Death Progress Bar

Everyone's brother?It's really inexplicable.

Shi Jin felt a little annoyed, having lived to such an age, he rarely felt irritated or bored in his heart, but now he really felt a little annoyed.It's not in Rongzhou, but in this brotherhood that seems to be entangled forever.

"There's no end to it...Hey, little dead, can I kill this guy with cream? Can I kill him?"

Xiaoshi didn't reply, just remained silent as if he never existed.

Shi Jin couldn't take it anymore, he pressed Rong Zhouzhong's arm with his backhand, pushed him rudely against the chair, grabbed something to wipe off the cream on his face, stared at his face, and said impatiently: " Rong Zhouzhong, don't you have a lot of dissatisfaction with me? Don't you hate me? Say it, say it all, I want you to say it all!"

Rong Zhouzhong was dumbfounded by his series of operations, looked at his rare impatience and irritability, moved his lips, and called out: "Xiao Jin..."

"Don't call me that! 'You fat man' 'You idiot who doesn't know anything' 'You are so hateful and pitiful' 'Are you going to die, you are finally going to die' 'Why does the Shi family have more of you? A child', these are what you want to say, you actually see me that way, say it, you say it all, I want you to say it all every word!"

Shi Jin said viciously, his voice gradually raised, those memories that he allowed himself to indulge in those unwarranted emotions, but could never be substituted into himself like last time, suddenly rushed towards him violently.

The surroundings are no longer the audio-visual room, but the gorgeous empty houses of country M, the pale and terrifying hospital, and the sickbeds that make people unable to move.He was sitting in an empty house, in the unmanned garden of the hospital, and lying on a hospital bed with no temperature. People around him came and went, but no one listened to him, and no one reached out to him.He was a disfigured monster, a poor fat man desperate to die.

Then the third brother he liked came, with the posture of a winner, with condescending pity and mocking eyes, and said those heartbreaking and harsh words.

【Shi Jin, I hate you, everyone hates you.In fact, you are not a child of the Shi family, you look at you, you are so fat, you are so fat. 】

【Are you stupid for wanting to unite with Xu Tianhua to fight against big brother?Ah, no, I shouldn't have asked that question, you are stupid, you stupid idiot who doesn't know anything. 】

【Want to know the truth?I can tell you all... are you crying?You are really hateful and pitiful. 】

【How can everyone really treat you as a younger brother? Don't be naive, you are different from us... Why did the Shi family have an extra child like you. 】

[Are you going to die, you are finally going to die.In your next life, remember not to be reborn in Shi's family, no one wants a younger brother like you. 】

Memories rushed in fiercely, despair, grievance, anger, sadness and other emotions rushed out together. Those unwilling to fight back against these words because of shock, sadness, or physical reasons were even more roaring, screaming to tear everything.Shi Jin closed his eyes forcibly, and suddenly took out a dagger from the back of his waist with his backhand, and popped out the blade to throw it next to Rong Zhouzhong's pretty face.

Rong Zhouzhong shrank his pupils and said, "Shi Jin, what do you want to do!"

"I will kill you." Shi Jin looked at him, moved the dagger to his lips, and his eyes fell on it, with a faint madness of losing his mind, "I am so uncomfortable...just because I did it all over again , just because I changed everything... Then you all forgot, only I still remember, only me! Why are you acting like a good brother now, what I have experienced is a few words of concern Is it something that can be compensated for by being sorry? You don’t even know what happened, you even forgot how cruel you were, how can that kind of compensation be enough! How perfunctory are those sorry weights! Why do you all I don’t remember, remember, remember quickly, why don’t you remember!”

"Xiao Jin..." Rong Zhouzhong stared at him blankly, and reached out to touch his face, "Don't cry, don't cry..."

"Don't move!" Shi Jin suddenly grimaced, pressed him to death on the backrest, and said coldly, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I will let you know what you did, follow me, you dead Fatty."

His shoulder hit the back of the chair and it hurt, Rong Zhouzhong looked at Shi Jin's obviously not right, frowned and said: "Xiao Jin, you..."

"Say it!" Shi Jin cut off a strand of his hair with a dagger, and said in a deep voice, "If you don't say it, your face will be cut off next time."

He was serious, what Shi Jin said was serious, he would really do it.

Rong Zhouzhong opened his mouth, but no sound came out.It can't be said, his intuition told him that those words can't be said, everything is over after saying it.

Shi Jin stared at his lips, his eyes were full of anticipation, but he didn't hear Rong Zhouzhong's voice.

"Why didn't you say it!" His irritability grew stronger, and he raised his dagger with sharp eyebrows.

Rong Zhouzhong closed his eyes, waiting for the pain to come.

puff.

There was a muffled sound, but the pain did not come.

Rong Zhouzhong froze, opened his eyes tentatively, and found that the dagger in Shi Jin's hand was stuck directly against his face and inserted into the back of the seat, without hurting him at all.

