In those years with the movie king

Shen Fubai and Jiang Heng met each other's parents and obtained the consent of the elders of both parties, after which they were formally engaged.

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother gave Yang Yingying and Shen Fubai several expensive gifts, and informed the upper circles in Beijing that their two sons were engaged on the same day.

This engagement banquet invited prominent figures in the entire Beijing circle, which shows the influence of the Jiang family.The Jiang family's ancestral home is in Ningxia, which can be described as a true "loess high slope".In the early years, Jiang's father came to Beijing to start a business. After many years of hard work, his status in the business world has become very important, and anyone will save face.

Some people in this circle always have contempt for celebrities who marry rich families, thinking that they are all climbing high branches, and they don't laugh for long.And the Jiang family used this grandest banquet to prove their importance to the two new family members, and it also made other celebrities respect Yang Yingying and Shen Fubai a little more, and reconsider their attitudes towards them.

On the day of the banquet, Yang Yingying wore a rose red tube top and backless dress. She had a slim figure, a beautiful face, bright and moving, and surprised many men present.Shen Fubai was wearing a well-tailored white suit, and his exquisite appearance was made even more beautiful by the lights. The moment he came down the stairs, everyone was watching.

As expected of the entertainment industry, this appearance is really nothing to say.

The two sons of the Jiang family wore identical black suits and came down the stairs together.They have lived as a tragic control group since they were young, but now they are all extremely tall and handsome young people.

Linna and Ethan couldn't come this time, because Ethan's father was a little sick, not a serious illness.They said that when Shen Fubai officially got married, they would definitely come by plane.

This banquet had a certain degree of secrecy because it gathered many important figures, and the security work was done very well, and there was no media involved.Father Jiang and Mother Jiang solemnly introduced Yang Yingying and Shen Fubai to the guests. After the audience applauded, the two couples started the opening dance.

Shen Fubai has dancing skills, and he danced an ordinary opening dance very well.The palms of Jiang Heng and Jiang Heng pressed together and then separated, looking at each other's brows and eyes, as if looking at each other for thousands of years.

After the opening dance, the guests present also took their male or female partners to slide onto the dance floor to dance.Each finished a song, and then exchange partners with the people around.

It's a social dance.After the first fixed pair of dancing partners finished a song, every time they changed a song, people would exchange their dancing partners with those around them, which was very random.

During the dance, they have song time to chat.If you feel like-minded, you can leave your contact information.

It's no wonder that there are always many people who want to get involved in this kind of celebrity feast, and fight for a chance to hold golden thighs.

Murong Jinhuan and Lu Yunqian also came.With the role of Li Sheng in "Tang Pear Flower", Lu Yunqian made a familiar face in front of the audience, and was later praised by Murong. She is no longer that little actor who is always playing tricks, and now has a bright future.He and Murong Jinhuan came together, Jiang Heng and Shen Fubai were not surprised by this matter.

Neither Mu Yao nor Ye Lin brought a partner.They all came with their younger brothers, but Murong Jinhuan and Lu Yunqian joined forces, and Ye Ziran ran to Xiao Ye to play with Xiao Ye as soon as he came.Mu Yao and Ye Lin, two unwanted babies, made do and danced together.

After a dance is over, everyone exchanges partners.Shen Fubai also exchanged dance partners with Yang Yingying.

It doesn't feel that bad.They looked exactly the same, and their faces were exactly the same, as if they had been changed.

But it's still different.For example, Jiang Yuan was very cautious when touching Shen Fu's white hands, and Jiang Heng didn't even touch Yang Yingying's waist too much.

Shen Fubai is quite relaxed.Those who learn to dance will always have physical contact with their dance partners, and they don't think much about it at all.

People on the dance floor were intertwined, changing back and forth, Shen Fu was tired from dancing, said sorry to the stranger who was dancing, and left the dance floor to drink a glass of juice.

Seeing that Shen Fu left in vain, Jiang Heng wanted to go out too.He exchanged this dance with Lu Yunqian, and Murong Jinhuan, who had been staring at this side just after saying excuse me, came over: "Brother, shall we dance?"

Jiang Heng: "..." Why are you joining in the fun?

