you must like me too

"I will always like you, I have liked you a long time ago, I have liked you so badly..."

"I can't tell the exact time. After all, you have lived with me since you were a child. You went to the Netherlands with your parents and came back. At that time, I had already finished the college entrance examination. You are so young, I treat you like a younger brother and pamper you, and you will always be my younger brother. After all, I am not a child lover.

"I have also had boyfriends since high school, although it was not long. They said that no matter when or what, as long as there is a conflict with my brother, my brother will always be the first! I take it for granted, I raised My child, I am responsible for all his affairs! I am happy with this responsibility.

"Brothers and friends, it was not until you were in the first year of high school. You started to become rebellious in the first year of high school. I didn't know what to do. I consulted experts, consulted online, and read books in the library, but I was still at a loss. I think, with your nature and After more than ten years of my education, after the rebellious period, you are still that mischievous but pure and kind brother.

"In the summer vacation of the first year of high school, you disappeared without telling the two families! When I heard the news, I couldn't move. I was worried about your safety, afraid that you would be in danger, and I panicked. I don't know if you are in this puberty. I encountered some unsolvable troubles! I was even more panicked that I lost control of you, and finally realized that you are an independent individual, and you do not belong to me!

"After knowing where you are, I didn't dare to drive over by myself. I was afraid that my emotions would affect my safety. After I found you, I didn't dare to express any thoughts. I was afraid that I would scare you away again. I thought on the road, you I have listed many kinds of worries and difficulties at this age, but I can't identify any one.

"After I came back, in order to teach you a lesson, I locked you in the room and beat you up. At that time, I was really angry at your ignorance, and it was really just to teach you to avoid making such mistakes again. Of course, it is also possible It's your packed punishment for nearly a year of rebellion.

"During your recovery period, I was distressed and angry because I couldn't find the reason from you. I also thought that before I found you, several of your classmates and even teachers said that you might be broken in love. I was even more angry. At that time I didn't know what to be angry about.

"After you were beaten, you seemed to have figured it out, and started to study hard, being obedient and obedient. Instead, I became anxious because I started to spend more time and energy on you, and rejected all kinds of things in the name of supervising your studies. Socializing. I work in the study and you sit next to me and do my homework, and my mood will be much better.

"Many boys are sure that they like someone, it may be because of 'chun|dream', and I am also. I am panicked that the person in the dream is you-this happened not long after you came home. I can't accept this Things happen, but it doesn't end there just because I don't accept it.

"I see you at home almost every night, and I still can't help thinking about you, wondering whether you have been paying attention to your lectures at school, whether the life of making up lessons is too tiring, and often thinking-have you let go of the person you once had a crush on.

"Whenever I think of someone you like, I can't control my anger from the bottom of my heart! Just like this, I've been thinking about it day and night for more than half a year, and I have to accept that I may have unexpected thoughts about you. .

"I can frankly admit that I am gay at school, and I can come out to my parents without fear, but I dare not express my heart to you, and I don't want to and can't bear to provoke you. I would rather live as a monk for more than two years, I am willing to bury my feelings for you in my heart and even make up my mind to only let myself know.

"I raised you from childhood to adulthood as my younger brother and baby. How could I have the heart to let you suffer, suffer from all kinds of suffering that homosexuals would suffer. I plan, when he grows up, he will have a girlfriend, get married and have children. I'll stop thinking about it. Even if I see you go to a gay bar, I just think you're curious and don't let yourself have any fantasies.

"Last summer vacation, it was the time you were wronged and whipped. I thought, I will kill the person who brought you this way. The treasure I don't want to touch is taken away by another man. Even if it's just PY Even if you take the initiative to trade, I can't tolerate it. I wronged myself and suppressed my feelings, but what I got was a cheaper one to sell? Or a man?

"After that waiter was rescued, I only wanted to teach you a lesson. You failed me so much, failed my grievances, failed my patience for you, failed my feelings that I have never expressed to outsiders...

"But these are just misunderstandings. You are still the original you. You will have girlfriends, get married, and have children. You are not gay, and you will live a life recognized by the public. And I, Song Yaohui, will continue to wait and see you Get married and have kids!

"At that time, I thought selfishly, it's not as good as a misunderstanding, I have a reason to satisfy all my desires for you!

"The day you poured water on me to plot against me, I actually know that it's not that I can't resist the effects of the medicine, it's just that I finally found a reason and an excuse, and finally I don't have to bear it anymore and feel wronged, it's just to satisfy my desire for so long.

