why are they still in love

After chatting, it was almost lunch time, Lu Mei got up and took Xiao Chining to the door, telling him not to be afraid if he didn't understand something, and to ask her boldly, Xiao Chining slightly bowed and answered with a smile.But as soon as he turned his back, his humble smile suddenly disappeared, and was replaced by cruelty in the blink of an eye.

After living for 17 years, he didn't know until today that he was not destined to be exiled by birth, but was cruelly abandoned by his parents.

It was a love accident that Chi Yan was pregnant with him, and choosing to keep him was just a rare sympathy. Therefore, after giving birth to him, Chi Yan got the retribution that a woman who didn't really want to be a mother on a whim deserved.

She suffered from severe postpartum depression and was forced to suspend her work to go to Australia for recuperation. Xiao Zhaoshan became his only guardian when he was a baby.

But it was not Xiao Zhaoshan who really took care of him, but the full-time nanny hired by Xiao Zhaoshan.In Lu Mei's words, Xiao Zhaoshan is willing to admit that he is a clumsy father. In order to let him grow up better without a mother, he specially hired an experienced nanny at a high price to take care of his daily life.

However, the situation of a strange woman wandering around the house 24 hours a day still made Xiao Zhaoshan unbearable. He tried not to use artificial hands to others, but in the end a strange child who made noise whenever he was awake only made him more unbearable.

From then on, Lu Mei said, Xiao Zhaoshan never produced a finished painting.

Chi Yan returned to Beijing ahead of schedule, and what happened afterwards was exactly the same as what Xiao Chining had heard from Lao Bushi. She was determined to restart her stalled career and help Xiao Zhaoshan regain his inspiration, so Guan Che appeared. Chi Ning was abandoned.

Although the results were not much different—even if he hadn't seen through, he would never have had a better time at home—but "exile" and "abandonment" were still far from each other.The former showed that he was at fault, and bearing the loneliness and hardships of growing up alone was his atonement for his fate. For 17 years, he tried every means to convince himself to accept this absurd charge.But now, someone told him that before his mysterious and mysterious fate, an ignorant baby was enough to make his parents reject him just by being alive and making a sound that everyone had.

Xiao Chining almost gritted his teeth, and barely swallowed the overwhelming anger and continuous hatred in his chest.The eucalyptus flower that was in full bloom in his hand was smashed to pieces and overflowing with juice. He didn't even look at it, and threw it directly into the trash can in the corner of the corridor.

After knocking on the door of another office, he put on a smile again, which was as bright red and sticky as the palm of his hand.

"Hello, I'm Xiao Chining, I'm here to find Teacher Yi."

"Are you Chi Ning? Please come in." A well-dressed woman in her 30s was obviously notified in advance, and immediately stood up to welcome him into the planning department, "I am Yi Xiping, the person in charge of the planning department. They all call me Miss Pingzi."

Xiao Chining nodded, and greeted in a low voice: "Hello, Miss Pingzi."

"Hey, hello, hello!" Yi Xiping's personality seemed to be very cheerful, and she smiled brighter now, and her voice unconsciously raised an octave, "Today I finally know why your dad is so precious and you hide you so much." Alright, if I had a son like Chi Ning, I'm sure I'd be afraid that one day some strange aunt would try to abduct him!"

"Come on, come on, sit down, I'll pour you some water." She laughed heartily for a while, and the other two in the office echoed one after another, praising Xiao Chining for his pretty appearance and good temper.

Xiao Chining became even more angry, and felt noisy, and stopped him with a half-smile: "No need, I drank a lot at Mr. Lu's just now, and I'm a bit full."

Yi Xiping pulled a stool for him to sit at her desk, poured him a glass of water with a paper cup and left it there, and talked nonsense for a long time before getting to the point: "Chi Ning, can I call you that? It's Sister Lu Did you come to the planning department?"

"Sister Pingzi can call you whatever you want." Xiao Chining replied, "I want to come here myself."

Yi Xiping was very surprised: "Are you interested in curating, or do you have a specialty in this field?"

Xiao Chining spread his hands innocently: "No."

Yi Xiping helped him find out all the reasons: "That's right, you are still in high school right now, these professional things are really difficult to get involved."

Xiao Chining nodded to express his approval for her painstaking steps.

