why are they still in love

When Xiao Chining's face gradually turned from red to abnormal purple, Xiao Zhaoshan came back to his senses, pulled a towel from the shelf to wrap him up, kicked open the glass door and carried him out of the bathroom.

He put Xiao Chining on the bed, and before he could open the window, there was a knock on the door.

Xiao Zhaoshan glanced back, took his hands out from under Xiao Chining's body and behind his knees, grabbed the bath towel around his waist, and went to open the door with bare feet.

"No wonder, I was taking a shower. I knocked on the door just now, but no one answered." The boss standing outside the door smiled comprehensibly, and handed the plastic bag in his hand to Xiao Zhaoshan, "Just now I said that I would send you off The cigarettes, you use them to smoke.”

Xiao Zhaoshan took the pocket and weighed it a bit: "There are so many, it's too polite."

The boss waved his hand: "Where is the politeness? I usually look at the shop alone here. It's rare to meet a good one. It's okay. Go back and put it in a dry place. When you want to smoke, you can pick some leaves and rub them. , just roll it up with paper.”

"Yeah." Xiao Zhaoshan was still thinking about Xiao Chining, who was unwell, and was eager to conclude, "Then I accept it, thank you very much."

"It's all right, you can go to rest, it's already ten o'clock." The boss turned around and was about to leave, but he took half a step and returned to the door as if remembering something.

"Hey wait a minute!" He blocked the door that was about to close, and asked with a frown, "When I knocked on the door just now, I heard the noise in your room. There is everything in the mountain, isn't it..."

He wanted to say bats, but in order not to frighten the hard-won customers, he temporarily changed his words: "See if there are any birds that fly in and can't get out."

But at night, even the windows are not open, where do the lost birds come from?

The sound of "dong dong dong" was the muffled sound when Xiao Chining's butterfly bones hit the tiles again and again when he pushed Xiao Chining against the wall.

"No, it was my child who lost his temper and insisted on coming in to grab the bathroom with me to take a shower. I cleaned him up inside and he's fine now." He smiled gracefully and explained logically, "So your first time here We didn't hear the knock on the door. Didn't bother anyone?"

"Oh, that's it! There's no one living next to you, so I can't talk about disturbing you. I'm afraid that some noise will affect your rest. Brother, you know, it's really not easy to start a small business these days."

He breathed a sigh of relief obviously: "It's good that there is no problem anyway, if you have anything to do, you can come to the main room at the back to find me at any time."

Xiao Zhaoshan nodded: "Okay, worry about it."

Sending the boss away, he locked the door, went to the opposite side and drew the curtains and opened the closed window, then found the down jacket that Chi Yan asked him to bring from the suitcase before leaving, and covered Xiao Chining, who was still awake, Carried him out of bed.

The moonlight is clear tonight, and the branches and leaves of the bamboo shadows falling by the window are distinct.Xiao Zhaoshan didn't add any clothes, and sat cross-legged on the floor that was slightly foamy due to humidity, letting Xiao Chining pillow in his arms, leading him to breathe fresh air.

The fragrance that only belonged to the deep mountains was blown into the house by the breeze. After a quarter of an hour, the redness on Xiao Chining's face finally subsided, and the blue lips finally returned to blood.The bright moon in the dome unknowingly spun a silk like water on his naked|exposed skin, and the swaying bamboo shadows embroidered layers and layers of arrogant patterns on this silk and satin intentionally.

Xiao Zhaoshan lowered his head, and for the first time seriously saw his fair face from his uncombed, frizzy wet hair, and his slightly curved legs from his thin shoulders. He had to admit that Xiao Chining was indeed very handsome nice.

It's good to see that such a rare situation can only be regarded as icing on the cake.

The wind was still blowing, and it was already very cold in the room, Xiao Chining subconsciously curled up and leaned closer to Xiao Zhaoshan's chest, only to find that the place was even cooler, he couldn't help frowning, and leaned even tighter.

Xiao Zhaoshan was startled secretly, carried him back to the bed and covered him with the quilt, then took his pajamas and took a shower again.

After tidying up, he drank half a glass of cold water, removed a Su cigarette and poured out the shredded tobacco inside, grabbed some dried leaves from the plastic bag, and rubbed them on his fingertips one by one under the moonlight Fill it under the filter tip, and finally stick out your thumb and rub it with the tip of your tongue, and then wipe it on the edge of the tissue paper, and a new cigarette will be sticky.

Since lighters cannot pass the security check, he simply did not take the IMCO with his name engraved on it as a gift from others, and used the two boxes of matches for one yuan provided by the hotel.

