we didn't flirt

Ye Xing was very surprised that Guan Yan would take the initiative to talk about such a sensitive topic, but she was very happy. Asking such a question shows that Guan Yan is seriously thinking about their affairs. No matter whether the direction of thinking is good or bad, there is always hesitation. That's why I asked her.She blinked and said calmly, "Don't worry."

The answer without hesitation surprised Guan Yan: "Why?"

Ye Xing smiled indifferently: "Because it was expected."

"..." Guan Yan thought to herself, is this little bastard chasing her with the mentality of a death squad?After feeling bad for a moment, Guan Yan couldn't help muttering softly, thinking that the little bastard looked hurt at the final banquet, "Then he still looks like he's going to suffer from depression after being rejected by me." look."

Ye Xing was taken aback, and realized that he almost slipped the tongue, and smiled embarrassingly: "It's still a bit uncomfortable."

Guan Yan sighed lightly, and was very depressed why she didn't realize that she cared about Ye Rong at that time. If she had noticed, she probably wouldn't be soft-hearted, and wouldn't make excuses for herself to create opportunities to contact Ye Rong , then Ye Xing might just give up at that time.

Seeing Guan Yan's worried look, Ye Xing instinctively felt that Guan Yan should be thinking about how to reject her. In addition, Guan Yan's attitude was so strange yesterday, it always gave her a feeling that she wanted to say goodbye, just like the last one. It was like dinner, which made her happy and flustered, and now Guan Yan deliberately brought up the previous incident, which made her even more worried.Of course, she was also vaguely looking forward to the possibility that Guan Yan was considering whether to agree to be with her. Although this possibility is not high, it is not impossible.

No matter which side it was, Ye Xing felt that she should speak clearly and tell Guan Yan what she was thinking. If Guan Yan wanted to reject her, it would be better for Guan Yan to be mentally prepared.But if Guan Yan wanted to promise her, her thoughts might help Guan Yan make a better decision.

Ye Xing pretended to be casual and said: "I never expected to make you like me so easily. I'm ready to be rejected a hundred times."

Guan Yan cast a reproachful glance at Ye Rong, but she faintly sensed that there was joy and relaxation in her heart.She said helplessly: "So when I rejected you at the finale, you actually have no intention of giving up?"

"Well, not at all. At that time, I thought that I might have put too much pressure on you, so I put some distance between the two of us temporarily, so as to calm myself down." Ye Xing said seriously, but in fact he was guilty. , although what she said was the truth, but these truths were accompanied by a series of routines, which made her feel unconfident.

Pretending to be casual, he looked down at the photo album in his hand to avoid Guan Yan's sight.The page I opened is a road photo of her and Guan Yan, probably at the airport. She tilted her head and smiled happily, talking happily to Guan Yan beside her. Guan Yan smiled and stared ahead. It looks so sweet that everyone who sees it can't help but smile.

"..." Guan Yan actually didn't know what kind of answer she was expecting to ask these questions, but Ye Rong's answer made her feel at ease.But at the same time, she couldn't help but feel that it might be because of Ye Rong's fearless drive that she was so entangled, but if Ye Rong seemed to back down a little bit, she might simply end the relationship between the two of them However, Ye Xingming knew that she would refuse, but he still approached her without hesitation.

Although Ye Xing never said it, Guan Yan could clearly feel that Ye Xing liked her very strongly, but Ye Xing hardly showed any impulsiveness in front of her, so she didn't notice Ye Xing for so long. Siu's thoughts.

At the beginning, she didn't have a good impression of Ye Rong, but she no longer hated Ye Rong unconsciously. I think Ye Rong spent a lot of thought and patience when getting along with her.Suppressing her own desires, she was neither impatient nor impetuous, and approached little by little, using a distance that would not make her feel uncomfortable to get along with her.I have to admit that this tenacity is really admirable.

Guan Yan couldn't help sighing, young man, you really have perseverance, I really don't know what kind of belief Ye Xing is pursuing her, how can he be so patient.

Hearing Guan Yan sigh, Ye Xing looked up, seeing Guan Yan looking at her sadly, as if thinking about something very deep, she raised a smile and asked in a relaxed tone: "Is it so heavy?" ?”

Guan Yan nodded: "Well, how can you be so relaxed? Don't you worry about the result?"

