why are they still in love

In order to have something to eat at night without losing face, Xiao Zhaoshan changed his clothes, and walked to the dry cleaner outside the community to get back the suit and leather shoes that he gave away before the business trip.

After going back and forth, he put on a suit and grabbed his hair. After almost digesting, he took the car keys and went out to the gallery to pick up Chen Yu.

Xiao Zhaoshan plans to open a private screening room next to the gallery next year, attracting more young people with spending power to come here for dates, photos, and even self-made micro-movies, so he is the host of today's wine bureau. The vice president of Changhe Shulian had dinner, discussed cooperation matters, and helped old classmates who wanted to enter the cultural industry to build a bridge by the way, and brought Chen Yu to see the world, and exchanged favors.

He knew exactly why Chen Yu was willing to be with him in the first place.

People make money and birds die for food. Xiao Zhaoshan appreciates Chen Yu's ambition to climb higher and faster than his peers by any means.What's more, Chen Yu's bed can be opened and the bed can be put in. Whether he is a bed partner or an assistant, he behaves well and is a sensible person.Therefore, no matter whether it is this time or going to Italy, he will do as he wishes, and let him go with him by name.

The road was very congested during the rush hour. Chen Yu confirmed the hotel reservation and menu in the car, and explained to Xiao Zhaoshan the preparation progress of the gallery's year-end exhibition and related matters postponed during the business trip.

After finishing his official business, he felt a little embarrassed.From the moment he got into the passenger seat, he noticed that Xiao Zhaoshan's mood was not bright today.

In fact, Xiao Zhaoshan's expression and mood were not necessarily synchronized, most of the time he appeared very calm, it seemed that no one could really irritate him, and nothing could make him laugh out loud from the bottom of his heart.

Also at this moment.

Two months ago, Chen Yu couldn't figure out his true emotions from his expression at all, but now, especially after seeing Xiao Zhaoshan who retreated suddenly full of anger when he was in high spirits a few days ago, Chen Yu He admitted that he had some pulse symptoms.

It was another intersection where he couldn't move a few meters for a long time. He tried to put his hand on Xiao Zhaoshan's hand holding the shift lever, and said flatteringly, "Mr. Xiao, don't be angry."

Xiao Zhaoshan turned his face when he heard the sound, looked at him blankly for a while, then abruptly raised the corner of his mouth, pulled out his hand, pinched his slightly raised chin and shook it: "Why am I angry? Tell me. "

Chen Yu pretended not to understand and replied: "The traffic in Beijing is like this. We are blocked, and President Zhang and President Liu must also be blocked." He leaned over and kissed Xiao Zhaoshan's upper lip, "Don't worry, we have already We left more than an hour early."

Xiao Zhaoshan touched his cheek from his chin, his gaze followed his fingertips to his eyes, and then softened, as if staring at his true lover.

"You're pretty smart." He smiled deeper and deeper.

Chen Yu rubbed against his palm: "No way, I'm just a little closer to Teacher Xiao than others, and it's easier to see things that others can't see."

Hearing this, Xiao Zhaoshan exerted strength without warning, reached out to wrap his arms around the back of his neck, and pulled him to his eyes.The two breathed intertwined in an instant and had nowhere to hide.

"How about getting closer? Like this," Xiao Zhaoshan lowered his voice and asked with a smile, "Can you see through my heart?"

Chen Yu was shocked, but then he forced himself to calm down, put his arms on Xiao Zhaoshan's shoulder like attachment, lowered his eyes and muttered: "I'm afraid we have to get closer."

As soon as the words fell, he eagerly kissed Xiao Zhaoshan's lips.

Of course, Xiao Zhaoshan would not fail to see the panic flashing in his eyes, but he still indulged in sharing the intimacy with him at this moment.

This is also what he likes about Chen Yu. He possesses the ruthlessness unique to young people, and is like a clever little animal who carefully bumps into other people's weaknesses with his own fluff.

