinks this is probably confidence, the confidence of a lover.

*****

It was another very frustrating day, with makeup, styling and dresses, and different dresses and looks for the opening ceremony.The last time he was accompanied by Ye Xing, it was quite a pleasant day in retrospect, but this time it was only by himself, so Guan Yan felt very tired and annoying.

Several times when she was depressed, looking at herself in the mirror, Guan Yan thought that she was really hypocritical, and she never felt that she wanted Ye Xing to be with her so much before.Although helpless, when this kind of thought came up, it was more sweet, and she couldn't help but want to burst out laughing.

In the evening, go to the ceremony site familiarly, and then walk the red carpet according to the procedure, accept interviews, enter the venue, and wait for the award ceremony to begin.

This time, only female supporting roles were shortlisted. Guan Yan didn't feel any pressure at all. She didn't care if she won the award or not. She hoped that the film itself would win the award.A lot of hard work has been put into this film. I failed to win the award abroad. It would be nice to have a domestic award as a consolation. The main thing is that this is the first film Ye Xing voted for. Word-of-mouth from filming TV dramas in the future should help.

While waiting for the awards ceremony to start, Guan Yan kept thinking wildly. During the period, she caught a glimpse of He Lan entering the venue, sat not far from her, and even glanced at her several times. She pretended not to know.

As the awards were announced one after another, Guan Yan's mood didn't fluctuate much until the Best Supporting Actress award was awarded, and the nominated movie clips were played on the big screen. In an instant, she burst into laughter unconsciously, thinking of many details between Ye Xing and Ye Xing during filming.

The clip was very short, before Guan Yan had watched enough, it was gone. Ye Rong's face disappeared from the screen, and Guan Yan couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.Realizing that she was actually so sweet, she secretly disliked herself for a while. Sure enough, she was influenced by Ye Rong. She was so old that she could still be sweet enough to fall in love... Fortunately, no one knew.

Not as Guan Yan expected, the Best Supporting Actress did not fall on her head, it was given to another senior who was more senior than her, and she was convinced.

The award ceremony continued. When the Best Actress was presented, He Lan's face appeared on the big screen. Guan Yan was a little lost in thought. It seemed that she hadn't looked at He Lan this carefully for a long time.

He Lan's acting skills are vivid and touching, but Guan Yan didn't devote himself to this scene at all because he remembered many scenes from the past.She found that when she looked at He Lan's face, she couldn't remember what she had done for He Lan, and what He Lan had done for her. They were undoubtedly sweet and happy when they were together, but why did this After a while, she thought of the time when the two of them were together, but there was a feeling of... emptiness?