Death Progress Bar

The beautiful dream that the soul had when it came out of the body, Xiaoshi defined Shijin's previous life in this way.

Shi Jin was suddenly a little dazed. He thought of his adoptive parents, of entering the supermarket, and of the friends, classmates, comrades-in-arms, and colleagues he had met since he was a child... Those people are so fresh, and they lived with them. The memory is so real, he obviously lived such a lifetime, how could it be a dream?

It is precisely because he firmly believes that he is just a Shi Jin who grew up in an ordinary family and has the love of his parents, and that he is just a little unlucky that he has to experience the lives of others, so that he can truly get rid of the dark and twisted emotions of the original owner. Come this far.

If the root he relies on is just a dream, if his origin is not that warm world, then how should he deal with himself?

"Little Death, you are lying to me." He made a deep voice, implying a plea.

Xiaosi cried and kept saying sorry.

I'm sorry, Shi Jin doesn't want to hear this word the last time.For the first time, without being intimate with Lianjun, he checked the progress bar and locked Xiaosi in the small black room.

The world became quiet, the crying disappeared, he sat on the chair blankly, his mind was muddled, suddenly he didn't know who he really was, and soon he came to a conclusion.

He is Shi Jin, a twisted and dark Shi Jin, a Shi Jin who despicably went to another world and stole a life that did not belong to him.For adoptive parents, he is an outsider who should not appear. The place he thought was his hometown and the place he came from is actually the real foreign land.

What a terrible thing, what he thought was beautiful, was just a fantasy adventure carefully prepared by Xiaoshi to change the real and dark him.

In fact, he had guessed it, and he was not unprepared for the truth, but... it was so uncomfortable.He bent down and grabbed his face, and suddenly flashed through his mind the memories he had firmly believed belonged to the dead original owner, and his heart ached like it was about to explode.

That is the real him, that is his real life, he is actually such an ugly and sad person.He was born in a cage and hell, and all the good things he has are illusions woven by conspiracy nightmares, and his heart has long since rotted away.

False, all false.Beauty is fake, happiness is fake, everything is stolen by him, and should not belong to him, he——

"@#￥%?"

A strange language with concern and worry suddenly rang in his ears, and then his shoulders were put on his shoulders.

Shi Jin was taken aback for a moment, his thoughts suddenly turned back, he let go of his hand and looked at the foreign old man who was looking at him, and met the quiet and gentle eyes of the other party after years of precipitation, his thoughts flickered, as if he saw his same old man. A adoptive father with such eyes.

"Jinjin, Dad and Mom love you the most, so you should love yourself too."

Before the old man passed away, he had given him such reluctance.He held the old man's hand, hating the merciless time in his heart, but with a smile on his face, he said to the old man: "I will, Dad, you can rest assured."

"How can I feel at ease." The old man stretched out his hand and touched his head, his eyes were full of nostalgia and reluctance, "You are always so kind...Jin Jin, Dad hates you, you haven't really grown up yet."

"What nonsense is the old man talking about?" His mother put his shoulders on his shoulders from behind, trembling a little because his wife was about to leave, "Our family has long been a man of indomitable spirit, look at this The police uniform is so handsome, don’t worry about it all the time, old man.”

Memories flooded in, and emotions completely collapsed.Shi Jin stretched out his arms to hug the old man in front of him, and cried like a child.

It's not a dream, it's his parents, it's his family, his father is always so gentle, his mother is always so caring, it's not a dream, that's where he comes from, his roots.

"@#￥%...&￥#?" The old man was taken aback and became more and more worried. He hesitated and raised his hand to hug him back, and even leaned his head against his cheek, wanting to see if he was sick.

Passengers around were also attracted by the movement here, and they turned their heads to look over.

Shi Jin couldn't care so much anymore, he hugged the old man and cried out all his grievances and reluctance.

……

In the evening, Shi Jin came out of the local police station with red and swollen eyes, bid farewell to the well-meaning old man and the policeman with a face full of embarrassment, raised his hand to take a taxi, and reported the address of the nursing home to the driver.

After crying for a while, the well-meaning old man thought he was a child separated from his parents. He went through a series of incidents such as causing the sightseeing bus to stop, attracting the police and being sent to the police station, and so on. All scattered, and finally calmed down.

He rubbed his sour eyes, touched the ring on his finger, and let Xiao Shi out of the small black room.