"Why didn't you say it." Shi Jin lowered his head, his expression was covered by shadows, and he couldn't see clearly, "You have repented in time in this life, good brothers who didn't make big mistakes, how should I blame you? The only thing I care about in the past ten years is that I was spoiled by you and grew up, so what can I do... You don't even understand what I'm talking about... Third brother, are you trying to drive me crazy? "

Rong Zhouzhong was shocked by the dead silence in his tone, seeing that he was about to leave, he quickly reached out to grab his arm.

Shi Jin easily broke free from his hand, turned around and prepared to leave.

You can't let him go. If you leave, you'll lose everything.

"Xiao Jin!" Rong Zhouzhong got up and chased after him.

Shi Jin threw the dagger directly, forcing him to stop, then reached out and touched the doorknob.

It's over, it's really over.

"You fat bastard!"

The voice broke free from his rationality and came out of his throat. Rong Zhouzhong realized what he had just said after roaring, his expression changed, as if he had thrown a dagger at Shi Jin, and even his fingertips began to tremble.

"No, no, Jin, I'm sorry..."

"Say it again." Shi Jin immediately stopped and looked over, his eyes lit up again, he turned back to approach him, grabbed his arm, and said, "Say it again, if your tone is a little more disdainful and indifferent, you Yes, you can, say it again."

For a moment, Rong Zhouzhong actually saw Shi Jin laughing, it was a smile about to be relieved, he didn't understand, he felt like he was having a nightmare, like being stripped naked and thrown in front of the public, like ...as if I finally want to see clearly the despicableness and filth in the deepest part of my heart.

I don't want to say it, but how can I not say it, his brother is going crazy.

I am sorry.

"You fat man." He restrained all his emotions, put on a condescending look, and said this in a disdainful and malicious tone.

Yes, that's how he is, at the very beginning, that's how he looked at Shi Jin, his younger brother.He is a monster with a poisonous needle hidden in his heart, and even in his dreams he wants to drag that clean and innocent younger brother into the abyss.

"You idiot who doesn't know anything."

The shorthand line ability trained as an actor is really damn easy to use.He looked at Shi Jin's gradually brightening eyes and vivid expression, kept the mask on his face, and kept talking.

"You are really hateful and pitiful."

Without Shi Jin's efforts, he would definitely say these heart-pounding words.

"Are you going to die? You are finally going to die."

He is such a bad person, at a certain moment in the past, he actually thought that it would be nice if Shi Jin could die.

"Why did the Shi family have an extra child like you?"

I am sorry.

Sentence after sentence, he seemed to see himself cutting Shi Jin's heart with a knife, watching him in pain, seeing him dripping with blood, watching him fall from hope to despair, from light to darkness.

These hurtful words that he had thought about but never said, and then suppressed in his heart to pretend that they never occupied his thoughts, it turned out that if he didn't tell the other party, he would never know, and he could pretend to be innocent.Some things, it turns out that just thinking about it will cause harm to the other party.

Shi Jin actually understands everything, the one who doesn't understand is himself.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Jin, I'm sorry." He leaned against the wall and closed his eyes tiredly.

That's the tone, that's the expression.

Shi Jin looked at Rong Zhouzhong holding his breath, looked at his lips that kept opening and closing, and listened to his pleasant voice even if he uttered evil words, the memory and reality gradually overlapped, and the unwillingness to fight back in the memory And anger slowly swelled.

Finally, the mouth stopped, and all the damage from the enemy ended... He, can fight back.

call.

It turned out that even if he did it all over again, he still had the opportunity to fight back for those injuries that had never happened in his life.

He held his breath and suddenly let go. He raised his eyes to look at Rong Zhouzhong, suddenly raised his fist without warning, and slammed his fist hard at the corner of his mouth: "Go to hell! You bastard!"

Rong Zhouzhong groaned from the beating, fell to the ground on his side, and then simply sat on the ground, looking up at Shi Jin.

Shi Jin didn't look at him at all, raised his voice, moved his feet nervously, circling around on the spot, touched his face from time to time, and said quickly: "Crying? Yes, I shouldn't cry, in the face of your malicious , What's the use of crying? To deal with a vile guy like you, just scold him! Fat man? What's wrong with me being fat? Personal attacks are the worst kind of thing! Do your fans know that you are actually so bad? Don't you think you're going too far when you say this!"

Memories and emotions flooded over like a flood, and the surrounding scenes changed again. It was a mansion, a hospital, and every sound of the door opening that made people palpitate.

"Yes, I am fat and I am stupid, but didn't you make me like this intentionally or unintentionally? If I am really smart, you should blame me for being smart again. Admit it, you are just jealous I, fear me, want to be close and afraid to be close to me, of course I am different from you, I am a human, you are a devil, how could we be the same! Ha, the most ridiculous thing is that you think I am pitiful? I have lived for more than ten years Years, even if it is a false appearance, but I also grew up in an environment of love, and you, one by one, indulged yourselves in interests and hatred, and there is no warm memory in decades of life. Poor for you!"