He walked lightly to the window, took out a match and struck the phosphorus bar, buried his head and blocked the incoming wind with his palm, and lit the cigarette, and the thick green smoke immediately scattered in all directions.He frowned and glanced at Xiao Chining, and found that he was still asleep, then turned his head and looked out the window.

The mountains in the distance were darker than the night, and Xiao Zhaoshan breathed in the strong and thick tobacco aroma, not unexpectedly remembering a dirty story he heard when he was young.

A friend who often played with him all night in the billiard room mentioned to him calmly on a sultry summer night that he had actually accidentally raped his cousin not long ago.

He cleaned the club head, put down the chocolate powder, bowed and aimed at the full-color No. 7 ball, and after the ball fell into the pocket, he added: "A hole in one."

Xiao Zhaoshan, who had just received the university notice, raised his head and glanced at him in surprise, and soon returned to the billiards.

"and then?"

"What then? No more." The man slammed the club on the ground, picked up the water bottle and unscrewed it, took a sip, "It's your turn."

Xiao Zhaoshan chose a suit ball, went to the table to try the angle, but still didn't look at him: "Did your cousin hang herself after crying, making trouble, and hanging herself?"

The man snorted: "Why hang yourself, she has meant that to me in the first place."

Xiao Zhaoshan shot: "She likes you?"

"What else?" The man was a little proud, "Our two families used to live in the same alley, and we both went to the same elementary school. I went to and from school with her every day, and took her to play stamp collecting and her marbles. Someone If I bullied her, I would stand up for her without saying a word, and if there was any problem, I would analyze it segment by segment, until I graduated from junior high school and moved out."

The ball failed to enter the hole, Xiao Zhaoshan gave way, raised his eyes to look at him, and asked with a smile: "Then how do you know she is interested in you?"

"I'm not a year ahead of her. She was not good at algebra in junior high school. She asked me to borrow her notes. When I returned them, there was a bookcase in my notebook."

"Just because of this?" Xiao Zhaoshan was disdainful.

The man just bent down and stood up straight again: "Tsk, didn't you have any girls in your class before? Back then, when a girl wrapped a bookcase for a boy she had a crush on, it was like confessing, you know what!"

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't understand: "Then how can you be considered a 'accidentally raped' girl?"

"Didn't the admission notice be issued that day? I drank some wine during the class reunion." He pointed the pole at the billiard ball again, and suddenly lowered his voice. When I came to ask me questions with a book in my arms, I couldn't hold back, and pressed her and did something to her."

Xiao Zhaoshan laughed and said: "In my opinion, it's not that she likes you at all, it's you who like her. If you're really drunk, you won't be able to be hard, let alone do things under pressure."

"Hey, a schoolgirl-level beauty is obediently sitting on your bed, staring at you with big eyes, calling your brother in a soft voice, can you handle it?"

After he said this, he sent out the cue forcefully, but unexpectedly slipped the cue, and missed the ball. The inertia almost made him unable to get up on the table.

"Hold……"

Xiao Zhaoshan suppressed a smile: "As for what, I'm so excited."

The man glared at him, and after a long silence, he lowered his head and smiled mysteriously: "Don't say it, it's really true."

"Just imagine, your parents are watching TV in the living room, and you are sleeping with your sister in the bedroom separated by a wall. You can't scream when you're dry, and she can't cry when she's in pain—" He raised his eyebrows at Xiao Zhaoshan, " Do you think it's exciting?"

Xiao Zhaoshan remembered the afternoon when he had aroused his sexual desire in front of a bunch of toys a few years ago, the hand holding the cue tightened, and he joked unnaturally: "A dog can enjoy it quite a bit." .”

"Hey, how should I put it?" The man didn't notice, and sighed while holding the cue, "Violating the rules and disrupting order may be one of human instincts. If you have such a sister, I can guarantee that you will also At least for a second, I am willing to be a dog."

Xiao Zhaoshan aimed at a ball, and said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry, my mother is single, and I don't have a younger sister."

The man gritted his teeth and scolded him: "Dog|Dark just wait, one day!"

The cigarette had been exhausted, Xiao Zhaoshan leaned against the window and stared at the sleeping Xiao Chining, wondering if this day had come.

Frankly speaking, after working in this industry for 20 years, he has no shame left.Not long ago, he told Dong Xin that philanthropists have a strong sense of morality, and he never does charity.

He is what Dong Xin calls an "innocent profiteer".

For a one-night stand that came to his door, he would not criticize himself for breaking Gangchang, just like insisting that he was unhappy after having a good time for no reason.

He was just thinking, why would it be cool.

Compared with the man who has been in trouble, Xiao Chining's body is not so flawless. His palms, knees and back are full of fine scars, some of which he knows very well, and some of which he is completely unaware of.

