as if there is a sound

She looked at Lin Yue's back for a while and then turned her attention to Given.

Unexpectedly, the man looked at him thoughtfully without moving.

"What's wrong."

"Are you jealous?" Given smiled at her, "It's so cruel!" She pointed to her eyes.

Lin Mo looked at the eye drops on the table, "If you want to use it, use all of it. I'm not jealous."

"That's right..." Given what she said, he lost all interest.Just now I was so excited that I was dying, and now I am completely wilted.Unexpectedly, I heard the other party say:

"Don't do this in front of so many people in the future."

"Why?" Her tone was not kind, and there was still no difference on her face. How should she smile or how to laugh? "What are you afraid of? Aren't we a couple?"

Lin Mo took a sip of water unhurriedly, and lowered his eyes without looking at her.After a while, he said, "As you said, I'm afraid."

Chapter 64

Given suddenly opened his eyes.She swallowed hard, feeling her eyes were sore.Before he realized what was going on, Lin Mo's voice sounded beside him.

"you're awake."

Given sat up and glanced at her. "What's wrong with me?"

Lin Mo got up and went out and poured a glass of water to her, "You dragged me all the way home from the bar. You said a few words and fell asleep on the bed."

Given tried hard to recall the details before recalling them.

She was angered by Lin Mo, and then he dragged her home to prepare for a fight.But when there were only two people left when they entered the door, they couldn't say anything serious when they looked at her face.The two stared at each other for a long time.She felt exhausted and in a trance, so she went to the bedroom to be alone for a while, and had a very nonsensical dream.The content is now forgotten.

"You are in a hurry to go home to say something, if not, I will go to the study."

Listening to her words, Given felt tightness in his chest when he thought of the past.She raised her eyelids and looked at Lin Mo for a while.The man still looked calm, and there was no special emotion in his eyes.

Lin Mo saw that she just looked at her but didn't say anything, so he turned around and wanted to go to the study.Unexpectedly, I just turned my head and felt a pain in my arm, and then the whole person was dragged to the bed and pressed tightly.

Given grabbed her arm with all his strength, she just struggled a little and stopped moving.He raised his eyes and said calmly to the face that was less than one centimeter away from him: "Hand lightly. I still want to draw."

"You still remember to draw. Then do you know that you have a girlfriend?" Given stared into her eyes, "Do you still need this girlfriend?"

Lin Mo frowned slightly, but soon turned expressionless. "Remember."

"Why can't you kiss when there are many people? Why are you afraid? Why aren't you jealous?" She paused, "Why did you deliberately snub me?"

"no……"

"Huh!" Given smiled bitterly, "What kind of answer is this? Let me ask again, did you deliberately snub me?"

Lin Mo looked into her red eyes, and felt an unspeakable sadness in his heart.

"No." She said softly but firmly, "I haven't."

"You have!" Givenchy roared, "You weren't like this before! You didn't look at me like this before, and you didn't shut yourself up in the study room and draw all night because you didn't want to talk to me. You used to... ..." She wanted to suppress her emotions, but in vain it aroused even stronger dissatisfaction and grievance. "You said before...you will stay with me."

"I've been with you all the time." Lin Mo turned his face away and didn't want to meet her eyes again. "It's just that you feel dissatisfied."

"You!" Before she finished speaking, Lin Mo forcefully wanted to pull out her wrist, with such strength that she completely ignored the pain.Given that she was really sprained, Given was afraid that she could only let go.

She sat up and rubbed her red and swollen wrists without looking at each other, sat by the bed for a while and said quietly:

"Why did you choose me? What do you like about me?"

Given was baffled by her question.After being together for so long, she still asks such ancient questions.What does she want to do?Regret?Looking for an excuse to leave?

"You answer me." Lin Mo seemed to attach great importance to this question and reminded her to let her speak.

"I don't know. It was love at first sight." Given couldn't see her face clearly, "Aren't you too!"

"I'm not." Her voice was light, and it didn't sound very real to her ears. "I pay attention to you because you are you. You made me choose to believe. During the years of separation, I was even more convinced that I loved you. Until When you returned to China and we met, I thought you were the same as me... but you are not."

When Given heard her say so bluntly that she loves him, most of the anger in his heart dissipated immediately.But she said that she was different from her, which she really couldn't accept.If I don't love her, why have I been dreaming about her for the past six years, why I can't stop coming here to inhale the smog, why I care so much about her attitude, and I am so afraid that she will leave.

"Why not." She softened her breath and wanted to sit and look at her face and talk.But the other party didn't give face at all, stood up directly and walked to the window, still facing each other with their backs.

