After Yu Ze left Ye's house, he returned along the same road, passing through this dilapidated old alley.There were very few pedestrians in the alley, only some old people sat by the wall and basked in the sun.A few people would stare at him, but no one called out his name.

Yu Ze's car was parked on the side of the road outside the alley.Yu Ze got into the car, and Song Yan was sitting in his car waiting for him.

"How is it?" Song Yan asked immediately.

Yu Ze shook his head. He wanted to say too much, but he didn't know where to start.He said, "Let's go to Yunshan."

The red leaves of Yunshan are very famous in the local area, and many people will go to see the red leaves in late autumn.But it's a bit out of season to go now, Yu Ze just wanted to go suddenly.

He drove by himself and took Song Yan to Yunshan Scenic Area.

They didn't go to the crowded temple, they just walked up the mountain, chose a secluded viewing platform halfway up the mountain, and sat down to talk.

Song Yan said in admiration: "The scenery here is more beautiful than I imagined. I didn't expect to see red leaves."

Yu Ze said: "When we were in school, we often came here for spring outings and autumn outings. In spring, there will be peach blossoms and begonias, especially begonias, which are also very beautiful."

Song Yan said: "I know the places of interest here, such as the Drum Tower, the city wall, and Fuyun Temple. If you don't bring me here, I really don't know that there are red leaves in Yunshan."

Yu Ze's expression was much calmer, not as gloomy as when he just came out of Ye's house.Now he just looked a little dazed, looking into the distance all the time.

Song Yan asked softly, "Have you been here with him?"

When Yu Ze came back to his senses, he smiled at Song Yan and said, "Yes. I'm a classmate with him, so of course we've been together before. His name is Ye Xingzhou. I've always called him Xiaozhou."

When Yu Ze finally spoke about this person, Song Yan was inexplicably nervous.

Song Yan wondered, why should he be nervous about a dying person?This man wasn't even his rival in love.But he could feel that this person was very important to Yu Ze.

"Is he your first love?" Song Yan asked.

Yu Ze said: "If you say it's first love, it's just some vague affection. We have always been classmates and friends. When we were in middle school, we both wanted to be actors. At that time, we didn't know how difficult it is to be an actor. One thing. But Xiao Zhou said that I will definitely be able to do it.”

Song Yan smiled and arched Yu Ze with his arms, and said, "Anyone who sees you will think so. You always shine in the crowd."

It's not that he flattered Yu Ze out of nowhere, he had seen photos of Yu Ze when he was a teenager.

Yu Ze said: "Xiaozhou was also at that time..." He thought of the Xiaozhou he saw today, weak and powerless, and his whole body was sunk in the bed, as if any gust of wind would sweep him away. Jump, the boy who played with him.

He paused, and continued: "I was working in the theater at that time, and Xiao Zhou was practicing dance in a nearby dance classroom."

Song Yan said: "Then you..."

Yu Ze said: "We didn't make it clear, but we had a lot of happy times at that time. Xiao Zhou split up before me, and we all expected that he would split into an omega. When he split into an omega, he once treated me Said, look forward to the day I split, on that day he will tell me a secret."

He smiled at Song Yan: "Think about it, how shocked he was when he found out that I had differentiated into an omega. He never mentioned the secret again. I asked him once, and he said he forgot. I think, The attraction between us just disappeared all of a sudden."

Song Yan now knew that this boat did not pose any threat to him.But he hated this man inexplicably.

He said: "You have done nothing wrong, nothing wrong!" He repeated it emphatically twice.

Yu Ze nodded: "I understand. Neither of us was wrong. But I still felt guilty at the time. We were still friends later, but we didn't discuss the future together. We went to different universities, and he had a real boyfriend, an alpha boyfriend. We gradually lost contact, and I didn't see him during the class reunion."

He breathed a sigh of relief: "This is the story of Xiao Zhou and me."