For things like falling in love, everyone would worry about the outcome, right?When confessing, he would worry about being rejected, when he liked, he would worry about not being liked, and even when he was together, he might worry about breaking up, but in Ye Rong, Guan Yan didn't feel such emotions at all.

Ye Xing thought to himself, what is the result of Guan Yan's entanglement?The result of being with her?She said relaxedly and earnestly: "As a result, it's useless to worry about such unpredictable things. I value the present more."

"That's what I said..." Guan Yan felt a little powerless. Everyone understands the truth, but it is not easy to do it. Not everyone can love someone like this wholeheartedly and without distractions, let alone Ye Rong and her husband. With a relationship like hers, there are too many things to worry about, right?How could this little bastard be so carefree?

"How should I put it..." Ye Xing didn't know how to explain her thoughts to Guan Yan. She felt that this was not something worth struggling with, but it was very difficult to explain it in concrete words. Difficult to convey.After thinking for a while, Ye Rong looked at Guan Yan and said, "If it was painful when I liked you, then I would give up immediately, but when I like you, I am very happy, so other things are not a problem. "

Guan Yan was taken aback, and while feeling envious of Ye Xing's innocent and innocent attitude, she couldn't help pouring cold water on her: "Actually... other things are indeed problems." It was precisely because they were problems that she was so entangled to death.

Ye Xing, who thought he had said something very handsome, and was applauding his handsomeness in his heart, lost all composure when he heard this, and quickly explained: "I didn't mean that, I meant that I was willing to wait, so that the What I gave up was probably only the fact that liking you turned into pain, or..."

Hearing Ye Rong say this, Guan Yan was a little moved, moved by Ye Rong's simplicity, seeing Ye Rong hesitated to speak, she couldn't help asking softly: "Or what?"

After a short hesitation, Ye Xing looked directly into Guan Yan's eyes: "Maybe you said you hate me." In fact, she didn't want to say such a thing, maybe it was because of the fear in her heart, for fear that if she said these words, she would really get something in return. Guan Ci's phrase 'disgusting'.

Guan Yan was stunned, and the emotion in her heart became stronger. It wasn't the first time she heard Ye Xing say such words, she remembered that Ye Xing also said similar words when he confessed his love.Ye Rong, who had always been relaxed, now had obvious apprehension in his eyes, and Guan Yan's heart softened a lot. The only worry of this seemingly heartless little bastard was not whether his emotional dedication would be rewarded, but is her.

Compared to Ye Rong's innocence, Guan Yan now feels that her thoughts that seem to be for Ye Rong's sake may just be her self-satisfaction.

Seeing Ye Rong's uneasy look, Guan Yan clearly knew that Ye Rong was serious, as long as she said 'hate', Ye Rong would give up, and she didn't need to worry about anything.Although she was very depressed about the fact that she liked Ye Rong, and was also very entangled in the choice, but she couldn't make her use hating Ye Rong as an excuse.

Seeing that Guan Yan didn't respond, Ye Ling couldn't help but look away, and uncomfortably scratched the edge of the album with his fingers.She didn't know if she had explained clearly, if Guan Yan understood what she wanted to say, but depending on the situation, Guan Yan didn't seem to be worried about how to reject her, she had all the express hints, if Guan Yan really wanted to refuse, then She must have said it later, she thought Guan Yan was really hesitating whether to be with her or not?

Guan Yan didn't speak for a long time, Ye Xing couldn't hold back, no matter what Guan Yan was hesitating about, it was always right to ask this rare opportunity, she raised her head to look at Guan Yan again, and asked seriously: "Sister Guan is What are you worrying about?"

Guan Yan withdrew her drifting thoughts, glanced at Ye Xing melancholy, got up to pour coffee for herself, and rubbed Ye Xing's head as she passed by the sofa, and said helplessly: "It's nothing." She told Ye Xing something worried It's useless, this is a hurdle she has to overcome, if she can't convince herself, everything is empty talk.

Looking at Guan Yan's back, Ye Xing always felt that Guan Yan was different from before. From the various abnormal behaviors last night to the conversation just now, everything reflected that Guan Yan was different. She didn't know if she could I'm looking forward to it, maybe Guan Yan really likes her.

*****

The afternoon taping went well and was enjoyable.Guan Yan found that if she was with Ye Rong, even the boring things before would become interesting. She even enjoyed the feeling of recording a show with Ye Rong. She thought this was probably caused by the psychology of showing affection.