Rong Zhouzhong tightened his palms and turned his head to avoid his sight.

"Are you going to die of anger? Are you disappointed to see that I have not turned into a monster who only knows hatred as you wish, and turned into a cold-blooded guy like you? Are you dreaming that I Revenge you, and then you can say 'Look, that innocent guy who was carefully protected by Shi Xingrui has finally become like us, he is no longer the special one', I can almost hear it To the voice trembling with excitement from the bottom of your heart!"

"I'm not." Rong Zhouzhong couldn't help retorting.

"No?" Shi Jin turned around to look at him as if he had heard something from the Arabian Nights, bent down and grabbed his collar, looked into his eyes and said, "If not, why are you so eager to turn your back on you? Showing malice towards me? I have hated someone unilaterally in my heart for more than ten years, and suddenly saw the possibility of making the other party respond to this hatred. With your straight-line idiot thinking, how can you care so much? Cucumber pillow , huh? You couldn’t even wait for Dad’s death, but you just knew he was going to die, so you hurriedly sent me the declaration of war, your thoughts were almost written on your face!”

The little thought in his heart that he didn't want to be spied on was punctured by the person involved. Rong Zhouzhong became angry and retorted: "I didn't, you are an idiot!"

"No, I'm a 'stupid', you are an idiot, we are the same, you don't have any capital to be superior!" Shi Jin threw him to the ground again, stood up straight and looked down at him, and said coldly, " I'm not going to die, I'm going to outlive all of you, and you'll never have the chance to say 'you're finally going to die' in your life, and the only one who can say that is me. And , let me correct you a wrong concept, the Shi family didn’t have an extra child like me, but if it wasn’t for me, you and a few others wouldn’t have been born at all! Be grateful to me, Dade, if it wasn’t for me So many years of late reincarnation, you're all going to be shot against the wall, sissy!"

Empress——

This sentence was a critical blow, Rong Zhouzhong looked at him in disbelief, got up from the ground, with an expression of being so angry that he didn't know what to say, he turned his head frequently and took deep breaths, as if he wanted to suppress his anger.

"vase."

But Shi Jin didn't stop, he uttered one sentence after another, every word very heavily, as if he wanted to spit out all the hostility that had been suppressed in his heart for two lifetimes along with the words.

"A person with a poisonous mouth will have his tongue pulled out after death."

"You are the hateful and pitiful one!"

"When you are about to die, I will go to your bedside and set off firecrackers to celebrate."

"I am not a superfluous child, you are!"

Rong Zhouzhong looked at him with his mouth slightly open, as if he couldn't believe that these words came out of his mouth.It was obvious that he should be angry in his heart, and the anger was indeed suppressed in his chest, but it was strange that he couldn't get angry.

Shi Jin suddenly approached him again.

Rong Zhouzhong came back to his senses, took a step back, and used his strength to hide the sadness that his heart was being crushed into a sieve. He frowned and said, "What else do you want to scold? If you want to fight, I won't hold back this time and don't fight back." .”

Shi Jin suddenly raised his hand and patted his heart, gave him a nasty smile, and said, "Being scolded by me like this, it must be very hard here."

Rong Zhouzhong's expression was tense, and he was unwilling to admit this only.

"You deserve it." Shi Jin added softly, full of malice.

"You—" Rong Zhouzhong was really angry, and raised his hand to grab his wrist.

Shi Jin avoided his hand again, took a step back and said, "I don't accept what you said before, I'm sorry, some hurts can't be erased just by apologizing."

Rong Zhouzhong froze, and his anger dissipated in an instant. Looking at his serious eyes that gradually regained his senses, he gradually realized something. He twitched his mouth and said, "Is that so..." So he is not ready to accept his hateful brother anymore? ?

"But we're even." Shi Jin said, seeing Rong Zhouzhong's embarrassment at this time, and the memory of him confiding evil words from above gradually dissipated, and continued, "You scolded me, and I scolded you too , you hurt me, and I hurt you, neither of us owes anyone else. I'm tired, and you don't deserve to make me so tired. "

Rong Zhouzhong's sinking heart stopped suddenly, he raised his eyes to look at him, a faint hope appeared in his heart, and he said almost incoherently: "You, so...you mean..."

"Also, I won't apologize. You will never hear an apology from me." Shi Jin walked to the door, touched the doorknob with his hand, and suddenly lowered his voice, saying, "Good night, third brother."

click.

The door opens and closes.

Rong Zhouzhong stared blankly at the door, then his eyes widened little by little. After a long time, he suddenly buried his head and squatted on the ground, wanting to scold something, blinked his eyes, but shed a few drops of crocodile tears in an unattractive manner.

