Love shuffle

Fang Qining showed a bleak smile, looked straight at him and said, "I've been in England for more than two years, and I can't even go back to her burial day, isn't it useless?"

Lu An's heart was caught out of thin air, and Fang Qining continued: "I have enjoyed more than 20 years of blessings, and it is impossible to go all the way to the end. I haven't visited my father since I returned to China. I can't go. I have no reason to go. The Fang family There is only one young man who escaped from the golden cicada's shell, and there is a second young man who was born out of nowhere. There are very few people who recognize me, there are disadvantages and benefits, you see, Meng Mingyi doesn't know who I am at all, does he?"

"It took me a long time to sort out the intertwined relationships in the entertainment industry. The Meng family is in full swing, with money and power in their hands. I am the top leader in the Film and Television Association. The sons have their own glory, and they have been silent for a while. It happened again year after year, and it was dealt with cleanly. In order to maintain the balance of the status quo, people who know a thing or two don’t bother to speak up. As for more people, they will not associate the death of a retired actress with the Meng family.”

He had no intention of asking about Lu An's family background, for this matter, it doesn't matter if he knows it or not.Zuo is just the nephew of a senior person, who has an indomitable temperament, has a sweet relationship with his 19-year-old boyfriend, and is forced to get involved in the trivial matters of the boyfriend's house.

The passing time has no color, it is not black or white, but Fang Qining's heart can find a gray area, in the dynamic electrocardiogram, it cycles from side to side slowly and quickly, and sharp corners emerge one after another.

He drank a glass of wine quickly, and realized that he was about to say such a boring thing.Fang Qining's tone was very calm, and he looked at him expressionlessly: "Lu An, look, I am no longer the innocent and carefree me I used to be."

The gauze curtain separates the fragrance of clothes from the outside world, but cannot separate the noisy and hoarse music.

The heavy human voice in the bar overlapped with the breathing of the two of them. Lu An reached out his hand to touch his hair, but the tiny movement froze in mid-air, and he retracted it again.

Fang Qining's head was screwed into the foundation like an electric drill upstairs. He said a lot of things that shouldn't be said. Basically, he met Lu An sincerely. In the end, he just put on the table what they knew well. superior.

He is like a rubber ball that has been punctured, at first glance it looks intact, but in fact it is slowly exhaling, gradually drying up.

Fang Xining looked out of the curtain unconsciously, the lamp post that condensed into a spot of light gradually expanded and got closer.He saw the familiar sign, the red door wall, couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion, and looked away almost blankly.

He doesn't often complain about others. It is an established fact that something happened, and accepting reality does not mean that he can bear unprovoked disasters.Fang Xining closed her eyes, her slightly long hair covered a section of her fair neck.He seemed to have fallen asleep for a long time, but his mind was clear, and he kept rewinding what happened yesterday, trying to find one or two clues to pay for his gaffe.

Lu An finally spoke, with a handsome face of Purdue people in the world: "In your heart, has the option of relying on me never been there?"

"No..." Fang Xining had no way to argue, hunched over his shoulders and neck, and looked up at him anxiously, even taking a brief look carefully, for fear of bursting the bubble inadvertently.

Lu An's eyes swept over him calmly: "The two people have been together for a long time, relying not only on the initial heartbeat. We have lived together for more than two years, and we have incorporated each other into each other's life track. Can't be more familiar, hormones will soon ebb, I always know what I want. Xiao Ning, you think I shouldn't pay for your life, but in fact you are already a part of my life. I Occasionally worrying, worrying that you are still young and can't bear such a major decision to tie your life with another person, this is my fault. If I knew earlier, you are afraid of delaying my future, I should I tied you back three years ago."

In the past few years, after Fang Qining left suddenly, he only belatedly learned about his little boyfriend's family background.Before that, they only cared about loving each other. It was because of his overconfidence, and it was also one of the reasons why he lost Fang Qining for a short time.

He should have wrapped Fang Xining in his arms when Fang Xining was most helpless, and told this child who had just lost his mother, don't be afraid, we will face it together.

"Time flies so fast, Xiao Ning, if I don't bring you back to my side, the days we'll be apart will be longer than the time we've been together," Lu An slightly opened his arms towards him, with a natural tone But, "Come here and let me hug you, okay?"

Perhaps it was because of the strong bewitching color in the words, and the seductive aroma exuded from the falsehood.Fang Qining really hated him terribly, turning over the back of hatred, what was even more unbearable was love.

