[Comprehensive] Can't move at all

During class the next day, Sha Ji's uneasiness was verified again. Qingfeng seemed to be slowly disappearing beside her. She tried to ask what happened, but she always failed to get a reply. A little angry, he always said in emails "I want to go like this with May", "I want to go like that with May", she didn't know why this name appeared frequently between them inexplicably, but I don't feel like I'm in a position to question.

She thought they were already close, but was thrown off course once again.

The following week Sha Ji was in a hurry, and the final exam was about to come. She had to admit that the work of modeling distracted her. Although she always seemed to be able to cope with it, only she knew it. Well all things are not an easy thing for her.

Seeing Sha Ji who was still writing at his desk after class, Chunxia immediately leaned forward, stared at the notebook she was writing for a few seconds, pointed at the little bear she had marked next to her and said in surprise Asked: "What is this?...'This is the scoring point, please write it down for me', hey, Sha Ji, you are so cute on the notebook!"

Sha Ji raised her head tiredly, she didn't even have the strength to explain, she closed her eyes and pressed her temples, Chunxia just pulled out the notebook, flipped through it from beginning to end, her expression became more and more surprised, suddenly she let out a low cry, It's like discovering a treasure: "My God! Is this a compilation of math review notes?! There are also key question types!"

When Hua Ling heard Chun Xia's words, she turned her head to look at them with some concern, walked over, reached for the notebook in Chun Xia's hand, read a few pages and said to Sha Ji: "Give me a copy. "

"Ah?" Sha Ji opened his eyes and said lazily, "It's all the basics, you don't need Hua Ling."

"Tsk tsk." Chunxia smacked her lips meaningfully, and couldn't help feeling: "It's good to have a girlfriend with good grades. Everyone is very interested in the final exam for entering higher education. Even Matsuda-kun goes to cram school after school. gone."

The word "girlfriend" inexplicably pricked Sha Ji's nerves, and she only felt that her head hurt even more.

Recently, there have been fewer contacts with Qingfeng, even emails. After a few words, Qingfeng often has other things to do, or he doesn’t reply at all. Occasionally he will come to class, but he always enters the door by stepping on the class bell. Disappeared, even if she called him behind, he never looked back at her.

Because she understands the complexity of human nature, she has always been open to inexplicable malice, and rarely asks for guilt. The last time she suffered such a cold reception seems to be vivid in her memory. Every time she thinks of it, she shudders, but He kept comforting himself: "Qingfeng is not that kind of person".

In the end, she was a little numb, and she didn't know whether it was out of trust in Qingfeng or pity for herself.

Finally finished the last test site, she closed her notebook with satisfaction, and pulled out the other two from her schoolbag. The grades for further studies only depend on the three subjects of Mandarin, Mathematics and English. She was sorting it out almost non-stop, her eyes were red Bloodshot, Chunxia gasped when she saw it, "I don't know whether to feel moved or horrified by preparing such a thing as a Valentine's Day gift."

Sha Ji smiled, this kind of Valentine's Day gift, she must be underestimated, but he didn't explain.

When she was standing at the stairs with three notebooks in her arms, she resisted for a few seconds, and finally couldn't help showing a silly happy smile on her lips. Looking at the spiraling stairs, she held her head up step by step. Walking extremely seriously, like a victorious queen, I am especially looking forward to seeing Aomine's expression when he receives the notebook.

It's a pity that because of being too complacent and lack of sleep for several consecutive days, when she was about to climb to the top floor, she suddenly stumbled on her feet and leaned forward suddenly. Far from catching it, one hand was still holding the notebook stupidly and forgot to support the wall. When the knee bent, it slammed heavily on the stairs. The pain swept over her face, causing her to break into a cold sweat instantly.

tf!Who the hell stipulates that up and down stairs keep to the right!

A feeling of numbness spread in her legs, and she lay almost half of her body on the stairs, grinning her teeth and trying to cry, but she couldn't cry. There was no major injury on her hands, but her elbow rubbed against the wall and the skin was scratched. , There was a sharp pain piercing the nerves one after another.

Her hands and feet were completely limp, and she couldn't get up even if she wanted to climb. She kept sitting and breathing deeply, and finally woke up her chaotic consciousness little by little. After a little effort, she sat up awkwardly from the stairs.

She smiled wryly. In TV dramas, the heroine would fall to the ground with the tragic bgm. What kind of ominous sign is this for her.

She tidied up her messy hair, moved her five fingers to make sure that none of them had accidentally broken a bone, moved her legs again, stood up and looked down, except for the slightly red and swollen knees on the half-tube socks, she couldn't see anything at all. When she came out, she fell and lay on the ground for a long time, unable to get up.

She said softly with self-deprecation: "At any rate, the drama of bitterness should be all-seeing and popular."

The enthusiasm at the moment of rushing out of the classroom was gradually diluted. She cautiously stepped forward and continued to walk towards the roof. Looking at the steps under her feet, she still felt lingering fear.

After finally climbing up to the top floor, she turned her head and was in a daze for a while. The small square window just happened to be able to see the whole scenery downstairs. A few months ago, she was standing there holding her mobile phone and was surrounded by a bunch of people. The number was so exciting that she wanted to cry, but now, she had habitually ignored the series of occasional harassment by the number.

She thought it would take a long time to heal, but it turned out to be only a few months.