"Jin Jin." Xiao Shi called out immediately, and carefully observed the surrounding situation. Seeing that everything was fine, he breathed a sigh of relief, and asked cautiously with a barely suppressed cry, "Do you hate me? Jin Jin, I'm sorry. "

Hearing it cry, Shi Jin's heart instantly softened, but he still had a firm tone and said, "Don't say sorry again, or I will really hate you."

Xiao Shi shut up immediately, his tone became more cautious, and asked: "Then...then Jinjin, are you okay?"

"No, I cried in embarrassment in front of strangers and was taken to the police station. This is definitely a dark history in my life." Shi Jin continued with a serious tone, "And I suspect that this is because of those rewards. of."

How can there be such a coincidence in this world, just when he was going crazy, an old man with the same eyes as his adoptive father stretched out his hand to him, pulled him out of those thoughts, and kindly accompanied him all the time. Hold him and comfort him.

Maybe it's because he is dark, anyway, he doesn't think this damn world has ever been so gentle to him before!When he was in pain and wanted to cry before, he never happened to have a hug for him!

What's the trouble with rewards?

Xiaosi was stunned by his answer. Seeing that his eyes were really red, it was obvious that he had cried, and his heart ached to death in an instant. He didn't care about any doubts about rewards, so he carefully buffed him and said: " It's all my fault, isn't it—"

Shi Jin's tone sank: "Huh?"

Xiao Si hurriedly stopped the sorry in the middle of his speech, choked so much that he hiccupped, and said while hiccupping: "It's all my fault, Jin Jin, you can scold me, and it's okay to keep me in the small dark room, I just ask Don't hate me...don't be sad, it's all my fault, you should put me in a dark room..."

"Don't close it, we don't have much time left to get along with each other." Shi Jin's heart softened completely, he stopped his solemn tone, lowered his head and touched the ring again, and said slowly, "Xiao Si, I don't hate you, You saved me, I thank you. You can obviously give up on me, I was so bad in the past, it was not worth saving at all, but you didn't give up on me, and you took the trouble to arrange everything for me, and let me see a lot of me Beautiful things that were originally out of reach... In fact, if you give up on me and live directly on Mr. Lian, your mission of saving the world will probably be completed sooner. I'm the one who dragged you down. I'm sorry and thank you."

Xiao Shi wanted to cry again when he said it, and hurriedly said: "No, you are also my baby, I will not give up on you, and you have not dragged me down."

Shi Jin's brows and eyes eased, he hummed in a low voice, and after being quiet for a while, he suddenly asked seriously: "Xiao Si, my adoptive parents are real, right?"

Xiao Si didn't know why he asked this question, and was afraid that he still had doubts, so he hurriedly explained: "Of course it exists, although I immediately erased the memory of your existence in that world after your soul left that world. Traces, but your adoptive parents are real."

Shi Jin felt uncomfortable for a moment when he heard the words erase traces, but he quickly adjusted and continued to ask: "So I really grew up again under the knees of my adoptive parents, right?"

Xiao Shi's tone became hesitant, and he replied: "It's true, although..."

"Don't say it!" Shi Jin quickly interrupted it, clenched the hand wearing the ring, and said, "That's enough, I don't want to know anything else, Zhuang Zhou Mengdie or Diemeng Zhuang Zhou, it's up to you , I just need to know that I have indeed lived with my adoptive parents for so many years."

Xiao Shi immediately understood what he was thinking, felt even more distressed, and hurriedly said again: "Jin Jin, you are loved by your adoptive parents, there is no doubt about it."

Shi Jin's unwillingness, fear, uneasiness... and other emotions slowly settled down in this affirmation.Looking at the Wanjia lights that were gradually lighting up outside the window, he let out a long breath, and suddenly said, "Little Death, give me back all my memories and feelings."

Xiao Shi was stunned, then his tone became tense in an instant, and he stammered, "What, what?"

"Didn't you strip away my feelings and memories? Give them back to me." Shi Jin said seriously, wanting to face everything seriously, "Although I know the original owner... I know all my past memories, I also empathized with most of the emotions in the way of dreams, but it was incomplete after all."

If Xiaosi has a heart, then its current heartbeat speed has definitely exceeded the limit that the human body can bear.It was even a little scared, and said: "Jin Jin, you, you don't have to be like this, when you see Shi Weichong, you will naturally..."

