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Gu Qingchi didn't think it was a big deal at first, rubbing his limbs back and forth, it was inevitable that such a thing would happen.

We were all boys, and at most they just laughed off some jokes, but Song Yu's reaction was a bit beyond his expectation.

Unexpectedly, Song Yu, who is usually so energetic and has nowhere to use, would be shy sometimes, so that he didn't know whether to tease or pretend not to know.

Gu Qingchi patted Song Yu's calf, and was about to speak, when Song Yu suddenly turned his face to the side, and shouted in a muffled voice, "Don't talk yet!" Then he buried his head in the quilt again.

He knew that this was a good opportunity to reveal his sexual orientation, but he was very cowardly and wanted to pretend to be stupid and get away with it.

Just like the moment a coin is tossed in the air, a person will make the choice he wants the most. Until this moment, he didn't know how afraid he was to hear Gu Qingchi say the things he hated to hear the most.

"You can be hard on men."

"Are you perverted?"

"gross."

Although Gu Qingchi recently acted as if he had known him for more than ten years, so what? All the friends who grew up with him quietly left because they couldn't accept his sexuality. How could Gu Qingchi, a straight steel man, accept it? up!

If Gu Qingchi knew what he was thinking just now, he would be scared to death.

Song Yu closed his eyes tightly, as if he just wanted to die like this.

Gu Qingchi didn't dare to speak or move, he just stared at Song Yu's small red ears.

I really want to laugh but I can only hold back, the corners of my mouth are slightly raised.

The room was so quiet that they could hear each other's breathing.

After a while, Song Yu turned his head and took a breath, and from the corner of his eye, he saw Gu Qingchi staring at him expressionlessly.

It felt like the calm before the storm.

His mind was in a mess, he didn't know what to say, so he could only ask Gu Qingchi to speak first, "I know you have something to say, but please be more tactful, my heart is not very good."

"Sorry..." Sitting beside him, Gu Qingchi whispered, "I didn't expect you to be so...sensitive."

Song Yu was stunned, countless embarrassing scenes flashed through his mind, but he didn't expect that Gu Qingchi would apologize to him first, the plot didn't seem to develop according to the flow in his mind.

"Don't you have any questions to ask?" Song Yu turned his head and flattened his mouth.

"Ask what?" Gu Qingchi rested his chin on his knees and tilted his head to look at him.

Song Yu swallowed a bit, and decided to break the can, "I just...you saw everything..."

"I didn't see clearly..." Gu Qingchi hesitated, Song Yu was about to sit up suddenly, but Gu Qingchi continued, "I got it."

Song Yu plunged back into the quilt again and died in shame and anger.

Lu Qingchi comforted in a low voice, "Actually, it's nothing, I can understand... I'm not a woman, so don't feel embarrassed."

"It's because you're not a woman." Song Yu muttered softly as he buried himself in the bed.

Gu Qingchi didn't hear it very clearly, so he let out an "ah".

Seeing that Song Yu didn't move, he gently pushed Song Yu's calf, "Get up and talk, you will suffocate if you do this."

"Forget about being suffocated." Song Yu was so annoyed that he didn't even bother to take a breath, and took a hard breath.

"Then I'll go out, you will stay alone for a while, will it be over when you calm down?" Gu Qingchi patted Song Yu's calf.

"Where are you going?" Song Yu was anxious, and immediately raised his head.

"Look at the fish in the living room." Gu Qingchi smiled.

Song Yu stared at him blankly, Gu Qingchi didn't seem to care much about this matter, maybe because he didn't understand the truth yet.

"Just stay here." Song Yu sat up cross-legged, facing Gu Qingchi.

The atmosphere was a little depressing.

He hooked the pillow by his side and hugged it in front of his chest, pointing his chin at the whale's head.

Gu Qingchi involuntarily glanced at Song Yu's crotch. Although Brother Song had calmed down now, he still thought it was funny.

"You are so blushing." Gu Qingchi took out his mobile phone and pretended to face Song Yu, but he didn't understand the chain.

