we didn't flirt

After a moment of silence, Cai Xiuzhen smiled wryly and said: "She didn't say it, but she did it. She is an actress, and I can see her situation through TV and the news. I have watched her become more and more successful all the way. , there is less and less reason to contact her, and it has been 20 years without knowing it."

Ye Xing heard the meaning, because he knew that Guan Yan was doing well, so it became a logical state not to contact her.

There are a lot of things in my heart that I want to refute and ask, but it is something that Guan Yan never touches. Ye Xing is afraid that if she digs without authorization, it will make Guan Yan uncomfortable, so she doesn't plan to ask any more, and changed the topic to a lighter topic. Said: "So Auntie came to see me with the mentality of seeing a daughter-in-law?"

Cai Xiuzhen also put away her melancholy emotions and smiled kindly: "Yes, I really want to see you when I know you are with Guan Yan."

Ye Xing smiled obediently and flatteringly: "Then are you satisfied?"

"Satisfied." Cai Xiuzhen showed a doting look, and said with a smile: "I feel very relieved that Guan Yan is with you."

"Really? You don't think I'm unreliable?" Ye Xing knows what image she is in the eyes of the public, especially since she and Guan Yan have had so many troubles, from the beginning when she hugged Guan Yan's thigh to now she Theories like Xiaosan are flying all over the place, and she is ten years younger than Guan Yan. She doesn't believe Guan Yan, her mother never thought that she is a little vixen who takes advantage of Guan Yan.

"No, Guan Yan has obviously changed a lot after being with you. I can feel that she is very happy now. This must be due to you."

Ye Xing was complacent, pretending to be shy and hypocritically modest: "It was Sister Guan who changed me a lot."

The two chatted very speculatively, and the topic of Guan Yan was like a year-end friendship, even forgetting the time, until Shao Shao called to urge Ye Xing to say that it was time to catch the plane, and Ye Xing remembered that she was going back to Quxi today Yes, and Guan Yan will be back after finishing shooting for the magazine tomorrow.

Ye Xing, who didn't chat enough, didn't want the meal to end too early, so he asked Shao Shao to temporarily change to a later flight.After hanging up Shao Shao's phone, Ye Xing said to Cai Xiuzhen: "Auntie, wait a moment, I'll call Sister Guan to report."

Cai Xiuzhen said with great interest: "Is it necessary to report for changing the flight? Is the ban on smoking so strict?"

"That's right, she stipulated that if I don't go home before twelve o'clock in the evening, I must report. She knows that I will go back to Quxi today. Even if she is not at home, I still have to report if I don't go back on time."

Ye Xing dialed Guan Yan's phone while talking, and after answering the phone and saying a few words, seeing that Cai Xiuzhen on the opposite side was very concerned about their conversation, Ye Xing simply pressed the loudspeaker to let Cai Xiuzhen also listen to Guan Yan's voice.

"Why did you change the flight temporarily?" Guan Yan's gentle tone contained concern that he wanted to question but deliberately concealed.

"I was delayed for some time at the dinner party. I don't want to be in a hurry, so I just change it to a later date."

"Have you been drinking?"

"A little bit, it's a good dinner, don't worry."

After saying a few words, Guan Yan told Ye Rong to call her again when she got home, Ye Rong obediently responded and ended the call.

Cai Xiuzhen saw that when Ye Xun talked to Guan Yan, there was a kind of flattery that penetrated into his bones, so she couldn't help asking: "Is Guan Yan fierce?"

This question made Ye Rong seize the opportunity to complain, and complained vigorously to his mother-in-law: "It's very fierce, and even hit me when I was so angry."

Cai Xiuzhen smiled and listened to Ye Xing talking about various things about Guanyan. It was not until Shao Shao called for the second time that Ye Xing reluctantly ended the meal and said goodbye to Cai Xiuzhen.

Ye Xing originally wanted to ask for an appointment next time, but she swallowed the words again. She thought she didn't know the situation of Guan Yan's mother and daughter, so it was better not to get too close to Guan's mother in private, at least when Guan Yan got Guan Yan Before she agrees, she can no longer meet Guan's mother in private.And Cai Xiuzhen didn't say anything like meeting again next time.