Those unknowing scars seem to be left behind by him. Xiao Chining's 16 years of life are blank for him, but they really exist and cannot be erased by time.

Xiao Zhaoshan found a little charm from this contradiction, but it was difficult to persuade himself to open his heart to accept this son who should not have been born.

Even if he has already given birth to pity for a moment, even if he has begun to lose his curiosity.

He still can't achieve the love that Xiao Chining pursues.

He loves his mother, but his mother is a saint. He loves Chi Yan, but it is mixed with guilt and inertia of not wanting to change.If he loves Xiao Chining, what kind of person will Xiao Chining become, and what scars will he give back with the power of being loved?He was not sure.

Xiao Zhaoshan was exhausted from thinking, and he didn't intend to try to find a reasonable reason for what happened tonight.He lay peacefully beside Xiao Chining, covered with the same quilt, closed his eyes and gradually fell asleep.

But in the middle of the night, Xiao Chining suddenly developed a high fever, kicking the quilt while complaining of being cold.Xiao Zhaoshan, who was sleeping soundly, was kicked awake by him, and was squinting his eyes to throw him out of the bed to catch up on sleep, when he heard him asking why.

At first he thought Xiao Chining was having a nightmare, so he pushed his shoulder hard to wake him up, but the temperature from his palm told him that the situation was more serious than he thought.

He sat up straight and turned on the bedside lamp, and adjusted to the light, he touched Xiao Chining's forehead—it was abnormally hot, obviously not the heat that the quilt could cover.

He reacted slowly, a few hours ago he not only ejaculated into Xiao Chining's body, but also took him to blow cold wind for half an hour.

Waking up instantly after dozing off, Xiao Zhaoshan immediately rolled the quilt under him, left the cold water in the bed heating pot, and then put on his coat and went to the main room.

At three o'clock in the morning, the whole mountain was still sleeping, the boss was snoring loudly, and he knocked heavily on the door for a long time before waking people up.

When the boss heard that Xiao Chining had a fever, he was more anxious than his father: "Is it altitude sickness?! You should hurry to the hospital!"

He wasn't very impatient, and just said: "It's a bad night and caught a cold, just a little antipyretic, the kind that doesn't contain cephalosporins."

After waiting for a long time, the boss found the appropriate medicine from the closet, and Xiao Zhaoshan, who returned to the room with a box of squashed brand-name antipyretics, was in a very bad mood. One suffers.

He took out two capsules, took two cups and turned the boiling water over and over again to adjust the temperature, and walked to the side where Xiao Chining was lying, trying to get him up to take the medicine.

However, Xiao Chining had a hangover the night before, and he passed out again last night. Even though his forehead and hair were drenched from the fever, he was too exhausted to open his eyes.

"cold……"

Xiao Zhaoshan looked down at his dry and peeling lips opening and closing, spit out some incomprehensible syllables and ravings intermittently, sat down on the side of the bed resignedly, held the back of his neck and let him lie on his arms.

He opened Xiao Chining's jaw with his index finger, stuffed two capsules into his mouth, then took a cup of warm water, leaned over and slowly poured it into his mouth.

Xiao Chining was fine, the water was swallowed, but the medicine that should be taken was stubbornly kept.

Xiao Zhaoshan had nothing to say, took a half saliva and stuck it over again, this time he simply stuck his tongue in, pushing the capsule as deep as possible.

Xiao Chining was made uncomfortable by the foreign object, moaning|groaning and trying to turn his face away to avoid the pursuit.

But where would Xiao Zhaoshan let him succeed, the other free hand immediately grabbed his chin, forcing him to raise his face towards himself.

He carefully slowed down the speed of pushing, and the tip of his tongue brushed Xiao Chining's palate back and forth, supervising him to open the esophagus more.

Xiao Chining woke up uncomfortably from the sweaty nightmare, and stared at the glare of the light in a daze, trying to see who was holding him.But the eyelids didn't listen at all, and they were so heavy that he couldn't see clearly after blinking for a long time. He could only rely on the sense of touch, trying to raise his sore arms to touch the face that was close at hand.

"Dad...?" he asked vaguely.

"Ah."

"bitter……"

The edible gelatin on the outermost layer of the capsule is washed into two pieces by hot water, and the medicine inside is indeed a bit bitter when it falls on the tongue.Xiao Zhaoshan tasted it.

Xiao Chining, who was afraid of getting sick, played his temper and refused to swallow it. He coaxed softly: "It's sweet, if you don't believe me, try it."

He left Xiao Chining's hand and his lips, took another sip of water, then put down the glass and held his shoulder, and gave it to him in the same way without refusal.

"Be obedient, eat it."

This time Xiao Chining was finally willing to cooperate, grabbed his collar and lifted his jaw, and opened his mouth obediently.Xiao Zhaoshan took the opportunity to push the medicine near his almonds.