"However, since you chose to come to our gallery for an internship, and you didn't take advantage of the summer vacation to make up lessons, then you should still want to take the college entrance examination?" Yi Xiping asked.

"No." Xiao Chining said honestly, "This is not within my consideration."

Yi Xiping's expression was stagnant, but as a veteran who has been in the workplace for many years, the corners of her mouth quickly and considerately raised to a fixed angle: "It's okay, you can learn a lot from us, and you can learn more about new things." Things are good too."

When Xiao Chining heard this, he lowered his head and sneered, "I don't need to learn."

He raised his head, still smiling sweetly: "I'm very good at how to ruin Xiao Zhaoshan and his career, since I was a child."

Hearing this, Yi Xiping's facial features mutated from a smile to surprise at a speed visible to the naked eye.The other two also stopped their work one after another and turned their heads, looking in shock at the "good-looking and good-natured" boss's own son.

"Give me a demonstration."

Xiao Chining slowly got up from the stool, drew circles with his index finger on the edge of the paper cup, and looked around while frowning in extreme distress.

"Where do we start?"

His eyes lit up.

"Ah, let's just leave it at that."

Xiao Chining picked up the paper cup, raised his hand and poured it on Yi Xiping's table, and all the undrinked warm water fell on the drawings that were still being revised and on the computer monitor.

When the paper cup was empty, he threw it back, picked up the stool under him, walked to the display cabinet in the corner, and smashed it mercilessly with all his strength, which was a thousand times, ten thousand times harder than when he smashed Liu Runxi.

Yi Xiping finally came to her senses, subconsciously covered her face and let out a short scream.

The sound of glass shattering on both sides was as pleasant as a hundred wind chimes being played by the breeze at the same time. Xiao Chining didn't feel any pain at all, but felt refreshed all over his body.

Just smashing the cabinet was not enough, not enough at all. He threw the stool at Yi Xiping, who was the loudest, but she yelled to avoid it, and the stool flew to her desk, throwing printers, power strips, chargers, documents, etc. The boxes and bookends were all swept to the ground with a "boom".

He picked up a piece of glass that could be used as a murder weapon, ignored Yi Xiping's stop, used the glass piece with his bare hands, and focused on cutting the three decorative paintings and more than a dozen award certificates in the display cabinet into a pile of waste paper .

"Help!" Yi Xiping rushed out of the door with red eyes, calling for help in horror, "Help, I'm going to kill someone!"

Chen Yu, whose office is next door to 107, was the first to arrive after hearing the news.

The planning department at this time is not like a murder scene, but more like a garbage dump, with scrapped office parts scattered around.Xiao Chining was kneeling on the desk covered in blood, hunched over, holding a piece of glass that had been dyed red and slammed into the LCD screen of the computer.

Chen Yu's pupils trembled, and he quickly pushed aside the three bewildered ladies hiding outside the door and rushed in, unexpectedly hugged Xiao Chining's waist from behind, and dragged him off the table.

"Xiao Chining, are you crazy?! What are you doing?!"

However, even though his body was restrained, Xiao Chining still moved his wounded palm mechanically, and kept throwing himself on the computer screen where the circuit board could already be seen.He is not hoarse, on the contrary, he can whisper quietly.

"I'm trying to make myself feel better."

Chen Yu grabbed his right hand and looked down, only to find that under the palm of his left hand and on the desk table, it was covered with fine glass shards.

"Fuck!" Chen Yu couldn't help shouting, "Don't you fucking hurt?!"

Xiao Chining's always calm eyes finally had a ray of light, which flickered invisibly.

"Pain?" He tilted his head and asked in doubt, "Do I hurt?"

Chen Yu can be sure that Xiao Chining is indeed crazy.

"Your dad will be here soon, stop!" He patted his face vigorously, "Wake up! Xiao Chining! Wake up!"

Say Cao Cao and Cao Cao will arrive.Xiao Zhaoshan, who received Yi Xiping's call, had passed through the crowd of onlookers, and stood straight at the door of the Planning Department's office, frowning as he looked at the mess inside the house.

Not an inch to go down.

"Mr. Xiao..." The three people in the planning department collectively held tears and wanted to complain in unison, but Xiao Zhaoshan stopped them with a raised hand.