The excitement of seeing her mother-in-law made Ye Xing unable to calm down for a long time. She hesitated about what to tell Guan Yan when she went back. Although Cai Xiuzhen told her not to tell her, she couldn't do it. She couldn't hide this matter from Guan Yan.

Remembering that He Siqin obviously knew about this, Ye Shao sent a message to He Siqin, asking if she had been in contact with Cai Xiuzhen all along.

He Siqin quickly returned the voice, denying Ye Xing's conjecture.A few days ago, Cai Xiuzhen wanted to invite Ye Rong under the pretext of attending a charity dinner, but He Siqin refused, so she told He Siqin her identity and purpose in desperation, and asked He Siqin to find a way to meet Ye Rong for dinner. Opportunity, this is how I got my job today. I didn't want to let Ye Rong know about it, but I was forced by Ye Rong to reveal my identity.

Ye Xing was very speechless, thinking that her mother's acting skills are not good at all, and her care for her is too obvious.

On the plane back to Quxi, Ye Xing thought about Guan Yan's mother and daughter for a long time and couldn't let go.Thinking back now, she seemed to be the one who was always talking at the dinner table, and Cai Xiuzhen hardly said anything about Guan Yan, which made her suspect that Cai Xiuzhen might not understand Guan Yan at all.

In 20 years, if she really wanted to see her, Cai Xiuzhen had every chance to meet Guan Yan, but she didn't, so she didn't see each other for 20 years, definitely not because Guan Yan didn't want to see each other.

Thinking about it this way, Ye Xing couldn't help but feel sorry for Guan Yan. Twenty years ago, Guan Yan was a girl who had just entered college. If she lost contact with her mother, would life be very difficult?

*****

In a complicated and impatient mood, Ye Rong waited for Guan Yan to return.

As soon as Guan Yan entered the door, Ye Xing, who was usually considerate enough, did this and that for her redoubled. After closing the smoke, she saw that something was wrong. When Ye Xing brought her coffee, he pulled him over and pressed him on the sofa. Asked: "You are so attentive, did you do something bad and dare not tell me?"

Ye Feng's eyes flickered, and after a while he said: "It's not a bad thing, and I don't blame me for this, sister Qin Qin." No matter what, Ye Feng dumped it on He Siqin first, anyway, Guan Yan wouldn't be really angry with He Siqin.

Guan Yan tapped Ye Xing's lips: "Say, what is it?"

Looking directly at Guan Yan with a guilty conscience, Ye Rong said reassuringly: "I saw your mother yesterday."

The smile on Guan Yan's face froze for a moment, and then disappeared bit by bit, Ye Xing's mood also became more and more tense, for fear that Guan Yan would get angry with her.

However, after a short trance, Guan Yan showed no obvious emotional ups and downs, calmly got up from Ye Xing, took the coffee on the coffee table, and said in a tone of no emotion: "Sister Qin arranged for you to meet her? "

"Well, she revealed her identity when she made an appointment for the announcement, and Sister Qin let me go." Ye Ling explained for He Siqin very conscientiously.

"Did I tell you anything?"

"I didn't say anything. I read the news and worried about our situation, so I wanted to see me."

"Oh."

Seeing Guan Yan who didn't express anything, Ye Xing asked tentatively: "Are you angry?"

"No." Guan Yan put down the cup after taking a sip of coffee, and looked at Ye Xing again, not only was there no displeasure in his eyes, but he was somewhat apologetic: "I haven't told you about her all this time because I don't think it's necessary. Anyway, they have nothing to do with each other, it's like not having this person, I really didn't expect that she would want to see you."

Seeing that Guan Yan wasn't unhappy, Ye Xing heaved a sigh of relief, and nestled into Guan Yan's arms flatteringly: "Then you don't want to be angry with her?"

Guan Yan hugged him, kissed Ye Xing intimately, and said lightly: "It's not that I'm angry, it's just that I'm a little disgusted."

"why?"

"Since they both chose to disappear from their respective lives, they shouldn't bother each other anymore."