"I don't want to think of my memories and emotions piece by piece, you can give me the whole thing at once." Shi Jin insisted, and even comforted it in turn, "Don't worry, I know what I'm doing, I just want to Find your whole self."

Xiao Si murmured: "Jin, it will be very uncomfortable... Fragmentary memories will be easier to accept, and if you restore all of them at once, those memories and emotions that you have relieved before are likely to be provoked and affected, and then re- flood."

"It doesn't matter." Shi Jin lowered his head, and tightly clenched the hand with the ring, as if he was holding the person who could give him strength, "For the future, I should make sure that I am really different from the past. Re- It doesn't matter if it's flooding, the big deal is to untie the knot again, so that you can stay for a while, I earned it. And I will be fine, with those rewards, I can't even die now."

Xiao Shi had no choice but to compromise and obey him.

The progress bar began to flicker, and the memory fragments that had been seen in the mind flooded again, intertwined, and slowly formed a complete life.Shi Jin closed his eyes and leaned against the back seat of the car, allowing his consciousness to enter those memories.

……

When the sky was full of stars, the taxi stopped steadily at the gate of the nursing home, Shi Jin opened his eyes, paid the fare calmly, thanked the driver, and got out of the car with his backpack.

Xiao Shi was frightened to death, calling out: "Come in, come in..."

"What are you panicking about?" Shi Jin watched the taxi leave, then turned to face the closed gate of the nursing home, looked at the beautiful white domed buildings inside, and commented, "It's a good place, Mr. Lian really knows how to pick it."

The calmer he became, the more flustered Xiaosi became, his voice trembled, and he said, "Jinjin, your progress bar, death, death has slowed down..."

It's really a reprieve, and it's been a while.Now there is nothing around Shi Jin that could kill him, so Shi Jin's progress bar can only go to death reprieve because of himself.

He wanted to die, or rather, he wanted to do something that would kill him.

Shi Jin is still inevitably affected by those memories and emotions that have been deepened again.

"Don't be afraid, I know what's in my heart." Shi Jin comforted him, threw his backpack on his back, took out his mobile phone and dialed Shi Weichong's number.

A few minutes later, Shi Weichong ran to the gate panting.He was wearing indoor slippers on his feet, and a set of pajamas wrapped around his body casually. His hair was wet, as if he ran out in a hurry after taking a bath.

"Xiao Jin, why are you here?" Shi Weichong opened the small door and came out, looked at Shi Jin, wanted to get closer but hesitated, as if he suspected that he was hallucinating, and was afraid that he would wake up when he got close.

"Brother, I'm here to pick you up." Shi Jin looked at his expression, smiled at him, stepped forward to hug him, and patted his back, "I'm sorry for making you wait so long."

Touching his body temperature, Shi Weichong finally had a sense of reality, and hurriedly hugged him back, with some surprise in his eyes, he said a little excitedly: "No, I'm sorry for you, Xiao Jin, you really Here we come...Thank you for coming, I am very happy."

Listening to his incoherent words, Shi Jin's eyes dimmed for a moment, then he soon regained his smile, broke away from his embrace a little, and said, "Brother, I've been on the bus all afternoon, and I haven't had dinner yet, so I'm so hungry. "

"Take the car all afternoon?" Shi Weichong frowned, looked at his face, saw that his eyes were red, his complexion was very bad, and he looked very listless, so he hurriedly grabbed his hand and turned towards the nursing home. He walked over and said, "It only takes three hours at most from the airport to here, why did you sit in the car all afternoon and met a black car? The law and order in country D is actually not as good as it looks, you should let me pick you up. When did you get off the plane? Did you only bring so much luggage? The temperature here is lower, is it cold?"

Shi Jin never knew that Shi Weichong could chatter like this. He glanced at Shi Weichong holding his hand, then at the thin pajamas Shi Weichong was wearing, and remembered that when he was a child, Shi Weichong held his hand and patiently taught him how to ride a toy The picture of the Trojan horse showed a crying expression on his face. He hurriedly turned his head and secretly took a deep breath to suppress his emotions. Instead, he held his hand and said with a smile: "Brother, look at what you are wearing, you should be cold." It's you."

Shi Weichong was taken aback for a moment, looked down at the pajamas on his body, felt embarrassed, tilted his head and coughed lowly, looked back at him and said, "I didn't even notice... sorry, I came out to see you dressed like this."

Shi Jin was still smiling, looked at his embarrassed look, and said in his heart that it's okay.