He glanced at Xiao Chining, who was imprisoned in Chen Yu's arms and was covered in blood, and didn't say a word to him. He just lowered his head and took out his mobile phone, leaning against the door frame and dialing a number.

"Wang Dui, I'm Xiao Zhaoshan." His voice was normal, as if he was not afraid of Xiao Chining's hearing, "It's noon, I'm going to trouble you."

He raised his eyelids and looked into the distance, and said clearly without hesitation: "Yes, I want to call the police."

Chen Yu raised his head in disbelief.

Xiao Zhaoshan smiled at the person on the other end of the phone: "It's nothing, it's just that a lunatic came from the gallery and smashed our office."

Chen Yu hurriedly lowered his head to see Xiao Chining's reaction, only to see Xiao Chining clenched the glass even tighter. In the next second, his stomach was hit by a fierce force. Subconsciously let go of his hand.

Xiao Chining broke free from his control, kicked the still standing swivel chair to the ground, and finally screamed loudly.But only the most direct and penetrating monosyllables can be pronounced.

"Yes, you heard that too, he is a lunatic." Xiao Zhaoshan's voice remained calm, "So you'd better have someone bring handcuffs, batons and so on."

Xiao Chining never looked directly at Xiao Zhaoshan from the beginning to the end, he was panting and swaying, and only cared about further destroying everything he could see, destroying to the end, at all costs.He even picked up a landline whose telephone line had been cut by him from the ground, and threw it at the still intact air conditioner.

Chen Yu clutched his stomach and walked out of the office. When he passed by Xiao Zhaoshan, he couldn't help but want to persuade him: "Mr. Xiao, Chi Ning is hurt..."

"Huh?" Xiao Zhaoshan turned his eyes sideways, "What?"

Chen Yu had never seen such a mean look in his eyes. He was startled, and quickly lowered his head and shrank, "It's nothing."

Ten minutes later, three police officers arrived with law enforcement tools in an extremely efficient manner.After bleeding, Xiao Chining went mad, he was already at the end of his battle, and he sat slumped in the corner of the wall and was caught without a fight.

He looked down at his hands that were scratched by glass, like looking at a finely crafted watch, staring at the silver handcuffs on his wrists, and finally felt the pain.

He was in so much pain that he wanted to cry.

After talking with Xiao Zhaoshan, the two policemen came over and pulled him up, wanting to take him back to the nearby police station for a record.

In just a few steps, Xiao Chining was very tired from walking. He saw Xiao Zhaoshan maintaining the same expression, disdainful, sarcastic, and fearless.He is not afraid of Xiao Chining, not afraid of everything about Xiao Chining.

When he passed Xiao Zhaoshan, he stopped for more than a while. He saw strange adults whispering outside the door, heard the sound of water flowing from the courtyard pond to Xiao Zhaoshan's studio, and once again smelled the smell of Xiao Zhaoshan's body. The faint sandalwood, this time he clearly felt that his existence was an unacceptable mistake, he was out of tune with this world.

But he was still not reconciled.

He was unwilling to be reconciled to the innocence that he once had admiration for, and his loneliness that Xiao Zhaoshan and Chi Yan knew nothing about.

He was not reconciled.

Xiao Chining raised his bloody hands, turned around suddenly and grabbed Xiao Zhaoshan's collar, raised his head and leaned in front of him, and asked in pain: "Why? What is it..."

However, before he finished speaking, a sharp and intensive stabbing pain came from his lower back, which made his whole body numb and his eyes darkened, and he could no longer move his tongue.

Before his consciousness became blurred, he only remembered, don't let go, can't let go, Xiao Zhaoshan is going to send him away, and his parents are going to abandon him again.He is not reconciled.

"Mr. Xiao, are you okay?" the policeman who stunned Xiao Chining asked nervously.

Xiao Zhaoshan raised his hand to catch Xiao Chining who was unconscious in his arms, his eyes were dazzled by the despair he witnessed a moment ago.

He lowered his head, wanting to see if the look in his eyes was real, and to hear if the "father" who had time to make a mouth shape was real.But Xiao Chining had already closed his eyes, fell asleep in a pale complexion, quiet and lifeless.

"I'm fine." He raised his head again and smiled at the policeman, "He won't do anything to me, he is my son."