"What are you doing!" Song Yu immediately covered half of his face with a whale.

"Record it, it's rare to see you look so shy." Gu Qingchi lowered his arms and leaned his upper body forward, "Why don't you usually see you so shy when you're groping around?"

Song Yu was too ashamed and angry to speak.

Normally, after touching Gu Qingchi [-] times, no one responded, and he was just overwhelmed, just...

what! ! !

Still want to die! ! !

"Did you have something to tell me just now?" Gu Qingchi gently fiddled with the phone case with his fingertips.

Song Yu curled his lips, Gu Qingchi's words were all about this, and he didn't want to hide it anymore, besides, Gu Qingchi's reaction was much calmer than he imagined.

"I usually...not like this..." Song Yu lightly picked the whale's belly.

Gu Qingchi couldn't help laughing, "I know, who usually stands up when nothing happens."

"I..." Song Yu felt that his head was about to explode, and he mustered the courage of eight hundred lifetimes before opening his mouth, "I'm gay."

After saying this, he could hear his heart beating like a heavy hammer beating a drum in his chest.

"gei?" Gu Qingchi frowned slightly, and repeated, he didn't even know whether Song Yu was speaking in Chinese or another language, "What is gei?"

Song Yu closed his eyes and exhaled from his mouth, with helplessness written all over his face.

It took a while before he spoke again, "Do you know about homosexuality?"

"Oh—" Gu Qingchi opened his mouth as if suddenly enlightened, protracted the ending, and looked at Song Yu.

Although it is not the first time he has heard the term homosexuality, it is still very strange to him, and he has never paid attention to this aspect.

"Is it two men or two women falling in love?" He was not sure whether his understanding was correct, so he asked tentatively.

"En." Song Yu swallowed, so nervous that his throat was about to smoke. Gu Qingchi, a mentally handicapped person who traveled through the Qing Dynasty, really didn't know anything.

"Are you gay!?" Gu Qingchi raised his voice, a little shocked, "Aren't you still dating girls! Are you trying to get married!?"

"Who cheated on the marriage!" Song Yu was about to go crazy, so he had to confess honestly, "I have known my sexual orientation since I was in school, and I was bragging to you at the hot pot restaurant, who knew you Believe everything, besides, I didn’t think we could be friends at the time... I didn’t bother to explain it to you, but after I got to know you better, I felt embarrassed to explain it..."

Gu Qingchi blinked his eyes twice, but didn't react, and was speechless for a moment.

Song Yu looked at him with pleading eyes, put his palms together and shook his chin twice, "Don't blame me!?"

Gu Qingchi opened his mouth slightly, "Are you planning to keep it a secret..."

"I'm sorry." Song Yu's back began to break out in cold sweat.

"You don't have to tell me you're sorry..." Gu Qingchi lowered his gaze, "It's quite difficult to talk about this."

"Are you not angry with me?" Song Yu tilted his head and looked into his eyes.

"No, there's nothing to be angry about. Whether you're in love or not is none of my business." Lu Qingchi comforted with a smile.

Song Yu gritted his back molars.

Although Gu Qingchi's words were correct, it sounded harsh, as if he wanted to get rid of all ties with him.

Whether you are in love or not is none of my business.

Yes.

What does it matter to him?

"Well, it's good that you don't blame me." Song Yu raised one eyebrow and snorted softly.

"Then can I ask you a question?" Lu Qingchi raised an index finger awkwardly.

"Ask." Song Yu said.

"Then if you two are men, who will play the female role?" Gu Qingchi asked.

"We don't act! We are all men!" Song Yu patted the whale's belly helplessly.

"Oh..." Gu Qingchi nodded slightly, as if he had something to say.

"Fart straight." Song Yu said.

"Well, I don't mean to discriminate against you, I just don't know much, I'm more curious..." Gu Qingchi struggled to organize his words, afraid of poking Song Yu's sensitive nerves, because Song Yu's face didn't look very good.

"You don't want to fall in love with me, what the hell are you trying to understand!?" Song Yu raised his voice and shouted.

His temper really came up.