"Love at first sight can only represent the beginning, not for a lifetime. You said you don't know why, but that's because you never thought about it. Everything happens for a reason, Given. What is your reason?"

What reason is not the reason.How can it be possible to find out the specific reasons for liking or loving this kind of feeling?Isn't she digging into a dead end?

"Come here! Tell me clearly. Why do you suddenly want to say this? Can you explain why?"

Lin Mo didn't return to her, nor did he come to her as she said.After being silent by the window for a long time, I returned to:

"I can tell the reason. Do you dare to listen?"

She rarely spoke in such a decisive and determined tone.Given's sense of crisis loomed over his heart like a dark cloud.I don't know why she didn't dare to say she dared, but if she didn't listen, she always felt that she had lost.As for what she lost, she herself is not very clear.Maybe it's face, maybe it's self-esteem, maybe it's something deeper.

After weighing it in her heart, she chose the soft policy.She got off the bed and walked behind Lin Mo to wrap her arms around her waist as usual.When she poked her head over to see her face, the other party turned her head quickly.But she still saw Lin Mo's red eyes in an instant.

why!What is she crying for?Even if it hurts from scratching her hand, don't cry for her!She didn't do anything wrong, but she deliberately neglected herself.If you are left out in the cold, you can be left out in the cold, but she is still saying such hurtful things in the bar.She felt aggrieved when she didn't cry.

"I was wrong. I was wrong." Given comforted her softly in her ear, "Can't I be wrong?"

"Where did you go wrong?"

God knows where I went wrong!

"I, I shouldn't have grabbed your wrist so hard. I shouldn't have made you cry."

Lin Mo fell silent after listening.Given was so close to her that he couldn't hear her breathing.If it wasn't for her warm body, she would have thought she was holding Lin Mo's life-sized puppet.

"You, didn't you ask me why I like you?" Givenan continued embarrassingly.At the same time, he quickly thought about Lin Mo's advantages. "I like you... Quiet, good at drawing. You are pretty."

"..."

Another long silence.Given felt that the body in her arms slowly stiffened for a long time before softening again.

"You, you say something."

Lin Mo untied the hands on her waist, "I'm going to the study to draw. You have been insomnia recently, so you should sleep more."

She withdrew from Givenchy's arms and walked slowly towards the door.

Given couldn't take it anymore.She felt that Lin Mo had never been so hateful as now.Even when she asked her to go abroad, she looked a hundred times and a thousand times more pleasing to the eye than now!She has been very accommodating and tolerant, but she always tests her patience like this.

draw?In such a situation, she said that she wanted to paint and asked herself to sleep more.Doesn't she know why she has insomnia?

"What the hell do you want! Don't hide it! Say what you want to say! Don't always use drawing as an excuse, I don't want to sleep either!" She shouted at her back, "I regret being together! I'm still tired Me! I still want to break up!"

It was only after she shouted that she realized what she had said.She couldn't help the colic in her heart, but she didn't regret it.There is another question she has kept in her heart for a long time.Today, I simply asked all of them.

"You don't care about me at all! Why are you so calm when Molly comes to me? Knowing that I'm wandering abroad, you don't care. And Lin Yue! I took the initiative to keep her by my side. Why can't you do it?" Don't ask? You said my love at first sight won't last forever. Then how can you be so indifferent about your long-term love?"

Lin Mo turned his back to her and remained motionless.Looking at her thin back, Given suddenly couldn't bear it.But it's hard to get over the water, not to mention this has been doubted in her heart for a long time.If you don't ask now, you will ask for export in the future.

Silent as always.Can't even say the word "not"?

Maybe it was only at this time that she vaguely felt that there really existed a bottomless abyss under their peaceful and beautiful appearance.Her indifference and silence, her restlessness and evasion have worn down their flimsy and hasty relationship little by little, leaving only a little bit of unwillingness to maintain it.

It is said that time is the touchstone of love.They were still attracted by each other and came together when they met again after six years of separation.We were really together, and the short three years came to an end.I knew they shouldn't meet again, even if I can't touch them, my heart is pure after all.Now this kind of distance within reach makes each other disheartened and relatively speechless.

Before, Lin Mo asked her if she was tired.She said she wasn't tired because she felt that she could still hold on, and it would be fine if she got through.But now she couldn't stand it anymore.She was so tired that she didn't even have the strength to deceive herself.

Given wiped away the tears that were about to flow out of his eyes with the back of his hand. "I, I'm going to sleep in the bar tonight. You draw your