as if there is a sound

dictates.I don't want to admit that I am worthless and meaningless in this world. I am afraid of being alone and afraid of being alone, so I always want to pull someone to accompany me. "

"..."

"Didn't you ask why I like you before? Do you still want to know?"

Lin Mo was a little sad that his conjecture actually came out of her mouth.For so many years, I actually made a fool of myself and made a mistake.Once it was confirmed, she still felt some hatred in her heart, but at the same time she was also happy for Givenchy.So it is impossible for her to really retaliate or abandon her. She has always been an honest and cruel person to herself.

"why?"

"The love at first sight I thought was not for you, but for myself. The first time I saw you, I felt that you must have suffered the same hurt as me, and it was definitely deeper than me.

Being by your side or having you come to me makes me feel less pathetic.At that time, you were the only chance I could think of to get rid of this suffocation. I needed to prove my existence through you. "

"……yes."

Lin Mo got up, feeling dizzy and unable to stand.She thought of the front, not the back.It turned out that she chose herself because she was poorer and more miserable than her?

She needs to reset her mood.To be honest, this was the first time she felt that Givenchy was extremely hateful.

"Aren't you going to hit me? Or scold me?"

"You go back first. I want to be alone."

Given knew that Lin Mo must have hated him at this moment, and he didn't even want to look at him.But she didn't want any secrets between them.She has completely put her ugliest and darkest side in front of her. If she wants to break up with herself, she has no right to say anything and can only accept it.

But Given didn't want to leave her, nor did he want to give up directly.As selfish as Given, she believed that Lin Mo would not be able to make a decision right away, and she had to do something while she was still hesitating.He had to let her know that he really fell in love with her now, the kind that he couldn't do without her.

"You look beautiful when you draw."

"what?"

"When you eat, you always like to close your eyes first."

"It's not that you don't like celery, you just like cashews better. Because they always happen to go together."

"You still like to play cats/eggs/eggs. I've seen it several times, but I'm too embarrassed to say it."

Lin Mo blushed at what she said, and he really didn't feel so sorry for himself.But there's something embarrassing about what she said, especially the one about the cat...

"You always like to touch my hair intentionally or unintentionally, treating me like a pet."

"you still……"

Lin Mo interrupted her, "You, stop talking."

Given stood up and walked over to her, not intending to let her go on talking.

"I like the way you run barefoot."

"I like the smell of you."

"Love that you always cover your face when you have sex/love."

"I like that you deliberately didn't blow your hair and ran to my eyes after taking a shower."

"My favorite..."

Given suddenly approached Lin Mo as if he was about to kiss her. Lin Mo's mind was already messed up by her, and he immediately closed his eyes when he saw that she still wanted to kiss her.

After waiting for a while, the man still hasn't kissed him yet.She opened her eyes and saw Given and continued:

"I like the way you hate me the most, but when I want to kiss you, you just close your eyes and accept it without thinking of running away." After she finished speaking, she really kissed you.

Lin Mo stared at those small eyes.Maybe it's because it's too detailed, and I can't see any feelings and emotions.But after not being in contact with this person for a year, her kissing/skills have indeed improved a lot, and after a while, her body began to weaken.

The two have been lingering for a long time, and they were a little out of breath when they parted.Lin Mo felt that he was hopeless, and was a little angry that he didn't live up to it. He was about to push her away in a fit of anger, but he didn't expect Givenchy to always take the lead.

She hugged herself and said "I love you" to her ear.

These few words completely broke Lin Mo's psychological defense.She still pushed Givenchy away.

The moment Given was pushed, he thought he was out of action, but unexpectedly, Lin Mo started to cry, and he cried very hard, with tears falling down non-stop.She had never seen her cry so presumptuously, she was a little silly, and didn't know how to deal with it.

Lin Mo used to restrain herself, but this time she didn't want to restrain herself.Restraining and restraining, in the end, she still didn't lose. A few words and a kiss washed away the hurtful things she said before.After hearing the phrase I love you, she couldn't even remember why she was so desperate and sad before.

Why is he so humble in front of Givenchy?She couldn't figure it out, and she didn't even know why.Never before has anyone been able to stir up such a big wave in her heart, to make herself so scarred and to accept it wholeheartedly.

This may be retribution.She may not be able to get rid of it all her life, or deep down in her heart, she is also subconsciously expecting the current development.