Could it be that Rong Jinhuan minded that he danced with Lu Yunqian and wanted to take the opportunity to step on his shoes?

Murong Jinhuan was obviously not that low, and softly asked his little boyfriend to rest on the sofa for a while, and put himself on Jiang Heng's shoulder: "Come on, I'm ready."

Jiang Heng felt confused for the century.

Which one did Rong Jinhuan play?

Soon he knew, and within a few steps, Murong Jinhuan turned his head to search for Shen Fubai's figure, seeing that he didn't notice this side, he whispered to Jiang Heng: "Go to the bathroom, I have something to tell you."

There was a hint of confusion in Jiang Heng's eyes, and he disappeared into the hall with Murong Jinhuan under the cover of the crowd.

At that time, Shen Fubai had just drank a glass of fruit juice in one gulp, without realizing it.

bathroom.

Jiang Heng asked: "What's the matter?"

Murong Jin laughed and said: "Congratulations to you and Shen Fubai, you have achieved a true fruition."

Jiang Heng responded politely: "Congratulations to you and Lu Yunqian too."

""Tang Pear Blossom" is really a good drama, making one drama became the two of us." Murong Jinhuan sighed, "Who would have thought of it?"

"Everyone wants it." Jiang Heng reminded him, "You guys are very obvious."

Lu Yunqian ran to Murong Jinhuan's room every night, and no one in the whole crew knew about it.

"That's because you all misunderstood! I'll let him tell me a story! Cure my insomnia!" Murong Jinhuan put his hands on the door frame and said deeply, "As for me, my father died early, died of illness. When I was young I have a good relationship with my dad. My mother is a strong woman. My dad is always with me and tells me bedside stories. I didn’t expect that this illness would make me feel better. After that, I couldn’t sleep well. When I fell asleep and dreamed of my dad, I woke up crying. No matter how many psychiatrists I saw, it didn’t work.”

Jiang Heng thought for a while: "It's too miserable."

He didn't know how to comfort people.It doesn't matter what you say, it's what people have experienced.

And what Murong Jinhuan really wanted to talk about should not be this matter.

"I'm not here to complain to you. After meeting Yun Qian, my insomnia symptoms have improved a lot. The last time I went there, the doctor told me that there is no problem at all." Murong said happily.

Jiang Heng: "...Congratulations." So you are not here to complain, you are here to show your affection.

"That's not the point. Do you know what I saw at the psychiatrist?" Murong Jinhuan stared at him, word by word, "I saw Shen Fubai's case file."

Jiang Heng's expression changed: "What happened to him?"

"He really didn't tell you?" Murong Jinhuan muttered, "I probably don't want you to worry... But I still have to let you know about it."

"What about him... According to the information, he has severe insomnia, moderate depression, and committed suicide twice... The case file started from the age of 17, and the two years from the age of 19 were quite serious... But don't worry too much, I saw It was written by the doctor, and when he was 20 years old, his condition improved, as if he had found spiritual sustenance."

Shen Fubai is 20 years old.

It was the year Jiang Heng made his debut.

The 17-year-old Shen Fubai has already experienced all the evils in the world.The death of his father was like the heaviest blow, and the violence on the Internet was the last straw that crushed him.

He has insomnia and is depressed.

She smiled brightly in front of the camera, but she became more reticent behind the scenes.

Until the 22-year-old Jiang Heng acted in a movie right after his debut.

That movie was about a child from a reorganized family, who lived a miserable life since he was a child, was ignored by his family, and was bullied by the school.After working, he became an excellent designer, but he was insulted by his boss, his design draft was stolen by his colleagues, he was slandered and plagiarized and criticized by thousands of people, and reviled by thousands of people.

This kind of life is really terrible, it seems that all the darkness likes him very much, but refuses to have a ray of sunshine to take care of him.

But he still grew up to be a gentle and upright person, who never compromised, was never invaded by darkness, and never became self-pitying.

In the end he certainly had a good ending.

Jiang Heng has no such experience, but he has an excellent talent, and he can play this role vividly and deeply into the hearts of the people.Relying on the film "Waiting for the Light" directed by Director Xu, he won the honor of best actor right after his debut, and started his frank stardom from then on.

