Love shuffle

The people who should go to work in the community have almost left. The guard knows that he is not a serious office worker, but he seldom sees him at ten o'clock in the morning, so he greets him in surprise: "Morning, Mr. Fang!"

Fang Qining smiled back at him: "Morning."

The guard thought of something and called him from the sentry box: "Mr. Fang, someone said he came to see you before. I saw that he was well-dressed. After registration, he was let in."

"...how long ago?"

"Let me check what time it is now. Hey, it's already 10:30. That person came quite early. I guess it was around eight o'clock."

Fang Qining pursed her lips: "Okay, thank you, I understand."

The distance from the entrance of the community to the corridor only takes 3 minutes. Fang Qining walked to the elevator, but he hesitated to press the button.He clenched his right hand into a fist, slowly rubbed his thumb against the knuckle of his index finger, finally let go, and pushed open the elevator door.

A few seconds later, the elevator ascended to the twelfth floor, Fang Qining opened his eyes together with the elevator door, and took the most difficult first step.

The suitcase was leaning against the wall next to the anti-theft door with the pull rod. Hearing the sound, Lu An turned his face to the side and met Fang Qining's bright black eyes.

Only then did Fang Qining see that there was a cat in his arms.

Unconsciously, Lu An waited for a long time, and walked over with the cat in his arms very peacefully, and asked him expectantly, "Xiao Ning, do you remember it?"

How could he not remember that Fang Qining went abroad without warning, and the day before he had agreed with Lu An to take the cat to get vaccinated next week.At that time, Mao Mao was only more than a month old. It was a kitten born from a silver gradient at Lu An's friend's house. It had only been a week since he brought him home. Fang Qining hadn't decided what to name the cat yet.

He held back his sorrow and whispered, "Remember, did you name it?"

Lu An smiled and said, "No, I keep calling it a cat, and it's used to it."

As soon as he said Maomao, the kitten in his arms raised its head vigilantly, but it didn't seem to be calling him, so it shrank back.It is rare to have such a well-behaved kitten, very similar to Lu An's gentle temperament.

Fang Xining reached out to touch it, but the kitten had long forgotten about this person, stared at Fang Xining with its dark round eyes, and meowed unhappily.

The outstretched fingers froze in the air, Fang Xining slowly lowered his arms, walked around Lu An, pressed a few numbers on the door, and let the man and the cat in together.

Holding the cat in one hand and the suitcase in the other, Lu An tried to explain to him: "Xiao Ning, if you play with it more these days, it will recognize you."

The reason why he dragged a suitcase over was because it contained a foldable cat litter and a lot of things for the kitten. As for Lu An himself, he only packed a few clothes and pants before coming here.

Fang Qining has been silent since entering the door. Lu An is busy arranging the things in the suitcase while talking to him softly, as if holding time, letting the years go back to the years that only belonged to them, which is also the happiest time for Fang Qining those years.

Lu An rebuilt the cat's nest, and the kitten stepped on its soft paws to carefully test the unfamiliar environment. Seeing that its residence was still the same soft place, and that the person taking care of it was also the same person in front of it, it finally felt relieved.

"Xiao Ning," Lu An pulled up the zipper of the suitcase, resting his fingers on the handle, "Is there a guest room?"

Yes, yes, a house with three bedrooms and one living room, but he lives alone. He usually doesn't even set foot in the master bedroom, let alone tidy up a clean guest room.

Fang Qining sat on the chair in the living room, staring at his feet, and said slowly after a while: "Wait a minute, I'll clean up the guest bedroom."

He paused, and then said: "You can actually sleep in the master bedroom. Lu An, I usually don't come back to live here very much. You know, my work and rest are different from ordinary people. Most of the time I rest It's in the eye of the wind... Actually, you don't need to move here."

"I know," Lu An stared at him firmly, and smiled, "I'm here to correct your schedule, nothing else."

Fang Qining thought that he heard it wrong, but after thinking about it carefully, there was no possibility of him hearing it wrong.He looked at Lu An in a daze, and really couldn't figure out what was going on in this man's mind.

His heart was numb, his feet dangled unconsciously, and accidentally knocked against the table leg, he straightened his body immediately, and said dryly: "Oh."

The guest bedroom was empty, with only a 1.5-meter bed covered with the most basic plain sheets, not even a pillow or quilt.A row of clothes hangers stands alone by the wall, and there are two small cabinets, but there is no other furniture.

Fang Qining opened the window, brought out a quilt, spread it out on the shelf on the balcony, took two more pillows, and let them bask in the sun together.

He was busy before and after, in order to avoid the land bank.As soon as he stopped here, Fang Qining went straight to the master bedroom and closed the door with a bang, isolating him from the outside world, like a rebellious child, unwilling to reconcile with anyone.

A layer of velvet was spread on the floor, Fang Xining sat on the rug with his back to the door, staring at the fine fluff in a daze.

However, Lu An was careful not to give him a chance to catch his breath, and knocked on the door of the room.

"what happened?"

Lu An said through a thick door panel: "Can I use the kitchen?"

