I heard that I saved the world

Xia Yan's expression was calm, he had expected Bai Mengchen's persistence in scientific research, he and Ding Shenghui were the same kind of people, the kind who would fight to the death.On the contrary, he felt sorry for Bai Mengchen even more. Making such a decision was a huge torment for himself.

He opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted by raising his hand, "I haven't finished yet! I... this person is not good at expressing, and others always say that I have low EQ. I only keep some words in my heart, and I don't think I have It's too hypocritical to say it out. But now I find that I have to tell you, let you know that I don't take you seriously! You are the most important person to me—"

The smoke in his hand burned to the end, and he threw it into the glass.Bai Mengchen stared into Xia Yan's eyes, and said slowly: "I have to find the antidote to the virus no matter what, not for myself, nor for anyone else, just for you."

Xia Yan's eyes widened slightly, and his heartbeat started to speed up involuntarily.Bai Mengchen's words made him sweet and dizzy, but this was not the end.

"I want to free you." Bai Mengchen said quietly, "I want you to be freed from the hopeless rebirth. No virus, no death, you should have lived a happy life, like a normal person. Five, I am busy with work every day, and go to leisure on vacation. I shouldn't... I shouldn't have to bear these."

These contents had to be pondered over and over again by Bai Mengchen standing in front of the window before he could speak them smoothly to Xia Yan, and in the end he was almost whispering.

Xia Yan's heart trembled, his expression seemed to be laughing or crying. He held Bai Mengchen's head and pressed his forehead against him: "What do you want me to do? Break down in front of you? Well, you are about to succeed."

Bai Mengchen covered his hands with both hands, and said in embarrassment: "What? I didn't mean that..."

Xia Yan took a breath, the smell of undispelled smoke filled his nasal cavity and lung lobes.He coughed, and said in an unsteady tone that was almost laughing: "Then do you know that it is impossible for your research to succeed? It's not a year or two, it's more than ten years, decades—no People can succeed!"

He brutally broke his dream, he knew it would hurt him, but couldn't help himself.Bai Mengchen's attack was too sudden and without warning.Without mental preparation, Xia Yan was directly hit in the heart by him. He couldn't let the protective wall in his heart collapse, and the instinctive counterattack made him hurt Bai Mengchen.

The two were very close, Bai Mengchen's brown eyes reflected his face, and he said calmly, "I know."

Xia Yan was stunned for a moment, "You know?"

"Yeah." His breath blew on Xia Yan's face, itching, hot, and soft.His voice was even more gentle and incredible: "I know."

He tilted his head and lightly touched Xia Yan's lips, stepped back a little distance and raised his eyes to look at him: "Although you try your best to hide it, you avoid the important ones, and you never take the initiative to talk about it. But I can guess that, Future virus research should be a failure with no results. Whether it is in your first life, or any time you have experienced it afterwards."

Otherwise, Xia Yan would not fail to tell them the right direction, nor would he have accumulated heavy loneliness and sadness in his heart.

He just has a low EQ, not a low IQ, he can deduce it.

He looked at him firmly, and squeezed his hand tightly: "Even if I still fail this time, it doesn't matter. I will work hard to promote the research and development, and organize the materials that are easy to remember. After your next rebirth, You give it to me. I will continue to work hard, no matter how many times it takes, no matter how long it takes, even if it is the end of time, I must find the antidote to the virus!"

This idea can be said to be naive. Xia Yan would laugh at it if it were someone else, but Bai Mengchen was so serious that he couldn't laugh.

"You—do you know what a burden this will be? Both for you and for me."

Misty mist floated up from Bai Mengchen's eyes, gradually stained with the same sadness as Xia Yan, but he was still so firm: "I understand. But I can't just watch you suffer, so..." I would rather jump down with you abyss!

I love you enough to share this burden for you, even if it breaks my spine and shatters my body!

Xia Yan understood what he didn't say, he smiled first, and then tears fell silently.

The solid wall in his heart that was used as a camouflage melted silently like that.He hugged Bai Mengchen tightly and wept bitterly.Bai Mengchen was also crying, and while supporting Xia Yan's trembling shoulders, he let out a sigh of relief.

It's good to be able to cry, what I'm most afraid of is that he will continue to be strong, and he will be easily broken.

After a while, Xia Yan raised his head, his eyes were like stars washing away the dust, and said in a nasal voice, "I want to go to your laboratory now."

At four o'clock in the morning, when everyone was asleep, the two left the dormitory and came to the main building.Passing through the empty hall, Bai Mengchen used his work ID to open the elevator, and the two of them walked through the long and quiet corridor.

The people who worked overtime in the experimental area also went home to sleep at this time. Their appearance was particularly unexpected, and they were the two with the most special identities.The person on duty in the monitoring room did not dare to neglect, and called Ding Shenghui immediately.

Xia Yan and Bai Mengchen stood at the door of the laboratory for a long time, so long that Bai Mengchen couldn't help looking at Xia Yan worriedly.Squeezing his hand, Xia Yan finally took a step. After countless rebirths, he walked into the laboratory again.

He looked at the instruments and equipment around him, some of which he couldn't name yet, but he could still remember the role they played in the experiment on himself.