If Xiao Chining could be as tactful as Chen Yu, and act according to his ability, instead of always thinking about how to provoke him, maybe he could also be like Chi Yan, pretending to be a good boy without knowing it .

However, there is always a kind of stupid stubbornness in Xiao Chining's body, which really makes him unable to turn a blind eye to it.

Thanks to the early departure, the two arrived at their destination 10 minutes before the agreed time despite the traffic jam.

As Chen Yu said, the three guests waited for a long time before arriving late.The first one to arrive was Dong Xin, who was asking for help, and the last one was President Zhang of the Film Association. He was an hour late at eight o'clock, and as soon as he walked into the private room, he repeatedly confessed and punished himself for three cups.

Xiao Zhaoshan still smiled decently, and introduced the other two and his assistant, Chen Yu.A few people exchanged pleasantries, sat down and chatted all over the world, talking about recent developments and current affairs, but not about business.

After drinking baijiu for more than half an hour, Dong Xin was already showing some shame. Xiao Zhaoshan saw that his old classmate was not able to drink well, and if he continued to drink like this, he decided that he would collapse if he couldn't talk about business, so he gave Chen Yu a wink and asked him to help block it. liquor.

President Zhang is a 50-year-old man who eats well and loves to play. Seeing that the young and handsome Chen Yu is much more active than before, he even offered to show his hospitality to him. He also saw that Xiao Zhaoshan, who brought people here, always greeted him politely and with a smile on his face. , My heart suddenly tickled like a cat scratching.

Vice President Liu, who has been accustomed to this kind of thing for many years after studying art, saw that he was always staring at Chen Yu to persuade him to drink. Clinked glasses with Xiao Zhaoshan shoulder to shoulder.

Chen Yu drank a lot, came back from the bathroom and saw that his seat next to Xiao Zhaoshan had been taken, so he got into the trap in a daze, and consciously moved his seat to sit next to President Zhang.

Chairman Zhang put his shoulders on his shoulders, smacked his face with the smell of alcohol, and kept asking him how old he was this year, what school he studied in, and whether he would stay in Xiao Zhaoshan's gallery after graduation, etc.

As the wine was poured down cup by cup, Chen Yu thought it was because of his good performance tonight that his seniors favored him, so he drank very simply and answered honestly.

President Zhang was aroused by his well-behaved appearance, so he got closer and closer, and finally fell on his shoulders like a drunk, put his arms around his waist, and whispered to him in a low voice: "Xiao Chen, you Does Mr. Xiao hurt anyone?"

Chen Yu woke up immediately, and the cold sweat on his back couldn't stop breaking out.

When he first came out for an internship, it was not that he hadn't heard about the romantic affairs of the big guys, but he thought that this kind of situation would never happen to a big man like himself, and even if it happened to him one day, he would have to take the lead.

Xiao Zhaoshan wants good looks, money and money, has no bad habits in sex|things, and is skilled and talented enough in work, so he is too late to catch up.As for the past fifty years, the beer belly is like a bad old man who can't be born in October, all he can do is vomit.

Chen Yu smiled awkwardly while holding the wine glass, and leaned back calmly in the opposite direction, in a defensive posture.He knew that this person couldn't afford to offend him, so he couldn't get angry on the spot and take Xiao Zhaoshan's face in front of Vice President Liu and President Dong.

So he put down his wine glass, picked up his chopsticks, and made a gesture to eat the food. He took the opportunity to escape from President Zhang's arms: "Is today's food not to your taste? I don't think you have moved your chopsticks much."

President Zhang put his left hand flat on the table, but didn't take his right hand back. He pinched Chen Yu's buttocks, then went under the table and put it on his lap, and scratched his index finger ambiguously through his suit pants: "What flavor does Xiao Chen think I like? Pick up a chopstick and let me taste it."

Chen Yu smiled stiffly, and said with a pun: "In case you don't like the dish I chose, you will be in a bad mood if it breaks."

"How do you know if I like it or not if you don't choose?"

President Zhang's right hand slowly moved upwards, like a snake spitting out a letter, and crawled silently to his crotch.