Gu Qingchi was silent, at the same time, his elm head miraculously began to spin rapidly.

Song Yu is gay.

Song Yu likes men.

So his reasoning before was all wrong!

At first glance, he looks very rude, savage and fierce, but after getting along with him, he is very gentle and considerate...

What dinosaurs and giant cuties are referring to men!

Touching and kissing him when he was drunk before didn't mean he was his ex-girlfriend...

"Just tell me if you have any difficulties, and I will do my best to help you."

"Would you hate me if I did something that pissed you off?"

"I'm not in a hurry, just save it slowly, one yuan a day, and pay me back when you have collected enough."

"Go through the back door."

"I'm afraid you'll hurt yourself..."

"It's okay...it's me."

……

Gu Qingchi looked at Song Yu's reddish eyes, as if his heart was tickled by something.

His fingers were trembling slightly, and his heart was beating violently.

All the scenes that happened during this period of time flashed through his mind quickly like a fast-forward movie, causing waves in his heart one after another.

He has always been unable to figure out why Song Yu would help him again and again without asking for anything in return. At this moment, the Lingtai was suddenly so clear that even he himself could not believe it.

Song Yu is not a fool, and it is impossible for him to be good for no reason.

The most reasonable explanation for all this is probably that Song Yu was interested in him, but it was hard to tell, so he could only hide in a corner to help him silently, and tried his best to show a look of disdain.

"Don't worry! We gays don't like 36K pure straight men like you, you're safe!" Song Yu was so annoyed by Gu Qingchi's "It's none of my business" that he just came out bald like this One sentence.

But after I finished, I felt very happy.

Feelings and face always have to keep one.

"Okay." Gu Qingchi raised his eyebrows and nodded, restraining his upturned lips with great difficulty.

When Song Yu said this, his chest heaved and his lips trembled a little, like a small fish that was caught was dying.

The dead duck has a hard mouth.

Gu Qingchi pursed his lips tightly, and secretly laughed in his heart, why didn't he find this person so cute before.

"If you can accept it, you can continue to live. If you can't accept it, you can decide for yourself." Song Yu pursed his lips, his eyes were slightly red, feeling uneasy and expectant.

"I can accept it," Gu Qingchi smiled lightly, "You don't like me."

Song Yu rolled his eyes.

He didn't expect that a steely straight man like Gu Qingchi could accept his sexuality so frankly, and the lines he originally thought of were useless.

It's just that now that he has disclosed his sexual orientation, he is too embarrassed to sleep with someone again, for fear that Gu Qingchi will think too much and think that he wants to do something to him.

Although this is true.

"I'm going to sleep," Song Yu stubbornly threw the pillow to Gu Qingchi, "You choose a place to sleep yourself."

Gu Qingchi took the pillow, hugged it in his arms, and understood what Song Yu meant, "Then I'm going to take a bath."

"Well, there is a quilt in the cabinet, you can take it yourself after you take a shower." Song Yu pointed to the cabinet door on the right.

"Okay." Gu Qingchi opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but Song Yu didn't seem to want to listen, and buried his head under the blanket.

He got up and got out of bed, and walked out of the bedroom in a trance with the pillow in his arms.

While taking a bath, Gu Qingchi thought about and recalled everything that happened.

A little unbelievable, but happy in my heart.

If Song Yu is gay, does that mean he wants to fall in love with a man?

fall in love……

It felt like a particularly distant thing.

It seems that he has never seriously thought about love in such a big way, let alone with a man.

With such a sudden move, he didn't even have time to confirm what his feelings for Song Yu were.

From the beginning to the end, I have always regarded Song Yu as a brother who can talk about everything, but now that I think about it, it seems that there is more than that.

In terms of a good relationship, Slant Eye and him are good brothers who have known each other since childhood, but he has never been bothered by Slant Eye's finding a partner in the future.

And recently, Song Yu's face will always flash in his mind.

When he learned that Song Yu liked boys, he was even a little excited.

Are these likes?

Do you want to fall in love with the kind of love?

If you fall in love with Song Yu...