He walked past them step by step, and finally stood in front of the multipurpose bed, with his back to Bai Mengchen and unbuttoned it.First he took off his shirt, then his shoes and socks and thin pants, and finally he didn't even leave his underwear behind, and turned to face Bai Mengchen.

The lights in the laboratory were very bright, and Xia Yan's skin was so white that it seemed to be glowing. He had seen this body countless times, but Bai Mengchen was still uncontrollably attracted.

The two looked at each other quietly, and there was a quiet but not charming atmosphere around each other.

Every laboratory in the laboratory area of ​​the seventeenth district is equipped with omnidirectional cameras. This was the case before, and it is the same now.Ding Shenghui has rushed to the monitoring room quickly, and the person in charge of monitoring said incredulously: "What are they doing?" Are you running to the laboratory for fun?

Ding Shenghui couldn't figure it out, but he knew that he shouldn't bother at this time.He sighed and said, "Turn off the camera in this lab first."

In the laboratory, Xia Yan opened his arms and smiled slightly at Bai Mengchen: "Come here, haven't you wanted to study it for a long time?"

Pulling back his unconscious gaze towards his chest and lower abdomen, Bai Mengchen's embarrassing face became hot, and his eyes swept wildly to get a lab coat.He unfolded and covered the light green lab coat in front of Xia Yan.

Xia Yan's body froze undetectably, Bai Mengchen raised his hand sensitively: "Does the lab coat make you uncomfortable?"

It is said to be a lab coat, but it is actually a surgical gown for patients in hospitals.The style is a loose smock, sleeves are put on from the front, a rope is tied on the back, and nothing is worn inside.Standard uniform for examination and surgery.

To put it bluntly, it looks the same as the smock and apron in the kitchen, and it's not like Xia Yan hasn't worn it.

His reflexive resistance to this was because he was treated as an experimental subject for the first time in his life and wore such clothes, which created a psychological shadow on the environment.

Bai Mengchen hurriedly wanted to take it away, but Xia Yan held his hand, "It's okay." Bai Mengchen looked at him distressedly, and he even joked, "I can't really keep naked all the time, I don't mind, but you always lose your mind. Can not be done."

Bai Mengchen coughed in embarrassment, who made Xia Yan the one he loves, it's his instinct!If she really didn't have the slightest attraction to him, I'm afraid it wasn't Xia Yan who would cry.

Xia Yan didn't let him hide, insisting on Bai Mengchen to help him get dressed. "I lied to you just now. It's not okay to be naked all the time. I will react when you look at me like that." Bai Mengchen's face is not only hot now, but also his ears are also red.

Xia Yan kept joking and talking to relieve the tension and discomfort in his heart. He had just experienced a huge shock in his mind, so he came to the laboratory to cooperate with him in inspections and experiments, and it was all out of his heart.

Bai Mengchen had never seen him like this before, so he hugged him distressedly, and said softly: "It's okay, it doesn't matter. Don't force yourself, I can wait, if you can't this time, next time. If you really don't want to, we won't do it." gone."

Xia Yan hugged him back, closed his eyes to draw strength from him, "The inspection must be done, and I have procrastinated for too long. My abilities are different from ordinary people, and the situation is also very different. The regenerated ability cells And organs, there should be a huge change from the first test results. But I... have always been very repulsed by the instruments in the laboratory, and I couldn't restrain my disgust when I entered here."

"Only if you do this for me personally, can I not resist."

"Yeah." Bai Mengchen stroked his hair, massaged his scalp over and over again with the rounded arc of his fingertips, to help him relax, "It's okay, I'll wait for you to get ready. I locked the door of the laboratory, and today we Two, no one else will come."

Xia Yan's tense shoulders were slowly relaxed under the comfort of his lover's soft voice and gentle touch.

Bai Mengchen held the blood collection device and said, "Don't look, just turn your head."

Xia Yan's chest trembled, and he smiled helplessly while lying on the functional bed: "I'm not so fragile that I can't see blood."

Bai Mengchen's concern was chaotic, he was completely out of his usual standard at the moment, and he couldn't calmly enter the working state, treating Xia Yan as a routine experimental subject.

He lowered his eyes in embarrassment, and stabbed it lightly, quickly and accurately.While operating to collect blood, I thought to myself mockingly, I always thought I was quite professional, and it seemed that it was nothing more than that.

Just as surgeons don't operate on relatives and friends, scientists can't do experiments on their loved ones indifferently.

Holding his breath, he took 100ml of blood, and Bai Mengchen pulled out the needle.Xia Yan pressed the hemostatic cotton, and said doubtfully, "Is this enough?" He remembered that those people drew 300 or 400, and sometimes they even drew blood at the limit of bleeding to death.

"Well. It's just a cell analysis, a few milliliters is enough. The rest can be compared with other superpowers to compare various elements. 100 milliliters is already a lot. Although your rebirth ability has become stronger, you can't spend it too much " Bai Mengchen babbled, put a few milliliters of blood samples into the analyzer, and kept the rest properly.

He always kept Xia Yan's words in mind, his talent was low, and his recovery speed was slow, so he couldn't be too careful.

Xia Yan looked at his back, which was straight and thin, but at this moment it looked so tall and reliable, as if it could hold up the whole world.He threw away the tampon, unconsciously walked over to lean on his back, hugged his waist, and sighed reassuringly.