Ye Xing was taken aback, and he couldn't help feeling a little bit disappointed. It turned out that Guan Yan really felt that this was a kind of disturbance.While she was glad that she didn't take the initiative to investigate yesterday, Ye Xing couldn't help but feel regretful, because she could feel that Cai Xiuzhen wanted to see Guan Yan, but Guan Yan really didn't seem to have any intention of reconnecting.

Seeing Ye Xing in his arms seemed quite disappointed, and Ye Xing deliberately delayed the flight yesterday, Guan Yan couldn't help asking: "Have you had a good chat with her yesterday?"

Ye Xing looked up at Guan Yan with a guilty conscience, and admitted with a smirk: "I'm quite happy, because she is very interested in hearing about your affairs."

There was a trace of surprise and loneliness in Guan Yan's eyes: "Really."

Ye Xing thought to himself, it was easy to talk about closing the cigarette holder, and he was probably angry in his heart. Did he also have an element of anger in his choice of not wanting to contact him?Having said all this, Ye Xing tentatively asked: "Why didn't you guys contact me anymore? Can you tell me?"

Guan Yan smiled slightly, pinched Ye Xing's face, and said without hesitation: "My parents divorced when I was ten years old, and then each started a family. My living expenses and tuition fees have to be paid by my mother, so before going to college I had contact with her, and then I went to college and started filming, and after I was able to earn money, I never took the initiative to contact her again, and naturally I stopped contacting her at all."

Guan Yan said it very easily, as if it was really an indifferent matter, Ye Xing panicked in his heart: "Do you still hate her?"

There was a faint smile on the corner of Guan Yan's mouth, and his tone was soft: "I don't hate her, I never hated her, but I don't want to get too close to her."

Ye Xing seemed to understand, but she didn't want to express her opinion too much. After all, she didn't know much about the relationship between mother and daughter, so she nodded and said, "Oh, then I won't see her again in the future."

Guan Yan hesitated for a moment, then pinched Ye Xing's face lovingly: "If you want to see her, you can see her. I don't have any deep hatred with her, but I just don't feel necessary so I haven't contacted her. Apart from my relationship, you can It’s just a friend.”

Ye Xing, who didn't understand at all, didn't understand even more: "Don't you want to get too close to her?"

"It used to be, but now I don't feel much. At that time, I knew that I was a superfluous existence to her, but I couldn't live without her, and I was somewhat unwilling. Now I don't need to be attached to her, so it doesn't matter. "

Ye Rong looked at Guan Yan, full of entanglement, why is it redundant?Is there a problem with her three views or is there a problem with Guan Yan's mother and daughter's brain?

Seeing Ye Rong entangled to the point of frowning, Guan Yan was both funny and heartbroken. She knew that Ye Rong longed for the affection between mother and child, so she probably felt that the way she got along with her parents was too much, but for her, each other really Just strangers.

Afraid that Ye Xing would leave a knot in his heart, Guan Yan couldn't help but softly said: "What's wrong?"

"Did your mother dislike you at the beginning? Was she very reluctant when she gave you money?"

Guan Yan thought about it carefully, and said, "I don't know if she dislikes me or not, but it's a pleasure to give money."

"Then she abused you?"

Guan Yan was baffled by the question and found it funny, wondering if Ye Xing had made up some bloody stepfather and stepmother drama?She couldn't help but add to her own story: "No. I was in my teens when my mother remarried, and I lived by myself, but she found me a nanny to take care of my three meals a day, and came back from time to time I."

Ye Xing paused after hearing this, endured again and again, finally couldn't hold back, and said solemnly: "My aunt was afraid that I would lack love, so she instilled in me the idea that my parents love me very much since I was a child, but these words are not true. It’s useless to me. I don’t care whether my parents love me or not. People are gone. What’s the use of loving or not? Can thoughts be eaten? What I want is real people. A person who can appear by my side when I need it. So... I think your mother will give you money when you need it, and take care of your life, so it is considered very good for you. "

"..." For a moment, Guan Yan felt that what Ye Rong said made sense.