He stared at Chen Yu's sharp chopsticks on the abalone in tomato sauce, raised his voice, and praised heartily: "You are very good at choosing, this is very suitable for my taste!"

As soon as he finished speaking, he meaningfully tightened his five fingers, pinched the soft mass, and even teasingly opened the edge of his underwear, making a crisp sound that only the two of them could hear.

Chen Yu was no match for him at all, and stared wide-eyed in shock in his seat.When he reacted, he only felt that he was being entangled by the giant python, suffocating and nauseating.

How could Xiao Zhaoshan fail to notice the abnormality on the opposite side of the table.He introduced Dong Xin's line of business to Vice President Liu, and chatted with him from the service industry to the restoration of cultural relics. During the period, he did not forget to witness Chen Yu's increasingly overflowing embarrassment and fear.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Chen Yu raised his head several times, begging him for help silently with his eyes, but he ignored him and continued talking to the distinguished guests.

The three of them knew very well what was going on under the invisible table, and they all tacitly talked about things that had nothing to do with President Zhang, as if they were covering for a night-hunting smuggler|smuggler.

Xiao Zhaoshan took the opportunity to easily pry Vice President Liu's mouth open, talked about the idea of ​​the new project, and talked to him about copyright cooperation and talent introduction.However, just halfway through, there was an exclamation from the other side of the table.

Everyone heard the reputation and looked over, and found that Chen Yu had accidentally spilled the wine glass, and was frantically wiping the table and Chairman Zhang's right hand with a tissue.

Seeing his friend President Zhang showing displeasure, Vice President Liu turned his head and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Sorry, sorry, I drank a little too much. I didn't see clearly just now, and my hands were shaking." He hurriedly got up from his seat, "I'll go to the bathroom to tidy up. President Zhang, Vice President Liu, President Dong," and finally he Looking at Xiao Zhaoshan, he tried his best to raise the corner of his mouth, "There is also Mr. Xiao, excuse me, you can continue to drink, don't worry about me."

Dong Xin had experienced this kind of situation herself, and she saw it, and kindly smoothed things over for him: "Is this too much to drink? I can hardly stand still. Old Xiao, follow along and take a look, Don't make people's eyes tremble later, they will be kicked out after entering the women's restroom."

These words sound ironic, and President Zhang, who was rejected in a disguised form, felt a little relieved, and let him go silently, but his face was still not good-looking.

Chen Yu didn't have time to hand her a thankful smile, and left the private room as if fleeing.

The bathrooms in the hotel are luxuriously built, and even the men's toilets are so spacious that there are more than a dozen mirrors.Fortunately in the misfortune, Xiao Zhaoshan did not follow, he was afraid that Xiao Zhaoshan would make him acquainted.

Chen Yu supported the toilet and vomited up everything he ate tonight.He walked to the sink in a daze, took off his coat and rolled up his sleeves, rinsed his mouth and washed his face, then looked up at himself in the mirror.

President Zhang had already pulled out the back of his shirt just now, and touched his back for countless times with his hands, and he almost unbuttoned the waistband of his trousers to shoot him on the spot.He couldn't help getting goose bumps all over his body, and kept swallowing his saliva so as not to spit it out.

Originally thinking that he was Xiao Zhaoshan's person anyway, President Zhang would not go too far, and Xiao Zhaoshan would not just sit and watch him being humiliated by another man—until he saw Xiao Zhaoshan glanced at him and turned a blind eye to him. President Zhang raised his glass, then turned his face away, and continued to chat and laugh happily with people.

It was only then that Chen Yu realized that in that room, he was no longer a "person from Xiao Zhaoshan", he was not even a "person" at all.

He suddenly thought of Xiao Chining, who was covered in blood and went crazy in the office.

After that farce, when he went out to dinner with several good colleagues more than once, he heard them talk about how Xiao Zhaoshan ignored Xiao Chining's life and left him in Hangzhou to fend for himself for more than ten years. Fake.So he didn't realize that this was a warning from fate.