It also saved Shen Fubai's entire life.

From then on, Jiang Heng was his god.

Before the name Jiang Heng appeared in the superficial memo, it was actually full of deep gloom.At that time, he was taking antidepressants, and the side effects of the drugs made his memory extremely bad, and he always had to rely on memos to remember things.

2014. 4, 4

Father died at home, and no one found him for seven days.I was busy performing training in other provinces, and when I came back, I saw him lying on the ground, cold and his body was cold.

I collected his body for him.

I feel like I'm really alone now.

Well, I'm 17 years old, I'm not yet an adult, and I was lucky enough to be an orphan once.

2014. 6, 9

I don't know why I suddenly felt so sad, and cried while dancing.The teacher told me not to stress too much. In fact, I don't think I have a lot of pressure, but my heart is a little empty.

2014. 7, 12

Recently, my condition has been very bad. The teacher asked me to see a psychiatrist.The diagnosis was depression.

There is a kind of heart-wrenching discomfort.

After returning home, he punched and smashed the mirror in the bathroom, the glass pierced his hand, and there was blood everywhere.

It hurts.

But that way it won't hurt anymore.

2014. 8, 8

Just now, Sister Li called me and asked me to bring something for her tomorrow. I said yes, but after hanging up the phone, I was confused. What did Sister Li ask me to bring?

Shen Fubai, you are really stupid for taking medicine.

2014. 10, 1

What is there to remember, do you think someone can remember your birthday?

Yes, I remember, I wish you a happy birthday.

Pfft, look at you, you're getting serious again.

2015. 2, 28

Your favorite clothes are in the third compartment of the closet, the ice cream is on the bottom shelf of the refrigerator, and the keys are under the second vase on the windowsill.

I said, you have been a bit forgetful recently.

2015. 4, 5

I cut my wrist, it hurts.

Today is Ching Ming, and it is only one day away from the anniversary of my father's death. It's a very good day.

Everyone will be sad.

... Actually not.How long can a man be sorry for the dead?When I think of my father now, I don't feel anything at all.

2015. 4, 6

was discovered.The company told me not to be hypocritical and concentrate on preparing for the upcoming concert.

Why am I still alive.

2015. 5, 8

I'm so tired, I can't eat, and I don't even have the energy to write.

2016. 1, 1

Many people in this world die when they are in their teens or twenties, but they live until they are seventy or eighty years old before being buried in the earth.too horrible.

2016. 5, 25

It feels bad to feel more and more that I lack the emotions that normal human beings should have.

To make matters worse, I didn't feel the emotion of "bad" when I typed this sentence.

……

It was not recorded for a long time after that.Then some fragments here and there are not happy words.

Until one day, a name finally appeared in this lonely memo.

2017. 4, 5

I gave Big Bear a new name, Hengheng.

I watched a movie today, and the protagonist's actor was called this name.

I fell in love with him.

Since then, every memo of his has been Heng Heng's shadow.

Murong Jinhuan looked worriedly at Jiang Heng who hung his head silently: "Hey, are you okay?"

"It's okay." Jiang Heng smiled, "Do you have a cigarette? Give me one."

Murong Jinhuan took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, and was about to take out one from it.

Jiang Heng: "Give me the whole bag."

"..." Murong Jinhuan choked out a sentence, "Smoking is harmful to health."

But he still gave Jiang Heng the whole pack of cigarettes, knowing that cigarettes can sometimes calm people down quickly.He said: "I've said everything I need to say. I'm worried about Yunqian staying there alone. I'll go first."

Jiang Heng nodded, with the same expression.

As soon as Murong Jinhuan left, his brows and eyes became gloomy.Pursing his lips, he said nothing.

He lit a cigarette, leaned against the wall and recalled Murong Jinhuan's words over and over again like masochistic.

"What about him... According to the information, he has severe insomnia, moderate depression, and committed suicide twice... The case file started from the age of 17, and the two years from the age of 19 were quite serious... But don't worry too much, I saw It was written by the doctor, and when he was 20 years old, his condition improved, as if he had found spiritual sustenance."

Jiang Heng took a deep breath.