Xiao Chining frowned suddenly, and the hand holding the collar of his pajamas tightened instantly, blocking the foreign object with the back of his tongue.

Xiao Zhaoshan was upset, rubbed his lips with his lips and licked the soft | flesh inside his left cheek, intending to make him relax.

Their lips and teeth were close, their tongues were entangled in a fight, and the hot air they exhaled was squeezed into the other person's mouth within a square inch.Xiao Chining twisted his body in his arms, and unconsciously uttered a weak moan, being blocked by Xiao Zhaoshan.

He could do nothing to bear Xiao Zhaoshan's increasingly fierce attack, and passively ate all the bitterness in his stomach.

The subconscious told him that he couldn't lose to this man.He quickly loosened his hand and hooked Xiao Zhaoshan's neck, pressing him towards him, trying to convey the discomfort with the high temperature of his mouth and body, so that he could feel the same feeling.

Xiao Zhaoshan was unprepared, and fell on him unsteadily, and was immediately burned by his naked|exposed chest, making his mind boil.

Driven by the inertia to fight against it, he threw off the slippers and got on the bed, clamped Xiao Chining's kicking feet with his calves across the quilt, and pressed him tightly into the messy quilt from top to bottom, and then Can't struggle and can't move.

But Xiao Chining began to covet the coolness, and the only hand that could move put it on his broad back without thinking, looking for the real entrance on the surface of the cotton clothes.

After eagerly exploring, he finally slipped in from the hem of Xiao Zhaoshan's pajamas that had been lifted up long ago, and caressed his slightly cool skin in a disorderly manner.

too hot.

Whether it is the temperature touched by the tip of the tongue or the hands that are swimming on the back, it is too hot.As if he was about to evaporate, a rapidly expanding gas flowed uncontrollably from Xiao Zhaoshan's feet all over his body, and finally gathered in his heart, making him feel that he was about to be torn apart and shattered by the turbulent heat.

While sticking to Xiao Chining's lips endlessly, selflessly grasping the moisture in his mouth, he rubbed his thin waist with his left hand, like twisting a piece of tobacco, but far less calm and patient than that time.

He ruthlessly touched Xiao Chining's hot waist to his chest exposed to the air, firmly grasped his crazy and powerful heartbeat, and let his cooled skin reheat because of himself, as if this could slow down the danger of spontaneous combustion.

Xiao Chining was aroused in the chaos, turned his body with his eyes closed, and sent his fragile neck and pink chest to Xiao Zhaoshan's mouth and hands.

Xiao Zhaoshan took the opportunity to wrap his arms around his lower back, and suddenly raised his lower body to fit tightly with the quilt that swelled up at some point.

"Well!"

However, this vacant posture made the half-dream and half-awake Xiao Chining mistakenly think that he was back in the stuffy bathroom again, and the indelible memory of pain made him suddenly change from a catering posture to a ten thousand resistance, and he kicked his legs in a panic, trying to move The red-eyed Xiao Zhaoshan pushed away.

"It hurts! It hurts so much..." He pursed his mouth and cried in a low voice, as if he could cry in the next second.

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't know why, and wanted to drag Xiao Chining to continue, but a sudden soreness came from his shins and knees, which made him gain a brief lucidity in the frantic lust.

He left the lips of the person under him as if he had just woken up from a dream, maintained a posture of embracing him and kept the distance between the two of them, panting heavily to observe his expression, only then did he realize that Xiao Chining's pain was not fake.

Because he seemed to see the tears trapped in his body from under his tightly closed eyes.

Xiao Chining gradually stopped moving, and became a lifeless high fever patient again, only to be kissed until his moist and beautiful lips fluttered and murmured the word "pain" repeatedly.

Xiao Zhaoshan belatedly realized that they were actually kissing just now, and they kissed so deeply without distinguishing each other.

Was he infected by Xiao Chining?Two pills are enough to ignite a monstrous fire from the remaining sparks, engulfing his mind in an instant, burning him to the point of losing all reason and persistence?

He stared blankly for a moment at this childish face that was similar to his own, and thought in a daze: maybe, maybe, probably, that day has really come.

He breathed calmly in frustration, slowly got up and turned off the light, and rolled back the quilt to sleep on the bed in the darkened secret room.

Lying down on his back and looking at the ceiling for a while, he crossed his forearm to cover his eyes, and after a long time, he put down his hands and opened his eyes, and turned his face to look at Xiao Chining's peaceful sleeping face again.

He stared at it for a while, and finally turned over to support Xiao Chining's back, making him face himself with a distance of two punches, and sighed helplessly and tiredly: "Okay, it doesn't hurt anymore."