She actually wanted to be with Givenchy and wanted her to fulfill herself.Now she really came and said she loved her.What else can she say, she can only cry and show her.

Seeing that Lin Mo finally stopped crying and stared at him with his eyes, Given looked bitter and bitter, and didn't know how to coax him.I can only ask with a wry smile:

"Why, why are you crying? If you don't want to, just say it. I accept any beatings and criticisms, as long as you are willing to get back together."

Lin Mo didn't say a word, still looking at Givenchy as if he was not very happy.The two looked at each other for a long time before Lin Mo remembered that he was going to the bedroom to heal his injuries alone.

Given that she entered the bedroom by herself and locked the door to prevent her from entering, she was still determined.After all, she didn't refuse herself. When she kissed her just now, she replied a few times, and it didn't look like she didn't want it.

Her fine sixth sense suggests that she still has a chance of success.

She looked around and found that there was only a small empty space, so she sat on it and prepared to wait for her to come out, so she could think of some tricks to persuade her to go home with her.

Thinking about it, my thoughts drifted to their happy life after returning home.As soon as she relaxed, she wanted to sleep again. After resisting for a while, she couldn't find any eggs, so she leaned against the wall and fell asleep, continuing her life in her dream.

When she woke up, she found that she was what she was before she fell asleep, and she was still what she was when she came back.The only thing that has changed is that the sky is so dark that there are no stars or moons.It stands to reason that there should always be clothes or quilts to keep out the cold!Hasn't Lin Mo come out yet?Or just ignore yourself and go back to sleep?

She has changed, she would never treat herself like this before.

She glanced quietly into the bedroom, and saw that the person on the bed was lying motionless on her side as if she was asleep.She thought for a while and backed out.

The thought of going back only stayed in her mind for a few seconds before she groped into the bathroom again.

Lin Mo felt that someone was lying next to her. She didn't dare to look back, so she could only try to close her eyes and pretend to be asleep.

After holding on for a long time, I felt that there was no movement next to me, and my breathing became even.She moved slightly, but there was no response.So he had the courage to press down on the bed before turning over and seeing the man's appearance.

The bed is a standard single bed, and it must be a bit cramped for two people to sleep.Lin Mo turned over and realized that they were too close. At this angle, the tip of her nose was almost touching Given's cheek.

She looked at her for a while under the dim light of the night light, and was about to turn over to sleep again.Unexpectedly, the man opened his eyes and turned his head to meet her.

"Don't be so careful. You don't have to worry about getting tired after tossing and turning. You are quite skilled in doing this."

Lin Mo didn't show any expression when he saw her smirk like a thief.Now that she was awake, she didn't need to be so careful, she just turned over and turned her back to face each other.

Given is already used to losing face today, and he doesn't care about doing it again.Just because she doesn't look at herself doesn't mean she has to sleep well.So Lin Mo felt dishonest with hands in the quilt.

At first she struggled a bit, but in the end she didn't want to.Anyway, she has no other way to pretend to be dead by then.Unexpectedly, the other party stopped after just being unruly.He hugged his waist tightly and there was no more text.

Lin Mo was a little startled. She didn't know what kind of medicine Givenh was thinking of selling. In the past, she must have had a wild desire to do something.This series of actions is a bit abnormal.

She continued to wait for a while and the man still didn't move extra.I couldn't help but ask:

"You, are you asleep?"

"No. What's the matter?"

She really didn't believe that Given didn't know what she was thinking.But she didn't have the nerve to say it, so she had no choice but to reply.

"Hey... how lecherous I am in your heart, you would take the initiative to test me."

"..."

"I'm thinking about that. I'm sorry if I lie next to you and don't think about it. Since you are so curious, let me ask you if you want to?"

Lin Mo was speechless to the end.Given continued:

"Coincidentally, I can't say it. I just want to sleep with you tonight. It's been too long, I want to enjoy it." After she finished speaking, she moved her body closer and habitually held you One was placed on Lin Mo's lap.

"Goodnight wife."

There are so many sleep talkers!What's the name of the blind man who is so immortal?Lin Mo didn't know what he was thinking, he was fine just now and now he couldn't sleep again.She panicked, and it took her a long time to calm down.

She struggled inwardly for a while before turning over, seeing that Given was really asleep this time.Her restless heart also calmed down a lot following her quiet face.

I don't know how long they can last this time.It could be just a few months, it could be a lifetime.

if only for a lifetime