Some images from the dream appeared in Gu Qingchi's mind, and his heart began to pound.

He rubbed his slightly hot face, shook his head twice, and when he pressed his undulating chest, the corners of his mouth still curled up uncontrollably.

Song Yu tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't sleep at all. Hearing Gu Qingchi walk into the bathroom, take a bath for a long time, and then walk out of the bathroom, his mind was bubbling like a pot of rice porridge.

He suddenly realized that after confessing his sexuality, he could no longer play many hooligan behaviors before.

No, after I yelled at Gu Qingchi, "We gays don't like 36K pure straight men like you", many hooligan behaviors can no longer be played.

What the hell did I say just now...

Has your brain been bombarded by cannons?

Why do you say this, why can't you honestly admit that you have such a little bit of meaning for him.

It's not that he has to agree in one go.

"Why don't we try to get along!?" Is this sentence so difficult to say!

Now that the scene is so embarrassing, it is even more difficult to speak.

Song Yu frowned and slapped his mouth fiercely, "Why are you so fast?"

After Gu Qingchi walked out of the bathroom, he didn't go into his bedroom to get the quilt again.

The more Song Yu waited, the more anxious he became, his chest seemed to be blocked by something, and the pain was severe.

So in fact, Gu Qingchi couldn't accept it in his heart, so he just comforted him with his mouth.

Don't even dare to enter the bedroom! ?

When he thought that Gu Qingchi might tell him that he would move out when he got up tomorrow, he couldn't help but panic.

Will Gu Qingchi also avoid him in the future?

The tip of his nose was slightly acidic, he didn't know when Gu Qingchi had already occupied such an important place in his heart.

Song Yu waited until twelve o'clock, but Gu Qingchi didn't enter the door again, and he didn't feel sleepy at all, so he got up and found an air-conditioning quilt from the closet.

Although the weather is hot now, it is easy to catch cold with the air conditioner on and without a quilt.

Song Yu quietly opened the bedroom door and poked out half of his head.

Gu Qingchi really slept on the sofa.

He didn't dare to put on his shoes, let alone turn on the light. He stepped on the living room floor with his bare feet and walked over lightly.

Taking advantage of the light leaking from the bedroom, he covered Gu Qingchi with a small quilt, and then slipped back into the room like a thief.

Gu Qingchi opened his eyes in the dark, stroked his beating heart, and took two deep breaths.

When he heard the door opening just now, he thought Song Yu was going to the bathroom, but he didn't expect that it was a quilt for him.

So sweet.

I feel that my ignorant self probably missed a lot of beautiful and warm things.

He picked up the phone hidden by his side and continued to browse Song Yu's Weibo.

In fact, before Song Yu taught him to search magic videos, he had never used this software, and he didn't know how to play it.

I really couldn't sleep tonight, so I searched Song Yu's Weibo ID.

I found that his Weibo update frequency is much higher than that of WeChat Moments.

Often repost some very funny jokes or videos, followed by a string of "hahahahahahahahaha"

Flipping a few pages further, he saw a pencil sketch.

The person in the painting is sleeping on the sofa with his eyes closed.

He didn't even need to click on the big picture to know that it was himself.

It was the afternoon when Song Yu said that he would take him through the back door. He entered Song Yu's house alone for the first time, and fell asleep lying on the sofa because he was so sleepy.

He was very impressed with that day.

Gu Qingchi saved the picture, and there were small ripples in his heart.

Song Yu didn't fall asleep all night, and kept flipping through his phone to secretly take various photos and videos of Gu Qingchi, seeing his eyes swell and sour.

At five o'clock, he got up and got out of bed and went to the bathroom.

When passing the living room, he stopped in front of the coffee table.

He tiptoed around the coffee table and squatted in front of Gu Qingchi.

Gu Qingchi slept on his side, he seemed to be sleeping soundly.

After staring at it for an unknown amount of time, my calf felt a little numb.

Song Yu stood up holding the edge of the sofa cushion, moved his legs, and then squatted down again.

Not willing to leave.

It's good to have a look.