Even if you don't love Xiao Zhaoshan, you are destined to go crazy.

He could send his bloodied son to the police with his own hands, and it would be no surprise that he would send one of his dispensable lovers to the bed of a business partner.

Chen Yu had a splitting headache.

He thought of himself studying hard in a sweltering, cramped rented house, vowing to walk out of the county town and never return to his third year of high school, thinking of riding a bicycle around the campus every day to catch up with classes, and after finishing the chores of the school youth league committee and clubs, he could only do so. You can stay up late in the 24-hour self-study room to study and maintain your university time.

Xiao Chining said yesterday that he is just a fool. At that time, he also told himself that there is no turning back when he shoots the bow. If he is hesitant and confused, it will be tantamount to wasting all previous efforts.However, at this moment, he was already thinking that he was not only stupid, but also cheap.

He is the cheapest.

President Zhang failed to take him away that night, and he stayed in the bathroom until the dinner was over. Even if there was an accident in the second half, the business was still discussed.Xiao Zhaoshan opened two rooms upstairs, arranged the program, and managed to cheer President Zhang and Vice President Liu happy, so he and Dong Xin came down to find Chen Yu.

He is not angry, he fully understands the fear and persistence of the fledgling young man, and will not punish Chen Yu for it, after all, it is not his duty to accompany him to drink.It's just that he was a little disappointed that he had tested a person's bottom line so easily.

Xiao Zhaoshan was different from Chi Yan, he didn't hire a full-time driver, he always liked to drive by himself.He called a substitute driver for himself, and planned to go to the clubhouse with Dong Xin to have some tea and talk about things that were inconvenient to talk about just now, then called a car for Chen Yu, and gave the driver an extra 200 yuan to take him to to the door.

But before leaving, Chen Yu suddenly sobered up, opened his eyes in the back seat, looked at Xiao Zhaoshan clearly, and asked, "Mr. Xiao, have you finished the conversation?"

Xiao Zhaoshan's hand to close the door froze, he supported the frame of the car and looked at him for a while, but did not answer his question directly: "Go back and have a good rest, I will give you half a day off tomorrow."

After speaking, he straightened up, took half a step back and wiped off the ashes on his hands, signaling the driver to leave.

"Wait a moment."

Chen Yu pressed the car window to stop him, maintaining the posture just now, as if he had just finished a marathon, standing at the finish line and laughing wearily.

"Mr. Xiao...Mr. Xiao, I may not come tomorrow."

Xiao Zhaoshan put his left hand in his suit trousers pocket, and wore a dark blue suit jacket on his forearm. Even after drinking nearly two catties of liquor, his face did not show any signs of drunkenness. His shirt was clean and tidy, only two pieces were unbuttoned. Buttons, revealing Adam's apple and a bit of collarbone.He always stood upright and sober on the road ridge, overlooking his announcement, waiting indifferently for his next words.

So Chen Yu couldn't laugh anymore.

No one cared how much he struggled.

No one cares if this is the end for him.

He lowered his head, and suddenly closed his eyes and choked up.Hot tears rolled down, slid from the ears into the hair and disappeared, only the tear stains were reflected in colorful colors by the neon lights of Beijing that he had longed for outside the car.

The tip of his nose was red, and he repeated hoarsely: "I'm afraid, Mr. Xiao... I know I'm afraid. I want to take the postgraduate entrance examination, I want to go back to study..."

Seeing this, Xiao Zhaoshan frowned.Not because she was unhappy about passively losing a pleasing lover and competent assistant, but because she reminded herself of 14-year-old Xiao Chining.

It turns out that Xiao Chining is also afraid?

"I see."

he does not know.

Just as he watched his mother who had witnessed the betrayal take him to buy new clothes and shoes without changing her face more than 30 years ago, and then calmly packed her luggage and took him away from that home, now he can't feel any sympathy.

"Tomorrow, when you wake up, go to the HR department to go through the procedure."

He didn't look at the tear trail again, turned and left Chen Yu.