Fang Xining wrapped his arms tightly around the person in front of him, and the high stool was pressed against the table. It was undoubtedly not a suitable occasion for cuddling. A man was leaning on another man like boneless, and the humid air around him was like boiling blood. , Noisy and noisy, wrapped in the two people who have no distractions.

He held Lu An's palm, which was one size larger than his, with one hand, slipped through the gap between his fingers, and interlocked his fingers.There was an upsurge outside the curtain, thunderous applause, and sharp whistles followed one after another. It must have been a bar repertoire.None of them cared about the noise outside, Lu An's other hand went around to brush his slightly long black hair, then stopped on the back of his neck, and hugged him gently, it was just a belated comfort .

Fang Qining's heart was filled with constant alternating hot currents, he had difficulty breathing, and muttered to himself: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I don't really want to break up..."

"I know," Lu An stroked the back of his neck and put it in his arms, trying his best to dispel the confusion in his heart, "I know it all, and I don't blame you, baby."

The tip of Fang Xining's nose was sore. He hadn't cried for a long time, and his tear glands seemed to be pulled out of his body. Even so, he was only slightly crying, and he leaned softly on Lu An's arms: "I donated a lot of incense to Da'an Temple, and the abbot made room for it. There are memorial tablets in the small room, but I have never been to Nanshan Cemetery, not even once."

Lu An brushed his red eyelids with his fingertips, and said softly: "There will be a chance, and I will go with you."

He is a very contradictory person. He is quite naive in front of his family and lovers, but after losing both of them at the same time, he has strangely done some mature behaviors.

When he was in love, he wished he could stick to Lu An every day. Every day when he went to England, Fang Qining never thought of him except when it hurt the most.

He knew that he was sick, and when he saw his mother jumping down from the glass greenhouse, he was already dying of illness.From that day onwards, Fang Xining was no longer complete. He tried many kinds of treatment methods, spent countless days and nights lying on the cold and white hospital bed, filling the gaps in his body with pills one by one.

Fang Qining still dare not say that he has recovered, the medicine bottle in the drawer is the iron proof.The sequelae left behind have been lingering, and now there is a disease called worrying about gains and losses.When he will recover is unknown, he actively participates in healing, not only for himself.

People always cherish the present when they suffer, but Fang Qining is not like this, he already loved Lu An enough before he lost it, and the years of suffering in the middle were lava under the volcano that had not yet erupted, hurting his muscles and bones for more than a hundred days, For a moment, he longed to go back to the time when he was as comfortable as the wind.When seeing people again, the reaction is always many times more intense.

He really wants to return to Lu An with a healthy and happy body, but there are still many unfinished things waiting for him to do in this world.His mother was buried in the ground, his father was imprisoned, and his elder brother was sicker than him. He lived on his fingers, and he didn't know when he would explode suddenly. How could he drag Lu An down in this situation.

Lu An is just over 30 years old. He is walking smoothly on the way to work. Everyone respects him. He is more beautiful than his skin. He will find a better boy or girl than Fang Qining back then. .

But Lu An appeared at this time.

He is Lu An, the Lu An whom he is willing to entrust with all his heart.

People are not sages, and Fang Qining is a worldly person through and through.In his dictionary, "remedy after a dead sheep" is almost a non-existent word. He is very afraid that this is a dream, so he has to grasp the only light source in the dream.

He closed his eyes and opened them again, stepped back a little, and raised his face piously: "Lu An, I am very bad now... Maybe many of the qualities you like, the current me has long since disappeared. The only thing left, There is only a little liking. If you are willing to accept it, wait a little longer until I chase you again, okay?"

"Not good." Lu An answered simply, without leaving any leeway.

Panic and panic reappeared on Xi Ning's face, he pursed his lips, trying to justify something.Lu An couldn't see his dejected and pitiful expression, he held Fang Qining's cheek with his warm palm, and after many days and months, he took the initiative to kiss this boy who belonged to him again.

The will can tell lies, but the body never does.It was a kiss that couldn't be softer. Lu An lightly bit his reddish lower lip, scratching like a feather without leaving any traces.With hot and humid breathing all over his body, Lu An rarely raised Fang Qining's jaw forcefully, making him look directly at him.

"Don't waste any more time, how long do you want me to wait?" He lowered his head and kissed Fang Qining's eyebrows, eyes and nose, and hugged him tighter under the windbreaker, "Tell me, do you want to be with me, just nod Agreed, there is no other option."

Fengyan was still lively, Fang Qining saw himself in the reflection of Lu An's pupils, how lucky he was, he was able to find one or two after losing countless.

Fang Qining couldn't stand it at all, looked at him with red eyes, and nodded slightly.