Maybe when Gu Qingchi opened his eyes, he would leave.

After this thought flashed through his mind, those hooligan thoughts that had been suppressed in his heart popped up again.

Yes.

I won't be able to play hooligans in the future.

Without much hesitation, Song Yu leaned forward and kissed Gu Qingchi's cheek.

As soon as the lips left his cheek, a low voice was heard.

"Don't you despise a straight man like me?"

Gu Qingchi slowly opened his eyes, his face expressionless.

Song Yu's legs were already a little numb, so frightened by him, he sat down on the ground, and his back hit the coffee table with a dull sound.

Gu Qingchi sat up from the sofa, raised his eyebrows, and motioned for him to answer the question.

Song Yu's face turned red immediately, and he lowered his gaze, not daring to look at him.

Did I touch the sky or messed up the hell recently!

How can such embarrassing and embarrassing things happen one after another.

I had sneaked so many kisses a few days ago and it was fine, why this time!

"Speak." Gu Qingchi suppressed a smile, and touched his calf with the tip of his toe.

"Are you annoying?" Song Yu slapped Gu Qingchi's leg with a palm, then stood up abruptly.

Gu Qingchi looked up at him, but didn't speak.

Song Yu took a step back, pointed at the tip of his nose and shouted, "I just fell in love with you!"

"Otherwise, you think I'm a fool. I will help you pay back the money, help you find a job, provide you with food, drink, and sleep for free, and help you solve those messy things!"

When Gu Qingchi stood up from the sofa, Song Yu took another step back in spite of himself, but his voice did not drop, "Why did I help you from the beginning to the end? You don't know why! I just fell in love with you. I just approached you with this impure purpose!"

Song Yu stared at Gu Qingchi's stiff expression, his voice trembled with anger, and he simply smashed the jar, "If you find it annoying and disgusting, get the hell out now! I won't stop you!"

The corner of Gu Qingchi's mouth curled up, holding Song Yu's cheeks, and pecked him hard on the forehead, the kind that made a noise when he left.

Song Yu suddenly widened his eyes and froze in place.

His body was still trembling slightly from the shameful and angry roar just now, and his palms were also sweating non-stop.

I couldn't see clearly in front of my eyes, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time.

He thought he was probably dreaming.

Must be dreaming.

Did Gu Qingchi... kiss him?

Is it a kiss?

It was so fast that he didn't even feel it.

After a while, he moved his lips, and asked softly in a hoarse voice, "Did you...did you...kiss me just now?" When he said this, he didn't dare to look Gu Qingchi in the eye.

Gu Qingchi smiled and said "huh".

Song Yu swallowed in disbelief, raised his eyes and glanced at Gu Qingchi in front of him, and muttered cheekily: "Can I kiss you again? Just now, madam, it was too fast... I didn't react."

Gu Qingchi didn't speak, he took half a step forward and raised his chin.

She tilted her head slightly, closed her eyes and kissed her.

After Song Yu's heart stopped beating for a beat, it started beating wildly, like a howling wind.

His whole body was staring stiffly, and his hands were even clenched into fists from excessive tension.

Gu Qingchi's face was pressed against his.

The distance was too close, and the line of sight couldn't focus at all. In fact, there was only a face in front of him that looked like it had been mosaiced with more than ten layers, but he still didn't want to close his eyes.

Gu Qingchi was kissing him!

! ! ! !

Gu Qingchi's lips were soft, and his skin was a little itchy with the slightly hot breath.

This kiss can be said to be very short, so short that before he had time to poke out the tip of his tongue, Gu Qingchi had already let go of his chin, stood firmly in front of him, and looked at him with a look of "this is okay". with him.

But even so, this kiss still set off a huge wave in Song Yu's heart.

He rushed into the bedroom without hesitation, plunged headlong into the quilt and beat it violently, then rolled several times on the bed, kicked his legs in the air, rolled several times, and then smirked under the quilt.

His heart was pounding like a machine gun.

Gu Qingchi blinked his eyes in a daze, lowered his head, touched his lips, and smiled.