"After I found you from Q City, I felt extremely peaceful, surprisingly peaceful. I think this time, I finally don't have to be wronged and so-called fulfillment. I want to fulfill myself. I don't know why I waited so long I finally got my wish to be so calm.

"You were crying on my bed and telling me about your feelings for me. I was excited, excited, and had a perverted pleasure of revenge—it turned out that I was not the only one suffering from this relationship! I wanted to tell you at that time, Don't be sad, I like you too. However, you fell asleep. The next day you acted like a spoiled child and opened a new chapter in our relationship. In fact, I am happier and more excited than you.

"Tuantuan, I'm not sure we can spend the rest of our lives together, but you have to believe in me, I will do my best to accompany you to the farthest place, the place you expect! Tuantuan, I like you, I love you!"

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Song Yaohui felt that he had split his heart open for this kid to see, and he felt a little sour and a little ashamed. This is a very serious confession, right?It's just that after talking so much and stopping for so long, shouldn't I give some response, why don't you move in his arms?

"I've said so much, you won't fall asleep, will you?"

Song Yaohui pushed Ouyang Dewen away a little, and held his face in his hands. Ouyang Dewen's face was full of tears, and the grinning boss was disgusted by Song Yaohui: "Why are you getting uglier and uglier! What is your expression?"

Ouyang De rubbed his face on Song Yaohui's clothes steadily, and after wiping away his tears, he said in a stern voice: "I'm just happy..."

After speaking, he raised his tear-stained face and teased Song Yaohui: "Brother, you are so sour, you are not like you at all!" After speaking, he quickly kissed Song Yaohui, and said happily, "But, I like it!"

Ouyang De put his arms around Song Yaohui's neck firmly, and said softly: "Brother, I will also go far, far with you...Although I still don't know what you like about me, but you have said so much, you must like it very much Like me!"

Song Yaohui nodded in agreement: "That's right, I like you who are so confident!"

Ouyang Dewen knew that he was ridiculed again, but his good mood was not spoiled at all, "I don't know why I still like it so much, you really like me so much!"

Seeing how excited he was, Song Yaohui hugged him to the side and let him sit down, and looked at him seriously: "That tuantuan, Ouyang Dewen, don't say 'worthy or not' in the future, and don't worry about such things anymore Already!"

Ouyang De nodded steadily: "I know, but I still want to be better, more confident and better, so that I can bring you more strength!"

Song Yaohui has no objection: "Although I think you are already very good, you can be even better! I will fully support you in the future!" In fact, as long as you don't make trouble for him, he is really content, but you can't say that you can't discourage the child's self-motivation !

Ouyang Dewen let out a strange cry, and leaned on Song Yaohui again.

Song Yaohui waited for him to sit down, and began to settle accounts: "This matter is settled, and there is another one, let's talk! Talk about your friends before going to bed in the morning!"

Ouyang Dewen could hear that his brother's voice was a bit gloomy. He thought about it for two seconds and remembered what he had done wrong, but he still asked seriously: "What's wrong with my friends? You can't praise them for being good-looking!"

Song Yaohui snorted coldly, "Oh? Is it a good-looking thing? I remember telling you to stay away from that person last year, but this year, you even took a photo with your cheek to show off in Moments!"

Ouyang Dewen asked knowingly: "Why should I stay away from him? Julian has such a good personality. I think he is very suitable to be friends. Isn't it normal to post on Moments? It's like you can't see you posting on Moments a few times a year! "

Song Yaohui pushed Ouyang Dewen onto the sofa, and leaned over Ouyang Dewen, "Is it intentional? Did you forget who you are, huh? You said that if I punish you on the sofa, Uncle Bai and the others will Won't you come in suddenly?"

Ouyang Dewen pushed him hard with his arm, "You beast, did you only think about this when you flew here? Julian has a boyfriend, and the other person in the photo is that! Get up!"

Song Yaohui decided to let him go, he hasn't used his new identity to formally talk with Ouyang Baiwei and his wife, don't really come back and get bumped!

"Then let's pack up and go out for a walk, see if we can meet that Julian, whether he has a boyfriend or not, let him stop thinking about you!"

Sitting up, Ouyang Dewen panted heavily, and rolled his eyes at Song Yaohui: "Why are you so naive! You are naive, boring, pornographic and sour now, you are not at all the ruthless big devil like before Attacking the aura!"

Song Yaohui glanced at him, bent down, deliberately lowered his voice, pressed against Ouyang Dewen's ear, and asked slowly, "Don't you know if I attack or not?"

All the love and tenderness I have accumulated for more than 30 years are given to you.