After Shen Fubai finished drinking the juice, he saw Jiang Heng walking towards this side.

Seeing that there is no one else here, Shen Fubai leaned back on the sofa alluringly, raised a glass of champagne on the table, and said softly, "Brother, sit here."

——Since Jiang Heng and Shen Fubai's intimacy reached 999, they often disgust each other like this.

...Maybe this is also a kind of taste.

There was a trace of hesitation in Jiang Heng's eyes, and he sat down beside him.

Shen Fubai wanted to get up and sit on his lap, Jiang Heng quickly moved a step, and Shen Fubai landed on the sofa again.

Shen Fubai didn't give up, and sat down again.

Jiang Heng moved again.

Sit down.

Move again.

Bai Bai became impatient with the ups and downs: "You fucking give me peace of mind!"

Jiang Heng was startled, and really didn't dare to move.

Satisfied, Shen Fubai held the wine glass and handed it to his lips, with bright eyebrows: "Come, brother, have a drink with my slave."

That appearance is comparable to Pan Jinlian's.

And the elder brother he was talking about, stared at him for three seconds, and said slowly: "My surname is Jiang, and the single name is Yuan."

Shen Fubai: "..."

Embarrassed.

Ah ah ah ah ah ah! ! !

Shen Fu's face blushed, and he quickly moved three meters away from Jiang Yuan: "Hug, hug, sorry, I admitted the wrong person!"

He thought it was Hengheng who took the initiative to come towards him... Ahhh what stupid things did he do!

Jiang Yuan had a deep meaning: "You and my brother... are good at playing in private."

Shen Fubai laughed dryly: "Acting, an actor...you must have the ability to enter the play anytime and anywhere. I'll go to the bathroom, you can do whatever you want, I'm leaving!"

Forget it, stop explaining, shame on you.

He had to go to the bathroom to wash his face and calm down.

When he came near the bathroom, Shen Fubai smelled a smell of cigarettes before he went in.

Someone was smoking inside.

He frowned.He doesn't like the smell of cigarettes, and Heng Heng doesn't smoke either. The air in the house is always fresh.Suddenly smelling such a smell of tobacco is a bit uncomfortable.

Anyway, he was also a stranger, Shen Fubai didn't pay much attention and walked in.

...In the end, he saw the man leaning on the sink, with his head lowered, lighting a cigarette, his expression was obscured by the smoke, like a man with a story.

Shen Fubai glanced at the trash can, there were a lot of cigarette butts.

Awesome.

Take another look at the face after the smoke has cleared.

What the fuck? !

Shen Fubai suspected that he had been tricked.

In fact, the one outside just now was Hengheng, and this one is Jiang Yuan, right?The two brothers teamed up to play him?

How could Hengheng smoke?

Shen Fubai called out uncertainly: "...Hengheng?"

Jiang Heng raised his head, immediately snuffed out the cigarette butt in his hand, threw it into the trash can, and came forward to hug Shen Fubai without saying a word.

He seemed to want to kiss him, but thought that the smell of smoke in his mouth would make him disgusted, so he just hugged him tightly.

"Jiang Hengheng, are you capable? Have you secretly learned to smoke? You know you're cheating on me? You're used to it before you're even married..." Shen Fu's vernacular words faded away, and he felt a little moisture on his shoulders.

Hengheng... crying?

"What's the matter, Hengheng?" Shen Fubai's voice softened, "Who gave you shame? Who bullied you?! Let's see if I don't kill him!"

Jiang Heng let him go, and his expression returned to normal: "No. I'm just very angry. I didn't kill all those who bullied you."

Also very angry with myself.During the days when he was fan of the boy Fubai, he didn't know that Fubai was under such great pressure.

"It's all in the past, what are you talking about?" Shen Fubai looked sideways at the wet spot on his shoulder, "Don't you just drool on me?"

"Yes." Jiang Heng looked at him and smiled, "You make me salivate."

"Catch your sister's saliva, go rinse your mouth, and get rid of the smell of cigarettes in your mouth." Shen Fubai was extremely disgusted.

Jiang Heng obeyed him: "It's all right, I'll listen to you."

From now on, I will listen to you.