After filming, Guan Yan and Ye Xing went to the airport together. Before returning to the set, she planned to go home first, change some clothes, and return to the set tomorrow.

I don't know if it was the headlines in the morning that stimulated the fans, but there are especially many people who came to drop off the plane today, even more than those who picked up the plane yesterday.

Seeing the situation, Ye Rong subconsciously took Guan Yan's hand to protect him by his side.But her action made the fans on the scene even more excited. After the fans screamed, Ye Xing realized that she was holding Guan Yan's hand again. No wonder the fans suddenly went crazy.

Looking back at Guan Yan, seeing that Guan Yan didn't intend to break free from her hand, Ye Xing simply led Guan Yan to the airport under the escort of security.Anyway, the fans are here to see them show their affection, so show it to the fans generously.

Guan Yan was a little embarrassed at first, although it was not the first time that Ye Rong held hands at the airport in full view, but this time it made her feel especially embarrassed. Embarrassing, the desire to show her affection at the moment made her not want to break free, so she followed Ye Xing.

She pretended to be calm on the surface, but Guan Yan was still very uncomfortable seeing the excited fans who saw them holding hands. She even cried when she saw the fans in the front row.

After finally entering the airport, Guan Yan couldn't help but whispered: "It's just holding hands, why are you so moved?"

When Ye Rong heard Guan Yan's cute complaint, and she didn't let go of her hand while complaining, she was no less excited than the fans.Turning back pretending to be relaxed and calm, Ye Rong answered the question for the fans: "As for."

"..." Guan Yan pursed her lips, avoiding Ye Xing's sight uncomfortably.Taking a look at the hand that was still tightly held by Ye Xing, he couldn't help but think, it's really not ashamed to show such a high-profile show of affection at such a young age.

*****

Back at Quxi Airport, Ye Rong had a nanny car to pick her up. She offered to take Guan Yan home, but Guan Yan also sent a car, so she didn't let Ye Rong take it.

Ye Rong reluctantly sent Guan Yan to the car, looked at the car going away, and only hoped that the announcement in a few days would come soon.

It was already late at night when I got home, Guan Yan got out of the car and didn't go home after more than a month, and my house was still very friendly.

Seeing the still empty house next door, Guan Yan couldn't help being a little dazed, this house still belongs to Ye Xing, right?I said before that I would keep it, but I don't know if I really kept it.

Looking at the empty house next door, Guan Yan felt complicated. This house belongs to Ye Rong now, but when she sees it, she will inevitably think of He Lan.Just like when she and Ye Xing were together, no matter how happy she was, she would still think of He Lan at a certain inadvertent moment.He Lan has indeed left traces in her life, and because of their special identities, it is more difficult than ordinary people to blur the memory of this person.She is also very clear that it is impossible for her to let go of the past completely and accept Ye Xing wholeheartedly, at least she can't do it now.

Thinking of Ye Rong, Guan Yan realized that she was sweet in her heart, she liked Ye Rong, especially the two days of getting along with her made her feel very clearly that she really liked Ye Rong, and this liking was not so easy to let go.

"I'm willing to wait..." Ye Rong's voice suddenly echoed in his ears, Guan Yan was taken aback, thinking of Ye Rong's sunny smile, and his burning eyes when he looked at her as if he wanted to carve her into the depths of his body, She suddenly felt that maybe she could not worry about things that could predict the outcome.Why choose when you already know the outcome is likely to be so?I am entangled in the choice I want because I can foresee the bad situation that may arise after such a choice.

That being the case, it may not be a good choice not to choose.If you can't make a decision, let it be.

Guan Yan suddenly became enlightened, she decided not to be with Ye Rong, nor to reject Ye Rong's liking, to see whether she compromised first or Ye Rong compromised first.If Ye Rong fell in love with someone else or didn't like her before she compromised with herself, it can only be said that they really missed the time; if Ye Rong still liked her when she convinced herself that she could accept Ye Rong wholeheartedly, then they Maybe it's the best time to wait.

Maybe she needs a long time to convince herself, but she is willing to believe that Ye Xing will wait for her, and she is willing to believe that the feelings she has paid during this period will not be in vain.

In the past, she thought that He Lan would always be there and never doubted it, but she was wrong, but she didn't feel sorry for herself who once believed in this matter.Now she also wants to believe Ye Xing's words that she is willing to wait for her. If she is wrong again, she thinks she will not regret that she once believed it.