Song Yan said: "It's all in the past. You didn't do anything wrong, you don't owe anyone. Don't feel sad for him... I mean, he's sick and I'm sorry, you feel sorry for him and want to help him It's all normal. But don't get hurt by this, I don't want you to get hurt."

He wanted to say that if Yu Ze got hurt, he would get hurt too.

Yu Ze smiled at him: "I'm not as good as you think. I'm not hurt, I'm afraid."

Song Yan said, "What are you afraid of?"

Yu Ze said: "I thought about it later, why I liked Xiaozhou at that time, maybe it was because he was very similar to me. The same background, the same growth environment, had fantasies and unrealistic fantasies. We were even too similar. In the end, they all differentiated into omega. But in the end, my fate is completely different from his. I dare not say that it is all because of my hard work. I have no idea how much luck is involved in it. I have never felt safe. Seeing what Xiaozhou looks like today, I even think that this may be my fate too. If I met a cunning and rough alpha before I became famous, if I missed the first role, I would probably be seriously ill now , can’t afford omega with expensive inhibitors.”

Song Yan said, "What are you talking about?"

This was probably the most confusing moment after he and Yu Ze were together.There are tens of thousands of men and women, regardless of gender or attribute, who are overwhelmed by Yu Ze's appearance. He dares to bet that at least 10 people have sex/dreams where the protagonist is Yu Ze every night.

Not to mention Yu Ze's acting skills, he conquered audiences and critics shortly after he appeared on the big screen.It seemed like a matter of course for him to take the actor, so easy.

Such a person says he is insecure.Song Yan couldn't believe it. If Yu Ze wasn't his beloved, he would definitely say that this person was lying, even a little hypocritical.

"May I advise you to look in the mirror?" Song Yan said.

He handed Yu Ze his phone: "Because you should feel safe as long as you look in the mirror."

Yu Ze laughed out loud.He didn't expect Song Yan to understand this feeling, and sometimes he himself felt incredible and even regretted it.Why no matter how many years have passed, this anxiety has always haunted him.There were times when he seemed to be stuck in place, the night of the split, limp in the locker room, unable to move.

"I should look in the mirror more," Yu Ze said, "Thank you, you are much smarter than my therapist."

Song Yan wanted to get Yu Ze out of this emotion, he said: "You still have me now. I will hold you tightly, no matter what you become, I will hold your hand."

He took Yu Ze's hand and put it in his windbreaker pocket.

They blew wind on the mountain for a while, until Yu Ze started coughing.Song Yan grabbed him and led him down the mountain. He even insisted on carrying Yu Ze for a while.

Yu Ze lay on his back and said, "Put me down, or let your bodyguards come. I'm a little scared." Song Yan's bodyguards followed not far from them.

Song Yan said: "I said, I won't let you go!"

Yu Ze said helplessly: "No, I'm really a little scared. I think you are too tall, and your center of gravity is a little unstable."

Song Yan smiled and said, "Honey, you hurt me."

He recited another short distance, and finally put Yu Ze down when he got to the side of the road, and finally ended this activity where showing affection was more important than substance.But Song Yan has this kind of magical power, and he has a joyful atmosphere when he does stupid things.After being tossed by him like this, Yu Ze really didn't feel as uncomfortable as when he went up the mountain.

Yu Ze returned home, and Song Yan was leaving the ancient city too - he couldn't stay here for too long.They agreed to see each other in a few days.

Yu Ze's mother's surgery was successful and she went home to recuperate.Knowing that Yu Ze had gone to see Ye Xingzhou, she also expressed a few words.She didn't ask how much help Yu Ze gave to the Ye family, but only said: "Help if you can, it's too painful to suffer from this disease at a young age."

Yu Ze called Aunt Ye twice more, helped her contact a doctor, and asked an assistant to help them rent a new house and change to a better living environment.

Aunt Ye couldn't help but shed tears and said thank you.

But the public didn't know what Yu Ze did to Ye Xingzhou, they only knew that Yu Ze and Song Yan were photographed again!

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