Fang Qining breathed weakly, and replied: "Use it."

Even if Lu An was going to ask him if he could burn the apartment, he wouldn't say no.

Lu An paused, swallowed a soft nail from him, and said intentionally or unintentionally: "Xiao Ning, you can play with Maomao if you have nothing to do, and I won't bother you."

Hearing the sound of his footsteps walking in the opposite direction, Fang Qining leaned against the door panel as if losing all strength.

He can share a room with Pei Ze in the villa, so naturally he has no reason to refuse Lu An's request to live together.

——Does Lu An want to get back together with him?

This is impossible.It takes three months to fix a relationship, and three years is a waste of time.He is indeed regretting the decision at that time every moment, but he has no better solution.This is what Fang Qining planted, and he should taste the bitter fruit.As a victim, Lu An should have had a brighter future.

Taking a step back, the moment Lu An reunited with him, his memories flooded, he no longer cared about the mistakes he made, and wanted to relive his old dreams. When Fang Qining proposed to shuffle the cards in love, according to Lu An's character, he decided to refuse. of.

The more Fang Qining thought about it, the more painful his head was. In the end, he was just a coward, and he didn't want to believe that Lu An had drifted with the tide during the three years of change, and had changed color in the dyeing vat of the entertainment industry.

Lu An joined the shuffle game, which sounds like a complete paradox.

There was a sudden hissing and tearing sound from the door panel behind him, which made his scalp tingle. Fang Xining stood up abruptly, opened the door, and there was a beautiful and petite kitten squatting by the door, the cat's eyes flickering.

Fang Xining's heart softened suddenly, he knelt down and picked up the kitten, just like what Lu An said, this is a cat that doesn't recognize its birth, after three years, but after seeing each other again, it can flirtatiously flirtatiously He meows.

He walked forward with the cat in his arms, and Lu An, who was busy in the kitchen, poked his head out, wearing rubber gloves on his hands, looking a little funny.

When they lived together, Lu An often cooked.

Fang Qining lowered his head, trying to pretend he didn't see it, but was quickly stopped by Lu An, so he reluctantly walked over.

"Xiao Ning, what do you want for lunch?" Lu An said.

Fang Qining fell into a predicament that gave him a headache again. Lu An seemed to be boiling a frog in warm water, calmly taking him to recall the past, but Fang Qining couldn't figure out his purpose for doing so.

"It's all right, there's nothing to eat in the refrigerator, just watch and do it."

Lu An said hello and turned around.It seemed that it was as simple as he said, just asking Fang Qining what he wanted for lunch, nothing else.

There were too few raw materials, and it was difficult to cook without rice, so Lu An could only pick and choose and cook a few home-cooked dishes. The rice simmered in the pot made a ding, Fang Qining put the kitten down, went to wash his hands, and sat across from Lu An.

He looked up at Lu An from time to time. This was an experience similar to going back in time. Fang Qining found it very strange.

As soon as Lu An raised his eyes, he found that the person sitting opposite was peeking at him with a small bowl, so he couldn't help but smile.

Fang Qining felt that he had been exposed, so he quickly lowered his head and buried himself in the food, not daring to say a word.

"Eat slowly." Lu An teased him maliciously.

Fang Qining's face turned red immediately, he seemed to be getting back from life, his skin was thinner than when he was ten years old.He pretended to be calm and swallowed a mouthful of rice, and said, "Okay."

After eating, Fang Qining put down his chopsticks first, and went to the kitchen with the dishes in his hand. He was dizzy when he squeezed the detergent.It is now [-] years, and he is living with Lu An, and they even sat at the dining table calmly and had lunch together.

The window was half open, the flying dust outside made the tip of his nose a little itchy, Fang Xining rubbed it with the back of his hand, and wiped the foam off his nose.It happened that a hand reached out to wipe off the ball of foam for him, Fang Xining's nerves went numb for an instant, and his heart beat violently.

It's not that he has any disease that can't touch the skin, and it's not that he hasn't seen anyone for too long.

The most common physical contact, because the object is Lu An, has an unusual effect.

He quickly put the dishes back into the cupboard, wiped off the water droplets on his hands, and then retracted into the shell—the master bedroom.

Turning off the phone and putting on earplugs, Fang Qining lay on the bed with his eyes closed, almost isolated from the outside world.There are two layers of curtains, one layer of light-colored gauze and one layer of dark-colored fabric. Fang Qining pulled both layers tightly so that not a ray of light could come in.

He has lost a lot, and he is not sure how much he can get back, which is why he can't ask Lu An to wander with him.He has a house here, a bar, but he has no fixed place all the time.

Fang Qining was ready to tear himself apart, Lu An's appearance was very inappropriate, he was the most effective glue, he stitched up the cracked Fang Qining, and reshaped him into a complete person.

Loved him at 19, still loving him at 25.The end of the world will not come for the time being, Fang Qining can't love him desperately, he can only choose to raise a blunt knife at himself.

He finally turned on the phone, the sky had already darkened, and there was a message lying quietly in the inbox.

——Fan Zhiqing may not be as easy to use as your current round partner.