"Bastard..." He rubbed his face hard, and laughed angrily, "You hold more grudges than me, why don't you apologize, did I get beaten and scolded by you for nothing today, it hurts, okay..."

He collapsed on the ground, looked up at the movie screen, saw that the brother in the movie was unscrupulously venting malice towards the younger brother who already knew the truth, his heart trembled, he clicked his tongue in disgust, moved to the small table and picked up the remote control , quickly fast-forwarded the movie to the end.

On the edge of the cliff, the younger brother hugged his older brother, wanting to fall off the cliff with him.The elder brother threw away his weapon, hugged his younger brother with his backhand, and closed his eyes contentedly.The two fell back together, falling into the abyss.

He looked at it seriously, and suddenly turned his head to the side with a low snort, turned off the screen, looked at the cake with two missing pieces on the table, reached out to pick up the plastic knife for cutting the cake, dug a big piece, and stuffed it into his mouth.

At this moment, he finally understood what Shi Jin wanted to change.That child who is softer and kinder than everyone else, but also stronger than everyone else, has worked so hard until now, and tortured himself to the point of going crazy. What he wants to change is only what may appear in the future, and everyone embraces it. Injured each other with hatred, and then both died together.

Hatred and redemption, the six children of the Shi family, and the seemingly powerful five elder brothers all chose the simplest hatred, and only the child who was hurt the most chose the most difficult redemption.

"It's so stupid." He seemed to be choking on a cake, his voice slowly hoarse and choked, "It really is an idiot."

He lowered his head and raised his hands to cover his eyes.

……

The sky before dawn is the darkest, Shi Jin thought of this sentence, walked down the second floor of the villa, took a look at the seemingly endless night outside the villa, suddenly quickened his pace, and rushed towards the master bedroom on the first floor .

The door opened, and the light inside was turned on. He was taken aback for a moment, then his heart beat faster, and he quickly stepped into the door.

A pair of arms stretched out suddenly, holding him firmly in his arms.

Shi Jin stopped, turned his head to look at the person who was holding him.

"Take a bath first to warm up." Lian Jun seemed to have known that he would rush back like this, without asking anything, hugged him and only kissed his brow tenderly, then held his hand, inviting He walked towards the bathroom with the door open behind him.

The water in the bathroom was steaming, the bath water had already been put away, pajamas and all kinds of toiletries were also ready.

Shi Jin was a little taken aback, and was passively pulled under the shower by Lian Jun.

"Take a shower before taking a bath." Lian Jun helped him take off all his clothes, and then turned on the shower. He didn't care if his pajamas would get wet, and stood beside him to help him wash his body carefully.

The skin was wet with warm water, and then the hand with the shower gel was attached to the body, moving gently with a comfortable force.His body warmed up bit by bit, Shi Jin's fingers trembled, seeing Lian Jun's serious look, he couldn't help stretching out his arms to hug him.

Lian Jun hugged him back very naturally, and followed his back comfortingly.

Feeling at ease suddenly, Shi Jin tightened his arms, buried his face on his shoulder, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry for making you worry."

Lian Jun kissed him reassuringly, comforting him silently.

"It won't happen in the future." Shi Jin rubbed his forehead on his shoulder, then stepped back slightly, looked up at him, smiled at him, and said, "You are the most important thing, you are my most important thing." Baby baby."

"Using words indiscriminately again." Lian Jun also laughed, stretched out his hand and pulled his face, "Staying up late is a bad habit, I punish you to go to Gu Er for training, do you admit it?"

"Admit!" Shi Jin nodded vigorously, hugged him tightly again with the strength to embed him into his body, and repeated, "You are the most important, I will adjust myself well, and I won't worry you anymore." Even if it's just for this person, he must not allow himself to be eroded by those messy and inexplicable emotions.

It was a really bad attempt this time.

Thinking like this, he unconsciously looked at the progress bar in his head, only to find that his progress bar had unexpectedly dropped to 60 at some point.

Dropped... He was slightly taken aback, then pursed his lips tightly.So sure enough...is that so?

He tightened his palms, tilted his head against Lian Jun's body, felt the temperature of his body, and a certain guess in his heart that could only be regarded as vague before gradually became clear.

"Little death." He whispered in his heart, regardless of whether the other party would answer this time, he said in a firm tone, "This last fatal factor comes from myself, no, to be precise, it comes from the original owner, Right? What a simple truth, what can kill a person is not only the external dangers and enemies, but also the inner self."

This time, Little Death was finally no longer silent, and it whispered firmly: "Jin Jin, you will live on, and then live a very happy life."

"Of course I will survive." Shi Jin put all his body weight on Lian Jun, hugging him so hard that he seemed to break him, "With Lian Jun here, no one can try to break me." Including me Own.