Memories rushed out, and Sha Ji's index finger touching the doorknob was cold, as if the door that had been closed tightly would be suddenly pushed open in the next second, and a lazy blue brain popped out, asking her with a funny face: " What are you doing? Waiting for my email?"

Looking at the notebook in her hand, she suddenly felt very boring.

Although she has always been smiling and joking, she actually has an inexplicable obsession with "the fate bestowed by the gods". It is difficult for Qingfeng's rough nerves to be in harmony with her, and she will always get compensation in other ways.

Encounter is one of them.

Now such a deliberate search always makes her feel sorry for herself who once had a sense of ritual surprise at every unexpected encounter.

Just as he was about to turn back, the closed door was pushed open. He was still a lazy young man with blue eyes, but after Qingfeng's momentary surprise, there was a trace of complicated emotion on his face, which she couldn't understand.

The cold winter wind coming in from that door messed up her hair. I don't know if it was an illusion, Sha Ji only felt that the knee that was bumped just now hurt more.

The messy hair and eyelashes were tangled together, and her vision was a little blurred. She smiled and said, "Close the door, it's a bit cold."

Qingfeng nodded, closed the door with his feet, then leaned lazily against the door with his hands in his pockets, without speaking.

"Why don't you go to class?"

Qingfeng still didn't look at her, and answered concisely and abruptly: "I don't want to go."

She handed out the notebook in her hand, and saw that Qingfeng raised his eyebrows and his face was full of doubts, but he didn't take the notebook. Sha Ji's body froze, and he maintained that movement silently for a while, and finally surrendered. He took back his sour hand and explained: "I've compiled all the notes for the exam. If I write them all down, I'm sure I'll pass the exam. It should be quite helpful."

She narrowed her eyes with a smile, covering the depression in her eyes, and said coquettishly, "You should save me some face, I didn't even give Hualing this note when she asked for it, Ada saw it yesterday Just grabbed it and copied it."

Although the voice was sweet and cloying, she could feel her heart trembling slightly, and the thoughts that had been suppressed by her came to life at the same moment, laughing at her with bared teeth and claws.

"Tsk." Qingfeng snorted inexplicably. She didn't know if Sha Ji was careless. She always felt that she saw irony in Qingfeng's half-smile expression. The incomprehensible disappointment made her want to lose her temper—what's wrong with you? !

But in the next second she suddenly didn't want to ask anymore, Qingfeng said: "It's okay, you can take it back, I don't need it, Wu Yue will give me notes before every exam."

May May May.

Sha Ji's five fingers holding the notebook were slightly clenched, and she didn't even notice that the sharp corners of the notebook were stuck between her knuckles.

Looking at Qingfeng, who was leaning back against the door lazily and leisurely, in stark contrast to her with weak and tired legs, the anger she had held back for the past few days made her tremble slightly at this moment, Qingfeng raised his eyebrows, and walked to the side to close the door. He walked through the square window, and before he turned around, he heard Sha Ji whisper, "Are you going too far?"

Her voice was steady and quiet, so soft that it didn't seem like she was accusing, echoing through the narrow corridors, every word was extremely clear.

She raised her head and looked into Qingfeng's eyes clearly. The anger he could really feel just now has been cleaned up by her, and only a sad smile with bent eyes is left on her face. Meaning, "every day like this in May, like that in May, have you considered my feelings, I..."

The pair of childhood sweethearts who were too close had planted a thorn in her heart long ago, but she chose to ignore it, struggled and healed alone, and now when she tried to root out her wounds, she was bloody and bloody.

However, she was interrupted by Qingfeng before she finished speaking: "You have no position to say such a thing at all."

The surroundings were too quiet, and the sound of their entangled breathing could be heard.

All the voices were stuck in her throat like this. She looked at Qingfeng in disbelief, and felt as if a trace of electricity had slipped through her right eye, making her eyelids twitch, and it was difficult to breathe for a moment. She was locked up, but she felt colder than before. Facing Qingfeng's impatient eyes, she was thrown on the face again with the same sentence, exactly.

She felt a buzzing in her head, and she wanted to bend down in pain.

Because the first meeting was in the name of the gods, the gods began to tease her, threw her to the highest point, and then retracted the hand that caught her, causing her to fall hard to the ground.

Sha Ji turned his head away as if he couldn't bear it, and his eyes fell on the window beside him. There was a crooked thin scratch on the glass window, and the brown dust accumulated by the window was clearly visible. Outside the window was the layered black clouds of lead gray in winter. Everything is a decadent gray color.

She thought she would probably always remember this scene.

After a while, she raised her head to look at Qingfeng, and smiled, confident and calm as if she was the unrestrained and unrestrained girl when she first met.

She seemed to want to say something, but she didn't say anything in the end. She just turned around and walked down the stairs. Her pace became faster and faster, as if she was eager to escape from something. She didn't go back to the classroom and rushed directly to the first floor , Only at this time did he bluntly feel the grievance.

She raised her head in confusion and looked at the zig-zag trajectory of the stairs folded upwards. She was a little dazed, and her first thought was that she didn't seem to be walking to the right just now.

She stood alone at the stairs, and the empty school building and the desolate wind magnified her solitude. At this moment, there were too eager footsteps upstairs, and Sha Ji was stunned. She turned her head suddenly, her heart beating like thunder.

A male classmate whom she didn't know came rushing down the stairs with a blushing face while clutching his bleeding nose. He was startled when he bumped into her too hot eyes, and almost fell down the stairs.

It turned out that she was still expecting him to catch up.